Warning: The following message will be mushy. Stop here if you aren’t into all of that. Thank you.
Alright, so, this ISN’T your Valentine’s present. It is only part one of it. I feel like I have to write you mushy crap because it’s standard and, yeah. I’m going to type this like I would say it. Today is Valentine ’s Day; the day of love. Well, to you it’s just another day so whatever. I am not big on it, myself, but I have to force you to like, love, and/or care for me so why not use this day as a crutch? Now that I got that out of the way, I’ll be sweet. I wanted to make this a video, but, I knew I was going to cry and that’s not an O.G. thing to do. V__v  I know you always say I have so many guys after me , and it bugs le fuck out of me (<_<), but it doesn’t really matter when I’m not returning the interest ,right?  Remember earlier this year when I was mega depressed? Well, I don’t think I ever thanked you for that and I’m sorry. You honestly don’t know how much just talking to me during that time meant to me. Fuck, I’m crying. This is why I didn’t want to videotape this; awkward… Like, I was so close to being put away into a ward, but, you cared so it gave me a reason to want to continue getting on and etc. I have no idea how I’m going to repay you for this, nor, how I can and if you will even let me. You may try to tell me all these negative things about yourself, but, it’s a reason why I like you and the positive things you do (like stated above) cancel out the ‘bad’. Okay, you’re probably like “why the fuck is she wasting her time with this” or something and I probably am, I don’t know. I’m just talking to you in the hopes that at least something sticks.  Be it the apology, the re-enforcement of feelings, etc. etc. Oh, and I’m not trying to make things awkward. I apologize if I am. In fact, if this bothers you in any way then you can do the standard “no comment” on it and we can go about our business because..yes, I do like you, but, I’m not going to ruin our friendship over acting out because your stubborn/un-moving arse is unwavering. Okay, this ended up longer than I planned on it being and I bet you’re tired of reading (if you even did). Thank you for always having an ear/eye open to me, Drew. I’m sorry for being such a bother to you, and, forcing you into situations that you would rather not be in (like this Valentine’s thing in general, lol).  I’m in like with you (just had to add that because it sounds super cute and it’s legit. Mmkay).  <3

Now, you’ll receive part 2 later on today.