so let's go to the start
I've known her for 2 years
Last year of highschool
I don't know why, but she has actually confessed to me during new years that she liked me since highschool
As to why, I don't know
I even asked her
I told her
That I didn't understand why, considering I was a fucking emo dipshit back in HS and I never said anything
Didn't really bother talking to others because I just wanted my diplomas
She said she didn't really know either but she preferred the way I am now
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well whatever
anyway
fast forward to graduation day
she walks up to me
she congratulates me
as the only person
it's hard to explain but basically I was walking towards like the area where everyone is going to when you get your papers
right
no one walks back, not even to congratulate
so she
fucking stop
with the emojos
fucking autists
ok
so
she walks up to me to congratulate me
well
we had a few conversations before that, we actually started talking because of our english teacher
he was such a chill lad
I actually brought Chosen into my english classes
because I wanted Chosen to see how school was here, but he also thought it was a fun idea for the class to get a common interest in understanding why the English language is so important
So yeah
fucking retards kys
anyway
she congratulated me
and I became tsundere anime protagonist.png
I just said some shit like
oh
uh
thanks
I guess???
Then I made up some dumb excuse like
yeah uhm
my shoelaces are untied
haha?
so I did that and then later we walked to the fucking graduation place and we met each others' families and shit
and at some point she clearly wanted to ask me about but couldn't so w/e
you guys are legit autistic
anyway
1 year later
I start to realize that she wanted to ask me out
ok
fast forward
1 year later
I
yeah you get the drift
I make a plan on how to ask her out
I did after like 8 months
xd
first date
was very nice
but then I met another girl
And she didn't really talk to me after that first date
So I just forgot about that
lmao
ok
so
I kinda just gave up
And I got kinda into this new girl, she was a cousin of my neighbour, and I've known him for a long time
She was from some Lithuania I believe? I'm not really sure
Studying in Sweden or something
Visiting her family here once in a while
So
ANyway
It didn't really become anything, because she had to leave early for whatever reason
I gave up on that too xd
Then, it was my birthday
so 5 months later
actually my birthday had nothing to do with it I just felt like adding that in
It was christmas
I went out with my family for dinner
and she randomly sent me a message
let me go read it before I spread fake news
why am I always the one telling tales
hold up my facebook is fucking breaking
Alright I found it
She says
Heey how's life
I said
Hey, good, wbu?
She says good etc.etc. the usual
Now here's a meme
a red flag
I say
Ah, merry christmas btw!
And right after
like legit a millisecond later
she says
You feel like going out again during the break?
I'll come back to that later
And then right after that
she says
Yeah, you too!
like hello nigga can't you say merry christmas to me first
fucking blacksack
anyway
well I mean wtf
We hadn't talked in months
that's why I found it weird but w/e
I'll get back to it later
fucking nigger
so
I said, yeah sure
What did you have in mind
Listen bois
#1 tactic
if you ask you take the inniative
if you take the innitiative but you have no idea wtf you want to do you are legit gay
alright let's see
hang on im duelling someone in goldshire
on my level 26 mage
anyway
nice zzz
cunt
so
she says she would like to go to town
I say ok, when you do want to go?
she says it doesn't matter, she can even go tomorrow
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I said hmm alright
She said she can go anyday aside from "new year's eve ofcourse"
I said okay
She asks me when I can
I said any day will do, I'll make time for it
She asks me
How about this monday?
I said nigga that's new year's eve
she says
oh right haha nvm xddddddd
legit kys
So once again she said ok how about tomorrow
I don't know why im even saying this
my fingers hurt from typing and this is really irrelevant
but we're already deep in so w/e
I said that I would be going to a big party with my dad and a lot of good friends of mine, and she could join me if she wanted to
There would be big fireworks and fucking everything
she was like
oohhh yeah that spounds nice
yeah ofcourse it does you lil bimbo
fucking nigger first said oh I can go anyday but not that day
I ask her out on that day
suddenly its like
wow gays im not gay???
this story is so boring
im just going to fast forward from here on
ok
the juicy part is actually a meme that im going to pull at the end

CrandaliusYesterday at 00:40
I messaged her saying some shit like
"Hey, I'm proud of you for telling me the truth, I'd rather have that than having you in a relationship that you're not happy in"
Something like that
Then she said that she was glad I was so accepting about the whole situation
Then she once again asked me if I still wanted to be friends
I said Yeah, why not
She seemed happy
small talk happens
and then it dies
we haven't spoken since
I legit cba
what a fucking dumb breakup
She instigated everything
The handholding, the kiss, mentioning sex, and even the fucking relationship
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:42
actually sad story at end
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:42
Then tells me she isn't ready
???
Yeah the sad part is me being alive
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:42
game over
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:43
Yeah I don't know what that shit was about
I don't know if I did anything wrong
Because she obviously wouldn't tell me
I never pushed towards anything either
I kinda just went with whatever happened and if need be, I took the reins
Women are just gay
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:45
maybe
the reason was that she had to instigate everything
no flame tho
:>
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:46
No because she didn't instigate everything
Yeah, she mentioned a lot of things, that's true
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:46
She instigated everything - u literally 2  minutes ago
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:46
But it was mostly me who actually pushed for it
Yeah that's just me being a retard
It kinda depends on your pov I guess
I was the first to ask her out, is what I'd like to think
I asked her out on new years again
She hugged me, that's her
She mentioned the kiss
But I did it
She mentioned the big fucc
but I thought it was kinda early I guess
It was really out of the blue as well
One of the last things she told me
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:48
wait u didnt even have big
oh bois
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:48
yeah no
sorry to break it to you
one of the last things she sais
said
was
That she wasn't really relationship material, in contrast to me
During our last text messaging
I told her that that wasn't true, she shouldn't think that lowly of herself
And that I had fun for the first 2 weeks
If we ever did any activity it was actually mostly me asking her to come with me now that I think of it
xd
big fucking XD
what a long fucking story
its like I was playing fury warrior times 5
Azer | MarcelYesterday at 00:51
u took
like 1 1/2 ish
CrandaliusYesterday at 00:51
I think that's fine
wait what are you saying
1 1/2 my ass
the meme is as well