Sorry Cadence, but you're just projecting

Covet: -Cadence was in the hallway on her phone talking to someone on the other end.- Okay I've got plenty of space to put it, I just want the best that you have.... Well I'll be by to look tomorrow for sure. Thanks again. // -Kelsey was in the cheer gym already Getting stretched out, humming along to some music that was playing over the stereo-
Covet: -Cadence was in the hallway on her phone talking to someone on the other end.- Okay I've got plenty of space to put it, I just want the best that you have.... Well I'll be by to look tomorrow for sure. Thanks again. // -Kelsey was in the cheer gym already Getting stretched out, humming along to some music that was playing over the stereo-
Musik: -Caroline made her way into the building and whistled as she walked down the hallways, moving to the cheer gym. She waved to Cadence before walking inside, smiling when she saw Kelsey. She put her bag down and moved over to her, dropping down to the floor to stretch.- "So Tony is so not mad. He's kinda happy that he now has friends to talk to about his books."
Covet: -Cadence waved at Caroline as she walked past and ended her call, she had one other phone call to make before she headed in. She hit the buttons and waited while it dialed.- // -Kelsey looked at Care and waved- Hi Care,  -she dropped her voice- Oh, thank goodness. I'm so happy he's not mad at you or anything. I took the blame for it so I hope that helped. I told him I wouldn't say anything to anyone. -she smiled and changed her stretching position.-
Tsaaq: Hayley walked down the hallway while staring at her phone, almost walking into the wall and instead stepping into the closed door. Hayley stepped into the gym and waved at Kelsey and Caroline. "Hey guys." She greeted, nodding at Cadence and taking a seat on the mat once she put her bag down.
Musik: "yeah he's fine." -She said waving her hand at her before looking over to Hayley, smiling at her.- "Hey!"
Covet: -Cadence listened to the phone ring and ring before she sighed and gave up, hitting end on the screen. She walked into the gym and went to put her phone in her bag- Alright ladies, Get warmed up we're going to run some passes on the mat today. I'm not even going to ask where two of you were last week, because I've got too much other shit on my mind. That being said, I'm not impressed and I don't want it to happen again. -she said sternly, putting her hands on her hips- Thank you Kelsey for showing up. Though to be honest, you probably needed that one on one practice, more than anyone else here. // -Kelsey stood up and twisted around at the waste a couple of times before shaking her hands out. She gave a sheepish look- Thank you...I think?
Tsaaq: "A shedding uterus." Hayley said loudly in an unapologetic monotone as she began to start her stretches. "Since you're being so fussy about it." She grumbled before rising to her feet and leaning forward to touch her toes.
Musik: -She frowned looking at Cadence and dropped her head down, pushing up to her feet, grabbing her feet to pull her heel to her ass to stretch her eyes.-
Musik: (WOW. LEGS*)
Tsaaq: ((Yeah stretch those eyes Caroline.))
Musik: (shhh)
Covet: [Sorry had someone show up at my house they're gone now]
Covet: Hmm, well next time put a tampon in. It's the modern fucking century. -Cadence said, as unapoligetically back.- When you're done, I want to see everone at one side of the mat- First pass is going to be a Front walkover Roundoff backhandspring backtuck. It looks like this. -She moved to the far end of the mat from where they were stretching. Lifting her arms up over her head she took a few running steps, and leaned over with her hands up, when they touched the ground she kicked her feet over one at a time, moving into her roundoff, which was similar, but with her body facing sideways as her feet came over. Her knees bent like a spring and she pushed herself backwards, catching herself on her hands, and pushing off into her back tuck, bringing her body in close to make a tight spin before sticking her landing on the other end of the mat.- // -Kelsey watched and tried to remember the combo, going over it in her head.- And the front walkover was what we went over last week right? - // -Cadence rolled her eyes and nodded her head- Yep we did it a dozen times last week.
Tsaaq: Hayley stared at Cadence a moment and walked off the mat. "I did put a tampon in, actually. Not that it's any of your fucking business WHY I like to be easy on myself whenever my cooch is bleeding nor would I ever even try to explain it to such a petty bitch like youself. I really shouldn't have gave ANY explanation. So fuck you." She said as she went to lean against the wall, crossing her arms across her chest in protest.
