Welp. This happened lol.

Tsaaq: ((I can't remember if I was in here first or not.))
Covet: [NOT ME! lol I can post in though. It'd just be Ferg sitting in her office.]
Alexithymiaa: (I think it was me)
Alexithymiaa: -Adam pulled his truck into the parking lot of the therapy building, killing the engine and quickly slipping down out of the truck to walk around to the passenger side and pull Hayley's door open for her, offering her a hand to help her down out of the truck.-
Tsaaq: "Thanks Abs." Hayley said. She jumped from the truck and began to walk towards the building. She bit the inside of her cheek as she let her free hand run over the shaved part of her head.
Covet: Dr. Ferguson was in her office as usual wrapping up her report from her last patient while she waited for Adam and Hayley to come in for their appointment.
Alexithymiaa: "Hopefully this goes well tonight." He spoke in a somber voice, because he wasnt exactly thrilled with the way therapy had gone for the two of them thus far. Stepping into t he building, he held the door open for Hayley before walking forward to sign them in.-
Tsaaq: She gave a weak nod. Hayley sighed in reply as she walked through the door. "Thank you." She muttered and went up to the front desk. She signed in and went up the stairs and into the Dr. Ferguson's office, dropping down into her seat as soon as she reached it.
Covet: The doctor looked up seeing Hayley walk in and sit down, with Adam not far behind her. "Good Evening Hayley, Adam. Thank you for coming in.  How was your weekend?"
Alexithymiaa: -Adam turned to follow Hayley up the stairs and to Ferguson's office, slipping down into his own chair and folding his hands in his lap. "Our weekend was great, actually. We went to Comic Con with a couple of friends."-
Tsaaq: "Yeah what he said." She said. Her fingers played with the sleeves of her plaid shirt. "So yeah..." She trailed off awkwardly.
Covet: "Did you guys enjoy your selves? Do anything fun while you were there?" She asked them folding her hands together in front of them looking them over to take in their body language.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, we had a lot of run. We dressed up in cosplay and went to a bunch of cool panels and met some pretty famous writers. It was a really nice weekend." He turned to look over at Hayley, hoping she'd show as much enthusiasm for the weekend as he felt because it was like the best weekend of his life.-
Tsaaq: Hayley nodded and shrugged her shoulders a bit. "Yeah it was fun, cool people were there. All that stuff." She said. "And we hung out with our friends who came with us." She chimed in.
Covet: Dr. Ferguson looked at both of them nodding her head. "It seems like you enjoyed it quite a lot Adam, Hayley? You don't seem as enthused as Adam, is everything alright there?"
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, we were fortunate enough that our friends were able to provide this trip for us. Usually it's something that's pretty difficult to get tickets to." He smiled, looking over at Hayley again.-
Tsaaq: "Yeah, everything's alright." Hayley said with an annoyed roll of her eyes. "I just said I had a good time with Adam and my friends." She slouched in her seat, tapping her foot a bit.
Covet: "That's very nice of them. It's good to hear that you have friends like that looking out for you." Ferguson looked at Hayley seeing her look, " I heard you, but I'm not believing you. Unless it's something else that's bothering you? You don't seem very comfortable tonight." She said, observing looking at her.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam pursed his lips, sitting in silence because he was genuinely curious what might be on her mind, or if she really didnt enjoy Comic Con like he'd thought she had.-
Tsaaq: She scoffed a little. "I did have fun! How many times do I have to say it? Like Jesus Christ." Hayley said with an irritable tone. "Just because I'm not talking a whole bunch about it doesn't mean I enjoyed myself." She sighed again. "Something's always bothering me, that's a dumb question." She muttered, crossing her arms over her chest. "But Comic-con was a good time."
Covet: "Okay, so then what's bothering you?" Ferguson asked, looking at her with a soft smile. "I can't read minds, so I have to go off what I see, and I see that you're irritated, I hear that you're irritated. I just want to understand what you're thinking and what else is going on."
iKamal: [where is everyone? if you dont mind me asking]
Alexithymiaa: (Theyre in therapy)
iKamal: [good cause you all damn well need it you nut cases XD im kidding ]
Alexithymiaa: -Adam reached his hand out to put it on Hayley's shoulder, giving her a little reassuring squeeze.-
Tsaaq: Hayley rolled her eyes. "I'm fine." She said. "It's just my default disatisfaction with life that's probably not even real because I'm crazy-" She began to say as he took her hand. "So anyways, let's talk about something else." Hayley said, sitting up a bit.
