GTA V Feels

Tsaaq: Hayley had been in her room with Hera sitting on her thighs as she flipped through her book. She glanced at the time on her phone and patted Hera's kitty bottom so she'd move, and the cat refused to budge. "Ugh." Hayley groaned, and tossed her book aside, picking up the cat with her as she walked out of her room.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam sat in his room with his laptop on his lap, his headphones looped around his neck as he bobbed his head along with the beat of the song he was working on. Glancing at the time in the corner of the screen, he pulled his headphones off and shoved his computer aside, leaving it open on the bed as he stepped out of his room and saw Hayley with Hera. "Oh, hey."-
Tsaaq: "Hi..." She said a little stiffly as she scratched behind the cat's ears. "So we're playing games?" Hayley asked as she went to walk towards the gaming corner place. "What do you want to play?" She leaned over slightly but was conscientious about how she did it out of paranoia, putting Hera down on one of the beanbag chairs.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam followed her over to the tv, kneeling down on the floor next to her, but keeping a safe distance away. "Um... whatever you want. I'm really not picky. I'm pretty sure there's a wide variety there."-
Tsaaq: Hayley crawled on her knees and turned on the console then stood up straight. "I like playing GTA..." She trailed off. "But we don't have to play that I guess." She shrugged her shoulders. "Um, I don't know. I'm not used to playing with people." Hayley sat down Indian style on the floor.
Alexithymiaa: "We can play that if you want. That's fun. Isn't that one player, though? We can take turns." He smiled at her, keeping his hands in his lap. "You can go first."-
Tsaaq: "Okay, cool." She whispered, picking up the controller. "It's already in the tray and everything." Hayley said shifted a bit in her spot with the controller now resting loosely on her thigh as she stared at the screen. Hera started to meow obnoxiously. "What?" Hayley asked like the cat could answer her. "Shhhhh."
Alexithymiaa: -Adam reached his hand out for Hera to let her rub her face against his fingers, scratching the side of her cheek. "She's being a cat. Which means she cries when she feels like it. Right Hera?"-
Tsaaq: She pressed her lips together and narrowed her eyes as she shook her head. "She's being an ass my hands are full so I can't pet her." Hayley grumbled, tapping the buttons hard as her gaze remained on the TV screen. "Think I'm gonna try to blow up the TV station..." She trailed off. Hera was purring cause attention.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam watched the cat for a moment longer, continuously petting and being nice as he turned his attention to the tv. "I always used to like to hijack the bus and try to take over their route. I dont know why."- (Adam plays GTA to be a fucking bus driver.)
Tsaaq: ((LMAO lame ass.))
Tsaaq: Hayley turned her head to glance at him, pausing the game. "What so... Did you like, make all the stops?" She asked awkwardly before unpausing the game and watching herself drive wildly in game. "Wait I'll go to the strip club-" Hayley started to say as she looked over at Adam a moment. "Nevermind..." She whispered.
Alexithymiaa: "I tried. Most of the time people wouldn't get into the bus without cheat codes, which was no fun." He gave a small shrug and pulled his hand from Hera, laying it back down in his lap. "Wait, why not?"-
Tsaaq: "So you played GTA so you could be a bus driver..." Hayley said with a shake of her head. Hera meowed once Adam stopped the petting then eventually gave up. She bit the inside of her cheek and tried not to look over at him. "I just-" Hayley stammered. "I don't want to. Whatever." She said softly.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah.... I guess I did. That's kind of lame, huh?" He let out a small laugh and shifted to sit on his butt, lacing his fingers together in his lap. Hearing her words, he dropped his eyes, letting out a sigh. "Are you uncomfortable now?"-
Tsaaq: She wiggled, moving side to side with the controller until she finally died. "Yeah, it's pretty lame..." Hayley trailed off, trying to hand him the controller with her head lowered. "No. I'm fine." She lied but tried to sound convicing anyways.