Musik: -Caroline watched Cadence closely, nodding her head.- "Got it." -She said and moved to stand on the edge of the mat, not listening to what Hayley and Cadence were shooting back and forth because she didn't want any part of drama. She quickly moved forward and coppied Cadence's movements almost just as she did it. She landed and adjusted her tank top, letting out a huff.-
Covet: [I'm a derp, and forgot to post this on the last post: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucXSalYW_0k ] Excuse me? I would have been happy with a message that said, "Hey, I'm not feeling well, I won't make it" Steph wasn't even in the fucking state and she let me know she wasn't going to make it. I didn't ask what your fucking excuse was, in fact I said I didn't want to hear it period. But you insisted and I thought your excuse was bullshit because we're all women, and we all bleed. So deal with it Hayley, and do the god damn pass,  or you can spend the rest of the practice running laps back and forth across the room, which is the alternate punishment, for not telling me that you wouldn't make it. -Cadence said, with a firm look-  // -Kelsey stayed quiet and moved to the end of the mat, doing the pass, having to stop between every other transition so it still wasn't smooth. She sighed and went to start over before she'd even finished it.-
Tsaaq: She glared at Cadence before shifting against the wall, keeping her arms crossed. "You can run laps on these nuts with you tongue." She said begrudgingly, not moving from her spot.
Tsaaq: ((your*))
Musik: -Once she finished the pass, she shifted uncomfortablly looking between Cadence and Hayley with a frown.-
Covet: And you can get the fuck out of my Cheer gym if that's the attitude your going to take with me, Hayley. If you don't want to fucking pariticpate, then you don't need to be here.  Thanks for coming have a nice night, There's the fucking door. -Cadence turned her back on Hayley and looked at the girls- Alright since we don't have team spirit, we'll all be runing laps in the other gym and you can thank Hayley and her attitude for it. Sorry you won't get to work on more passes tonight. -Cadence said heading towards the side doors that led to the other gym- // -Kelsey stopped and looked between the girls giving Hayley a sad look, before she started walking slowly to the doors, hoping that if she walked slow enough things would change.-
Alexithymiaa: (Kelsey was me. I thought if I looked sad enough about having to run laps that the coaches would feel bad. Guess what Kels. It never works.)
Covet: [XD]
Tsaaq: She inhaled deeply and rose from the wall. "We could always practice passes another time or whatever, with Steph probably? Cause she seems to know a lot more than you? There's nothing stopping us from doing that." She said quietly as she lowered her arms. "Also this isn't actually your gym I don't know if you actually know. It's the school's? And you don't own it. And I don't know what happened or why we don't have a real cheer coach? Maybe cause they're cheap or something I don't know. But don't get such a big head and a power trip." She said as she went to sit on the mat. "I for one, am not going anywhere. Cause free will and stuff. And I like cheerleading. You know you don't have to be a bitch to be a leader. Being a bitch easy. Being understanding? That's actually admirable." She said with a slight raise of her eyebrows.
Musik: "Okay can you just like..Stop, Hayley? You're gonna make her push more stuff onto us just because you want to like..fight back.." -She frowned looking at her as she turned to walk into the other gym so she could run her laps.-
Covet: What do you want me to be understanding about? Oooh you had your period... You're how old? you've been having it for how long? I am being understanding. You're the one refusing to be part of the team, and for that they're suffering. You want to argue semantics about then do it with yourself. We've got shit to do. You don't like it, nobody said you had to stay on. But if you want to be a cheerleader then you fucking act like part of the god damn team instead of pouting and arguing because nobody feels bad about you being on the fucking rag. That's not an excuse worthy enough of not showing up. That shit wouldn't fly with any cheer coach -Cadence said feeling her hands shake, as she clenched her jaw. She shoved her way past the doors making them slam against the wall as she walked into the gym- // -Kelsey nodded with Care- Yeah, it's not really that big of an issue to be having this big of a fight over....is it?
Tsaaq: Hayley just sat on the mat while Cadence spoke, pursing her lips until she walked out in her huffy fit. She finally got up and caught up with Caroline and Kelsey, walking backwards as she spoke. "Wow guys. Thanks for having my back. It is actually a big deal." She said irritably as she turned and walked past them. "You think I'm just being difficult cause I want to be difficult. Oh Hayley the problem starter WAH WAH." She ranted. "Okay! Fine. You know what it is? Well ever since I was gang raped which, OH the anniversary was last week. but whatever. I just tried to act like I was keeping my shit together. But then woohoo- the same week I got my period which made me particulary stressed out because OH I DON'T KNOW I miscarried last year and every time I bleed down there? I freak out. Yeah, it's like a reminder of what happened. SO I'm sorry that because I have a dead baby? I get in shitty mood and I don't feel like jumping around. There." She said angrily before lowering her head. "So fly that shit with a cheer coach you fucking ashholes." Hayley said before turning around and heading for the doors.
