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  1. Senn arrives at a location where other people are located, his head pounding consistantly with pulses of pain resonating from the corner of his head. He would look towards an emptty seat, almost collapsing onto it, transitioning in and out of consciousness. Taking a deep breath, he would place his hand in his lap, covering the top of his head with his hands, attempting to fight the pain.
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  6. Senn continued to kneel his head in his lap, tremblind with pain, his breathing beginning to calm a little now as tought began to flood into his head, weird images flashing, different words echoing, nothing made any sense to him, he simply did not know what to say or do. Eventually his head would empty again, the pain subsiding considerably, allowing him to raise his head this time, making sure he kept one hand onto of it just incase, he would take a brief look around before saying, "Where am I..."
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  11. Senn looking at the kid that approached him, a single eye-brw would raise, with pain still pulsatng from is head, he would take a deep breath, trying to remember if he knew the kid, but nothing once again, so he would simply repeat.. "Where am I?"
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  17. Senn let outa sigh, as his eyes quenched in pain, from the shock of another jolt of pain. "Ss." his woulds cut short from pain he would try and say the name of the place the kid just mentioned, but even attempting to remember it was bringing a sensation of pain, as if the name meant something or if he had known it, eluding himself of the thought, a sudden revlelation would enluighten his mind..."Wait...who am I?" he would say in a shallow tone.. eyes struck wide open as he was visibly going into shock.
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  21. Senn with pain still coarsing through his head, he would look around before asking,
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  23. "Are there any doctors around..mm.. my head.."
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  25. His words were cut short as a jolt of pain excited on the insides of his head.
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  31. Senn walks away from all the commotion at the main square, all the talking and words, were causing a relay of pains to excite across his head. Taking a few deep breathes, he would attempt to calm himself, breathing in through his nose and out of his mouth. Hw sill had no idea who he was, what Sunagakure, the place that he was supposedly in was or anything and the moer he tried to remember, the more pain he would start to feel. He would walk towards the highest point of the village, obliviously walking up the mountain, half way to the top he would stop scratching his head before thinkin..
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  33. "How am I doing this.. I'm literallt walking up a vertical place..."
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  35. completely shocked, his body reacted out of pure muscle memory, even though his memory was lost, his brain just could not process everything. Walking towards the top, he would simply take a seat, instantly feeling the much thinner air, as he tries to control hos breathing, hoping the thin air, would help subside the impulsive pains he was feeling. He would simply close his eyes and meditate, refraining from doing anything that would make things worse.
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  41. Senn cleared his head of all thoughts as he continued with his meditating, he realised that as he gradually spent more time doin to the pain would also slowly subside. He would make sure his breathing was harmonious to his chakra, another thing he had done obliviously as his amesia was really taking its toll on him. With this calm now he wanted tp face the thoughts and images he was experiencing, the last thing he wanted was to suffer his whole life, he wanted some fixture, some means of end to the suffering and a hope to remember something.
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  43. Starting with deep breathes, filling his lungs to the depths with each breat, whilst slowly exhaling out, the thin air was helping him to remain calm, even though it was a little hard to breath. He would then allow the images to flash, black and white images would flash in his head, with tints of blue.. what he was seeing he was not sure, was it a memory, was it the future.. who knows,. Instantly his breathing would increase as he would become breathless, his chakra had completely drained for some reason and he was not sure what he had even done, or how he had done it, but what ever it was, it was clearly a failure.
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  45. "D..Damn.. wh.. what was that."
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  47. he would whisper under his breath. As hetried to compose himself and his breathing.
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  52. Senn once again walks to a place he had slowly grown an affinity towards, it was the highest point of the village and was also much secluded from anywhere else, giving him his own space and place. Taking a deep breathe he would transition into a meditative state, sitting on the goround before beginning his breathing excercises, breathing in throug his nose and out of his mouth. Thanks to Kasatori the jolt like pains he was experience had greatly subsided and the healing enzymes that he left behind, helped whenever he experienced a fit of pain. He would begin to calm himsel, allowing his thoughts to clear intiitally.
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  54. Once he had reached a state of so called zen, he would allow thoughts to flood into his brains, trying to capture any image or word that would give him some indication to his past but it had failed once again. Instead connecting to the ground, was forcing black and white images in his head, with blue dots appearing and dissapearing, what these signs meant exactly he was not sure, but he tried to grab onto the feeling of them, the feeling not getting any closer the more he tries. WIth each attempt more of his chakra was drained, as if he was trying to master a technique, but he was just not sure about it.
