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- 00:26:23 <Doom_Man> Hi Shane, whats up mate?
- 00:28:15 <Shane_> hello
- 00:28:58 <Doom_Man> Shane how are you? :)
- 00:29:48 <Doom_Man> you probably feel tired, thats what I can guess of
- 00:34:50 <Shane_> I'm doing fine
- 00:35:29 <Doom_Man> Shane did you hear about lilith ?
- 00:36:37 <Doom_Man> if you havent, well there you go with proof http://zandronum.com/forum/showthread.php?tid=3109
- 00:37:07 <Shane_> yeah, I know about that
- 00:37:15 <Shane_> Known it for a long time
- 00:57:27 <Doom_Man> lilith is a stupid dude
- 00:57:44 <Doom_Man> his talk is stupid as hell
- 01:34:10 <Doom_Man> I also had crush on lilith
- 01:34:21 <Doom_Man> never knew lilith was a guy
- 01:34:37 <Doom_Man> didnt even came near to my mind that lilith could be guy
- 01:35:05 <Shane_> well uuuuh, alright dude, good for you
- 01:35:07 <Doom_Man> I started to trust that fucker enough that I wouldnt mind to live together
- 01:35:22 <Shane_> you wanted to live with that guy??
- 01:35:35 <Doom_Man> I thought he was a girl
- 01:36:18 <Doom_Man> so I wanted to be with lilith and marry her whenever but it was a very big heart break and disappointment to learn out that lilith isnt a girl..:/
- 01:37:12 <Shane_> Alright but why are you being open about this then
- 01:37:18 <Shane_> shouldn't be getting attached to anyone on the internet
- 02:11:23 <Doom_Man> but some people find their soulmate from internet and i have the same hope for one day
- 02:13:48 <Doom_Man> I was even planning to live with lilith with a hope that lilith is a girl
- 02:14:01 <Doom_Man> thats a really bad heart break i had
- 02:39:56 <Shane_> Hey
- 02:39:59 <Shane_> did you hear about Nautilus?
- 02:50:13 <Doom_Man> whats wrong with the guy?
- 02:50:57 <Shane_> man, he died
- 02:51:06 <Doom_Man> :o!
- 02:51:08 <Doom_Man> when?
- 02:51:38 <Shane_> like a week ago
- 02:51:49 <Shane_> the news just sprung up today with one of his clanmates
- 02:52:12 <Doom_Man> I used to like that guy, he was nice person
- 02:52:26 <Shane_> yeah dude, it was a home invasion
- 02:52:34 <Shane_> 4 guys came in, pounded him with pipes until he bled to death
- 02:52:43 <Shane_> he lived in a really bad neighborhood, with all those hoodlums
- 02:52:58 <Doom_Man> he was telling me that they kidnapped him
- 02:53:24 <Shane_> well apparently they came back
- 02:53:33 <Shane_> he was a really good kid, just didn't get the opportunities man...
- 02:53:43 <Shane_> he should be immortalized in some way y'know
- 02:53:53 <Shane_> kind of ironic how he actually named a map of his one time 'home invasion'
- 02:54:14 <Doom_Man> that guy had chat with me all the time
- 02:54:20 <Doom_Man> we could talk whenever he was here
- 02:54:26 <Doom_Man> he never rejected to talk with me
- 02:54:38 <Doom_Man> but cant lie, he didnt like me talking about Toke to him
- 02:55:30 <Shane_> Yeah, wanna know somethin?
- 02:55:34 <Shane_> He knew Toke personally too
- 02:55:39 <Shane_> they were pretty good friends
- 02:55:54 <Shane_> he didn't wanna tell you and hurt your feelings but it just tore him up on the inside everytime Toke is mentioned
- 02:56:23 <Doom_Man> he was different guy than anyone else on here
- 02:57:06 <Doom_Man> we must do Memorial Site for him
- 02:57:35 <Doom_Man> that guy deserves one and to be remembered.
- 02:57:38 <Shane_> yeah dude, we could do like a memorial wad for him
- 02:58:07 <Doom_Man> but I feel sorry for our loss on Nautilus
- 02:58:46 <Doom_Man> he used to cheer me up when we both started conversation, he was such a nice dude
- 02:59:22 <Shane_> yeah, a 32 map wad would be nice, y'know, keep a piece of him inside of everyone
- 02:59:30 <Doom_Man> I was planing to be his friend too, I told him that once actually.
- 03:00:03 <Doom_Man> I was maybe his friend too if he considered me as one..
- 03:00:31 <Shane_> don't worry kiddo, I'm pretty sure he considered you a friend if he bothered to answer you most days
- 03:01:31 <Doom_Man> that guy went through lots of life problems, I had heart break when he said that he wasnt at home for few days and got kidnapped by people
- 03:02:45 <Doom_Man> I feel good for Toke at least, he got his friend to be with him..