Musik: -She ignored what was being said and moved to start rrunning because she was pissed off at them for being mean to each other.-
Covet: -Cadence was running angry laps back and forth across the gym at this point, not giving a fuck if anyone joined her or not, because she was trying to "outrun" a panic attack, with an adrenaline rush. // -Kelsey furrowed her brow, feeling both guilty and ashamed , then again blindsided by the info that Hayley dumped on them because she wasn't expecting that at all. Kelsey rushed over to Hayley and stopped her- So if that's what the issue was, why didn't you say something closer to that? Not like the whole thing, Instead of getting her riled up, by insulting her and just being defiant. You can't expect someone to be understanding, if they don't know what they're supposed to be understanding about. I'm really sorry that happened. It was just me and Cadence here last week and Steph was the only one who had given some forwarning. That's not fair to Cadence either, so I get why she's irritated.
Tsaaq: "Fuck her being irritated! She's supposed to be my superior. It's not my fault that she approaches shit in shitty way because she's a bad leader." Hayley blurted out as she went to point at Cadence after she turned to face Kelsey. "She could never even understand that pain. And why would I ever say anything to them. Look at them, they don't give a fuck. They just think I'm being an asshole because I just am. It's not they take into consideration that maybe I'm not acting this way over nothing." She scoffed. "Everybody around here is a self centered fucking asshole they don't care about anybody else's pain. And why would I even give her the satisfaction of even knowing anything personal about myself? Even something that personal?" Hayley said. "They don't even care." She muttered as she bit into her cheek, shaking a bit while breathing hard. "Nobody cares. So why I would tell any of you anything?"
Musik: -Caroline just kept running because fuck everyone.-
Covet: -Cadence Running- // You never sent her a message saying you wouldn't be there. That's something we're supposed to do Hayley. And if we don't there's punishment for it. But the excuse you gave her wasn't a good one, because it wasn't just a period thing....as you've already said. You're accusing them of not caring, but you won't even clue them in that something might be wrong. Until it explodes like this. But this isn't an effective way of dealing with problems. It just makes everyone angry at eachother. You could have asked to pull Cadence aside to explain better without antagonizing her and making it into a big fight. I'm sure she would have changed her tone. She was being stern because she has to as a coach, otherwise we'd walk all over her and we wouldn't be a good team.  But if you don't talk to them, you can't expect them to understand. They're not psychics like that, nobody is. -She frowned trying to help the situation-
Tsaaq: She sucked her teeth and lowered her head. "So what was I supposed to clue them into? Oh sorry Cadence, 'I get a little sensitive about my dead baby PTSD'?" Hayley said sarcastially. "She wasn't being stern, she was being an asshole. I have professors who are stern but aren't assholes. And she's not a real coach." She said angrily. "I don't know why the fuck they're angry. I can run laps around a gym in my sleep YOU FAT BITCHES! That's hardly a punishment." She began to shout once she reached then end of her reply. "We're not a team, we're a joke." She sighed. "Just like every other team in this school."  Hayley pursed her lips. "If we're such a good team then why is everybody so quick to turn on me? Exactly."
Musik: -Caroline stopped running and stormed out of the gym, grabbing her bag and looking at Hayley.- "You don't have to be so rude." -She said flatly and looked to Cadence.- "Neither do you!" -She said and turned to exit the gym, walking out of the building to go to her car, climbing in and driving off.-
Covet: No, You say, It was something personal that I'd like to discuss in private, You don't have to make it so dramatic for them to understand. -Kelsey said, not wanting to think about dead babies.-  She's being an erm..asshole now, because she still doesn't know the real reason you didn't show up. You gave her a poor excuse and this is what happened. We're all suffering for that...not because we're fat, which is totally rude and out of line. But because it's a punishment. Whether you can do it effitiently or not. Nobody is turning their back on you. You're pushing them away and insulting them. Who would want to be around that?  You wouldn't stick around that. So why should you expect them to? Understanding is a two street. Now I have laps to run. You not participating, and picking fights, justified or not, doesn't make us any more of a team or any less of a joke. -Kelsey said turning to walk into the Gym to run her laps- // -Cadence rolled her eyes at Caroline and kept running picking up her pace-
Tsaaq: "Don't even fucking talk to me." She said raising her hand at Caroline once she started speaking. "Wow, why is everyone such an idiot. I didn't mean you're literally fat. Obviously you're not. I'm not blind." She said with a roll of her eyes. "Oh okay, got it. I'm the one who's wrong. It's my fault as usual. I'm fucked up but I should learn how to be lessed fucked up because it makes everybody else uncomfortable. Alrighty. Thanks Kelsey, you're a real friend. Really aiding my recovery and replenishing my faith in humanity." She said in a monotone. "Humans are just shitty in general. Even the ones who act they're not. You're exhibit A, Caroline is exhibit B." She went to head for the doors again. "By the way, everyone in my family still hates you for what you did to Remy so there's that." Hayley shouted at Cadence.