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  56. Subconsciously he was attempting to sense, but his abilities at it were completely zero but he was slowly but surely taking an affinity towards it. Maybe it was something he did before he lost his memories, or something he wanted to train but he was not sure at this point all he could do is to grab onto little progress he was making.
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  58. "Damn, thh..this is hard,"
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  60. he would whisper below his breath and sweat beagn to slither down his face and his breath became heavier and heavier.
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  66. Senn was kneeling on the ground, sweat dripping like a river, forming a puddle in the sand underneath him. Breating was still heavy and it was hard to re-compose himself, especially witht the altitude, the thin air was helping his blood cell capacity, but it was making the session hard as hard can be. Allowing several minutes to recover, he had finally cooled down a bit and his breathing was slowly returning to normal. Allowing his legs to fold once again as he tried to focus himself and reach a meditative, zen like state once again.
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  68. As he did so he would focus on his breathing again, he would then recollect lord Nuibari's words earlier about letting go of the past since nothing can be done about it and instead look to the future. He had slowly come to terms with his amnesia during his alone time in this meditation of his. He had accepted the fact that he would probably never remember anything, and he would simply shrug the thoughts. He would instead look back to the sense of revelation he had experience before, it was a very strange sensation which lit like a match, exploding in bright flames and a warmth, only to die out soon after.
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  70. It was a strange feeling which linked to the colour of blue, what this indicated he was not sure and he didn't even know anyone to ask in regards to it but whatever it was, it required great focus and also rrapidly drained his energy and chakra. Trying it once again a very faint, blue tinge of light could be seen and felt, but one again it would die out like a match. The feeling would bring along a sense of ecstacy, it was te first time, since his memory loss that he was connecting to something, but what it was he, just could not tell.
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  72. "Damn.. what is this.. mabe I can ask someone.
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  74. Instantly his chakra would hit rock bottom and his focus would snap, breathing heavy agai, he decides to take a break, it was simply too much to stack and he decided it was time to take a break.
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  78. Senn returns to his usual training spots, high in the mountains, at the level of the colouds he would find himself a seat, sitting down in his usual meditative position attempting to zen out by breathing in through hiss nose and out of his mouth. He tried to focus his mind and body, but the recent information of the requirement of a major surgery had him pretty startled, he did not know what to think at this point, things just got bad one after the other after the other, he just wasn't given a break in life. Trying to ring back hat sensaton once again, he would really give it his all, but it was hard, the breathing was hard and his chakra would drown instantly.
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  80. "ha ha ha, this really has me out of breath damn it."
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  82. He would state, with sweat slithering down the side of his head. He would slowly try to recompose himself but it was getting hard and hard, he wasn't really making any solid progress instead he was stuck in the same position he was last time, the sensation was nothing more than a brielfy lit match, something that would ignite and then vanish within seconds. Even though he could feel that chakra signatures, connecting with his own, the connection never lasted long enough for him to feel out a position size or any detail from it for that matter, it was nothing more than a shiver that was sent down his spine.
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  84. "This is really hard and there are no teachers around dammnit,"
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  86. he would whisper frustrated, everything was just slowly starting to get to him and he was completely losing faith.
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  93. Senn was laying flat on his back in the sand, underneath him was a shallow pool of sweat which was increasing in size with every passing second, he was pushing his body way too far and that was evident, esecially with the pain he was suffering, he was maybe taking way too overboard, Breathing very heavy at this point, it was almost impossible to catch his breath although, his chakra pool was not as draind as usual, but this was most likely due to the lack of focus, which was makng his performances incomple failures.
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  95. He would then take a moment, staringat the clouds before zenning out per usual, after a few moments would pass hs seyes would slowly close as the negativity was being forced out, he attempted to recall the words of his friend Takai and tried toimplement those in his so called training. His breathes were now shortening in length, but were much deeper, everything was slowly getting back to control at this point and he began to focus his chakra to harmonize with his breathing. With that done, he attempted to feel out other chakra signatures, with each passing second he would fail, a sgnature would pop up and try to make a connection wit him to become complete, but it would just all short a single step.
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  97. "Damn, so close yet so far away,"
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  99. he would think to himself as he started taking longer breakes between each attempts now, he was slowl being more and more smart about his training and was not just forcing himself to do the impossible.
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