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name ➤ Ahn Hae Mi

nicknames ➤ at least one

date of birth ➤ May 20th 2003

pet names ➤ Bub (the usual one Namjoon uses) , Bby (when Namjoon is mad at Haemi)

personality ➤

• NICE :- Haemi is a nice person. She always helps people, no matter where she is. Her aura is warm and kind, even from afar, people can know that she is warm, kind and nice.

• POSITIVE :- She doesn't like to get stress so she always see in the bright side whenever she is in a bad situation. She always thinks positive and people admired her for that. However, before she actually became a positive person, she is afraid of everything, she always worries about everything but her younger sister, Soomi, helped her get out of that.

• INTROVERT :- She is introverted or easily say, she is facing with social anxiety disorder. She is a shy and anti-social person. She doesn't like it when she is in the middle of attention. She will sweats a lot, stammers and started to get dizzy when too much people giving their attention to her. She also afraid to do something that can be humiliating and embarassing.

• MOODSWING :- She has depression and that cause her to has moodswing. Sometimes, she can be too sad and sometimes she can be so happy. Also, when she is doing something, she can lose interest in doing them without reason eventhough she's been hyped all day to do the activity.

• LUCKY :- Being in trouble is not what most people likes and being Haemi is what everyone wants. She somehow, all the time, is able to get out of problems easily though she is at fault. People who is mad at her will suddenly forgive her and let her escape easily when others think it's unfair.

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height ➤ 157cm

weight ➤ 35kg

blood type ➤ A

mental health issues ➤

• depression

• post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)

• social anxiety disorder (SAD)

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birthplace ➤ Paju, South Korea

hometown ➤ Seoul, South Korea

nationality ➤ Korean

languages ➤

• Korean (fluent)

• English (learning)

• Mandarin (learning)

family members ➤

— •Ahn Seungji •dad •deceased •42

— •Ahn Chaneul •mom •alive •41

— •Ahn Soomi •younger sister •deceased •13

background ➤

Ahn Haemi, 14 years old, born in Paju, South Korea was a happy little kid until an accident that took both her beloved father and younger sister occured.

Before, it was a big, happy family. But now, it's a small, sad family.

Let me tell you her life before the accident occurs first.

She had a father. A loving father. Both Haemi and Soomi loved their father so much. He always poured loves to his family and he would never stop doing so. Her father worked as a teacher in a high school located in Paju. He was admired by many because of his brilliant mind and intelligent way of thinking. Well, in general, everybody likes him.

Her mother was a housemaid. She stayed in their home, sweet home. She never get tired of doing all of the house chores. She enjoyed it when she was cooking for her husband and daughters. Doing nothing except for taking care the family is the definition of happiness for her.

Ahn Soomi plays the biggest role in Haemi life after both of her parents. Soomi will always supports Haemi in anyway that she could. She is too mature for her young age. She is the one that made Haemi thinks in a positive way. She is the one that supported Haemi when Haemi needs it. She is the one that always conviced her older sister. She is the one that will stood up for her older sister no matter what. Soomi is a brave, caring and trustable person. And she will do anything to keep her fragile older sister away from dangers.

On 7th August 2014, they were on their way to Seoul because of her father work. Her father got transfered into a highschool located in Seoul.

They were happily singing, laughing and chatting together, creating a strong family bond without knowing that was the time when they will get tear apart.

A man was drinking during his work. He was drunk. And he drove a lorry. His vision got blurred, and he couldn't see anything except for dazzled light and honk. And he crashed the car that the family was in.

The family was laughing that time. But the father's smile fell once he saw the lorry. The others noticed too, and started to panic. The father tried his best to protect his family but there was no way out so he just honked at the lorry nonstop. But it didn't bring anything because the driver was too drunk.

In a blink of an eye, the car flew, and crashed to the ground. It was upside down. People started to gathered around and called the emergency number.

The father helped the mother to get out. And after lots of struggle, her mother got out safely from the car that was about to explode. The younger sister, that once promised she will keep her older sister from all dangers always keep her promise eventhough that day she was desperate for help too. She pushed her older sister out from the car.

The mother and older sister tried to help the father and the younger sister but the crowd took them away to a safe place and helped the father and the younger sister.

The father's left foot was stuck so he couldn't moved. He told that there is no chance for him to get out of there safely. He asked them to safe the younger sister first. He even told the ones that were helping him to say to the family that he really loves them and will always look after them.

