A grin without a cat!

A grin without a cat!

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Not 'a cat without a grin', but 'a grin witout a cat'.
I'm sure everybody at least once had heard this phrase somewhere in their lives. Alhough I cannot remeber whether it was from the thrid chapter or the second chapter from 'Alice in Wonderland', I'm certain it came up somewhere around that strange tea party or when that cat bid farewell to Alice. Why, though, am I thinking about this now when I'm already a highschooler? This is all because of that transfer student we had.

Flashback

Transfer student.
Although you can see that kind of thing happen fairly often in Animes or TV series, in real life most of us kinda go through our school years uneventfully without getting to experience one. I, however, seemed to be an exception as one day I found all of my classmates excited over this new transfer student we're supposed to have.
Especially boys' enthusiasm were palpable, to the point where all the girls were weirded out. This was because the new transfer student was said to be a Monster Girl.
Monster Girl.
They will devote themselves to man they have taken liking to, and will never cheat on him. Lady during the day and slut during the night. It's like every man's dream come true. Not only you can get to see this every male's fantasy in real life but you might end up being that lucky guy who would win that girl's heart. No wonder every boys had their hopes up and were very excited over it.
Well, what was I doing, since I'm a male, too? I was sitting on my chair, snacking on my favorite brand of roll cake. And no, I was not trying to appear cool or anything. I simply thought there was no way I would be that lucky guy.
I mean, why would I be?
There were plenty of other guys in class other than me. Just fantasizing about becoming 'that guy' would be ultimately pointless. I just prefer to have this sweek cake right in front of me than to get my head stuck in the clouds, thank you very much.
Somewhat resigning myself like that, I finished my delicious roll cake. Right on time, homeroom began and our old teacher with a hunched back entered, making the chattering classroom to go quiet.
And after being told to enter by our teacher the transfer student showed her face.
There was only one way do describe her, she was a cat. Paws with big meaty paw pads, cat ears protruding from her hair and a matching cat tail. Really, I couldn't think about anyway to describe her other than 'she's a cat'.
Her twitching ears visible in her waist long hair were of two colors, purple and black, and those ear colors - I couldn't tell if she trimmed to make it look like that way or it was just naturally like that - met each other neatly at the center of her ears, so that each colors composed exactly half of her ears.
A Cheshire cat.
That was the species of our new student, Iroha.
It seemed like she came from the Wonderland, as in Wonderland from 'Alice in Wonderland'. So she came from the land where its origins lie in the fiction of ours, doesn't it make the whole thing kinda re-importation? Just a silly thought I had.
Anyway, after introducing herself, she came to sit in the unoccupied desk, which happened to be right next to me. And as she walked to her seat,
Our eyes met.
No, more like, she stared into mine. And just like the illustration of Cheshire cat in Alice in Wonderland, she gave a huge grin, showing her pointy fangs, and said,
"I choose you, Nya."
And just like that, she came to me and planted her lips into mine.
In other words, she kissed me.

".....What?!"

It looked like the class needed a few seconds to register the whole situation as there was a brief silence followed by outbursts of shrill voices of girls and boos and swearings from the boys. Words like 'That's so bold!', or 'God I wish that were me' or 'Just go die already' could be heard but I was in no mind to pay attention to stuffs like that.
You ever heard the phrase 'It was so unexpected I found myself calmer'? Well, not me. Getting my first kiss stolen out of nowhere was making me panic all over, and I couldn't think properly because of that. My head felt like it was filled with question marks and circuits of my brain felt like it was all fried.
Iroha, however, paid no attention to the state I was in, and the next thing she did was,

"Nnya♪"

to hug me.
A full hug where she nearly jumped into my arms.
I failed to catch her so we fell down the chair to the floor but surprisingly she was still holding on to me. What's more, she was pressing her ample breasts into my chest. I could feel the softness of her breasts even above the school shirts she was wearing, and it was as though she was showing off her assets by displaying how much of her breasts can change shape if she pressed it hard into my body.

"Wha- wait, wait, just wait a second-"

Still paying no attention whatsoever to the panic attack I was having, she held me tightly and buried her face into the nape of my neck. She took a deep breath, and just when I thought I heard her say "You smell really nice, Nya" to my neck I was screaming like a girl at the sensation of something rough licking my neck.

