I’m never going to be ready to see her but what I am going to be is secure financially stable mentally stable and mature enough to handle the situation when I’m ready for it regardless if I’m right or not there are some prerequisites and requirements that I must procure for my own safety and well-being I know I’m stupid which is why I spent so much time thinking to make sure I don’t act stupid so people only see me acting smart

That’s what I’m gonna walk on the streets downtown Hamilton so I’m gonna try to kill me That’s incriminating don’t be suspicious