- 03:02:57 <Doom_Man> so they can be together over there
- 03:03:20 <Shane_> yeah dude, and since you're his reincarnation, it's like you have both living inside you now
- 03:05:10 <Doom_Man> I dont think we should cry like a girl over Toke's and that guy's deaths, because good people cant live long in this earth
- 03:05:30 <Doom_Man> in God's eyes those people are special enough to live young and leave young
- 03:05:54 <Doom_Man> God loves them, thats why he wanted his loving ones to be closer to him
- 03:07:24 <Shane_> Yeah dude, and theres nothing wrong with making a memorial for them
- 03:07:35 <Shane_> to remind everyone for who they are and the good they have done for everybody else
- 03:07:45 <Doom_Man> Toke has one already, but Nautilus needs one too
- 03:08:11 <Shane_> yeah dude, should make Naut a really cool map or a wad for him
- 03:08:19 <Shane_> in his honor, name it nautilus.wad
- 03:09:09 <Doom_Man> yes I will be doing it by myself, he was my friend so its my job to handle it
- 03:09:44 <Shane_> well alright man, I'll let you do that then, it's very noble of you
- 03:10:22 <Doom_Man> by the way Shane, which guy in remembering Toke's video Nautilus was?
- 03:10:28 <Doom_Man> was he even there?
- 03:10:47 <Shane_> I don't think he was there, they were only friends online
- 03:10:55 <Shane_> but they were really close
- 03:13:12 <Doom_Man> that poor guy didnt even have good caring parents...
- 03:14:20 <Doom_Man> Shane was he dead like 5 days ago?
- 03:14:44 <Doom_Man> because 5 days ago I seen a dream about Nautilus
- 03:14:45 <Shane_> They said he was killed Tuesday of last week
- 03:16:26 <Doom_Man> I should start doing the megawad now then, and once megawad is completed I should start helping out with Memorial Site
- 03:19:54 <Doom_Man> but we shouldnt let every body now about this once we are officially ready to announce his death by making his Memorial Site and wad fully completed
- <At this point I went off to go play some Quake Live, and I came back to find these messages flooding my window>
- 03:20:07 <Doom_Man> everybody know*
- 03:20:41 <Doom_Man> or not tell at all, because nobody cared for the guy
- 03:20:46 <Doom_Man> except me
- 03:20:55 <Doom_Man> and I guess you.
- 03:22:44 <Doom_Man> Shane?
- 03:27:24 <Doom_Man> Shane you okay buddy?
- 03:30:47 <Doom_Man> come on Shane, you arent crying right buddy?
- 03:40:53 <Doom_Man> Shane, you are scaring me, are you alright down there? :O
- 03:53:29 <Shane_> Nah I'm good
- 04:00:16 <Doom_Man> okay, just making sure that his death didnt affect you
- 04:01:44 <Doom_Man> I have started to work on the megawad
- 04:01:58 <Shane_> yo I wish you the best of luck on it dude
- 04:03:27 <Doom_Man> yeah I'll do my best of best I can
- 04:11:58 <Doom_Man> Nautilus will be happy down there
- 04:19:04 <Doom_Man> http://gyazo.com/b842ec000246088b763a29f3fd23e9f6
- 04:19:06 <Doom_Man> so far...
- 04:51:21 <Doom_Man> Shane
- 04:51:54 <Doom_Man> we need to find at least one of his pictures to upload on Memorial Site
- 04:58:46 <Doom_Man> hold on, i'll be back
- 05:26:16 <Doom_Man> i am back
- 05:34:05 <Shane_> welcome back\
- 05:34:41 <Doom_Man> I found the first map's music
- 05:35:32 <Doom_Man> http://www.tempsend.com/FE674CD2B6
- 05:43:28 <Doom_Man> is it good?
- 05:47:57 <Shane_> yeah it's great
- 05:48:37 <Doom_Man> i want to put some crying soul pictures on walls
- 05:50:24 <Doom_Man> and say "Nautilus was here" with blood on wall
- 06:02:17 <Shane_> pretty sure he'd be proud of you dude
- 06:09:30 <Doom_Man> you can call me Sully if you want
- 06:15:50 <Shane_> sure thing, Sully
- 06:19:41 <Doom_Man> the person killed Nautilus will go hell
- 06:19:57 <Shane_> yeah dude, screw them hard
- 06:19:59 <Shane_> how could they
- 06:22:07 <Doom_Man> i want that person to be impaled on something
- 06:22:15 <Doom_Man> like Doom style
- 06:22:36 <Shane_> god fucking damn dude, a thirst for blood much??
- 06:23:51 <Doom_Man> http://sciencefiction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Grimm-Big-Feet-Impaled-Wesen.png
- 06:25:30 <Doom_Man> i am actually super angry just trying to hide my anger from people, I hate people getting killed.. natural death is what everyone deserve
- 06:28:55 <Shane_> holy shit dude, pretty sure they're gonna get brought to justice
- 06:29:31 <Shane_> y'know they will be investigated, they'll get the prints, the follicles of hair and shit and then they will get the book and then the firing squad
- 06:29:46 <Shane_> and get murk'd
- 06:29:50 <Shane_> no need for such violence
- 06:29:53 <Shane_> god damn
- 06:30:22 <Doom_Man> have you seen the picture?
