[13:00] Billy: I know I say I'm sorry a lot and I think you think I don't mean it, but I'm actually sorry... I really have no new excuse as to why I'm being so insensitive.
[13:01] [email protected]: ...
[13:02] Billy: I have troubles talking to people
[13:02] [email protected]: I went to bed thinking about it all night...
[13:02] [email protected]: and I felt like complete, utter shit
[13:02] [email protected]: ....Normally shit like that doesn't get to me
[13:02] [email protected]: but when a dear friend says that
[13:02] [email protected]: ....I never felt so bad
[13:03] Billy: I didn't think it would effect you like that...
[13:03] [email protected]: it does...if manny says it
[13:03] [email protected]: or Holt
[13:04] [email protected]: people I don't give a fuck about say it
[13:04] [email protected]: yea sure ill laugh it off
[13:04] [email protected]: ...but when a seriously close friend says it, and MEANS it
[13:04] [email protected]: ...it was like, the worst thing ever
[13:04] [email protected]: I couldn't even be mad, I just felt like crying
[13:07] Billy: I really don't know how to explain what I meant..
[13:07] [email protected]: ...there is no explaining
[13:10] Billy: There is though, I didn't mean to say that 'I think your a slut!' I meant it to say... just sometimes you make things out to seem like you sleep around a lot... I was trying to say maybe just... I don't know .-. From where I'm sitting you talk about your sexual encounters quite freely... I guess that just means you're comfortable with telling me .-. I just don't think about what I say or how I say
[13:10] Billy: it
[13:11] [email protected]: ....that...didn't make anything better
[13:12] Billy: There is nothing I could say to make this better.
[13:12] [email protected]: ....nope
[13:12] Billy: I just keep fucking this up
[13:12] Billy: Over and Over again.
[13:13] [email protected]: ....