Bryan's Not Dead

Musik: -She lifted her eyes to look at Steph, shaking her head.- "I'm okay, thank you though." -She said dropping her eyes back down to the book.-
Alexithymiaa: -Letting out a small sigh, she squeezed his hand and pulled it back, wrapping her arms around her middle as she started to back away from the bed. "Okay.. well... I'm only on campus... so... if you need anything. Literally anything, I can be back here really fast. I promise. And as soon as the meeting lets out, Im coming right back here to check on you. I'm not even stopping for gas or to pee or anything." // Bryan rolled his eyes, tipping his head so he could look at Steph. "Go."-
Musik: "We will be fine. Go have fun." -She said looking at her, forcing a weak smile onto her face.-
Alexithymiaa: -She chewed on the inside of her cheek as she glanced between the two of the, slowly nodding her head. "Okay... okay. I'm going." She stared straight into Bryan's face. "Love you." Whirling around, she leaned down to pick up her gym bag, heaving it up onto her shoulder and making her way out of the room and down the hall. She exited the hospital and walked out to her car to head to campus. // Once Steph left the room, Bryan closed his eyes. "Too much..."-
Musik: -She watched Steph leave then looked to Steph, moving her hand to slide under Bryan's curling her fingers around his.- "She's just worried about you.."
Alexithymiaa: "I know." He spoke in a raspy voice, squeezing his eyes shut tightly because his no leg was killing him. "Still."-
Musik: -She watched his face and rubbed his hand gently with her thumb.- "Are your meds working?"
Alexithymiaa: "No." He spoke bluntly, taking a deep breath and opening his eyes to look at Aubrey. "Should sleep."-
Tsaaq: Remy looked a little exasperated as the male walked with him to the hosptial. He pursed his lips as he looked over to him. "Okay, I think I can handle it from here. I'm not gonna go out and buy drugs." He said with a roll of his eyes as he went to the receptionist and waved his hand cause he knew where Bryan's room was. He knocked on the door before coming inside. "Wassup wassup wassuuup." Remy greeted in a high pitch.
Musik: "I'll get the doctor." -She closed her book and pushed up to her feet, leaning down to kiss his hand gently.- "I'm not tired." -She lied and set her book down, pulling her hand from his looking at Remy, sending him a slight smile.- "Hey Rem." -She moved passed him to go find doctor dumbass.-
Alexithymiaa: -He watched Aubrey walk out of the room, his eyes switching to Remy when he came in and greeted him. "Hey." // Doctor Dumbass is his new name and he was standing at the nurse's station speaking to one of the nurses and deliberating over a patient's chart.-
Tsaaq: "What's going on man? How ya feeling?" Remy asked as he walked towards Bryan's bed and glanced back at Aubrey as she walked off. He looked back over to Bryan and crossed his arm over his chest.
Musik: -She walked up to the desk, leaning against it as she looked at the doctor.- "Hey uh..Bryan's in a lot of plain.. Can you up his medicine or something?"
Alexithymiaa: "Eh." He spoke shortly, inhaling deeply and closing his eyes again. // Doctor dumbass turned to look at Aubrey, nodding his head. "I'll see what we can do for him." Excusing himself from the nurse, he turned and made his way down to Bryan's room, walking to the foot of his bed to pick up his metal chart, flipping it open as he spoke. "Can you rate your pain level on a scale from one to ten, one being a papercut and ten being completely unmanagable?"-
Musik: -She followed him down to Bryan's room, moving to sit back down in her chair, placing her book on the floor.-
Tsaaq: He nodded his head. "Yeah, yeah I figured..." He said awkwardly. He turned his body and stepped back a little once the doctor came in the room.
Alexithymiaa: "Nine. Ten..." He paused for a long moment, breathing deeply again. "Nine." // The doctor nodded, dropping the chart back down into the little bin holder thing. "That's to be expected. I'm going to up your morphine just a bit and see if we can't administer a spinal block to help ease the discomfort."-
Musik: -She pushed her hands up under her eyes, rubbing at them slightly as she listened to the doctor. She dropped her hands back down to her legs pulling her knees up to her chest as she watched the doctor closely because no one likes Doctor Dumbass right now.-
Tsaaq: He watched Bryan and sighed a little. He looked over at Doctor Dumbass and frowned a little. "Morphine..." He nodded his head as he murmured, Remy's eyes widened a little as he turned away. "Well, thanks doc." He told him but he didn't sound too enthused.
