Eng A Private War (2018)

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<i>Last question.</i>

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<i>Fifty years from now, some youngster's
gonna pull this disc out of a box</i>

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<i>and maybe make a judgment
about becoming a journalist.</i>

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<i>What would you want that youngster
to know about Marie Colvin</i>

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<i>and about being
a war correspondent?</i>

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<i>Very difficult question.</i>

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<i>It's like writing, uh,
your own obituary.</i>

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<i>I suppose to look back at it and say,
you know, I cared enough</i>

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<i>to go to these places
and write, in some way,</i>

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<i>something that would make someone
else care as much about it</i>

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<i>as I did at the time.</i>

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<i>Part of it is you're never
gonna get to where you're going</i>

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<i>if you acknowledge fear.</i>

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<i>I think fear comes later,
when it's all over.</i>

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- Are you stuck?
- Yeah.

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Struggling with the end.

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The hero always
gets the girl.

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It's a book
about naval warfare,

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but I will
keep that in mind.

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We should get married again.

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It didn't work so well
last time, did it?

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We can go sailing.

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I was looking at Antigua.
It's beautiful.

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I wanna try for a baby again.

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I don't think
that's a good idea.

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Why not?

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We tried.

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You're not 35 anymore.

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- Zoe?
- Yeah.

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- Is Simon in Palestine?
- No.

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Oh, for fuck's sake.
<i>The Telegraph</i> are already there.

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We're gonna lose the scoop
on Arafat.

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Who else could go?

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Oh, shit.

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Blue screen of death.

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Let me, um...

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You just control, alt
and then delete,

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and then you just hold it down for,
like, three or four seconds.

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There you go.

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Thanks. Are you new?

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Yeah, I am.
I'm Kate Richardson.

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Just started on
the foreign desk last week.

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- Oh, great. Marie Colvin.
- Yeah, I know who you are.

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I'm your biggest fan.
I'd love to pick your brain sometime.

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Well...

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My first word of advice

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is don't do anything
he tries to get you to do.

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Who?

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Hey, Marie. I need you
in Palestine, not Sri Lanka.

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Sean, there is
an unreported war there.

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Yes, because journalists have been
banned for more than six years.

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I can't let you go.

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Thousands
of starving children.

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If the government catches you,
they'll kill you.

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Look, I have an interview
with a Tamil rebel leader.

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Find someone else.

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Sri Lanka.

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The government refuses
to let UN aid through their siege lines.

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Well, the government's denying
there's an embargo on the Vanni.

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The government lies.

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You have a reputation for speaking honestly,
Miss Colvin.

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People listen to you.

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You must let the world know

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the Tamil Tigers are willing
for a political settlement.

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We only demand equal rights.

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Look, that all goes back
to British colonial rule.

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I can't fix that. Anyway,
that's not why I'm here.

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Then what will
you write about?

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Half of the people
living here are starving,

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and the other half are sick.

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Sure, the government
is blockading aid,

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but what little gets through is
stolen by your own Tiger army.

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There are people dying here and
nobody knows it's happening.

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<i>In war zones,
parents go to bed at night</i>

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<i>not knowing if their children
will see the morning.</i>

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<i>That is a measure of fear
that I can never feel.</i>

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<i>But when
you're covering a war,</i>

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<i>you have to go to places
where you could be killed,</i>

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<i>or where others
are being killed...</i>

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Go there.

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<i>...and put one foot in front of
the other, no matter how afraid you are,</i>

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<i>to make that suffering
part of the record.</i>

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Is it safe?
Is it safe to walk through?

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Only this way out.
Only this side.

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- Is this the only way out?
- This way.

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Okay.

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Marie, be careful.

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Stay down.

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I'm not armed!

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Journalist! American!

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Get your hands off me.
I can't see.

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Where am I?
I can't see.

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- Get your hands off me. I can't see.
- Calm down. It's okay.

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Where am I?
Oh, my God. I can't see.

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- You must rest, Miss Colvin.
- I need my notebook.

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Conc...

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Conciliatory words do not
come easy to Thamilselvan,

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the second in command
of the Tamil Tigers.

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The walking stick he carries

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is a legacy of the three times
he was shot in battle

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since the beginning of the
bloody war for independence.

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David. Door.

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I've got it.

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He's looking at me with
such tenderness and concern

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and I just can't stand it
anymore, and he says,

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"We can try
to save the eye."

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And I said, "Not until you turn
off that fucking whale music."

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- Whoa, whoa!
- Hey, babe, let me.

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No, don't help me.
Don't you dare fucking help me.

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All right, this is our last bottle.
Get it right.

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The table has had
more wine than I have.

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Go on. Go on.

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- Oh.
- Oh.

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Oh, here's one.

