Hey there Britt. I understand this whole time and space thing but I just need to say all of this. I’m going to send this on everything I have you on so if you blocked me on one, you’ll get it on another. You don’t even have to answer, I just need to know that you got this. You left and you are forcing us to fill in the blanks. Do you know how difficult that is? We don’t know the truth and every time we try, it hurts. It feels like you’re erasing us from your life and you know what? I think you are. You unfriended me on Enjin, deleted stuff from our discord. You say you need time and space Britt, but I literally can’t fucking do this. I tried being okay with this but I can’t. This is way worse than the month. You know why? I knew you weren’t gonna come back during that month. But this? I have no idea if you’re coming back or not. It’s torture. You can’t just leave. You can’t. I can’t handle that. I don’t know what to believe. I don’t know if you really loved me. I don’t know if you only wanted me. I will always want you no matter what you say or do. I don’t care about the cheating and by the way, I hate using that word. I don’t think it’s cheating. But I don’t know at this point. I have not hated life more than I did in these two days. I just wish I hadn’t said anything. God, I can’t do this. I have a feeling if you do come back, I won’t be alive. It’s really all l think about. I don’t sleep. I don’t eat. I don’t pay attention in class. This is worse than the cheating part. Not being able to talk to you. Knowing that you’re probably trying to erase us from your life. If you’re not doing that, then what are you doing? I know you said you needed space and time. Jesus fuck I needed a little space and time after I found out but I buried that because I didn’t want space or time for you. I wanted to work this out. I understand it’s too much but Britt this is too much. You said you’d never want time or space from me. Well, you said a lot of things. Britt, I miss you. I love you so much and I don’t know if that’s the right thing anymore. I don’t know what to do without you. If you’re not coming back, can you at least tell me?

Edit: Okay, on Snapchat too. Are you literally erasing us from your life? Or just me?