Alexithymiaa: -He reached out and took the controller from her, immediately pulling it into his lap and making sure his fingers didnt touch hers. "Are you?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley frowned and wrapped her arms around herself as she looked at the screen. "I am." She sighed before forcing herself to clear her throat.
Alexithymiaa: "Okay...." He lifted his eyes to the screen, starting to run his person down the street to steal a car. To which he then proceeded to OBEY FUCKING TRAFFIC LAWS. "You wouldn't lie to me, right? You would tell me?"-
Tsaaq: She stared at the TV then slowly turned her head to stare at Adam because she couldn't believe this shit. Her eyebrows rose a bit at his question. "Well technically I'm not uncomfortable so I'm not lying so..." She muttered.
Alexithymiaa: "Technically?" He turned his head to look back at her, his car running into the back of another which had him snapping his head back. "Damn."-
Tsaaq: "Well I'm not lying or whatever... Just trying to suck it up." She directed her gaze to the TV screen once more then shaking her head. "It's okay, that person isn't dead probably. Just hurt..." She said reassuringly.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah..." He moved the car carefully around the other, driivng passed aimlessly. "I don't know what to do, really."-
Tsaaq: Hayley poked out her lips a moment uncrossed her arms. "Wreak mayhem. Shoot some cops, rob some people..." She suggested in a monotone. "You were talking about the game right...?" Hayley asked a little anxiously.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, why?" He turned his head back to look at her briefly before looking at the screen again. "I don't really like doing those things. What else can I do?"-
Tsaaq: "No reason, just um, making sure- You could get a helicopter and shoot at stuff from the sky?" Hayley said quickly. "You can go to Mount Gordo and look at the ghost..." She suggested.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh, that sounds good." He shifted a little on his butt, watching the screen. "Which way do I go to get there?"-
Tsaaq: She looked at the screen then pouted, sucking her teeth. "Go to the map and like, move the bumper-" Hayley started to explain then held her hand out for the controller. "Just give it to me I'll do it." She said a little impatiently.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh..." He reached out and passed the controller over to her, his eyes wide as he tried to pay attention to this shit because he thought he was annoying her.-
Tsaaq: "Look cause, it's like, on the top of the mountain and all that shit..." Hayley said as she took the controller, spawning at the right spot. "Also you need to like, use a sniper rifle to look at the ghost through the scope cause if you like run at it and get too close it disappears." She said carefully then bit her lip. "See?" Hayley pointed at the screen showing the ghost easter egg which is totes real actually.
Alexithymiaa: -He watched the screen as she showed him, nodding his head. "Oh wow, that's cool. How'd you get so good at this game?"-
Tsaaq: "Um, I don't know..." Hayley trailed off. "I watched a lot of Let's Plays for this game cause I didn't want to suck at it." She turned a little and held the controller to him. "It's still your turn." She said.
Alexithymiaa: -He shook his head and smiled at her. "It's okay, you play. I like watching you play anyway."-
Tsaaq: Hayley lowered the hand that was gripping the controller and brought it to her lap. "Oh, okay." She whispered then looked at the screen, changing the map location so she could continue terrorizing NPCs with an RPG. "It helps me not feel shitty, blowing imaginary people up." Hayley sighed.
Alexithymiaa: "Well that's good. Because they're not real so you can do whatever you want." He kind of just watched her instead of the game.-
Tsaaq: "Yeah..." Hayley said softly, going to mug a few people, already on three stars. "Real people don't die after you kick them three times." She tried to say with a laugh, attempting to keep looking at the screen.
Alexithymiaa: "Is that all it takes to kill someone in this game? Wow." He started to laugh with her, scratching the back of his head.-
Tsaaq: Hayley shrugged while still laughing. "Well I mean, I guess the punch to the back of the head adds to it." She said with a smirk. "It could be worse, in some games like, I noticed it doesn't matter where you shoot a person it just kills them. Like if you're camping and you shoot a foot or something repeatedly the person dies."  Hayley rambled.