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"We Tamils are so proud of your brave
foreign correspondent, Marie Colvin.

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- Aw.
- "We appreciate her visit to the Vanni area

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"to bring the news
to the outside world,

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"and we wish her,
'Get well soon.'"

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- Wow.
- Sting and Trudie wish you well, too,

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and they said there are lots of famous
people who are blind in one eye.

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Um, Sammy Davis Jr.

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The bloke from Radiohead.

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- James Joyce.
- Moshe Dayan.

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Moshe Dayan.

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Oh! They all
wore eye patches.

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Eye patch.
What an amazing idea.

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That is the worst idea
I've ever heard.

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- Babe.
- I'm not a fucking pirate.

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You'd look great.

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You would look so sexy.

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- For me, my darling.
- This is absolutely happening.

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Here's Amy.

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You look great, Marie.
You look amazing.

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- So good to see you.
- You, too. You, too.

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Congratulations.

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On behalf of the newspaper,
a very large thank you.

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- Hey.
- Hi.

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- Can I get you another drink?
- No. Let me.

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I will leave you two
to talk shop.

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Thank you.

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- Don't stand there. I can't see you.
- Oh, sorry.

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- Is that better?
- Yeah.

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- Was that the best you had?
- Yeah.

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- People are calling it stupid.
- The picture?

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No, you going in.

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Well, I think stupid
is writing a column

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about the dinner party
you went to last night.

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The paper will do anything you want.
You know that, don't you?

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Anything?

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Yeah,
you were our best asset on the foreign desk.

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Were?

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I'm not hanging up
my flak jacket, Sean.

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Good.
Glad we got that cleared up.

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Ladies and gentlemen,
our Foreign Correspondent of the Year,

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known for racking up the largest sat
phone bill in <i>Sunday Times</i> history,

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our very own living legend,

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Marie Colvin.

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Do you ever have nightmares?

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- What?
- Nightmares.

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From when you were
in the field.

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Yeah.

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Bosnia.

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Serb soldiers posing
with decapitated heads.

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They seemed very pleased
with themselves.

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Still have it sometimes.

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When were you
gonna call her?

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Who?

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The girl.

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I'm guessing
you got her number.

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Thank you. Keep it.

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Yeah, yeah, okay,
I got her number.

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I was gonna
call her tomorrow.

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Or maybe the day after.
Or maybe I wasn't. I don't know.

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That's the level of respect
you have for me.

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Oh, come on, you are constantly
leaving me for some faraway place.

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Despite that,
I've always been here for you.

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- I never asked you to be.
- You shouldn't have gone to Sri Lanka.

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I told you to stop
all this so long ago,

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and you are like
a moth to a bloody flame.

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I mean, look at you.

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You were so beautiful.

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Well, fuck off.

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Go on. Fuck off,
back to your novels.

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Hey, get your hands off me.
Hands off.

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Miss Mary.

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Mourad.

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Oh.

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- You came in the potato truck!
- I came in the potato truck.

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- Nice. Nice eye patch.
- Oh, thank you, Mourad.

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And how are you?

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Ah, I made it to lunchtime
in one piece, so I'm thankful.

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Shit. You know,
we're gonna be late.

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I wanna pick something up in the
Green Zone before we go to Fallujah.

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Okay<i>. Yalla. Yalla.</i>

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So good to see you, Miss Mary.

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Am I glad to see you.

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While here,

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you are considered guests of the
Coalition Provisional Authority.

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Refusal to cooperate with
the rules as we've outlined

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for embedded reporters

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will result in an immediate
revocation of press privileges.

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You must remain with that unit for the
entire duration of the assignment.

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God, we used to go
wherever we wanted.

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Hey, Norm.

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It's like they're drugging
the fucking journalists.

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- Yeah.
- You will be disembedded.

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- How you holding up?
- I still can't measure distances.

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Who knew your left eye
was so important?

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- When was the last time you slept?
- Ah, I don't sleep.

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Where you headed?

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God, you gotta be
more subtle than that.

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Oh, come on. After everything
I did for you in East Timor?

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- What have you got?
- East Timor? Sure, I remember you.

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Riding off into the sunset
with the UN.

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At least
I saved you a seat.

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- You were in East Timor?
- Yeah.

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Back when you were
still in college.

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Ah. Never went to college.

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Oh, God. I'm fucking
done after this.

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Oh, Norm, you wouldn't
know what else to do.

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And you couldn't live
with the fear of missing out.

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All right,
let's have television media head this way,

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print media,
back of the hangar.

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Well, welcome back.
Hey, we missed you.

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See you at the Hamra, Norm.

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- Save me a seat at the bar.
- You bet.

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I'm not getting angry.