"Lick, chu, chuu~"

A loving kiss and caress to the neck as if we're already lovers. That sent shivers of pleasure right into my brain, making it feel like as if it was on fire. At the same time, I could feel my crotch getting hard so I had no choice but to focus on what's left of my sanity and break free of her grasp.

Panting, I managed to get up and looked around the class. Our teacher looked at a loss for words, just staring dumbly at me. As for the girls, some were covering their face with their hands while some were staring at the scene I was making quite intently, though blushing furiously. As for the boys...they were all glowering at me with intense hatred as if I have just murdered their puppies right in front of them.
Frankly it all made me want to just run away from the class. I do not have nerves to sit around like nothing happened after showing the whole class this level of humiliating display.
What was the culprit behind this whole ordeal doing? She was,

"Nya?"

just inclining her head as if saying, 'what's wrong?'.
This is the story of how we met. A very traumatic experience indeed. Just what kind of transfer student kiss someone after meeting them for less than 10 minutes? Even those crazy ladies without any self control would at least take 30 minutes or something.

End flashback.

And currently,
On my way home.

"Just what is happening to me..."
"Just what is dampening to me, Nya..."
"It's not 'dampening'! Give me back my drama-free life!"

It seemed like everybody in my class was already treating us like a couple. I was nearly forced to head home with her, by everyone in class plus her.

"You're making a big mistake if you think you can control a cat, Nya."
"I mean, why me?! Surely, you could probably find guys way better than me without any difficulties?"
"I don't know, Nya? Why don't you think it yourself with that egghead of yours, Nya."
"I'm not an egghead I'm a blockhead..."

She seemed to welcome our class's 'acceptance' of us 'being together', but I was not. I was futilely trying to change her mind about this.
Just like Monster Girls can have right to choose her husband, I believe humans too should have the right to choose their significant others. This should be applied even to the cases where I actually find said Monster Girl not unattractive.
I mean, she's a Monster Girl and all, she's supposed to be very attractive, and her captivating beauty and alluring sensuality is something ordinary human girls cannot even dream of. There's no sense in denying that.
But still, I always wanted to lead a very peaceful and uneventful love life. A love built on that kind of encounter? I cannot accept it, even though I'm starting to think my resistances are pointless.
But something like my stubbornness or pride did not let me give in, so I kept struggling against her.
Though in reality, it was like my struggling did not exist at all.

"Just give me a reasonable explanation why you chose me. Without it, I don't feel like I'm assured."
"Hmm, Nya. That marvelous game of Shanghai you played, I couldn't help but fall in love with you, Nya."
"I don't remember playing such things?!"
"It was your Potpie, Nya."
"That makes even less sense!"
"Or was it your Anpai, Nya?"
"I don't even know how to play Mahjong!"

As you can see, all my protests fell on deaf ears just like this. Though I try my best to endure it.

"Maybe it was your will to do anything at the drop of your pants, Nya?"
"That's just a pervert!"

Even though I felt I had my resistance up, it seemed as though it wasn't enough because I was starting to enjoy this kind of silly little banters with her. There was something amusing about it which I didn't mind having at all. If all Monster Girls could make men at ease naturally like this then they sure were cool beings.
Like this, it felt like she was helping my bleak everyday life seem just a little bit more colorful.
Make boring life a little more immoral and lewd.
Wait. Am I really okay with the last part?

"Well, you know what they say about strong denials being an affirmation, Nya. I'm sure we'll reach a happy ending like this, Nya."
"I don't need that kind of happily-ever-after in my life!"
"Oh, would you rather have happily-after-ever then, Nya?"
"That's not what I meant, and you know it!"
"Nyaha~"

After saying that she suddenly hugged me. She did it like it was the most natrual thing for her to do at the moment, not caring at all at the sudden interruption of our conversation. How many times was she doing this? I lost count. As she hugged me from behind I began to feel the familiar softness pressing against my back. It was as if I was pressed against large marshmallows, and that sensation alone was enough to cause swirl of sensuality inside me.
She then put her arms lovingly around me and whispered,

"I'm done with just talkings, Nya."