Covet: "You're not crazy, and I think your dissatisfaction is real, And there's nothing wrong with that. But you're not fine, and that's okay too. We're here to talk about and help you, so you know you're going to be asked these questions, the more you fight it, the harder it's going to be to help you. And isn't that why we're here? So again I ask, What else is going on?"
Alexithymiaa: "The more you talk, the more you'll get out of coming every week." He spoke gently, rubbing his hand over her shoulder before recoiling it back into his lap.-
Tsaaq: "I'm not fighting it... I don't know." Hayley shrugged her shoulders. "I don't even know what to talk about to be honest." She said. "I need a new prescription for my sleep meds... Cause I threw mine out after our last session, cause I was pissed off. I don't remember why. Everything sort of blends together at this point it's hard to remember why I do things like that."
Covet: "I can get you that perscription. Do you want to talk about why you were mad last session?" Ferguson asked her focusing her attention on Hayley this week.
Covet: [Sorry meant to hit enter before I left to drop Sean off at work.]
Alexithymiaa: -Adam shifted in his chair a bit, staying quiet to let Hayley have the floor at the moment.-
Tsaaq: She shrugged her shoulders. "Well, like I said... I don't really remember why I was upset. I just was. So I threw my pills away and my nightmares started back so... I need them again." She pressed her lips together tightly.
Covet: "You understand that I can't just give you a perscription every time you get mad and throw them out right?" She said, "I need you to be a little more open and think back as to what you were angry about. That's something we need to adress."
Alexithymiaa: "Is that why you couldn't sleep in the hotel?" He asked gently, his face softening as he watched her.-
Tsaaq: "Wow, okay." Hayley said with a bit of an incredulous look. "I was under the impression that you're here to help. Sorry i'm emotional in general, in a heat of rage and misery I tossed my meds. And I can't pinpoint it. But maybe I'm starting to think it has to do with me not liking you as my therapist anymore. Especially now since you're basically forcing me to tell you shit just so I can sleep and try to function like a normal person."  She looked over to Adam nodding her head. "I haven't really been getting a lot of sleep since I did it to be honest." She told him.
Covet: Dr. Ferguson pursed her lips as she looked at Hayley as she went off. "I'm not here for you to like me. I'm not here to be your friend, I'm here to be a doctor. And by asking you these questions and requesting you to think about your actions, that's me doing my job. I'm not trying to force you to do anything, I have to ask these things.  You have a mental history that is delicate, and with that comes a different responsibility  when it comes to perscriptions. I'm sorry if that upsets you, It's just how it works. My hands are tied." Dr. Ferguson explained to her.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam chewed a little uncomfortably on the inside of his cheek, adjusting in his seat becausr this was intense. "Maybe... it might be easier if I kept track of your pills for you?" He asked.-
Tsaaq: Hayley's expression went blank as she looked away. "No. Fuck it. This bitch wants me to lay awake at night or dream of being fucked against my will repeatedly because I let my emotions get the best of me. Let's just move on cause I feel like we're wasting this session." She replied in a monotone.
Covet: "Hayley. I don't want you to lay awake or to have to dream of any of that. Which is why you were given those perscriptions to begin with. But if you are going to be careless with them, regardless of your reasons for doing so, there is consequences for that."  Dr. Ferguson said with a serious tone. "You can call me what you want, I said I would fill it for you, but I can't just give you a perscription  without questioning it further. Does that make sense?" She said. "Did you throw out any of your other medications when you were angry?"
Alexithymiaa: -Adam watched her face, genuinely wanting an answer to Dr. Ferguson's question.-
Tsaaq: "Okay. Got it. I'll keep that in my mind for future reference. Fantastic. I'm over this. Another session wasted and me leaving pissed off. Totally helping." Hayley said sarcastically as she stood. "I'm pretty sure i'm supposed to leave here feeling better or something." She sighed."I don't take any other meds yet so no."