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You're not letting me
do my job.

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What's your name?

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- Paul.
- I'm Marie.

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- I know.
- So, you're freelance?

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- Always.
- Any good?

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The best.

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- Come on.
- What, now?

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I need a photographer.

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I've never found one I like.
Let's see how you do.

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- Now?
- Yeah.

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You don't think I subscribe
to all that bullshit, do you?

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- Where are we going?
- Fallujah.

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- We can't just drive to Fallujah.
- Why not?

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- 'Cause we'll be targeted.
- Are you scared?

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- No.
- Good.

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Feras says
he personally drove

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a truck full of bodies to a desert
camp overlooking Lake Habbaniyah.

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00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:49,256
<i>Now, listen to me.
Listen, Marie...</i>

246
00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:52,432
Six hundred people killed
by Saddam in 1991,

247
00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,672
buried in trenches
60 miles west of Baghdad.

248
00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,678
We won't get to it if we're behind
the American advance.

249
00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:02,111
<i>- It's not an option.</i>
- Well, no.

250
00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:04,795
- We're going to Fallujah.
- It's too dangerous.

251
00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:06,314
Everywhere's too dangerous.

252
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,711
What about the Ramadi story,
Saddam's men working with Al-Qaeda?

253
00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:13,555
There's no source on that yet,
but trust me on the mass grave.

254
00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:16,271
People have been searching
for this for years.

255
00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:18,352
Okay, well, then,
I need you to find bodies.

256
00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:19,880
I'll call you when I do.

257
00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:21,996
Fuck.

258
00:22:33,120 --> 00:22:34,270
Miss Mary.

259
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,029
They're not American.

260
00:22:37,120 --> 00:22:39,840
They're either Saddam's police
or his militia.

261
00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:41,758
They're not gonna want us here
either way.

262
00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:59,680
He wants to know who you are.

263
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,672
Sir, we're aid workers.

264
00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:08,594
We're here to help the doctors
in Lake Habbaniyah.

265
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,999
See? I'm a nurse.
This says "health."

266
00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:21,080
"Health."

267
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:42,030
Fuck me.

268
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:44,715
Was that your gym card?

269
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:51,199
All right. Here we go.

270
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:55,680
Yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah.

271
00:24:23,120 --> 00:24:25,296
He wants to know
where your medical equipment is.

272
00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:26,800
Tell him it's gone ahead.

273
00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:58,594
Turn around. Turn around.

274
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:15,435
What's he saying?

275
00:25:17,360 --> 00:25:19,591
He said we don't need doctors
where we're going.

276
00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:30,314
<i>Yalla.</i>

277
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:34,996
Shall we go?

278
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,790
Fuck.

279
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:44,989
Jesus Christ.

280
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:00,756
Your fucking gym card.

281
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,354
You burned me
with your cigarette.

282
00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,113
I'm sorry. Fuck me.

283
00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:12,270
What's he saying?

284
00:26:12,360 --> 00:26:14,272
He's just apologizing
for being late.

285
00:26:14,360 --> 00:26:17,910
- No problem. No problem.
- Thank you for coming.

286
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:21,437
I wanna start over there.
Is that okay?

287
00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:16,479
What if you don't
find anything?

288
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,953
And I want to know the
stories of individual people.

289
00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:47,033
I want to tell their stories.
Can she tell me about her father?

290
00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:05,160
Don't fucking touch me.

291
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:07,416
Paul, he wants the camera
and wants you to stop.

292
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:08,440
No.

293
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,096
There are hundreds of people
buried here.

294
00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:12,560
Miss Mary,
they're going to arrest us if we don't stop.

295
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,673
Ask him whose side he's on.

296
00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:19,920
Tell me in Arabic.
I'll tell him.

297
00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:33,074
Have some respect.
Have some respect.

298
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,480
<i>Allahu akbar.</i>

299
00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:40,874
<i>...allied forces
targeted key locations in Baghdad,</i>

300
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,599
<i>the northern Mosul area</i>

301
00:30:42,680 --> 00:30:45,798
<i>as well as southern Iraq,
near the Iraq-Kuwait border.</i>

302
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,919
<i>US officials have told us
that Saddam Hussein</i>

303
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,152
<i>and some of his highest-ranking
officials are among the targets...</i>

304
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:04,359
- Paul, are you okay?
- I can't stop thinking about it.

305
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:10,760
Get another drink.

306
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,231
- You want one?
- Not when I'm working.

307
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:19,559
Are we selling
a phony war?

308
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,680
Paul, what we saw,
was it phony?

309
00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:28,640
No.

310
00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:32,271
"War is not so terrible
for governments.

311
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:37,200
"For they are not wounded or
killed like ordinary people."

