Alice Flipout

Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: looks like he can bitch to you but not reply to me
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: guess I've got aids or something, the kind of aids that prevents me from just being able to pop in and join the scene and watch for the round to be over already
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: probably taking the VT6 scene down for tomorrow and done running stuff
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: in fact, I might just quit playing my chars, since it's obvious I'm nothing but a jobsbot
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I told you that I didn't view you that way. I hope you two can talk and work this out,
 though.'
Lucky (LS) pages Iris Lark and Alice: I've never viewed you that way either.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Thjanks for reminding me how little, I matter and my feelings matter. I'll just make sure to shutup and do jobs for everyone so they can do stuff and I can never get to have fun :)
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: jus tthink if you gave a fuck
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: an hour and a half, you could have said 'no you can still come to the scene!' instead of giving me a patronizing hug
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and then telling me after 30min of me bitching that I could come.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: pretty insane how just a tiny ass little bit of care could have avoided all this?
You paged Alice with 'I thank you every day for anything that you do for me. I give a fuck. So I really hope you're not saying that I made you feel that way or else I'm gonna start to feel horrible too.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: but that's the thing, you don't care, so why should I have expected you to treat me with some decency there
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Eden and everyone else and those 3 other RPs are clearly much more important
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and I'm apparently such an unimportant piece of shit, that it's funnier to watch me bitch for 30min and throw patronizing emotes my way instead of telling me I could come
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and then you have the nerve to go complain to iris?
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: That's what floors me, when I found out you were bitching to her in another window.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: You're wrong. You completely fucking snubbed me and insulted me with the way you treated me wanting to attend.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Forget the fact that I'm supposed to be your friend.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Does everything I don here mean fuck all to you to?
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: You literally, have made me want to quit playing altogether.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Anyways, guess I'm not Iris, so replying to me might be hard.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: How stupid of me to think for even a moment that anyone gave a fuck abotu me beyond what I can do for them
Long distance to Alice and Lucky: Iris Lark sighs. "People give a fuck. I don't know how many ways I can say it. I don't know why I'm getting yelled at right now."
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: I'm not, Lucky is bitching to you so you're in the convo to so he can't just bitch to you
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Anyways, I'll just go, it's clear I'm not wanted around here by anuone
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: sorry for being such an inconvenience for hoping my friends gave a fuck
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: You were 2 hours idle at the time I started the scene; if I am guilty of anything, it is not sending you a +beep alert letting you know. We both have run combat situations before we both know how intense and hard focus it can be to keep up with everything going on around us not to mention having to focus on another few screens. It's even harder when we have two new players. I lose focus, I get tied up and I forget; I'm human It happens. I gave you a hug as recognition that you were there; then you went on about going to head off because you missed it. Next thing I know you're going off on Admin channel; of which I replied kindly regarding the situation. I try to include you in RP when I can, even when I don't see you that often online. I also try to join in on the RP scenes you're doing. I know how equally important it is to enjoy the game to enjoy playing characters as it is to admin and do job related things. I'm sorry that you didn't get included and that I didn't +beep you.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Dude, I asked to fucking go and your reply was :hugs
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Stop making excuses.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Literally I said I wanted to go to your fucking scene and your reaction was :hugs
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: It came across as such fucking patronizing shit
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: And the fact that you're treating me like a moron right now
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Well
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: How about just owning up to the fact that you fucked up and instead of patronizing me with a :hugs you should have actually read what I bloody typed to you
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and replied to it, instead of giving a patronizing and dismissing little hug
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: you said 'Damn I wanted to go, but I overslept' to which i replied with a hug of understanding/sympathy.
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: then I got lost in the combat scenes being ran
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: And the fact that you're treating me like a moron right now
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Well
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: How about just owning up to the fact that you fucked up and instead of patronizing me with a :hugs you should have actually read what I bloody typed to you
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and replied to it, instead of giving a patronizing and dismissing little hug
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: wow if I could stay connected
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: yoU Happy? Did you do what you wanted? All I wanted was to attend your fucking sceneand instead of telling me I could, you've had me crying for an hour + cause of making me feel like ABSOLUTE GARBAGE
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: You know, you talk about Ashur but fuck
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Ashur is less of an asshole
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: yeah, let us not compare me to him please.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: He'd have actually responded to my inquiry of wanting to join the scene instead of patronizing me with a :hugs
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and if he fucked up this bad to have me in tears and upset because he was an inconsideraste ass?
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: God damn, He'd have apologized instead of acting like a bigger inconsiderate ass
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and I mean.. this is Ashur
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: You don't want to be compared to him, but right now, you're right, there is no comparison because as much as an asshole as he is, he wouldn't have tgreated me like this lol
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: and yes, I used Ashur, so it stung because you've not even bothered for a god damned moment to get off your high horse and realize, instead of paging me some dismissive hugs, you shoulda read what I said
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: You care so little, you haven't tried to make it right, instead you went to iris and complained.
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'Can you two talk about this? Placing me in the middle is making me more than mildly uncomfortable at this point. I would be happy to talk to either of you if you need to talk, but *this* is between the two of you.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Sorry, I had wanted some support form a FRIEND
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: I guess only Lucky can page you complaining and I can't get some support
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Thanks
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I've been supporting you. I told you to talk to me if you need to, but you're having a conversation with him that has nothing to do with me right now.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: As usual, guess I should expect nothing from friends
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Nah, you could have supported me by taking my side, but you're not, cause you're on Lucky's side.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: thanks
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I'm not on either of your sides. I think you both need to figure this out.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: sorry that me being in fucking tears and ready to quit the game because of how shitty my friends is treating me is so awkward for you
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'But I wasn't home when this happened and I'm not involved. You two need to figure out your issues with each other without dragging me into it. I've listened to both of you, told both of you what I think.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: as usual, I'm just an inconvenience to everyone
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: tty for making it clear
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I never said that, but take me out of this conversation. I'm done for tonight. I had a long day at work, a longer one tomorrow and I'm just trying to relax right now.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: yep.. thanks for your friendship and support, right now, when I am asking for it
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: I really appreciate it
<VT6> Alice says, "Hey guys, it's been fun playing with you all"
<VT6> Abe says, "What's up?"