Alexithymiaa: "Well you could bleed out from something like that, but you really wouldn't die instantaneously." He laughed, leaning to one side to rest his body weight on his elbow. "That's a little dumb."-
Tsaaq: "It's totally fuckin' dumb." She said, letting out an awkward smirk then glanced over at Adam then started to chew her lip unknowingly. "Welp, that's how games work I guess." Hayley finally piped up.
Alexithymiaa: "I've noticed that when I play Halo, it only takes like one karate chop to kill some of those aliens. I've never really one hit karate chopped anyone to death, but it's funny to think about."-
Tsaaq: Hayley shrugged agan. "Well that's why I like getting bayonets in FPS games cause when you do the melee attacks it applies more damage, one or two hits and somebody is dead." She said before pausing and turning to look at Adam.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, I know what you mean. Gabe always says the same thing. We used to play Halo a lot together." He smiled at the thought, watching her. "Why did you stop?"-
Tsaaq: She listened before lowering her head. "Why does everything have to be so complicated, like, all the time? Why can't things just be okay?" Hayley asked out of no where then sighed. "Just taking a break."
Alexithymiaa: -He furrowed his brows, shifting his body so he could face her. "Hayley, what's wrong?"-
Tsaaq: "I feel so-" She started to say. "I don't know... Nevermind." She shook her head, unpausing the game. "I'm ruining another night, I'm sorry." Hayley said in a whisper.
Alexithymiaa: "You're not." He reached his hand out to pat her shoulder, stopping a few inches away and pulling his hand back awkwardly. "Tell me how you feel."-
Tsaaq: Hayley paused the game once more, watching his hand a moment and looking sad as she turned her head. "I don't know. I'm confused and upset, and sad." She listed, leaning against the beanbag that didn't have her napping cat on it since she knew a hug would just ruin everything.
Alexithymiaa: "Why? Why are you all of those things?" He tipped his head to the side, hoping he could help her.-
Tsaaq: "I don't know, ever since the other night I've just been feeling like that." She answered before hugging her knees to her chest. "And I feel guilty because I like you but I'm also anxious, it's so fucking confusing." Hayley looked away.
Alexithymiaa: -He moved his hands to take hers, but instead just dropped his hands to the floor in front of him. "You have nothing to feel guilty about. I made a mistake, and that was my fault. These are the consequences of my actions, not yours. Regardless of how you feel, I'm still right here. Okay?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley inhaled deeply, looking up at him with a pained expression then nodded her head. "Do you think you can hold me without like..." Hayley began to inquire then shook her head. "No. It's okay, you don't have to." She doubled back, sounding as if she was unsure of her words.
Alexithymiaa: -He lifted his arms, holding them out to her. "However you want. Whatever you want. I promise I'm not doing anything you don't want me to do."-
Tsaaq: She frowned then scooted closer to him, leaning her head on his shoulder, trying to go into a shrug but being a little apprehensive. "I just need you to hold me for second." Hayley instructed weakly.
Alexithymiaa: -He gently closed his arms around her, keeping his hands on her back. "Is this okay?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley nodded and exhaled, trying to calm herself. "That's fine, thank you." She dropped her eyes to a close a moment, sighing again. "Thank you." Hayley repeated then opened her eyes, pulling away.
Alexithymiaa: -When he felt her pull away, he immediately released her, dropping his arms to his sides as he watched her. "You're welcome. I really care about you, Halo. You know that, right?"-
Tsaaq: She nodded her head before sighing. "I know." Hayley said softly, looking at him a moment before fanning her face so she wouldn't cry or anything. "I'm going to bed... or I guess, roll around in bed and sleep for like three hours. Either way I'll talk to you tomorrow." Hayley got up and turned off the TV and console.
Alexithymiaa: "Okay..." He pushed up to his feet, watching her. "I'll just be in my room if you need anything. You can wake me up." He sent her a smile and turned around, walking himself into his room to get ready for bed.-