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- quiet
- clock is ticking
- white bland ceiling
- no one speaking
- cant even hear my own breathing
- is this heaven or is this just my mind?
- my inner sanctum noiseless me confined
- my innocence is long gone, no longer kind
- this cant be heaven there is no god to find
- seven mortal sins long done, odd
- look at me cant even think flawed, in sane
- yet still i prefer insanity over the mundane
- as you sit there staring
- at a white ceiling
- in the quiet times
- live in dark crimes
- As Jekyll stares at the corpse of Mr Hyde
- my lifes autopsy will kill the coroner
- i confide
- in losing my mind in silence as the noise grows louder
- apathy builds resistance as noise destroys doubters
- smell of gun powder hangs in the air
- fuck your idea of karma
- this wasnt fair
- i murdered myself
- i aint living
- fuck im barely surviving
- seeing all their bullshit daily existence failing
- at quieting their noise their silence unveiling
- but im running
- running from the pain running from the memory
- running from the image of her face pressed against me
- FUCK THAT LIVING
- fuck her sealing her lips on mine
- fuck me lying saying im fine
- fuck her ignoring my pain
- fuck her own suffering from her lie
- fuck us not being sane and wanting to fucking die
- where the fuck is your honesty?
- where the fuck is my humanity?
- how da fuck am i supposed to deal with an eternity of pain, of suffering of internal hell wondering if i was alone or if i could finally be free if i could be my own or if i could finally be relieved of this mundane existence and not go insane via retribution and elevation of mind intelligence saving me all of them saying im smart but lazy im not smart im not above you im a god im better im a monster I JUST WANT IT TO STOP
- JUST FUCKING SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP
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