Noemie's letter

Noemie: It has been about a week if not almost two weeks since the she wolf had talked to Colt or anyone else in the pack. With Alyissa disappearing and Stephen going distressed that his now former mate up and leaving; the pack hasn't been of greatest grounds. The women had been traveling in her truck to other states, and exploring other places. Having been contacted Jacques about what had happened, she now had a way to contact the pack directly while she was away. Her bag in the passenger seat that were full of her herbs, and also having a journal she gathered while in Virginia. Now being on the banks of the Mississippi river, she had parked her vehicle and sighed to herself. Running her digits through her strands to keep them away from her copper irises. A nice tan laced tank top draped over her shoulders while ripped up, worn out jeans rested on her lower half. Combat boots slicked onto her feet that were tight and polished as if she were in service. Even though she wasn't. The lady did enjoy her new found family, but it seemed that it was in chaos. That basically it was drifting apart, even though there wasn't much she could do about it. Not being an alpha or any other rank in all. By pack standards, she was just the runt. An outside that was offered into the pack. Finding odd jobs during her travels that involved her herb skills; it was just something to pass the time really. Sighing to herself again and took out her journal to start making a letter. <i> 'Dear Colt, I'm in Mississippi now. Know I haven't contacted you in a little but I figured you were busy with other stuff so I didn't wish to bother you. I hope things are going well there. Been thinking about you and the others. Jacques and his mate Giselle, oh and even Stephen. Poor guy. Still want to rip Alyissa's damn heart out myself for hurting Stephen. Though I won't do that because it wouldn't solve his heartache. Got you a cocoa-cola to pay you back from the one you gave me the night we met. Always pay back my debts. I know I didn't have to but I wanted to.' </i> A small smile crept up on her lips as she wrote and thought of the male wolf. Gave even a light chuckle about the soda. Sounded really stupid but it was a nice evening of conversation and star gazing that night. <i> 'I also have truck now. 82 Chevy, Ol' Betsy works really well. Guy named Kao sold it to me for nine grand. Wicked steal if you ask me. Know it may sound cheesy since we just barely met let alone know each other well, do miss us hanging out and star gazing in Lucy. Any ways, I'll be back soon. Just thought it was best to travel since there is chaos going on back home. Talk to you soon, if you'll let me. Noemie.' </i> Home, a word she never thought she'd use ever in her life. Felt way too foreign to be a reality but never the less it was true. Ripping it from the book and put it in an envelope to be mailed out to Ryan's pub. Didn't know his actual address so it was the closest thing to where she could send it. Starting the engine up once more, she'd take it to the nearest public mail box and put it inside to be shipped off on the next business day. As the she wolf drove down in town, she couldn't help but frown. So melancholy. They all looked as if they had, had everything taken from them. Alas, after a few hours Noemie was back on the Louisiana border. Was it wise going back? Would the pack be the same since Alyissa left or would it just die off? Would she even be accepted in town anymore after being gone for a little? Too many questions ran through her mind. It caused her to stop her truck again and park it, motor still running. The sight of water trailed down her cheeks realizing she still didn't have a physical home yet other than her truck, it caused a sting to go through her chest. A sharp one at that. For now, she wouldn't move till she could focus her eyes again and once the pain had stopped.