<VT6> Eden says, "you too. and I have your monies"
<VT6> Alice says, "keep it, I'm done"
<VT6> Eden says, "????"
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I cannot give you any more support that I have, either of you, and I told you that YOU could talk to me if you needed it. Vent to me. But this isn't talking to me or venting to me. This is you going after Lucky because of what he did, and I'm not and shouldn't have to be involved in that.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Nope, buit I'm asking for your support, you can agree with me in staff and listen to him complain when he is wrong but you can't provide me some support here
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'You need to vent about something he said or did, feel free to page me alone and talk to me. But if you want to discuss what he made you feel or is currently making you feel, you should be talking to him.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: I thought you were my friend who cared, guess not
You paged Alice and Lucky with 'I listened to both of you, and I do care, and if you decide to push me away because I'm being spammed with what is literally a private conversation between the pair of you then so be it'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: It's not a private conversation, I asked you as a friend to help out, but as usual, when I need help? It's a big deal
Alice pages: right.. cause when you bitched to me about my friend and I offered to help out and get involved, it wasn't my problem either, but you're myf riend so I'd have done anything to help
Alice pages: thanks for basically telling me to stfu when I am coming to you for HELP with dealing with this
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: ...you mean, like I have prior?
You paged Alice with 'You're not coming to me for help right now.'
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: Iris is right, this is between you and I Alice; she does not need to be involved.
Alice pages: Why did I need to know about the achilles stuff? clearly you wanted help and I ofered to give it
Alice pages: now I'm asking for help and you're telling me to f off
You paged Alice with 'Yes, you offered and when you asked me to tell you about things, I did. Otherwise I kept it between us. I never would have had a paged conversation with me dressing him down and making you listen to it.'
Alice pages: Achilles also didn't tell you off and snub you, then run to me to bitch. Lucky, on the other hand did exactly that.
Alice pages: What you could do is have showed some support right now and told Lucky to stop being a bitch about what he did
Alice pages: and say what you said in admin chan
You paged Alice with 'I did that. I told him to apologize. MANY TIMES.'
Alice pages: how he should have just invited me instead of making up this roun d1 BS
Alice pages: Not that I've seen in the convo, just seen you say you think Lucky should apologize
You paged Lucky and Alice with 'Tell her that I told you to fucking apologize so I can stop being made to feel like I'm some sort of BAD friend when I try to help both of you.'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: Just don't like how on admin ur telling me that Lucky should have invited me instead of making up that round 1 BS
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: but here ur like dont get me involved
Lucky (LS) pages Alice and Iris Lark: Alice, she has asked me to apologize and she has been trying to calm this situation down.
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: So do I, I'm dealing with people trying to commit suicide and shit RL and still doing everything on here for everyone and when I ask for something.. I get shit on
You paged Lucky and Alice with 'because THIS RIGHT HERE, is not involving me. I wasn't here when the scene started. He should have invited you and he DIDN'T. But this conversation shouldn't involve me. Now stop.'
You paged Lucky and Alice with 'I'm not going to compare our "bad things in RL" but I can't be any more supportive to either of you than I have been. But I was not here when this happened. I told you both how I felt, now just leave me out of it'
You paged Lucky and Alice with 'god DAMN'
Alice pages Iris Lark and Lucky: ....all cause I wanted to go to a scene and enjoy myself for once instead of just logging on to do work and run shit for folks...
Alice pages: Sorry that me thinking I could rely on you to be there to have my back was so offensive.
Alice pages: I just wanted your help, didn't mean to upset you and get yelled at more
You paged Alice with 'Stop it. I wasn't here when this shit started and you need to stop paging me about it.'
Alice pages: He knew 100% I wanted to go to, I was about to schedule a VT6 scene earlier
Alice pages: then I remembered it was mannys scene and I said RIGHT TO HIM
Alice pages: I won't schedule it tonight because I'm going to the manny scene
Alice pages: while in a room with him and Abe
Alice pages: when I logged on
Alice pages: I said I didnt mean to be late and codulnt get on sooner and wantred to join the scene
Alice pages: his reply?
Alice pages: Deathclaws hugs.
Alice pages: No, you can still join! or dont worry come on in! or a summon or anything
Alice pages: just fucking hugs
Alice pages: whether or not he is supposed to be my friend or not, if I say I wanted to join a scene
Alice pages: and you knew I was trying to come
Alice pages: your reply should not be hugs unless it's followed by a summon or w/e
Alice pages: now he's yelling at me
Alice pages: and ditching his scene
Alice pages: Nah if he ditches that scene
Alice pages: I am done here
Alice pages: you can let him know that
You paged Alice with 'I'm not talking to him right now. I'm getting ready to go to sleep.'
Alice pages: He fucked up and he's making it about everyone else now as an excuse
Alice pages: Now, I'm telling you, if you care
Alice pages: you should inform him that he should not be calling his scene a wash and ditching on the people who went
Alice pages: cause that will be my last straw if he does that
You paged Alice with 'This is between you and him, I'm not your courier. You need to tell him whatever you want him to know.'
Alice pages: No, but he shouldn't be holding shit ransom over you
Alice pages: He's now saying he's calling the scene cause of how I spoke to you