- 06:30:50 <Shane_> I have
- 06:30:55 <Shane_> thats pretty gruesome man
- 06:31:09 <Shane_> God has a plan for everyone, and impalement like that is just too sickening
- 06:31:17 <Shane_> you could go to a mental ward for that shit
- 06:31:34 <Shane_> go easy and clean like shootin them up or some shit, y'know stay classy
- 06:31:43 <Shane_> can't be shovin pikes through peoples' chests
- 06:31:50 <Shane_> they get tetnus man
- 06:32:04 <Shane_> tetanus*
- 06:32:45 <Doom_Man> i like that punishment more because of the pain of it
- 06:33:06 <Doom_Man> a killer of innocent person deserves the most painful style of death
- 06:33:13 <Shane_> holy shit man, what are you some american psychopath looking to inflict the wrath of god into his victims???
- 06:35:22 <Doom_Man> okay maybe I should go out for a cigarette, calm down and come back like nothing bad happened yet.
- 06:35:37 <Shane_> yeah, Sully, gotta get your act together
- 06:35:40 <Shane_> gotta relax
- 06:35:43 <Shane_> stay calm, keep your cool
- 06:35:57 <Shane_> be the fucking man on top of your dark deep feelings
- 06:37:30 <Doom_Man> yeah I shouldnt feel so brutal...
- 06:38:36 <Doom_Man> God does the punishments, thats not my job.
- 06:39:17 <Shane_> yeah man, just take a deep breath
- 06:39:19 <Shane_> let all those demons out
- 06:40:13 <Doom_Man> okay, I think I'll be alright
- 06:40:25 <Doom_Man> have you thought about how to find Nautilus's picture yet?
- 06:41:44 <Shane_> never had the guy's facebook, so no
- 06:41:58 <Doom_Man> we have to find it if we want to make his memorial site
- 06:42:33 <Doom_Man> every guy in Doom2.net have their picture
- 06:43:11 <Doom_Man> NoSkill died 13 years ago I think
- 06:43:16 <Doom_Man> because he died at 2001
- 06:44:48 <Doom_Man> its scary that death finds you somehow anywhere you can be at, there is no way to escape from facing it.
- 06:46:07 <Shane_> I'll do some diggin tomorrow see what I can find
- 06:47:06 <Doom_Man> yeah... I gotta continue on mapping as long as I have time
- 06:47:13 <Doom_Man> because it needs to be done
- 06:49:47 <Doom_Man> I named it " Nautilus.wad " as you mentioned
- 06:52:02 <Doom_Man> seems like everyone knows Toke dies
- 06:52:07 <Doom_Man> it was first Thunder
- 06:52:14 <Doom_Man> second Toke,
- 06:52:44 <Doom_Man> I think Thunder's boyfriend passed away too
- 06:53:02 <Doom_Man> and last person passed away is as we all know, Nautilus.
- 06:55:30 <Doom_Man> its strange because I never met Toke ever except in my dream but I dont know, I feel like I knew him for many years even if I havent spent a day with him
- 06:55:39 <Doom_Man> I dont know the reason that i feel too close to him
- 06:58:44 <Shane_> he was like a brother to you I know
- 06:58:53 <Shane_> a man to help you stand up when you feel down
- 06:59:04 <Shane_> to drive you to school in the morning when mom was too hung over to take you herself
- 06:59:24 <Shane_> another man to tell you which of dad's drugs are safe to get high off of and what others were deadly to od on
- 07:00:42 <Doom_Man> I never had a brother around my age :/
- 07:01:06 <Doom_Man> I never had another man like me that is in 20s
- 07:01:19 <Shane_> it's alright I know how hard it is
- 07:02:59 <Doom_Man> I have Toke's in my phone, I take that risk to put it on my phone, because I have a friendly love towards him
- 07:03:31 <Doom_Man> I would be thrown in jail for having somebody else's picture on my phone but I take any risk to never forget that guy
- 07:03:54 <Shane_> fight the power
- 07:04:42 <Doom_Man> when I love, I can love unconditionally
- 07:05:03 <Doom_Man> that I will always include the person in any conversation I start with anybody
- 07:10:57 <Doom_Man> because you can pass away too, we never know anything...
- 07:11:12 <Doom_Man> people die so unexpectedly
- 07:11:19 <Shane_> I ain't got time to die
- 07:11:52 <Doom_Man> but the thing is how will I know if you die?? there is nobody that will say it to me :/
- 07:12:13 <Doom_Man> If I dont know when you die, I cant even be sure enough to make you Memorial Site
- 07:12:23 <Shane_> Don't worry Sully, I'll write it in my will to have a man be pre-paid to come onto IRC and inform you of my demise
- 07:12:26 <Shane_> just for you buddy
- 07:13:36 <Doom_Man> but seems like everyone that knew Toke dies
- 07:13:40 <Doom_Man> or people around him.
- 07:14:14 <Shane_> it's a curse man
- 07:14:15 <Doom_Man> so a feeling strikes to my heart so painfully that, there might be another person that is not too far from death
- 07:17:16 <Doom_Man> i'll be back.
- <At this point I got so fed up that I left IRC>
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