Alexithymiaa: -He bit down on the tip of his tongue, trying to keep his shit together because he wasnt alone and he kind of just wanted to cry because everything hurt so fucking badly. "Look cool?" // The doctor nodded. "I'll send a nurse in." He didn't look at any of them, just walked out of the room to fetch a nurse.-
Musik: -She looked at the doctor as he left, shaking her head slightly. She moved her eyes back to Bryan, watching his face.- "Very." -She said sliding her hand under his again.-
Tsaaq: "Yeah man you look like a bad ass." Remy chimed in before giving him a thumbs up. "Listen mad I'm here for you and shit... I'm only a few blocks away if you need me." He began to say with a bit of awkwardness in his voice.
Musik: (mad)
Tsaaq: ((Yeah mad.))
Tsaaq: ((man*))
Alexithymiaa: "Cool." He retorted,  essentially no inflection in his voice. His eyes moved to focus on Remy, a very faint nod of his head. "Yeah. Thanks." // A couple of nurses came into the room, one moving straight to his drip to adjust the dial and the other shaking a small vile that she then pushed a thick needle into the top, extracting the liquid into the syringe.-
Musik: -She moved her eyes to watch the nurses, watching them carefully because she trusted no one in this hospital at this point.- "Will that make him sleep?"
Alexithymiaa: (OKAY SO WHEN STEPH DOESNT TRUST THESE ASSHOLES EVERYONE TELLS HER TO SHUT UP BUT NOWWWWWWWWWWW ITS OKAY)
Tsaaq: ((Lmaooo what.))
Musik: (okay the doctors tried to get a fucking grief counsler for them she's mad)
Tsaaq: Remy's eyes widened cause that fuckin' needle made him a little uneasy. "Yeah, what the hell is in there? Is that the morphine?" Remy asked.
Alexithymiaa: (Yeah but that was funny)
Alexithymiaa: -Bryan's eyes went wide when he saw the needle and then quickly relaxed because how much more pain could he possibly be in at this point? // The nurse shook her head as she measured the liquid in the syringe, moving to Bryan. "This is the spinal block. It's the only thing that will really be effective against the pain in his leg. The morphine comes from the IV drip, and that's moreso for everything else." She stepped up behind Bryan, laying her hand on his shoulder. "This is going to be uncomfortable, but it's instantaneous. Just hang in there with me." She leaned his torso forward, her hand sliding down the back of his spine until she reached right above his ass, pushing the syringe into his spine and injecting the liquid.-
Musik: (ughhhhhh. epidural flashbacks. shoot me.)
Alexithymiaa: (I cant even imagine what it feels like. I read enough and still cant)
Musik: -She watched Bryan's face as they put the needle in his spine, frowning slightly because that shit can't be fun.-
Tsaaq: "Could he be so relaxed that he'll shit?" Remy asked, making a face because that's immediately where his mind went.
Alexithymiaa: (why)
Tsaaq: ((Cause thats what I thought when I heard it.))
Tsaaq: ((Or read, whatever.))
Alexithymiaa: (Somehow I keep thinking about the use of his dick)
Alexithymiaa: (Which is VERY important to him)
Tsaaq: ((Lord.))
Alexithymiaa: -His face relaxed and the muscles in his shoulders loosened as the pain gradually faded away, exhaling deeply. "Better." // The nurse nodded to him and gently eased him back, adjusting the pillow behind him and turning to dispose of the syringe into the biohazard bin thing. "I suppose... but it's unlikely."-
Musik: -SHe turned to look at Remy, rolling her eyes slightly before looking back to Bryan.- "Are you okay?"
Tsaaq: He darted his eyes a moment. "So he's not gonna shit? That's good. Hear that buddy, you're not gonna shit." Remy turned to Bryan.
Alexithymiaa: "Stop." Bryan grunted at Remy, his eyes peering down to his left knee where the rest of his leg once was. "Fine." // The nurses added a few things to his chart before disappearing out of the room.-
Musik: -She watched his face and dropped her eyes down to her hands, picking at her nails.-
Tsaaq: He started to chuckle a little bit then shrugged. "I'm just saying." He looked between the two of them and sputtered his lips uneasily. "Anybody want some snacks or something...?" He asked with one of his eyebrows raised.
Alexithymiaa: "Burgerrssssss." He mumbled in desperation even though this fuck cant even eat on his own.-
Musik: -She looked at Remy, then Bryan, then back to Remy.- "Steph said she was gonna bring back burgers when she came back after practice.-
Musik: "*
Tsaaq: "Oh man, how long is that gonna take?" Remy asked after just gaping at Bryan. "I want a burger but if it's late I'll have to leave."