And with that her arms started to snake down to my lower belly. I was lost in that intoxcating scent of hers, and my heart was thumping furiously. Her scent alone was enough to make my mind completely empty.
Her hands started to descend further down my body.
I couldn't help but think men are despicable beings, as the cliche saying "Heh, your body is honest" can be used to accurately describe me.
As she teasingly rubbed her cheek against me I squirmed and turned inside her embrace. The rustling sound our clothes were making sounded especially loud to me.
I could feel her hot breath right next to me, along with her body heat, her soft textures and her scent. Everything felt like it was right beside me. Without any time to gather my wits I had no choice but to stand still and take it all in.
Her paw reached my inner thighs, and as it lightly brushed against my crotch a dull pleasure penetrated my body for a moment.
I could feel my blood all rushing into one place. This was bad, this was really bad.
I closed my eyes unconsciously and let the inevitable happen, but at that precise moment her touch was suddenly gone.

"Just kidding, Nya~"
"........"
"Were you looking forward to it, Nya? You did, didn't you Nya?"

Just how long do I have to be in her mercy?
That was the only coherent thought I managed to form inside my still buzzing head. I then started to walk forward, since I couldn't dare turn around and face her. That would be hazardous to my mental well-being.
I started to walk fast, in the hope of putting more distance between me and her.
Her teasing voice sometimes sounding right next to me and sometimes from far away was enough to nearly break my stride.

---

After our whole first encounter ordeal, naturally the attitude of my classmates toward me had changed, but perhaps the most drastic changes were from the boys.
Until now, I was able to blend in with the class somewhat well, to the point where I could get the help I needed even though I did not belong to any 'social groups' inside the class. I also offered helping hand if I could to anyone in need, because I knew for a fact that kind of behavior was a crucial factor for me to blend with others in the class.
But that was all thing of the past now.
Now, my life has become filled with outright hostilities radiating from some of the boys. During lunchtime in cafeteria, or during recess moving to another classroom, or during just any other time in my daily life I could feel eyes boring into my back, to the point where I was actually starting to get concerned for my life.
My life had become just outright blackened, let alone grey.
With such perils happening in my life, I was in the middle of recess moving to another classroom.

"Why are you sulking, Nya?"

Asking nonchalantly as if she had been right there from the start, she suddenly appeared next to me. I guess being a Cheshire, that kind of sudden appearance was only natural for her.

"I'm kinda in sentimental mood, can't you use a less frank word?"
"Why are you moping, Nya?"
"What is the difference?!"
"Nya Nya Nya♪"

She laughed merrily, but I failed to find any mirth in the situation I was in. Even though she was just being next to me doing nearly nothing, I already could feel the wave of murderous intent crashing on to me. With such menace threatening my life I decided only thing I could do right now is to be as unfriendly to her as possible, so that she would just go away.
Yeah right, like it would work.
But this was better than doing nothing. I mean, I cannot let her take initiative in our 'relationship' forver, right? I decided to ignore the little fact that in my subconsciousness I was already labeling her as the 'dominant one' and I was starting to get less and less rejective toward the whole idea.

"You know, you may be having fun lately, but I have been fearing for my very life for past few days. Can't you be more like, considerate toward me?"
"Be considerate how, Nya?"
"How...? Well..."

I pondered for a moment.
Be considerate. Even though it was me who requested it, if you actually think about it it was quite hard to put a finger on exactly how to be 'more considerate'. Granted, if I act all chummy and lovey-dovey with her it would surely lead to my certain death, but strangely, giving her the cold shoulder and ignoring her completely seemed to just as much fuel the anger of those around me as well.

"....Be more distant? Like somewhere between a friend and a lover?"
"Th, there's a suspicious guy right in front of me, Nya!"
"Hey, that's too distant. Are you trying to make me a stranger?"
"What are you saying, Nya. Weren't we like as thicc as robbers, Nya?"
"That's too close. Also, the correct term is 'thick as thieves', not robbers."
"That is not the only word I got it wrong, Nya. I said 'thicc' instead of 'thick', Nya."
"How am I supposed to know that only by listening?!"
"Nyahaha. Looks like you're having fun, Nya."

True to her word, I realized my mouth was starting form a smile, so I quickly pursed my lips.
I guess my struggling against her was truly futile. Well, they do say that once a Monster Girl takes a liking to you, there was truly no other way around.
But maybe it won't be that bad after all. Even though I cannot picture a future where she devotes herself like a obedient wife would, I can easily picture one where we're just having fun and laughing with each other like this....And of course, along with the prospect of me just completely whipped by her. Those days would probably be filled with lewdness and degeneracy. Hmm, wouldn't that be socially inappropriate?
Well, though I guess once you have a Monster Girl as a girlfriend you just can't go socially appropriate at all.
Thinking along the line of things like that, I heard the chime of our school bell beginning to ring.
She and I still haven't reached our destination yet.

