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  1. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:37 PM): Yo.
  2. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:37 PM): Yeah?
  3. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:38 PM): I wanted to give you an apology.
  4. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:38 PM): Who's this?
  5. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:38 PM): Shika, well, the old owner
  6. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:38 PM): Eh? For what?
  7. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:40 PM): Well, I was a real dick and I was going through a lot of mental, emotional and etc. Problems that I deflected by being very unpleasant at times along with hurting a lot of people I wish I didn't. I wanted to come back and apologize to everyone I could for the way I was and any harm I may have caused.
  8. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:47 PM): I'm not sure what you're talking about. We hardly spoke. If you didn't do something specific to myself in particular, an apology to me is rather redundant. The only reason why I didn't care for you personally, was due to your compulsive lying about the most ludicrous of things and your incessant need to boast for validation.
  9. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:48 PM): That's a good reason not to like someone, haha.
  10. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:48 PM): Quite.
  11. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:49 PM): All right, well glad I got that cleared up, I don't really have a motive other than to clear the air, was wondering if you could do me a favor though!
  12. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:50 PM): Nothing too serious, just need you to pass a message if you don't mind.
  13. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:50 PM): Depends on what and to whom.
  14. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:51 PM): Just an apology to Naruko
  15. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:51 PM): No.
  16. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:53 PM): All right, no worries, I'll send it to her account and hope it's received- I understand you've most likely heard ill things about me and they're all valid, which is why I'm just sending them out, I have no intentions on talking again or anything, just as I said, clearing the air.
  17. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:54 PM): There's no one else on for me to address so I'll head off, hope all goes well in whatever you got going on
  18. gaara (11/23/2019, 11:57 PM): Unbeknownst to you, I was the one who advised her not to speak with you anymore. This is not only because of things I've heard, but things I've experienced myself first hand as well. Naruko is precious to me and she trusts my judgment. I intend to protect her, so she's already been made aware of this as we speak. Your chances of getting through are weak, I'm afraid.
  19. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:58 PM): Well, you're a good friend, man, I would have done the same thing, it's hard to watch a friend constantly be mistreated
  20. shikayes (11/23/2019, 11:59 PM): I also understand it's hard to trust my sincerity given my inconsistency, which is why I don't expect and I can't justify any reason why I should be given it
  21. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:00 AM): Which is honestly why I didn't want to message her myself
  22. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:02 AM): It's personally hard for me to think about what I did and how I treated people, I just want that to be known and as long as that's noted I won't bother her or you ever again!
  23. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:04 AM): What inspired this supposed change, exactly?
  24. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:05 AM): Being humbled, living life, I guess, as you said, I always sought validation from other but now I have validation for myself, and having that made me really shaneful of the actions I don't take pride in commiting.
  25. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:06 AM): What the hell happened that managed to humble you of all people? I'm not trying to argue, but it's no exaggeration to say you were extremely egotistical to the point where it was genuinely cringeworthy.
  26. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:07 AM): Oddly enough finding happiness
  27. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:07 AM): Gag.
  28. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:08 AM): Yeah, I know, I hate all that lovey dovey mumbo jumbo too, but if I can elaborte a bit
  29. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:08 AM): I was never at peace or happy with myself so I hid behind an ego/something I though would make me happy
  30. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:09 AM): Very immature, extremely cringeworthy as you said, but true
  31. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:11 AM): If you've changed, then admit right here and now that you in full conscience lied and exaggerated about numbers and fights. At one point you told me you fought and defeated 3 different Gaara. Ha ha. Tell me the truth if you've ascended above it.
  32. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:11 AM): I rarely ever fought on chatango
  33. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:11 AM): Never.
  34. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:12 AM): I did fight on here but it was never anything to boast about
  35. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:12 AM): In reality I never even enjoyed combat roleplay
  36. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:12 AM): At one point you said you were fighting outside chatango, and when I tried to call your bluff you said it was on a "complicated email format" that I couldn't possibly understand and refused to let me see it. You went above and beyond trying to impress.
  37. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:13 AM): Yeah, that was pretty stupid and I wish you didn't remind me because I didn't even remember that until now lol
  38. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:14 AM): I'm a really good writer, but I'm not a combat roleplay specialist
  39. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:14 AM): I have a scary good memory lol.