Covet: "I'm not trying to waste this. And I'm not trying to piss you off. I'm doing my job. Any other doctor would tell you the same thing." She said sternly not budging watching her as she stood up. " I know this isn't easy. I told you in the begining it wouldn't be easy, but as I see it now, you're getting mad because you're not getting your way. We see this behavior in people who are seeking medication for other reasons. Do you understand that I as a doctor have to think of these things before I can give you what you're wanting." She said then heard her mention she wasn't on any other medications. "How? Who over saw this? With your history, they should have started you off with an anti depressant, and possibly a low dose anti anxiety or anti psychotic, before they ever started handing you sleeping pills. No wonder you're not feeling good." Ferguson frowned as she started looking through Hayley's file making sure that was correct.. "Someone's failed you here, and I am terribly sorry."
Alexithymiaa: "Well... is there any way we can fix that if that's incorrect medication?" He asked, trying to tread lightly here since Hayley was so riled up at this point.-
Tsaaq: Hayley because to pant a bit, covering both sides of her head. "Fuck you." She whispered, squeezing her eys shut as Ferguson spoke, trying to stop herself from crying. "I don't know what the fuck happened between being dragged to the hospital then strapped to a fucking bed THEN getting a fucking feeding tube shoved up nose into my throat. So honestly, once I got over here, it's hard to figure out what the fuck was supposed to be happening!" She said in a panicked huff. "I don't feel good because I'd rather be dead." Hayley muttered as she finally went to run for the door of the office.
Covet: "Hayley!.." Dr. Ferguson said as she got up from her desk, picking up her phone so that she could call security because now she couldn't ignore something like that. " Hayley please Stop." She said catching up with her, putting her hands on her shoulders. " I'm not blaming you for what happened and why you don't have the right medications. I'm sorry for whoever's fault that is, but I need you to stop and look at me.  We can get you the right medications so you don't feel like that. I don't want you to be dead, and I'm sure nobody else does either." The secuirty guards came up but were keeping their distance. "Please... I want to help you and it will be better than what happened, I'm going to fix this for you." She said trying to keep a calm tone with her.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam jumped up from his chair, following out of the office after Hayley along with Dr. Ferguson. "I think that maybe we should end the session here for tonight?" He asked, trying to give everyone a break.-
Tsaaq: She attempted to shrug Dr. Ferguson off her, almost shrieking once her hands met her. "Don't fucking touch me!" Hayley yelled before trying to get to the door. She looked to the floor as she hyperventilated, her body shaking. She heard the security gaurds enter the room and froze, remembering the hosptial once more. She began to sob since she couldn't really manage much else.
Covet: "Ending the session yes, but I can't let her leave tonight. With an exclamation like that and her current state, we have to consider her a suicide risk and keep her over night, under observation" She told Adam looking apologetic then saw Hayley break down. " I'll get a hold of her brother, his contact is in her file. I'm sorry abouot all of this Adam. " She said then stepped away from Hayley, still talking to her, "Hayley. I'm going to call your brother, and we're going to make sure you have a comfortable room tonight. I would like for you to go willingly, but if you choose not to, we'll have no choice but to sedate you."
Covet: *about
Alexithymiaa: "But..." He started in, stepping away when the security guard gestured for him to give them some room. "I dont think she meant it like that... I don't think this is really necessary..." He spoke again, taking another step back because the security guard was trying to move him out of the way even more. He sighed when they directed him to wait in the downstairs lobby, watching Hayley's face as he walked backward to the stairs before finally turning around and heading down to sit and wait for Remy I guess.-
Tsaaq: "What?" Her stomach dropped when she heard she had to stay the night. Hayley practically fell in her spot. "No! I don't want to!" She snivelled. She shook her head. "Don't call him!" She said. Her face fell when the security gaurd began to take Adam away. She attempted to run after them but was quickly snatched up by the other gaurd as she thrashed in his arms. "Put me down! Fuck off!" Hayley shouted, she resumed crying as she tried to fight her way from his grasp.
Covet: "We can't leave it to chance Adam. I'm sorry I am. We have to take these things seriously here." She said taking out her Cell phone to make a call to Remy so they could get a family member down there and update him with the situation as Adam was asked to move down to the lobby while an orderly came in to assist with getting Hayley to a room and probably sedated with the way she was fighting them. "I'm sorry Hayley, We have to follow protocol." Dr. Ferguson said with a frown while the line rang on the other end.
Tsaaq: Hayley cried until her face was red, not ceasing her yelling. Another orderly emerged and pulled off her shirt sleeve, the two held her down as they stuck the needle in her. Hayley sobbed quietly until she went limp, finally being dragged away to her room for the night.
Covet: [Poor Hayley :(  She just wants to feel better! ]
Tsaaq: (I knowww.))