Blade says: (3:24:39 PM)

Now to serious business.

Blade says: (3:25:05 PM)

First and foremost an apology

Blade says: (3:25:18 PM)

From you Neth.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:25:32 PM)

hm...

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:26:47 PM)

I'm sorry to all three of you. For my behavior, and my jealous streak. I promise I'm working on it, and that I'm trying my hardest to fix what is wrong with me. I take full responsiblity for the way things are now, and I hope to one day mend things.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:27:13 PM)

I can't seem convincing enough, maybe. But actions are better than words.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:27:21 PM)

So you guys will just have to give me time, yeah?

Blade says: (3:27:28 PM)

Yup.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:27:38 PM)

I wasn't contacted by you. Only here cause of bro.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:27:39 PM)

u.u

Blade says: (3:27:52 PM)

We can't be expected to be buddy buddy with you so at ease

Blade says: (3:28:01 PM)

Yeah Vermis is still sore about it.

Blade says: (3:28:43 PM)

No one likes hearing from someone else somebody hates them

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:29:04 PM)

mhm

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:29:23 PM)

I didn't say I hated you guys. I said I hated the friendship you guys had, and how I wanted something like that. Ryx admitted that.

Blade says: (3:29:33 PM)

We saw it copy pasted

Blade says: (3:29:39 PM)

Where you said despised

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:29:54 PM)

Like I said, jealousy.

Blade says: (3:30:04 PM)

We could of sabotaged you and made a deal out of this too

Blade says: (3:30:14 PM)

I knew you'd be back to Gaia and you were easy enough to track down

Blade says: (3:30:21 PM)

But we left you alone

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:30:54 PM)

I didn't try to hide so much as planned. I figured if I left you guys alone, we could keep our distance.

Blade says: (3:31:10 PM)

But now we have to be around one another to try to get along

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:31:13 PM)

I'm just a little sore you contact B and you contact Altar and yeah...i wasn't nearly as good as friends as the three of your I suppose but still...I had to contact you to figure out what was happening and even now I only know about all of this because of him. So...

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:31:54 PM)

That's not it, Vermis. I know I hurt you to. I just don't know how to make it up to you. Because you were the innocent one of this. I think I owe you more than just an apology.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:32:33 PM)

I think so too. :/

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:32:44 PM)

But...what can you do?

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:32:53 PM)

Whatever you want me to.

Blade says: (3:33:05 PM)

Honestly part of why I got so angry at you was the sudden dislike for Vermis XD I didn't understand why the anger at him

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:33:48 PM)

It was more of a problem between B and I. I looked at you two and saw a good friendship, while ours was on ice.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:33:53 PM)

I took it out on you guys.

Blade says: (3:33:57 PM)

And I'll be curt and up front now and say I wasn't jealous of you with B

Blade says: (3:34:11 PM)

I disliked you because you seemed like not such a nice person

Blade says: (3:34:48 PM)

I didn't want B to keep letting herself get verbally slapped around so I got angry

Blade says: (3:34:57 PM)

My apologies if it seemed like jealousy or something trivial

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:36:05 PM)

B knows how to deal with me more than anyone else. She knows everything about me, and why I do certain things. I don't want to use that as an excuse, I know I've been horrible to her in the past. She was there when I was at my worst, and I took it out on her.

Blade says: (3:37:06 PM)

I nearly ended my friendship with her last night and walked away from her for good out of fear I was becoming someone like the old you

Blade says: (3:37:29 PM)

The fact she brought me up to someone else worried me and felt a bit like betrayel

Blade says: (3:37:41 PM)

The way you worded that PM you sent me honestly pissed me the Hell off

Blade says: (3:38:06 PM)

I realize I got a temper though

Blade says: (3:38:13 PM)

And I do have my faults

Blade says: (3:38:44 PM)

But I've decided if I can't learn to shut down my anger

Blade says: (3:38:51 PM)

And to just keep my mouth shut about what's upsetting me

Blade says: (3:39:05 PM)

Then I'm ending things with both of you, B and Neth. For B's own good

B says: (3:40:01 PM)

I want you to both know that any and all stress I have is my own fault. You two can't continually blame yourselves. I'm not some kid. I have to learn to deal. I have my own issues. I cling too tightly to people and create my own stress.

