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  1. How are things going? You feeling okay?
  2. 11:08 AM
  3.  
  4. I don’t want to interact with anyone, I’ve realised that I’ve been the worst person and I’m not saying this as someone who has Been manipulated. I have been disgusting ad rancid
  5. I’ve painted someone who I truly@feel for as someone he isn’t
  6. Dink
  7. And the worst part is I don’t know why
  8. 11:10 AM
  9.  
  10. So, what? Everything you've told me was a lie?
  11. About how he treats you link a walking bank? How he does nothing for himself but demands the world from you? That he didn't undeniably break up with you a month and a half ago like a child?
  12. 11:10 AM
  13.  
  14. I don’t know anymore, Some vents have been truthful but I’ve handled things so badly and I have said so much stuff that truly I don’t mean
  15. Dink
  16. Instead of being open and looking at how things are and how I could fix it I’ve put myself in a bubble
  17. 11:11 AM
  18.  
  19. Dink.
  20. Stop.
  21. 11:11 AM
  22.  
  23. Dink
  24. And I can’t believe I roleplaued and sent nudes to you and others
  25. 11:11 AM
  26.  
  27. Right now stop.
  28. 11:11 AM
  29.  
  30. I feel@dosgusting I just I can’t
  31. Dink
  32. I don’t want to exist
  33. 11:11 AM
  34.  
  35. DINK
  36. STOP
  37. Listen to me.
  38.  
  39. 11:12 AM
  40. Dink
  41. I can’t bring myself I love him so much despite everything I love him so much
  42.  
  43. 11:12 AM
  44. Dink.
  45. If there's even a fraction of truth in shit you've told me, you're not in a place you should be in.
  46. And you've shown me shit. Screencaps FROM conversations.
  47. Those you couldn't have faked that fast.
  48. Whether or not whatever you've told me is a lie, that shit is not okay.
  49. And you know what happened?
  50. we Rp'd and you sent nudes AFTER he said "I don't care anymore, we shouldn't be together."
  51.  
  52. 11:13 AM
  53. I can’t bring myself to tell him the horrible things I’ve done
  54. The things I’ve sent
  55. He knows about the nudes and the roleplay
  56. Dink
  57. He wants me to find screenshots
  58.  
  59. 11:14 AM
  60. Okay okay okay stop.
  61.  
  62. 11:14 AM
  63. Dink
  64. Can I ask a favour
  65.  
  66. Stop.
  67. Not right now.
  68. Listen.
  69. You need to just calm down. Can you do that for me?
  70. Just relax for a second?
  71.  
  72. 11:14 AM
  73. I want all of this to go away - I want the damage to go away
  74. Dink
  75. I told him you asked to see something that Laz asked for
  76.  
  77. 11:15 AM
  78. I understand that. I want to talk with you instead of both of us talking at each other back and forth, okay?
  79.  
  80. 11:15 AM
  81. Forgetting who asked
  82. And now he wants me@to show and I just,
  83. Dink
  84. I don’t know what to do
  85.  
  86. 11:15 AM
  87. Breathe.
  88. Right now just breathe and try and listen to me.
  89.  
  90. 11:15 AM
  91. Im hiding on the toilet he wants me to find stuff now
  92. Not hiding
  93. Not hiding I’m just on the toilet that’s a lie I just
  94. Blu
  95. I don’t want to leave and I don’t want to lose him, but he knows about what we’ve done and how I’ve been
  96. Dink
  97. I’ve done the worst imaginable I can do whilst in a relationship.
  98.  
  99. 11:17 AM
  100. No.
  101. Please. Just relax.
  102. Stop beating yourself up right now.
  103. You may have done some horrible shit. I don't know.
  104. I personally don't think so but you might have.
  105. Right now I just want to ask you some questions. Can I ask you some questions?
  106. You don't have to answer a single one if you don't feel comfortable doing so.
  107.  
  108. 11:18 AM
  109. Dink?
  110.  
  111. 11:21 AM
  112. I don’t have time
  113. I don’t know what to do
  114. Look Blu
  115. Dink
  116. This might end with us not being friends anymore
  117.  
  118. 11:25 AM
  119. No it won't. Listen to me. Please.
  120. For the love of god please listen to me.
  121. Why do you want to stay with him?
  122. What did he say to you?
  123.  
  124. 11:27 AM
  125. Because I truly do love him
  126. I can’t right now Blu
  127. I won’t block you here
  128. I’ll talk eventually
  129. But right now I can’t talk
  130. Dink
  131. Just for now, whatever happens or gets said just
  132.  
  133. 11:27 AM
  134. Ask yourself one goddamn thing Dom.
  135. Why the fuck do you love someone who broke up with you and said he doesn't care about you over a goddamn chicken sandwich.
  136. Why would you fucking prefer that kind of life, over people you genuinely enjoy spending time with, and are close with.
  137. Because one fuck who treats you like shit says you can't.
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