"Damn, I didn't want to be late."

I was already receiving a lot of unwanted attentions, it wouldn't be wise to make myself stand out more by arriving late at class.
Hmm, maybe if I dash from here I might just arrive in time?
As I prepared to run for it,

"Nya"
"Woah!"

I suddenly got grabbed by the arm and flung into the nearest empty classroom by her. Wow, Monster Girls. I realized how brutal their strength can be as I lied on the floor staring into the ceiling.
But it seemed like I didn't suffer any actual physical damage at all, so I was kinda surprised at her skillfulness.
But no, it wasn't time for me to be impressed or anything, I have to go to the class now!
I tried to get up, but she was faster and soon she was on top of me. I really didn't like where it was going.
She started to straddle me. There was some kind of dark flame dwelling in her eyes, and her breathing sounded somewhat heavier.

"We, we're going to be lat-mmf?!"
"♪"

I tried to at least raise a protest, but it was cut short by the sudden kiss.
Only wet and lewd sound can be heard inside the empty classroom. I could feel her weight on my body, along with her soft textures. Her weight felt so comfortable against me it felt like everything was melting away, including stuffs like my sanity or my self-control.
As my mouth was being ravished by her tongue, I gently put my arms around her. Although I have been hugged many times before by her, it was actually my first time hugging her.
I realized the moment I hugged her, her body was the most feminine body I could imagine. Her lean and slender body gave the impression like it could be easily broken.
She flinched somewhat at first but soon she was leaning more into me, putting more of her weight on me.
I don't know why but that somehow made me very satisfied.
I put more strength in the arms embracing her, holding her more tightly.
After god-knows-how-long, our kiss finally ended and we drew apart, leaving a silver bridge of saliva between our mouths. Her lips looked kinda swollen, but her shiny, red lips were still very attractive to me.
I couldn't help but feel a bit shameful.
Because this was it, the indisputable proof that all my strugglings and protests agianst her were for nothing.

"Nya♪"

She smiled a very lecherous smile, released me, and stripped off everything she was wearing.
No, wait. Not everything. For some reason she was still wearing her skirt, even though she took off her panties.
L-lewd.
I couldn't say anything out loud though, as I was mesmerized by her pristine skin.
Still smiling her provoking smile, she used her paws to cover her breasts. Just seeing her breast crushing and changing shape under her paws was enough to immobilize me.
I mean, I of course expected her breasts to have a crushing effect on me but actually getting to see it with my own eyes was...
It somehow looked bigger than it was when it was under her shirt, and I couldn't believe how perfect it looked with its round, soft shapes.
Being a highschooler with raging hormones, I was nearly awe-struck with just staring at her boobs.

"Do you want to touch these, Nya?"

Sitting on a desk like a delinquent would (though I guess in these kind of situations there was really no point in behaving with decorum) she asked me in a teasing manner.
Really the question was rhetorical and it was obvious that she also knew that but I guess being a cat she just couldn't miss the chance of teasing me some more.
So I just didn't bother with an answer and instead just straight went for the business.
As if hypnotised I grabbed and buried my fingers in her breasts.
I was in awe again. Her smooth, soft skins felt incredible, and her jiggling breasts that I was constantly squishing under my finger was enough to captivate me completely.
I pinched her firmly erect nipples and she moaned in very suggestive tone, making my blood flow accelerate to dangerous levels.
Only I could touch her and make her feel like this.
That fact alone was enough to make me nearly faint in excitement, and I was overwhelmed by desire to ravish her even more.

"....♪"

As if sensing my growing desires she got down from the desk, turned her back to me and presented her rear end to me, with her paws on the desk. I couldn't see her private parts however, as she was still wearing her skirt. But strangely, it just doubled my libido, making me gulp loudly. Her naked back covered in her long hair was also turning me on like crazy.
Turning only her head toward me she flashed that knowing smile of hers.
I just couldn't take it anymore. It was like she saw right through me from the start, knew I was just a pathetic and sorry human being, and in spite of all that she still came and chose me. And even now, she was still the one to take the initiative. I couldn't just keep things this way.