Alexithymiaa: -Bryan rolled his eyes, letting out a groan. "I'm hungry."-
Musik: -She shrugged looking at her phone.- "It'll probably be awhile.." -She looked at Bryan, then Remy.- "Do you guys want me to go get you food?"
Tsaaq: He looked at Bryan with his eyebrow raised. "Yeah that's what it sounds like, also I want food and shit so... Stuff." He trailed off.
Alexithymiaa: "Just food." He said, sliding his hand across the blanket toward Aubrey.-
Musik: -She watched his hand and put hers on his as she pushed up to her feet, noding her head.- "I'll be back." -She walked over to the couch grabbing her purse off of it, moving out of the room to exit the hospital and walk across the stree to get food.-
Tsaaq: "Burgers and shit. And fries." he called out and looked over to Bryan. "So buddy, what do you want to do while we wait?" He asked in a high pitched voice.
Alexithymiaa: "Eat." He said in a small voice, the corners of his mouth turning up into a smirk. He tried to laugh, but only coughed into his oxygen mask.-
Musik: -After waiting in line and ordering their food, she pulled her phone out and sent off a text, standing back waiitng for her number to be called.-
Tsaaq: Remy shook his head at Bryan. "No friend, we can't eat yet. Aubrey isn't bad. We have to wait for her and shit. Then we can eat... Unless they have hospital food you've been hiding which I doubt."
Alexithymiaa: -He inhaled deeply and closed his eyes, the dull return of pain in his leg tearing his focus from the rumbling in his stomach. "Hows things?"-
Musik: -She sent back another text and walked up when she heard her number. She grabbed the food and the drinks before moving to walk out of the building, across the street to the hospital. She walked back in and moved down the hallway to Bryan's door. She walked in and held up the bag of food, setting the drinks on a table that's defiently in there because hospitals have little tray things. they do. She placed the bag down and opened it up, tossing a burger to Remy before looking at Bryan.- "Can you lift your hand up to your mouth?" -She asked grabbing the other burger, unwrapping it halfly for him.-
Tsaaq: "Eh, it's okay. I miss school. Think I'm gonna enroll in outpatient treatment soon-" He began to answer before seeing Aubrey return. "Awesome." he took his burger and unwrapped it cause excitement over burgers.
Alexithymiaa: -He bent his arm at the elbow, lifting it up, but not able to move his elbow from the bed. His eyes slowly dropped, defeated as fuck because he couldn't even feed himself right now.-
Musik: -She watched his eyes and moved her free hand to lay his hand back down agianst the bed. She moved the mask from his face and held the burger to his lips so he could take a bite.-
Tsaaq: Remy looked a little sad while watching Bryan then went to take a bite out of his burger. He just watched Aubrey and Bryan while eating. "Well... This is really good."
Alexithymiaa: -He lifted his head slightly off the pillow, opening his mouth to take a bite of the burger and chewing very slowly. "Mmmmm..."-
Musik: -She moved to lean against the side of the bed gently so it didnt bother him at all. She moved over to put the straw into the cup, nodding to the other two cups there.- "Remy thier both pepsi if you want one." -She said and held it next to Bryan so he could take ad rink if he wanted one.-
Tsaaq: "Oh yeah totally." Remy took one of them and sipped it but he wasn't good at holding too many things in his hands unless they were boobs. "I'm gonna have to leave soon, which sucks but yeah."
Alexithymiaa: -He leaned to take a sip of the soda, kind of just melting into happiness because greasy burgers and soda. He swallowed what was in his mouth, looking to Remy. "Okay. Thanks."_
Musik: -She turned to look at Remy, sending him a weak smile.- "Thanks for coming by, Rem."
Tsaaq: He nodded as he got up. "See you guys around okay?" He said as he munched on his burger on his way out of the hospital room. "Get well soon Bryan." he called out before leaving the hospital and going back to the facility and stuff.
Alexithymiaa: "Cliche." He spoke back to Remy, moving forward to take another bite of the burger before settling back.-
Tsaaq: ((How))
Tsaaq: ((You have one leg.))
Alexithymiaa: (THATS NOT GOING TO GET BETTER, REMY.)
Musik: -She watched him leave and turned back to Bryan.- "Steph said she's coming back up."
Alexithymiaa: -He rolled his eyes and swallowed the burger in his mouth, letting out a sigh. "Okay..."-
Musik: "I told her she could go home, but she wants to be here.." -She said moving to sit in the chair next to him, shifting the burger to her other hand.-
Alexithymiaa: "I figured." He tipped his head back and closed his eyes.-
Musik: "Are you done eating?" -She asked looking at the burger in her hand.-