Cademy shit

Covet: -Cadence awas walking around the house, just kind of picking things up and just trying to clean up the place. It was something idle for her to do. She finshed throwing the pillows up onto the couch, then looked around, giving a soft sigh as she pushed her hair back out of her face-
Tsaaq: He was splayed across the couch, still doing his little sleep twitches and groaning. He pried his eyes open and saw Cadence walking around but didn't really move from his spot. "I feel like shit..." Remy trailed off. "Are you doing something?" He asked her with his voice cracking.
Covet: -Cadence looked over at Remy and gave him a soft smile- I'm sorry... Can I get you anything? -she asked him, then shook her head- No, I was just cleaning up a bit.
Tsaaq: He waved his hand at her and stared up at the ceiling. "Just keep doing whatever it is you're doing. I'm just trying not to go crazy over here." Remy murmured.
Covet: -She looked around and then walked over to the couch leaning over to look at him- I'm pretty much done... Wanna talk about it? or is it still the same stuff? -she asked him, in a soft tone, sitting on the arm of the couch-
Tsaaq: "It's the same shit. I just feel like sleeping and yelling and I'm trying really hard not to do both." He sighed, draping his forearm over his eyes. "I just want to get up and use but I don't have any money and I'm not sucking any dick for it. I basically should just lay here and do nothing."
Covet: -Cadence frowned and ran her hand along his head- You're doing well at the not yelling part. -She got up and climbed up on the couch with him and laid next to him, draping her arm over his torso- I can try to help make nothing better. Even if it's just me being here.
Tsaaq: He groaned a little and shifted on the couch, lowering his arm so he to place it on her. "I guess." Remy sighed. "It's only so long until I fucking crack and black out again..." He trailed off. "I haven't been to work in days. I really hope I still have a fucking job."
Covet: I'm here for you.-She said softly, then nodded her head and laid there with him- I could go talk to your boss if you want. Frankie seems pretty laid back, I'm sure he'll understand.
Tsaaq: "I guess you could. He probably doesn't even know I'm gone. Nobody cares." Remy sighed and grumbled. "Ugh." He groaned a little as he shifted a bit on the couch.
Covet: -Cadence frowned and lifted up while he shifted.- If he hasn't noticed that you are gone, it's probably because he's perma stoned, not because he doesn't care. I can go do that tomorrow, for you  when I go pick up some grocery stuff.
Tsaaq: Remy looked over to Cadence with his lips pursed. "What about all the other people who don't give a shit?" He asked with a sigh.
Covet: -She leaned up to give him a kiss- Well... I think that would have to start with telling people what's up. Is there anyone in particular you want to care?
Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. People who are supposed to be my friends. But then I don't have friends so I don't make any fucking sense." Remy said exasperatedly.
Covet: -Cadence nodded her head- It makes sense. Just because you've distance yourself from them doesn't mean you can't get that back though. -She gave him a hug- It's complicated... but you don't know that they don't care unless you talk to them.
Tsaaq: "They don't give a shit. People here are fucking pricks." Remy grumbled begrugingly. "If I even start talking to them I'm probably going to want to use again anyways." He murmured.
Covet: -Cadence nodded her head and pressed a kiss to his chest. Thinking about all of this. - Yeah...
Tsaaq: "People just piss me off so much." Remy said with a loud sigh. "I never got along with them so at least I'm consistent." He shrugged.
Covet: That's what people do best. Sometimes they change...for better, or for worse. It's a toss up really.  And the fact that  they have free will, and can flip when you least expect it... That kind of blows too.  -She said softly, laying there with them-  There's got to be some out there that you get along with...at least a little bit?
Tsaaq: He stared at Cadence a while before licking his lips and blinking slowly. "Um..." Remy trailed off. "You have been the only person and I right with you all the time." He said morosely.
Covet: -She looked up at him- Yeah...but we're both kind of stubborn...Even then we don't let that fighting get in the way of us...all the time. -She shrugged, and laid her head on his chest looking up at him- I don't think I could find anyone who would be okay with how broken I am, the way that you are.  -She shook her head and closed her eyes-  I guess, I'm glad that you have at least one person. Everyone needs at least that. It makes the world suck a little less.
Tsaaq: "I don't think you're broken." Remy said quietly as he put her hand on her head. "I'm the one who's fucked up. At least people like you." He said, pursing his lips. "Every time I turn around I feel like I'm just this close to doing some shit to make you leave me." Remy sighed.
Covet: You're sweet.  And you haven't fucked me up. Not anymore than I've done myself. -she said with a soft smile, then frowned hearing him... she leaned up then looked at him, letting out a long sigh- I know... and sometimes I feel like you're pushing me away. It's hard to stand by that sometimes. But I honestly don't know...if I could just walk out on us...especially where I've had it done to myself.. and know how that feels. -she said trying not to ramble.-
Tsaaq: Remy lowered his head and exhaled through his nostrils as he closed his eyes. "I don't know. I can't help it. I get all fucked up in the head and I push people away. I don't really know how to fix it." He told her. "I'm sorry." Remy whispered. "I'm just a shitty person and it's hard to be with somebody who's shitty."
Covet: -Cadence gave him another squeeze- It's okay. I get that. It's a challenge, but it's how we deal with  the challenges that make us stronger. -she shrugged- I don't think you're a shitty person. We just have shitty moments. And I wouldn't trade those shitty moments, because... then we wouldn't get moments like this.  That probably sounds totally fucked up. But... It's how I feel.
Tsaaq: He sighed and kept his hand on her head. "It's not all that fucked up I guess. Not everyone can be normal." He murmured and kept his eyes closed. "I really want to do coke so bad." Remy said softly and shook his head. "But instead I'm gonna try to sleep." He grumbled a bit.
Covet: You're being strong. Even with as much as it sucks. -she told him closing her eyes, laying there with him.- Mind if I sleep here with you? I'm kind of tired too. -She said with a yawn.-
Tsaaq: "Please do." Remy said as he yawned as well. "Just stay here." He patted her head and kept eyes closed, ultimately falling asleep.