"Are you hesitating, Nya?"
"Not this time."

Replying lightly to her teasing comment I flung open her skirt.
Her lips looked so inviting, already glistening with her juices. I didn't even bother with properly taking off my pants, just shoving down my pants unceremoniously.
When I finally freed my already full-mast dick, I couldn't believe how big it have got. It was already drooling precum and looked eager to do its job.
I grabbed it with my hand and gently pressed it against her slit. Smearing it with her juice, I searched for a point to enter. After that, only thing left for me to do was to just press onward.

"I'll put it in."

There was no reply.
Understanding that as a yes, I thrusted once into her.

"Hnngh!"

I nearly cummed right then and there at the heat surrounding me the moment I entered her. Her inside felt unimaginably good, I felt like I was being milked. I was already at my limit just by being inside her, but she was conituously assualting me by squeezing and tightening around me.
It was all more than enough to make me cum, but that would be hardly fair for her. So I gritted my teeth and started moving my hips, enduring the overwhelming pleasure.

"Nya, that, that's,"

With every thrust I could feel my sanity erode away by the pleasure. Her breasts jiggling along every thrust I make was also very visually gratifying. I felt that my world was slowly filling up with nothing but primitive pleasures and the steady sound of our flesh hitting each other.
In midst of such mind-numbing pleasures all I could do for her now was to just continue pounding into her tactlessly.
But even with my clumsy movements she was letting out lovely moans, and that looked so cute in my eyes.
At one point I could feel something at the tip of my cock.

"!? Nya, r-right there..."

She let out a high-pitched voice at that, making her spine arch like a bow and quivering her body.

"Here..? Do you like it here...?"

It looked like she couldn't even afford to turn around, just nodding her head soundlessly. Her desperate gestures were enough to completely blow away what little reason I had left in my mind. Overlapping myself on top of her back I violently grabbed her breasts with my both hands and started to pound into the spot she reacted, holding her tightly.
Her rhytimc, cute moans were now completely replaced by beast-like hoarse ones.
Her inside that was filled without a gap by me was caressing my whole dick even admist my violent movements, sending more pleasures to my brain.
Before long, I could feel her convulse and contract against me, making my whole dick squeeze.
I was already near my limit so that was enough to push me right over the edge. I thrusted deep inside her and cummed, right toward her cervix.
As I felt semen shoot out of me it was as if every cell inside me combusted in pleasure, making me into a mere beast. My heart was filled with bestial pleasure that I just mated and put my seed into her.
It was such a lecherous, decadent, and immoral feeling.
I continued to clung onto her like a drowning man would to a sinking ship as I cummed.

And afterwards.
Consumed by desires, we continued to mate like beasts even after that. She serviced me using every inch of her body like her mouth and breasts, and I got to taste every bit of her body as well.
That made me to miss a whole day of school, let alone the class I was late for.
We were heading home after spending our day like that.
There were no words between us as we walked in silence. Apparently she was the first to become bored as she was the one to break it.

"That was very intense, Nya."
"Uuu..."
"I guess it's true what they say about 'the quiet ones', Nya."
"Uuu..."

Denying her would make me a liar, so I just complied to everything she said.
Going with her words. Just going with the flow.

"You were a degenerate after all, Nya."
"Uuu..."
"You were a decapitate after all, Nya."
"Wait wait wait! Don't say such ominous things!"
"Nya? Do you not want your name to be known, Nya?"
"Not onymous, ominous!"
"What a picky guy, Nya."

She inclined her head innocently but I knew better to be fooled by her looks, though there was no way I could accuse her of that. She would just wiggle her way out like she always do.
Anyway, it seemed clear she was very fond of wordplays but I guess that's what happens when you are from Wonderland, though her 'Wonderland' seemed a very lewd place indeed.

"Can't you walk a little bit faster?"
"You can't control cats, Nya~"

Answering with a sass, she shook her tail lazily.
But I guess it's okay. I already came to terms with the fact that I just can't win her.
I mean, I would be a fool to deny that.
But even if I was no match for her I didn't want to go down without a fight, because that would be no fun.
Well, by 'winning' and 'losing' I guess in this case it means -

"Ah, I just realized,"
"Huh? What's wrong?"
"I didn't catch your name, Nya."
"WOW, that's some realization you made?!"
"I didn't have time to ask for such things, Nya. It was love at first sight, Nya."
"Yeah this confirms it, you need to be more subtle in your approaches!"
"Subtlety, Nya? I've feed all of mine to turtles, Nya."
"Turtles eat subtleties?!"
"Of course, Nya. How do you think they lay their eggs without being seen, Nya."
"Now you're just saying things, aren't you?!"

