shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*HEY bluh bluh can we talk.......
*or i can just ramble and when you read then you can, uh input or whatever. but i wanna explain the way i acted before.
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*no i'm here lmao sorry. fffft
*yes we can talk
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*oh. hi. sorry, it's fine.
*well
*i doubt i really have to explain since i always act this way when it comes down to it. i think what it was was
*was was, wtf, am i saying that ri-- yeah i am okay
*ANYWAYS
*i think at one point you came down to little tokyo? but only told annabelle?
*and
*astrid was upset about it
*cause you hadn't told her
*so i just
*flipped my shit, ffff
*i guess the thing was i was tired of how things are.
*us four
*we use to be the tightest group of friends. our own little circle. our uh...
*wtf did logan call it???
*...gdit the word isn't coming to me
*ANYWAYS
*OH
*WAIT
*posse.
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*...
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*..possee.
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*posse............
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*YEAH
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*i think it's
*posse??
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*possee
*dmanit
*posse
*DMANIT*
*...
*fuck
*you
*dmanit
*..
*DAMNIT
*8**
*..
*w/e i'm done with you word
*ANYWAYS
*i know you're laughing shut up
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*...
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*so like
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*maybe a littl.
*little
*klfjsdklfjsdklfjsdf
*sdlk;sdfsd
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*that's
*what you get
*karma
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*ffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
*CONTINUE...
shackled.dearly.departed@hotmail.com says:
*MY POINT IS
*we aren't like that anymore. and that bothers me to hell and back.
*most of the time i just think that
*you prefer everyone else over us. that we don't matter. that maybe if you're bored you'll come and talk to us. or some bs thing idk.
*cause it's part of everyday to talk to them, astrid and kristen, for me. and once before it us to be you as well. it was like that for all of us.
*which i know is stupid and selfish
*since we aren't the only friends duh
*but that closeness was something we all cherished before and it just isn't that way anymore
*so i figured well since we hardly talk anymore it wouldn't make a difference
*since we hadn't anyways
*so in a way i just gave up trying??
*i was also going through some shit with yuri since anime expo so i was pretty upset about everything ever and giving up left and right
*so it's my part to blame too obv
*but it's not like i've forgotten completely
*like there's not times where i miss things we use to do together
*like what with snake, and skype, and stupid crap bluh glub blah
*idk