[13:00] Billy: I know I say I'm sorry a lot and I think you think I don't mean it, but I'm actually sorry... I really have no new excuse as to why I'm being so insensitive.
[13:01] Elainabing@gmail.com: ...
[13:02] Billy: I have troubles talking to people
[13:02] Elainabing@gmail.com: I went to bed thinking about it all night...
[13:02] Elainabing@gmail.com: and I felt like complete, utter shit
[13:02] Elainabing@gmail.com: ....Normally shit like that doesn't get to me
[13:02] Elainabing@gmail.com: but when a dear friend says that
[13:02] Elainabing@gmail.com: ....I never felt so bad
[13:03] Billy: I didn't think it would effect you like that...
[13:03] Elainabing@gmail.com: it does...if manny says it
[13:03] Elainabing@gmail.com: or Holt
[13:04] Elainabing@gmail.com: people I don't give a fuck about say it
[13:04] Elainabing@gmail.com: yea sure ill laugh it off
[13:04] Elainabing@gmail.com: ...but when a seriously close friend says it, and MEANS it
[13:04] Elainabing@gmail.com: ...it was like, the worst thing ever
[13:04] Elainabing@gmail.com: I couldn't even be mad, I just felt like crying
[13:07] Billy: I really don't know how to explain what I meant..
[13:07] Elainabing@gmail.com: ...there is no explaining
[13:10] Billy: There is though, I didn't mean to say that 'I think your a slut!' I meant it to say... just sometimes you make things out to seem like you sleep around a lot... I was trying to say maybe just... I don't know .-. From where I'm sitting you talk about your sexual encounters quite freely... I guess that just means you're comfortable with telling me .-. I just don't think about what I say or how I say
[13:10] Billy: it
[13:11] Elainabing@gmail.com: ....that...didn't make anything better
[13:12] Billy: There is nothing I could say to make this better.
[13:12] Elainabing@gmail.com: ....nope
[13:12] Billy: I just keep fucking this up
[13:12] Billy: Over and Over again.
[13:13] Elainabing@gmail.com: ....