  40. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:14 AM): And i couldn't handle not being good at something so I overcompensated
  41. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:14 AM): You can tell everyone you know that I said it too
  42. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:15 AM): Eh, you can be. Even Naruko has pointed out you shoving in random words to fluff your paragraphs, "big" words that didn't make sense in the way you used them. You were genuinely good when you didn't try too hard, though.
  43. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:15 AM): Oh I don't talk to anyone on here anymore, it's all moved to discord.
  44. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:16 AM): Chat is ending sometime in 2020 when flash dies, so it's all meaningless.
  45. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:17 AM): Well. I was still pretty bad back then compared to now, I would use the thesaurus and junk to try and replace words so that the post wasn't repetitive and I think that's why sometimes they didn't make sense
  46. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:18 AM): I'd rather see a word used more than once than see a word you didn't know the meaning of.
  47. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:18 AM): But I'm a writer outside of roleplay that's the only reason I said that, I wasn't trying to flex lol
  48. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:18 AM): I'm enjoying this, by the way. Ahh.
  49. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:19 AM): I've gotten way better now that writing is more about expressing than a pissing contest to me lmao
  50. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:19 AM): And yeah, it's cool to revisit this dynamic, haha
  51. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:19 AM): Sure, Jan.
  52. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:20 AM): Also, you're right, chat is utterly pointless now
  53. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:21 AM): Mm.
  54. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:22 AM): I was surprised to even see anyone on for me to message, I thought I'd have to stumble upon a IG or something in the future in order to apoligize lol
  55. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:22 AM): I'm typically mobile now.
  56. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:23 AM): I love the amount of typos I'm having after talking about being a writer btw
  57. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:23 AM): Typos don't reflect your ability to write, but your ability to proof read.
  58. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:23 AM): That makes me feel warm inside.
  59. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:25 AM): What do you even do on here anymore that you can't do on Discord?
  60. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:27 AM): Keep in touch with anyone that doesn't have my discord, keep my accounts active until the site dies. It might get picked up by someone else, who knows.
  61. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:27 AM): Oh yeah, I know the guy who got my acc pretended to be me for a while which was wierd..
  62. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:28 AM): People thought I was playing a prank or something.
  63. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:28 AM): One time I made a temp account and the Kakazu account thought I was kidding when I said I deleted all my originals
  64. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:28 AM): Despite admitting to lying in the past, that doesn't necessarily mean I will suddenly trust what you say. I'll have to take that statement with a grain of salt.
  65. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:29 AM): Well, Nettovage isn't the brightest bulb either.
  66. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:29 AM): I mean the person who owns it atm though
  67. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:29 AM): Yeah. Nettovage.
  68. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:30 AM): I always kept my same edit and shit because I didn't know how to code LOL
  69. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:30 AM): You were easy to spot.
  70. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:30 AM): Which is why I was surprised that people thought I changed up
  71. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:30 AM): Eh. I don't really see anyone gaining anything by pretending to be you.
  72. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:31 AM): That's why I was surprised lol!
  73. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:31 AM): Like, I left because I hated the past tied to it
  74. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:31 AM): I don't know why anyone would want it
  75. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:31 AM): It's not as though your reputation could be worsened either, so.
  76. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:32 AM): It's sort of a punch up situatuon
  77. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:34 AM): I guess he could've made an Uchiha OC
  78. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:34 AM): I couldn't care less regardless.
  79. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:34 AM): It's not like anything was done to stand out.
  80. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:34 AM): Nor could I, this sites lost all value to me
  81. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:35 AM): By the by, this is and has always been "Karin" since we are on the topic of truths.
  82. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:35 AM): I told everyone ages ago.
  83. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:36 AM): Everyone I liked, anyway.
  84. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:36 AM): I won't lie and say I knew but I never shook the theory
  85. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:37 AM): Glad to know though, thanks
  86. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:37 AM): Which reminds me of when you pretended to have an IP logger; when I quickly proved you did not, you backpedaled and said you had a friend with a government job that would check the IP address of chatango users upon your request. Ahaha. Which was obviously a lie, since you were unaware who I was.
  87. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): Retarded lies.
  88. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): Literally retarded.