Covet: -Cadence stopped dead in the middle of her lap and looked at Hayley- I don't know what the fuck your problem is tonight. But I am beyond fucking caring. You want someone else to fucking coach. Fine have at it since you apparently know it all know you pathetic destructive little bitch. THAT...has NOTHING to do with this god damn cheer practice. Just because you've got god knows what going on now...Guess what Hayley...EVERYONE HAS SHIT. THAT doesn't give you the right to tear someone else down just because you think yours is more important. SO FUCK OFF! -She raged at her walking right up to get in her face before she shoved her out of the way and stormed out of the gym and out so she could go home and have her freak out there. /// -Kelsey shook her head- I don't know what to tell anyone at this point. Nobody is helping anybody, and clearly it's everyone's fault. Goodnight...I guess. -she sighed and walked out to be sad about people.-
Tsaaq: "Yeah okay. Everyone has shit, well last time I checked they only care about their own shit so shut the fuck up Cadence!" She shouted over her. "I didn't tear you down. I didn't try make myself feel more important than anyone one else. And last time I checked? The pathetic destructive bitch is you. Proof being my brother. So it just sounds like you're projecting whatever you're feeling onto me!" Hayley staggered backward once she shoved her and rushed behind her, attempting to grab Cadence by her ponytail so she could yank her back. "See that's the fucking problem! When I don't want to open up? I'm PUSHING EVERYONE AWAY. When I finally do open up people act like I want to be some type fo fucking charity case, why the fuck wouldn't I want to talk about something if that was really the case? Huh? And don't fucking touch me, real fucking professional! Did I ONCE ever put my hands on you?" Hayley shouted.
Covet: -Cadence reached around and grabbed Hayley's wrist, pulling her hand from her hair, and pushed  her up against the lockers in the hallway, pinning her hand there, and getting right back in her face.- You don't fucking think I don't feel partially responsible for all of that? That I don't beat myself up over it EVERY FUCKING DAY. Because I do. Just like I argue with the FUCKING voices in my head, to the tune of the same fucking comments you were making today. I don't need your help to beat myself up over my own problems. I do that JUST fine on my own. You have NO right to bring any of that up here. Not now. Not Ever. -she squeezed her wrist tighter- NONE of that shit had ANYTHING to do with why YOU didn't show up last week, with NO CALL, NO TEXT, NO EXCUSE. I was happy to let it go with no issue, until you gave me some pathetic ass excuse for why you couldn't be fucked to give notice. SO you want to be pissed off for all of this shit, and for me NOT being understanding in this instance. Then TAKE repsonsibility for your own fucking actions, and learn to have a normal god damn conversation without it turning into a fucking pitty party because YOU didn't get your way. -Cadence let go of her, full rage in her eyes- There's no reason to be professional, if I'm not even a real coach, and am no longer "coaching" now is there. Enjoy getting a hold of Steph to teach you. That should work out perfectly for you. -Cadence walked into the cheer gym, locking the door behind her so she could get her bag and phone together.-
Tsaaq: Hayley wriggled from Cadence's grasp and sucked her teeth once she tried to pin her to the locker. "Yeah, you're right Cadence. You have a lot of fucking problems. But I won't say half of the shit you said to me. That's called empathy. Because even though I think you're a fucking shithead I can clearly see that you're fucking crazy." She said in a monotone then rose her hand to Cadence, not even listening or looking at her as she started talking about her 'excuse' because she would just get emotional all over again. "Wow." She scoffed. "It's like you didn't hear what I just said at all and was just waiting to say whatever the fuck you wanted to say." She sighed, exiting the gym and leaving her to talk to herself about all of that extra shit.
Covet: [Hayley...you've said a bunch of rude ass shit to Cadence tonight... you've said more than half. -smh-]
Tsaaq: ((All she did was tell her to run laps on her nuts, that was the rudest.))
Tsaaq: ((The rest was objectively truthful. Cadence DOESN'T own the gym and they can practice on their own.))
Tsaaq: ((It might've been mean but it was truthful.))
Tsaaq: (And Remy's family is still pretty pissed about what Cadence did.))