The younger sister, however was far from the helpers reach. She couldn't move because of the little energy in her body. They tried all ways to reach the younger sister and the younger sister tried her best to grip their hands. Then she noticed that the car was about to explode. She told them to go away. Some of them did and some didn't. The ones who did dragged the ones who still want to help the helpless victims away. The younger sister gathered all of her energy, and shouted 'I love you' in the air loudly, only to get replied by a loud, explosion sound.

The mother and older sister heard the younger sister and watched the car exploded right infront of their eyes. While hugging they cried, knowing that now, they are left alone together.

After the incident, they decided to stay in Seoul. They were afraid that if stay in their old house, the memories between their family saddened them more. They live in Seoul, hoping that they could forget them and open a fresh, new book. But it does not help. The sweet, happy memories of the father and the younger sister keep haunting them.

The mother always put on a tough acts when actually she cries every night feeling the bed beside her is empty. She cries when cooking because she only need to cook a small portion. She cries when doing the laundry or dishes because of how little the amount is. And she hates it. Now, she works in a cafe near their house.

The older sister is now having PTSD. She trauma to get into a car. Everytime she is in a car, especially if the car is moving, she will sweats and her body trembled nonstop. She will hold onto the seatbelt tightly. Everytime she saw the accident place, she will started to shout uncontrollably and cried. When she is alone, she couldn't help but to talk in the air, imagining there is her younger sister beside her. But then, she will start to laugh like a crazy person and stare blankly in the air, expressionless and emotionless.

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slot ➤ SWEETTEA

face claim ➤ Lucy - Weki Meki

bangtan boy ➤ Kim Namjoon

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likes ➤

• hugs

• skinship

• warm smile

• good vibes

• nature

• calm atmosphere

• places where there is few people at there

• look into the sky and pretending there are her father and younger sister having a conversation with her

• a yellow hoodie sweater with small, white flower patterns on it that her younger sister gave her on her 11th birthday a.k.a the last gift from her younger sister. Her younger sister used her own money to buy that hoodie sweater for Haemi

• chocolate milk (Haemi and Soomi always bought chocolate milk after school on their way to home)

• when Namjoon praises or pet her in the head

dislikes ➤

• being in the middle of attention

• embarassing and humiliating situation

• someone in troubles

• when her moodswing comes

• having PTSD

• talking about her father and younger sister

• when she remembers about her trauma

• the scars on her body because of the accident

• not being able to talk with someone about her problem

• rude people

• when she watch or read something that is related to accidents

• loud sounds

hobbies ➤

• being alone in a place surrounded by nature

• go to a place where she can see sky clearly and talk with her father and younger sister or if she doesn't have time to do so, she will write letters and keep it in a box full of memory

• playing her playlist of comforting songs when she is in her bedroom

comfort item ➤

a big, soft brown teddybear named Mister with red ribbon around his neck. The teddybear's height is about same level as Haemi's chest. She grew up with that teddybear

talent ➤

• lying

• pretending to be happy and free with problems

• somehow able to get out of problems easily

• secretly flexible

biggest secret ➤ the one in the background. She has never tell anyone about it before.

fears ➤

• being in a car especially if the car is moving

• explosion sound

• being in the middle of attention like talking infront of many people, being a leader or maybe when she did something embarassing and humiliating and all eyes are on her

• when there's a fight and she is near them

• lowkey afraid of height but never shows it and instead she loves the feeling when she is in a high places

habits ➤

• look into the sky and smile (she does this believing that her father and younger sister are watching)

• breath a little bit too loud when she is mad

• clap like a seal while laughing or maybe when she is just too happy

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requested scenes ➤

• she tells Namjoon about her big secret because she somehow trusted Namjoon the most eventhough he never gives a fuck at her (can this happen maybe like in the start but the end of it? Like Namjoon just started to takecare of her but that time it almost in the middle time of him taking care of her. Idk how to explain but that time Namjoon still doesn't like the idea of needed to take care a bratty teenage girl but Haemi rely on him because she feels protected)

• you said that Namjoon takes his reputation seriously right? And that means his ego is high till the sky right? So I would like a scene where Haemi forced Namjoon to follow her to a fair. They compete in many games but mostly Haemi wins and Namjoon doesn't like that. But seeing a big smile on her face, Namjoon couldn't help but to smile too and he stroke her hair

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password ➤ tea

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