This was getting silly, even in her standards.

"I was really surprised when they started to teach Reeling and Writhing, Nya."

Ah, of course. Wonderland.
Seeing her smile that knowing smile of hers, I couldn't help but feel that phrase from the book was wrong.
A grin without a cat.
I know it is supposed to be a pun on 'A cat without a grin', but really, Lewis Carroll couldn't have gotten it any more wrong.
Because there can't be a grin wihtout a cat, or a cat without a grin.
I mean just look at us. There she stood, a Cheshire cat grinning widely, and me, also smiling.
This would never have been possible without her.
And she was not going anywhere as well, just continuing to be at my side.

"Anyway, it would be very inconveninet for me to not know your name, Nya. I can't even call you properly, Nya."

Apparently she meant what she said this time because she was making a pouty face, which was a rare sight for her. But I didn't want to give her my name that easily.
Because you know, my name being 'Arisugawa', me teaching her my name felt like I was admitting the whole 'Arisu(Alice)-gawa' getting together with a Cheshire cat some sort of destiny or something.

"I'll tell you later. Right now I'm too tired."

Especially my back was hurting from all that thrusting.
She continued to pout, then suddenly grinned, as if she suddenly came up with an idea. She really likes to smile, huh?
I wondered what will she say this time. Her mouth felt like a toy box to me, full of fun and mysteries.
Hit me with your best shot, then. I was ready. Wasn't it the role of Alice to be continuously teased by a Cheshire, anyway?

"Then I guess I have no choice but to milk you some more, Nya♪"
"It's Arisugawa. Pleasure to be your acquaintance."

I gave up instantly.
Yeah right, Alice's role my ass.
Though I had to admit my complete defeat, to be crushed like this was humiliating even for me. As I longed for a chance for some payback, a sudden idea struck me. It was perfect, as the streets we were on now was where she previously -

"Arisu...Alice....Nyaha, what a strange name, Nya."

She must have thought it was really funny because she laughed a heartfelt laugh.
Seeing her like that I continued to work on my plan, to wipe that smile off her face.
It was devious indeed, but I didn't care.
I reached out and grabbed her unsuspecting paw.

"Nya?....Nya?!"

Then I pulled her into my arms, embracing her. She was completely caught off guard, opening her eyes wide in shock. Just as I have planned. To see her normally smug self flustered like this was satisfying indeed, but this wasn't enough. I wanted to get back at her more.
So I whispered her name into her ear, still holding onto her.
Her name, which I haven't used once until now.

"Iroha,"

At that, her whole body became tense, then relaxed at once. I could hear her mewling inside my arms.

"I love you."

Her ears twitched, then her tail shot straight up toward the sky. Her body nearly melted inside my arms as if her soul itself was sucked right out of her body. I got a little worried that I may have gotten too far so I tried to pull her off and check her but I couldn't.
She was clinging hard to me.
She buried her face into my chest, took a deep breath, then raised her head.
She was beaming, but it was not one of those provocative, smug grin she normally wore. She was smiling a carefree and sincere smile, like any other girls in her age would.
I couldn't help but once again reminded of that illustraion of Cheshire cat in 'Alice in Wonderland'.
Yes, there definitely cannot be 'a cat without a grin', nor 'a grin without a cat'.
Anyway, wasn't this the plan of mine to get back at her? Wasn't this supposed to be a ruse?
Fooled once again by the lovely girl in front of me and by myself, I gave up for the second time for the day.
Her cheeks were flushed with the color of setting sun, though it seemed like the sunset was not the sole reason behind it.
In my arms, I could feel her breath on me.
And holding onto her, I realized how much feelings I actually had for this girl.
It looked like I was defeated once again, although I didn't know the exact rule of the game we were playing. I was doubtful even she knew.

But I guess it's okay.

I thought along something like that,
as I filled my nostrils with her scent
and felt her soft lips against mine.