What happened logs

[18:37:04] butterflybbg: Greetings..sister smiles I got chores in rl  done.
[18:37:09] butterflybbg: Not sure if you will have voice on
[18:37:17] butterflybbg: Or at least ears.
[18:37:53] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no i am not on voice and would like it if you called me srae
[18:38:55] butterflybbg: alright srae smiles
[18:39:04] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): thank you
[18:39:10] butterflybbg: did..i upset you?..
[18:39:33] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no
[18:39:50] butterflybbg: ok just  making sure
[18:39:54] butterflybbg: smiles
[18:40:49] butterflybbg: Did you read what I wrote in my profile
[18:41:02] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no not yet
[18:41:15] butterflybbg: I wanted  make sure you were OK with that. ah ok
[18:42:22] butterflybbg: its nder my greatest treasure smiles
[18:42:26] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): where in your profile
[18:43:23] butterflybbg: His songbird (gim) .turned falcon. i obey Him as He earned it . Didn't order it. He inspired Doesn't push me to the side He cares for me He Gave me direction Didn't make me feel invisable Most importantly he gave me a  sister Srae and not just any sister . a true soul sister That is mind set in what she Believes And that right there Is the greatest treasure..The jewel..the Family i have been able to be with.
[18:44:28] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no  you need to take out the part of a sister
[18:44:34] butterflybbg: ?..
[18:44:52] butterflybbg: But we are ..chain. sisters..
[18:44:59] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): not because of you but because of all the others that fucked me over
[18:46:15] butterflybbg: i have been through that to. Trust me That's why I was talking to him that night about I was scared you wouldnt  want me around I was scared of losing you Not just him and he told me to talk to you
[18:46:52] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): every time i let in a FC or sister  they did nothing but lie sneak and fuck me over
[18:47:25] butterflybbg: To get to know you and i am  trying. to show you. I'm not like the others And if you want I'll show you my entire conversation with Him That night we played greedy. ok?.

