[M4F] You're Everything I Dreamed You Would Be

[sounds of sheets ruffling]
Come in close, closer... right... [sighs happily] right here. My arm goes here, around you, and your legs follow mine and... yesss, god yes. This is exactly how I imagined it. You, wrapped up in my arms, fit together like puzzle pieces, my breath in my hair, my arm around you. This is how we described it would be on the phone, right? It sounded so perfect then and now... well, i didn't think it could possibly be any better, but this /definitely/ is.

I can feel your heart racing, you know. No, don't; don't feel bad, don't pull away. I was just going to say that... it makes me feel better for being so nervous, too. There were some nights when I thought that this would never come; that you were just some phantom online, that this was all some huge prank, that you weren't who you said you were or... God, any number of horrible things. I clung to this dream of us being together, of us making this real, of all of these promises one day coming true and... here you are. Even with your arms around me like this, it still feels like a dream... like it's too good to be true, y'know?

I'm rambling, aren't I? [Chuckles] You always let me ramble, it's part of what I love about you. You never seemed to have a problem with just letting me talk. I know, I know... my voice is music, you'd say, or hearing me talk is relaxing or whatever romantic fluff you'd spout to get me to melt for you. You've always been good at that. You were always so, y'know, smooth and charming, that I worried that I was just another guy in your harem... until I realized that we spent so much time together online that you didn't have any time to cheat on me. [Mock haughty] One might even say you were obsessed. Then again, what's not to obsess over? I'm pretty amazing.

[laughing] Oh, is that right? C'mere... Okay, okay, no tickling! That was part of the rules. You do remember the rules, don't you? I don't tickle you [sigh] and you won't go looking for my porn collection on your computer. Pervert. [giggles] Not that I'll be needing it much longer, now that you're here, right? [Chuckles, moan] Mmmn, baaaaby... that's not tickling, that's... something else. [Breathy moan] Baby... I, just... baby no, please? Just... not yet, okay? No no no, you're okay, you're fine; stay here, stay close... hold me again. Soon, maybe sooner than you think, just... not tonight. Not yet.  Okay?

No, I'm not mad. Of course not. To be honest, I'm kind of surprised you didn't go for it sooner... and to be /really/ honest, I... I want it too. But... it's... it's strange, y'know? I've only just met you in person a few hours ago, and in a lot of ways it's still... new. Like we're starting all over. I love you; I've loved you for years, and as soon as I saw you, I knew deep down that all of those feelings were justified, but... this is like a fresh start for us, y'know? And I just want to take our time with it, that's all. [Deep, self-calming breath] You've no idea how hard it is to say that, with you finally here and with... with all we've done over the phone, and on the webcam and... God, everything else. And you're so, /so/ much hotter than you said you would be. Yes, you are! And by the way? [sheets ruffling sound] I don't care what you say, that is a very nice ass. Now... down, girl.

[Giggling, pause, sigh... tone shift to whispers]

Baby? Do you believe we're actually doing this? Has it all... sunk in for you yet? [Sigh of relief] Yeah, me neither. We talked about it for years, planned and hoped, staying up late every night, falling asleep with the webcam still on, waking up with the imprint of the headset on our faces. And now, finally... you're here. This is real, this is us, and our... our future can begin together. [Soft laugh] That's right, one day at a time. We finally made it.

Baby?

I love you.

[pause]

Yeah, you better. [Giggles] Let's go to sleep, sweetie, okay? For once, I want to be able to end the night without having to disconnect.

Mmn. Thank you, baby. For coming out here. For making this happen, for... for being real, and for being mine.

Good night.

[Pause, squirming sounds]

[Said with an innocent/playful smile] Baaaaby? Still awake? I was... I was just wondering. Is it too late to change my mind about... y'know, "not tonight"?

[Giggles]

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