  89. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): I do have a friend in the goverment
  90. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): But i would be so ashamed of him knowing i was on chat
  91. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): Id never ask for that shit LOL
  92. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:38 AM): I don't believe you.
  93. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:39 AM): That's a terrible use of resources and I'm pretty sure he could lose his job for that, right?
  94. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:40 AM): Like a friend can't just ask you to track someone
  95. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:40 AM): I don't understand what the fuck his job is anyways so it's a moot point lol
  96. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:40 AM): Undoubtedly, which is why I knew it was a lie. That was the funny thing about your lies, they weren't even believable, but entirely outrageous and blatantly obvious. Epic facepalm.
  97. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:41 AM): Ignorance was a good trait of mine back then lol
  98. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:41 AM): Among others.
  99. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:43 AM): This chats made me eveb more thankful about my self progression than I was before we started lmao
  100. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:43 AM): It's fun to laugh at what used to be so stressful
  101. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:44 AM): You stressed yourself out by constantly trying to compete.
  102. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:45 AM): Yep
  103. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:45 AM): Ludicrous.
  104. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:45 AM): I compete still, just at what I'm actually talented at
  105. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:45 AM): I'm sure.
  106. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:45 AM): I don't need to prove to be something I'm not when I can just be the best I can be at what my skillset is
  107. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:46 AM): Individualism is a blessing
  108. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:46 AM): I'm still sensing a prideful ego.
  109. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:47 AM): Not ego, confidence in your talents while recognizing you lack those that others have
  110. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:47 AM): I have pride just in wholesome things
  111. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:48 AM): Cocky.
  112. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:49 AM): So here's an example
  113. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:49 AM): Oh boy.
  114. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:50 AM): I'm have pride in how well I take care of myself
  115. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:51 AM): It's a talent of mine, a value for self preservation, it's not super unique, but it's a talent I'm proud to have
  116. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:51 AM): I'd say cockiness is if I used my talent to belittle someone else's, but we all have different definitions
  117. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:52 AM): You don't need to belittle others to be cocky.
  118. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:52 AM): What do you consider cocky
  119. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:52 AM): Acknowledgment of your talents or being boastful of them
  120. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:53 AM): Exactly what it means. Conceited or arrogant, especially in a bold or impudent way.
  121. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:53 AM): Nah, I'm way to self deprecating for that, self deprecation feeds my need to work
  122. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:54 AM): I'm proud of that though
  123. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:54 AM): So I'm cocky and not at the same time Ig
  124. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:54 AM): You haven't self-deprecated once?
  125. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:54 AM): This is self-fluffing is familiar. You talk about yourself entirely too much.
  126. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:55 AM): It's like you're waiting for me to ask you what it is that you do, so you can talk about yourself more if I'm being completely transparent.
  127. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:56 AM): I wouldn't want to share that, so I certainly don't want that
  128. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:56 AM): I was just trying to make comparisons
  129. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:56 AM): To understand your psyche
  130. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:56 AM): Well, your stance/views
  131. gaara (11/24/2019, 12:57 AM): It's like you only came back just to smear the narrative around that you're so woke and mature now lol. Colour me cynical.
  132. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:58 AM): Honestly, I didn't even plan to dive into why I changed or anything, I just wanted to answer your questions
  133. shikayes (11/24/2019, 12:59 AM): I don't plan to talk to anyone from here, I just wanted to say my apoligies and leave it at that
  134. gaara (11/24/2019, 1:00 AM): Didn't plan on it my ass. This is totally calculated, just admit it.
  135. gaara (11/24/2019, 1:00 AM): Eh, again it's not necessary to apologize to me.
  136. shikayes (11/24/2019, 1:00 AM): It's not, I'm sorry if it comes across that way
  137. gaara (11/24/2019, 1:00 AM): Mm.
  138. shikayes (11/24/2019, 1:01 AM): On that note, I think I've done everything I logged on to do
  139. gaara (11/24/2019, 1:01 AM): Bye.
  140. shikayes (11/24/2019, 1:01 AM): Again, hope all goes well in everything you have going on
  141.  
  142. Then he logged out. Notice how quickly he ran from the conversation as soon as I started calling him on his bullshit. LOL.
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