Blade says: (3:40:03 PM)

So it's more than just you who has to change Neth at least XP

B says: (3:40:20 PM)

If I can't juggle my own life that's my own fault. It has nothing to do with either of you

B says: (3:40:39 PM)

I just need to be better about babying. Cause that's what I do

B says: (3:40:44 PM)

I baby the hell out of people

B says: (3:41:05 PM)

I kinda have to get over my own friends death...i'm so afraid to lose people I stress myself out trying to keep them.

Blade says: (3:41:29 PM)

I know I haven't been the greatest friend to her, and honestly none of us have. I had a long talk with her tonight, and she's in a lot of pain. Everyone fighting over her attention and affection is really starting to tear her apart, and it's killing me to know that I'm a part of it. Whether you believe me or not, I want to make her feel better. If you're willing, I'm willing to start a friendship

Blade says: (3:41:40 PM)

over with you. I know you have a lot of problems, and maybe if I listened every once in awhile so B can...you know, have a break of sorts would be helpful.Vice versa, of course.

Blade says: (3:41:47 PM)

I want you both to explain that to me

Blade says: (3:41:51 PM)

That bit of Neth's letter.

Blade says: (3:41:57 PM)

I need to know what was said

B says: (3:42:39 PM)

I just told her that I don't feel like i'm giving everyone the attention they deserve or need and I don't know what to do about showing that I care and love everyone

Blade says: (3:42:49 PM)

"I know you have a lot of problems, and maybe if I listened every once in awhile so B can...you know, have a break of sorts would be helpful." Specially this line

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:44:26 PM)

Well, I know in my case whenever I'm upset I go to B. Don't you? I know my constant ranting is putting a strain on her, even if she doesn't show it. I figured the same for you, since you two seem to talk alot. Maybe have someone else hear the load once in a while, so it doesn't have to plague her mind. It was mostly meaning towards me, but like I said...I don't know how often you two talk.

Blade says: (3:44:52 PM)

How did you know I have problems then

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:45:22 PM)

You had problems when we were talking, Altar.

Blade says: (3:45:29 PM)

That was ages ago

Blade says: (3:45:36 PM)

Last year

Blade says: (3:45:41 PM)

It's Feb

Blade says: (3:45:45 PM)

2011

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:45:50 PM)

Altar.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:46:03 PM)

She doesn't tell me your business, if that's what you're thinking.

B says: (3:46:16 PM)

Yeah but i've told her that you have problems and that you don't talk to me about them anymore and i'm worried

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:46:31 PM)

I don't know any details, nothing.

Blade says: (3:47:09 PM)

I have severe trust issues, that one's pretty obvious

Blade says: (3:47:17 PM)

So to hear that from someone like Neth

Blade says: (3:47:21 PM)

In the midst of nowhere

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:47:25 PM)

Like me?

Blade says: (3:47:29 PM)

Like you

Blade says: (3:47:32 PM)

You said you hated me once

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:48:08 PM)

I don't hate you, altar. I can't stress it enough. I was jealous. Just jealous.

Blade says: (3:48:14 PM)

Vermis even suggested maybe you sent me that PM just to sabotage my faith in B a bit

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:48:24 PM)

Oh?

Blade says: (3:48:25 PM)

But we ruled that out

Blade says: (3:48:44 PM)

Your reputation with us isn't so great

Blade says: (3:48:59 PM)

I'm not going to sugar-coat it

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:49:11 PM)

Yeah.

Blade says: (3:49:16 PM)

I want to get along with you for B's sake but yeah you pissed me off quite a bit

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:49:53 PM)

That won't happen if you don't let it go and trust me.

Blade says: (3:50:01 PM)

I'm never going to trust you

Blade says: (3:50:09 PM)

I can forgive

Blade says: (3:50:13 PM)

But I won't forget

Blade says: (3:50:25 PM)

I'm always going to wonder when the next time you'll declare your hate for me will be

Blade says: (3:50:34 PM)

Or when you'll defriend us

Blade says: (3:50:51 PM)

And because of this little mess not being handled on the spot I don't trust B fully anymore

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:17 PM)

I told you I'm working on changing what is wrong.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:20 PM)

It's your turn.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:28 PM)

I'm not going to sugar coat it either, Altar.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:33 PM)

I'm not the only one at faul.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:35 PM)

*fault

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:42 PM)

You think I'm the only one who causes her pain?