-i sent the notecard " opening up"-

[18:47:32] butterflybbg: Trust me.
[18:48:17] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i have no feeling  of you being around  until time proves no more hurt  cause as long as i stay closed i don't hurt
[18:48:59] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): they have all said that and low amd behold guess what
[18:49:09] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): time nd only time will tell
[18:49:56] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): whats with the  Jarrofalls picture
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[18:50:23] butterflybbg: The what picture?
[18:50:34] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): in your profile
[18:50:42] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): picks
[18:50:50] butterflybbg: I don't have a picture of your you guys
[18:50:57] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): did he write this or you
[18:51:03] butterflybbg: I was hoping to get onev of all 3 of us
[18:51:20] butterflybbg: The new card I sent was the conversation
[18:51:22] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no a picture on  the Jarrofalls
[18:51:27] butterflybbg: I wrote the pic
[18:51:45] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and where did you get the picture
[18:51:50] butterflybbg: The picture is because of where I wrote it I went to a store And set
[18:51:57] butterflybbg: It's the default picture of the store
[18:52:11] butterflybbg: The landmark place.
[18:52:57] butterflybbg: Is that better I blanked it out?.
[18:55:15] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): how have you had so many dreams about him
[18:56:00] butterflybbg: You don't remember. .. that was song lyrics. <taylor swift white horse>
[18:56:00] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and did he tell you he dj's at the mansion
[18:56:16] butterflybbg: Ya He  did
[18:56:22] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): when
[18:56:44] butterflybbg: Like the day after we found each other again. ?
[18:56:55] butterflybbg: Her I find it in the convo
[18:57:00] butterflybbg: here
[18:57:04] butterflybbg: I'll look for it
[18:57:49] butterflybbg: [2018/04/18 05:03:44] Second Life: вєℓşнαzzαя ςσвαℓт  (bman830) has given you this landmark:
The Mansion
[18:58:03] butterflybbg: That's when he gave me the landmak.
[18:58:18] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): but did he say it to you
[18:58:49] butterflybbg: On Skype yes
[18:58:57] butterflybbg: Meaning through voice
[18:58:59] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): on voice
[18:59:06] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): start of him
[18:59:13] Second Life: вєℓşнαzzαя ςσвαℓт  has declined your call.  You will now be reconnected to Nearby Voice Chat.
[18:59:35] butterflybbg: what do you mean
[18:59:51] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): did he say when he worked there
[19:00:24] butterflybbg: I thought he said he I He had a set That next afternoon
[19:00:35] butterflybbg: 'cause I was headed to bed He said he'd be there
[19:00:46] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): ok
[19:01:56] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): damn he really is a silver tongued devil
[19:02:18] butterflybbg: ?..
[19:02:28] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): him and his lies
[19:02:31] butterflybbg: I'm very confused.
[19:02:45] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): what he is telling you is not what he has been telling me
[19:02:51] butterflybbg: One I didn't go...
[19:03:00] butterflybbg: ??.
[19:03:46] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): pay no mind it will be taken care of
[19:04:37] butterflybbg: OK?  ... Well do you like the outfit?.. I got it for the dance
[19:04:57] butterflybbg: I figured that mixed both colors..
 - Then we went in ims -
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[19:04:57] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): [2018/04/22 00:45] вєℓşнαzzαя ςσвαℓт  (bman830): I haven't been trying to fix I have been tuning her out and saying this isn't my fault nor is it my issue.
[19:05:18] butterflybbg: ...
[19:05:29] butterflybbg: ? ..
[19:05:46] butterflybbg: Fix what ?..
[19:06:13] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): you with his white knight syndrome
[19:06:41] butterflybbg: ...What's funny is  He wasn't doing the white knight
[19:07:31] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no   according to him he was not but doing something esle
[19:07:48] butterflybbg: You forgot I was his 8 years ago. I wasn't asking to be rescued I was asking just to have him in my life again and be a  little part of His.
[19:07:55] butterflybbg: Doing wat ?..
[19:08:16] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): [2018/04/22 00:45] вєℓşнαzzαя ςσвαℓт  (bman830): I haven't been trying to fix I have been tuning her out and saying this isn't my fault nor is it my issue.
[19:08:48] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and goody for eight years ago  and no i am not jealous but tied of the ,
[19:08:50] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): lies
[19:09:19] butterflybbg: It's not a lie. I'm being honest with you. I have no reason to lie to you.
[19:09:32] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): as he has told me  he quit  the manor weeks ago
[19:09:49] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): not talking  about you and lies
[19:09:54] butterflybbg: Well he did say something about they were trying to get him back
[19:10:12] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): why would he say that
[19:10:16] butterflybbg: I don't know all I know is that where He  wanted me to meet him and I wasn't able to
[19:11:54] butterflybbg: i don't know with this manner mansion thing is  told me it was OK
[19:12:00] butterflybbg: a club*
[19:12:03] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): well take me out of your profile
[19:12:10] butterflybbg: ...?.
[19:13:46] butterflybbg: Why.. weather you  like me or not Its not up to us ...We are chain sisters. I wish you would understand I do like you and I care about you . I'm not trying to backstab you or anything you should have read that notecard I'm content
[19:14:15] butterflybbg: I'm fine  As I said before to him I'm not wanting to lose either of you
[19:14:16] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): TAKE ME OUT
[19:14:37] butterflybbg: ...yes srae.
[19:14:39] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): I AM TIRED OF HIS LIES
[19:14:53] butterflybbg: It could just be a misunderstanding
[19:14:58] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): AND HE WILL ONLY SAY YOU ARE LIEING
[19:15:04] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): NO ITS NOT
[19:15:19] butterflybbg: ....So He djs..
[19:15:28] butterflybbg: What's wrong with that?..
[19:15:42] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT IT
[19:16:09] butterflybbg: instead of yelling explain ...
[19:16:22] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): BUT WHEN  HE DOESNT CARE THAT SOMEONE LIES TO HIM CONCERNING  ME AND THEM
[19:16:35] butterflybbg: I've been a host at a club before..
[19:16:43] butterflybbg: Who lied
[19:17:00] butterflybbg: Take a breath Calm I'm not your enemy I don't want to be
[19:17:23] butterflybbg: I just want you to explain Because if I can I understand what's going on Maybe I can help In some way
[19:17:26] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i am taking my stuff so enjoy
[19:17:42] butterflybbg: What the hell
[19:18:20] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and it has nothing to do with you but ths fact that he lies to me over what he says  to you and about me toyou
[19:18:45] butterflybbg: show me more of a conversation than just that Because I'm not seeing what it says
[19:19:56] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): no cause like you most of it took place over the  phone and  he also clams he has not furred you nor does he have any intentions of doing so
[19:20:33] butterflybbg: Technically He hasnt. I will tell you this You're the only one that restricted
[19:20:51] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): so either the 3 of us sit and you tell what he told you about the club
[19:21:07] butterflybbg: OK?..
[19:21:15] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i dont give a fuck
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[19:24:11] butterflybbg: Welcome back
[19:25:14] butterflybbg: We 3 need to talk Again I'm thinking it's miscommunication
[19:26:33] butterflybbg: Srae.
[19:27:05] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): it has very little to do with you
[19:27:18] butterflybbg: I understand that
[19:27:36] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i am not jealous  i am angery mad and pissed
[19:27:50] butterflybbg: He's gonna think it's my fault . I never said you were  jealous
[19:27:57] butterflybbg: Not once
-Back in ims-
[19:28:20] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and  he is the Master and can do as he pleases but  doesnt need to lie about
[19:30:04] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): here is your proof you were not mistaken
[19:30:08] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): https://www.bluemoodresort.com/events/
[19:30:34] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): the person  working with him lied about me to him
[19:31:25] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): and rather then stand by me he would rather lie to me about things
[19:32:06] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): how would you feel is the man you loved  and left your famliy for did that to you
[19:32:46] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): so he will convince you  that you got it wrong
[19:32:51] butterflybbg: Srae. I've been there. I'll be upset But I will also wait and  hear him out
[19:33:36] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i have tried to  he just keeps saying he quit there weeks ago and everyone else is lieing
[19:34:04] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i here i
[19:34:23] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): him on the phone  how good he is  at it
[19:34:26] butterflybbg: I left my family when I was 18 For a "Master" that did worse. Did you ever think he could've been hired back?.
[19:34:50] butterflybbg: How good is who at what?.
[19:36:19] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): why  he doesnt want to work there as of yesterday  he doesnt work there the day  the day you asked do you miss it  miss the show  what did he say not i didnt  saying i was djing was just  going to hang
[19:36:35] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): i am done  talking right now
[19:37:07] şяαє şαρρнίяє (dreamwalkervik): they funny thing is  all he ever had to do was be honest and he couldnt even do that
 -back in local-
[19:38:52] butterflybbg: when Everything is sorted I'll put back up a pic. Right now I'm going to give you time And let you relax And I am going To my friends farm If you need me I will be available. k?.
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