dream log 82

uh...

no comment. i had a lot of dreams.

first dream:

I'm wandering around in a school. the one i used to go to, a public school. i just went through the motions of AP Language and now I'm searching for AP Environment Science. I wander for a while before remembering where I'm supposed to go, and I run to the classroom. But they're not having a class... they're having a feast, and I brought two bags of tortilla chips, one full, the other nearly empty. I don't know why, I didn't even know this was going on.

the teacher and my interpreter see me and smile and wave right away, then the teacher hands me two pieces of paper. i read the first one. it's... a letter from my school, congratulating me on getting a... $1,000 scholarship from them because i'm a very great student and they applaud me on my bravery by my insistence of not using "she or he pronouns". alrighty. the second one, i never get the chance to read, because right then, class ends and i scramble to pick up my backpack, all the bags of chips, and the papers, and i storm away.

second dream:

i'm standing beyond a road, with farmland behind and in front of me, and the only thing stopping me from completing my mission is cars going 55 miles per hour right in front of me. if i make the wrong move running across this road, i'm done for.

i see a woman next to me run across successfully, but a car barely grazes her. i nod to myself, and wait for the optimal moment to cross the road. cars... cars... and more cars... and a gap! i run for the other side, and i make it. wait a second. there's car tracks everywhere on this dirt. i look up and a fucking car is headed straight for me and i scream at the top of my lungs and scramble to get out of the way of multiple cars driving straight through the grass and dirt for whatsoever fucked up reason.

miraculously, i survive the onslaught of cars trying to run me over.

so, then... i think i run off, and find a hole in the ground and jump into it. suddenly it turns into a video game, and i'm in like, pixels and stuff. so cool. maybe it would be cooler if all my friends hadn't been murdered in front of me by this machine beast who can only be defeated with a magical drill. and that's my mission. i have the magical drill as a weapon.

alright. the place i'm in is some cave, with metallic, bronze walls built into the sides of it, and plenty of platforms everywhere, with terrified reptilian robots in the background, looking at me and pleading for me to free them. i keep jumping down, progressing forward, and each time i see a friendly person in a prison cell, and try to save them, the beast's lasers come all the way from the end, and kills my friend.

eventually, i jump onto the boss platform, and the machine beast is upon me, shaped kind of like a very angry tank with very angry eyes. it keeps trying to run me over, and i do get hurt, but it's not very realistic so i just break all hell loose with my magical drill, breaking into combos and hitting it like my life depends on it, because it does, and this thing fucking killed all my friends i can't not get revenge i guess.

i think i do kill at it at SOME point, but i don't remember.

third (and last) dream:

i'm looking at a picture, and a tale is being told to me. the picture is a detailed and beautiful one, but it looks kind of heavy in the subject matter. it's of kanaya, looking much older, standing backwards to the viewer, and a bit away from kanaya stands the troll matriarch (HIC), glaring at her.

the words being shown to me are something like this-

"She, who had been defeated, was not completely dead.

The friend of the one who dealt the final blow stood before her as she requested one final thing.

She refused. 'Why Should We Help You? You Did This To My Society. You Did This To Me And My Friends.'"

She has the most furious look on her face. I don't know how I know that, as Kanaya's back is turned, but I can tell she's mad.