Blade says: (3:51:45 PM)

I broke down crying on B like a little bitch last night

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:48 PM)

I'm trying to do something about it.

Blade says: (3:51:49 PM)

I am well aware I'm a bad guy

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:51 PM)

So did I.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:51:57 PM)

So drop this mess.

Blade says: (3:52:05 PM)

I'm getting it out now

Blade says: (3:52:21 PM)

If I don't it's going to linger until I snap about it. Tempermental remember?

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:52:45 PM)

It needs to be more than that.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:52:50 PM)

Or the same thing is going to happen.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:52:59 PM)

I have a jealousy issue.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:53:02 PM)

you have a temper.

Blade says: (3:53:14 PM)

Well it'll be easy to handle now

Blade says: (3:53:24 PM)

I am not going to be as close to B anymore, no need for you to be jealous

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:53:34 PM)

Stop it.

Blade says: (3:53:36 PM)

Because I refuse to stress her out with my bull shit problems

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:53:39 PM)

Stop it right now.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:53:54 PM)

You're taking this in a whole other ballpark.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:54:04 PM)

This is between you and I. And Vermis,if she's still there.

Blade says: (3:54:07 PM)

What else can I do

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:54:25 PM)

Let it go. I said I'm sorry, I said I'm changing. We all have things we can change.

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:54:37 PM)

No more blaming and pointing the finger

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:54:41 PM)

fml I'm gonna be late.

Blade says: (3:54:51 PM)

You'd best go then XP

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:55:08 PM)

I'm bringing my laptop

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:55:13 PM)

-sob-

[c=#8B8B8B]|~M i t s u~|[/c] says: (3:55:16 PM)

I'll be back in a bit,

Blade says: (3:55:24 PM)

Kaaaay Nethz

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:55:42 PM)

bye

Blade says: (3:55:54 PM)

/swats Vermis

Blade says: (3:55:56 PM)

Capitals

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anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:56:25 PM)

 She already left.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (3:56:26 PM)

u.u

Blade says: (3:56:28 PM)

You gonna' type now B? >: P

B says: (3:56:38 PM)

busy crying

B says: (3:56:45 PM)

uno momento. XD

Blade says: (3:57:17 PM)

Why are you crying? You know Old Yeller had to die D :

B says: (3:58:23 PM)

XD Yeah he did...or they could have let him out and let him bite people and he'd turn into Cujo

Blade says: (3:59:04 PM)

I hate Cujo

Blade says: (3:59:08 PM)

Why were you crying?

Blade says: (4:01:26 PM)

B

Blade says: (4:01:27 PM)

>>

Blade says: (4:01:31 PM)

Eat yo' chicken later.

Blade says: (4:01:44 PM)

Answer Bladey time naos

B says: (4:01:56 PM)

I wasn't eating. >> I was abusing stuffed pokemon

Blade says: (4:02:02 PM)

XD Stop that.

Blade says: (4:02:04 PM)

Now fess up

Blade says: (4:02:21 PM)

I dislike you hiding emotions and I want you to be honest. You know this.

Blade says: (4:02:28 PM)

I've preached at you forever to say it like it is

Blade says: (4:02:30 PM)

Now out with it

B says: (4:02:54 PM)

Cause i'm blaming myself for losing you. I gained one friend back and lost another.

Blade says: (4:03:05 PM)

You didn't lose me

Blade says: (4:03:13 PM)

I'm still here

Blade says: (4:03:17 PM)

I'll still be here

Blade says: (4:03:34 PM)

Stop QQ'ing

Blade says: (4:03:46 PM)

Unless you QQ chocolate milk

Blade says: (4:03:47 PM)

>: O

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:04:18 PM)

that's from her tit. <3 No her tears...get it right

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:04:20 PM)

XD

B says: (4:04:24 PM)

XDDDD

Blade says: (4:04:25 PM)

XD

B says: (4:04:44 PM)

Be right back though. Gotta go switch over laundry.

