BB Fastbear Letter 2

Dear Big Bear,

I hope this letter finds you well! My previous letter on truth, will, and consciousness was well recieved so I'm back with a second serving. This letter was inspired heavily by the stream you did recently on reality fractals. Could it be that these fractals are the structure of the spirit realm? What is the truth and who gets to define it? If the truth is pre-defined, what authority do we have in a reality that God has already written? What would God need humanity for in a creation that is already finished? There is a paradox here, and I believe that creation is always both finished and never finished. Our role in is beautiful and necessary, but I'll get to that later.

I talked before about will and truth and that they are polar opposites from the future and past. Will and truth are also the word of God, and the name of God. What is in a word, and what is in a name? Adam was assigned the task of naming all the animals in the garden. I believe the act of naming involves so much more than assigning a word to something. To name something, is to project your will onto it, giving it identity, meaning, and life. It is a life giving act, something that co-mingles the inner spirit realm with the outer material realm. The Father, who represents God's Will, is the nameless one who names all. In comparisson to the ultimate masculinity that is The Father, everything is feminine, because everything is named by him, and he is named by no one. The Father is also The Word, but this Word is unlike any word we can speak, because a word only defines one thing, while THE word defines all things. The Word is pure spirit- the future polarity. The creative unwritten.

The opposite polarity to creative Will is created Truth, which is the name of God. I would argue that this is The Holy Spirit, because it is the spirit set apart from spirit. This ultimate femininity is the canvas of the cosmos, which recieves of The Word. The Father is the un-namable namer, but The Mother is that which is the name of all: Truth. While the Father is the internal projector that can never be seen, The Mother is the external projection that is completely undeniable. Indeed, everything The Father calls by name is true. If asked for their definition of God, many would say he is the first cause, but more than that, God is the first cause and the final effect. The alpha and the omega. Even though cause can not be seen, it can see its reflection in the mirror of effect, and this mirror that shows the truth is the past polarity.

The way I think about time is weird because the way I see it, time is kind of an illusion. We are not moving through time but time is moving through us, as we are always in the present. Past and future are opposite polarities, and the present is the field between them, with the center as the I, or God's Mind. The mind is what pairs every cause with effect and every effect with a cause. Cause and effect are only and ever joined by the mind. Every pairing becomes a quantum entanglement- a marriage. This is how I believe synchronisities occur. It is literally the synchronization of truth and will repeating itself. The I is the mediator that does this, CONSCIOUSLY. I mentioned before that masculinity is the will that pursues truth and femininity is the truth that recieves will. Another bear accurately pointed out that this is perfect description of logos and pathos. Logos is cause's conscious projection on effect- the builder, and pathos is effect's conscious receptivity of cause - the nurturer.

Past, present, and future are all eternal absolutes that are synergistic. The presence of consciousness is sort of like a cup that can be filled with different bits of truth and will in infinite combinations, and this brings me back to the concept of fractals. The will realm is its own fractal, and the truth realm is its own fractal. Each fractal is finished- God's Will is God's Will, and the Truth is the Truth, but what is not finished is the integration of both TOGETHER. This is why humanity is necessary, because who can integrate the parts without someone to authentically play the parts? God is the whole, and thus is omnipotent in his will and omniscient of the truth, but the I is omnipresent. God could not play the parts without becoming the many, inhabiting his own creation. The great work of humanity is integration of the two polarities. This is the bridegroom talked about in the bible. Every human being on earth plays a part in the body of Christ by carrying the light of consciousness. God (The Father) so loved the world (The Mother) that he gave his only son (His Consciousness, as us) so that we may not perish but have eternal life. This is what I believe is the meaning of this verse.

A third of God resides at the beginning of time. Another third resides at the end of time. When the part at the end calls the part at the beginning, the whole universe is created, and the one who makes the journey is the last third. It comes through us as a gift called the present. Spirituality is all about hearing the call. "No one comes to The Father except through me." Everyone has a calling, which is where the expression "my calling" comes from. The Word calls all by name, and the Truth is the name by which it is called.

You've talked before about authority and how the word comes from being the author. The author is the one who writes the script, making him the authority of the story he is writing. All of our lives are stories, stories that we tell ourselves about ourselves, becoming the truth in our own mind. We name our own lives through our word, which is our inner beliefs and intentions. Our inner beliefs and intentions is our portion of the will fractal, and the conditions that result is the portion of the truth fractal that corresponds to it. These conditions are the authored, or authorized part. The Father is the ultimate authority who has authorship over all. God has already named the truth, so what can we do other than discover the it, and what can we do with it if it has already been named? I was thinking along these lines, and wondered if there was a word in the same family that would apply to the journeyor, the consciousness that is the process itself. Then it hit me.

AUTHENTICITY.

Authenticity is thing that integrates truth and will, but it does not try to write the truth itself, it knows that is already done by God. It does not try to control the will either, because it knows that authentic will can have no intention other than the highest possible good. The authentic will loves the truth, and the authentic truth needs no advocate, because it stands on its own as the untouchable truth, defined by no one but God. We are authenticators of God's creation, here to complete the most complicated authentication process of all time: the integration of God's creation. This is done through love, as love is the frequency that joins the fractals of truth and will in the most beautiful way possible. The trinity is literally The Good, The True, and The Beautiful.

There is a lot more I wanted to say, but I feel like this letter is long enough. I haven't even gotten to the inverted, upside down triangle that represents the gay god of death as opposed to the God of life, and how we can use our consciousness to serve one or the other. I'll have to save that gravy for next time.

Thanks for being one of the most authentic voices on the internet. The power of that cannot be overstated.
- Fastbear