Blade says: (4:04:58 PM)

Okay, no QQ'ing though. Srs.

Blade says: (4:05:00 PM)

Sing.

Blade says: (4:05:03 PM)

You sing nicely.

Blade says: (4:08:12 PM)

ruronri says:
...*looks at pics of herself* i could SO pass of a really femi guy
Blade says:
XDD
Blade says:
You have too cute facial structure for that
ruronri says:
pshh
ruronri says:
my face is really long
Blade says:
Like noodle

Blade says: (4:08:18 PM)

I'm do mean.

Blade says: (4:08:20 PM)

so*

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:08:36 PM)

nodle

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:08:38 PM)

*noodle

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:08:38 PM)

XD

Blade says: (4:10:12 PM)

Veeeeeeeerm

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:18 PM)

brooooo

Blade says: (4:10:26 PM)

I said I was sick in the thread

Blade says: (4:10:32 PM)

Cause I'mfeeling a bit unwell

Blade says: (4:10:37 PM)

And Hale raped me QQ

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:40 PM)

Why? Yout tunny again?

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:42 PM)

XP

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:44 PM)

*tummy

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:45 PM)

dammit

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:47 PM)

i can't type

Blade says: (4:10:47 PM)

XD

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:10:48 PM)

XD

Blade says: (4:11:07 PM)

/got raped without my consent QQ

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:11:14 PM)

WHERE?

Blade says: (4:12:27 PM)

In the cafe of course XDD

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:13:16 PM)

pfft

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:13:17 PM)

*goes*

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:13:48 PM)

and bro bro...I am watching this documentary on gyspies and wedding right? And...the guys to be able to kiss a gypsy girl...they're like "We gotta beat them a little bit to get a kiss"

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:13:53 PM)

And I am like D:

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:13:54 PM)

XD

Blade says: (4:14:08 PM)

D :

Blade says: (4:14:14 PM)

Beat the girls to kiss them?

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:14:32 PM)

YEH

Blade says: (4:14:40 PM)

wtf yo

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:14:51 PM)

And their dress is so heavy that it makes their hips bleed cause of the weight of it

Blade says: (4:15:05 PM)

Holy shit

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:15:28 PM)

And this little girl...for her first communion dress...it was twice as heavy as she was

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:15:28 PM)

XD

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:15:31 PM)

and she is only 8

Blade says: (4:16:14 PM)

._.

Blade says: (4:16:15 PM)

Wtf

Blade says: (4:16:23 PM)

Well you learn something new

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:16:27 PM)

I know.

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:16:28 PM)

D:

Blade says: (4:16:28 PM)

The more you know (R)

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:16:34 PM)

the less you want to

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:16:34 PM)

XD

B says: (4:27:07 PM)

wtf Judge Judy still comes on?

Blade says: (4:27:19 PM)

XD lol

Blade says: (4:27:26 PM)

Yup

B says: (4:27:35 PM)

XD she bores me

Blade says: (4:27:45 PM)

Verm I told Hale instead of raping me to go teach his kids how to ride a bike

Blade says: (4:27:51 PM)

XDD

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:28:02 PM)

I forgot to send my message where I ripped off his tail

anubisru@hotmail.com says: (4:28:02 PM)

XD;

Blade says: (4:28:15 PM)

I like black judges

B says: (4:28:44 PM)

XDDDD

Blade says: (4:33:19 PM)

They're like HYENA

Blade says: (4:33:31 PM)

Gaia people

Blade says: (4:33:34 PM)

Not black judges

Blade says: (4:33:35 PM)

XDD

B says: (4:34:23 PM)

XDD Racist. XD

Blade says: (4:34:36 PM)

XDD

Blade says: (4:34:38 PM)

I sweaaar

B says: (4:35:11 PM)

Riiight

B says: (4:35:34 PM)

XD But imma go. I'm kinda worn out and have to go talk to the family about funeral plans

Blade says: (4:36:02 PM)

XD Alright, please take care

Blade says: (4:36:04 PM)

Eat chicken.

B says: (4:36:12 PM)

XDD I wil

B says: (4:36:15 PM)

*will

Blade says: (4:36:18 PM)

<3

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