312
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,736
<i>While on patrol
today with the Seventh Brigade,</i>

313
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:45,720
<i>we encountered fierce enemy fire from
insurgents on the outskirts of Baghdad.</i>

314
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,635
<i>Meanwhile, it seems as though
we hit very strategic...</i>

315
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,195
But she's calling
US forces "we."

316
00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:53,759
- Don't worry about it.
- Why not?

317
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,314
Because it doesn't matter.

318
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,433
It doesn't matter what type of
plane just bombed a village.

319
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:02,276
What is important
is the human cost of the act.

320
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:05,194
People connect with people,

321
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:08,114
so you find their stories,
tell their stories,

322
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,634
forget about the other stuff.

323
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,074
You mean close your eyes?

324
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,136
- She's already got one eye closed.
- It's not funny.

325
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,674
Thanks.

326
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,520
Look, this is
the rough draft of history.

327
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:22,116
You have to find
the truth of it.

328
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,317
If you lose that,
you're not helping anybody here.

329
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:28,189
You're just making
yourself feel better.

330
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:39,034
I'm going to bed.

331
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:40,349
Right. Night, Kate.

332
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:43,790
Sleep tight.

333
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:45,830
Fuck off.

334
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:51,630
Oh, fuck.

335
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:54,989
Paul, do you know
how to recover a file?

336
00:32:57,480 --> 00:32:58,755
Give it over.

337
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:07,314
I don't know why I bother.

338
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,312
I should just go back
to dictation.

339
00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,989
- This is weird.
- What?

340
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:25,550
I've always looked up to you,
and now here I am,

341
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:27,871
saving your work
from your own folly.

342
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:33,674
Have you saved my work?

343
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:34,796
Wait.

344
00:33:36,280 --> 00:33:37,873
I'm not good under pressure.

345
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,316
- Ta-da.
- You're a bloody genius.

346
00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:01,680
Night, Marie.

347
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,200
Night.

348
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:48,674
<i>Bones and decomposed robes emerged
amid the dirt of the machine's jaws.</i>

349
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,478
<i>A small pelvis
that was unearthed</i>

350
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:57,110
<i>appeared to have been that
of a young teenager.</i>

351
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,193
<i>Limbs severed,
dirt and rock and flesh torn alike.</i>

352
00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:36,713
<i>The knowledge of the fragility of
the human body never leaves you</i>

353
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:38,029
<i>once you've seen...</i>

354
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,315
<i>Once you've seen</i>

355
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:51,679
<i>how easily flesh can be rent
by hot bits of metal.</i>

356
00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:06,000
<i>Once you've seen...</i>

357
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:20,910
Fuck.

358
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:47,597
<i>Hey. It's Marie.
Leave a message if you want.</i>

359
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,194
<i>Although I never
actually check this.</i>

360
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,952
It's just as well,
to be honest.

361
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,594
I'm up to my neck
in politics

362
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,672
and we need to report
on the recovery of the euro.

363
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:01,911
Forget it.
Go with the mass grave.

364
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,720
Have you actually spoken to her
since she got back from Baghdad?

365
00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:05,800
Of course I have.

366
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:13,354
It's pretty grim
for a Sunday front page.

367
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:16,959
Yeah. Is it provocative? Yes.

368
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:18,997
Will it make people
choke on their cornflakes

369
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,436
when they're reading
about these poor sods? Yes.

370
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,718
We're onto a bloody winner.
Fuck the bloody euro.

371
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:33,111
Listen, I don't think I can come
and see you all this weekend.

372
00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:34,656
<i>Oh,
I really want you to see Chloe.</i>

373
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:36,273
She's almost started walking.

374
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,198
And I just
saw that girl again.

375
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:41,910
Who?

376
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:48,279
That child's lifeless body.
I can't get it out of my head.

377
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,599
- <i>I can't get her out of my head, Rita.</i>
- Which child, Marie? Marie?

378
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:55,115
The girl
who's always on my bed.

379
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,639
Oh, go on, fuck off.
Go on, fuck off.

380
00:38:12,720 --> 00:38:13,720
God. Okay.

381
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,520
Just tell Sean
to stop fucking calling me.

382
00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:18,956
- I wanna be alone.
- Right, okay.

383
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:20,076
Done.

384
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,237
Marie,
can we talk now, please?

385
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:24,919
If you hold the sheet steady.

386
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,072
You have been avoiding
this conversation for months.

387
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,792
Do you think
you might have, you know,

388
00:38:32,720 --> 00:38:34,393
post-traumatic
stress disorder?

389
00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:36,276
No.

390
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:41,398
PTSD is what soldiers get.

391
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:44,136
Come on, we both know you can get it
from just witnessing a car accident.

392
00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,231
I think you need
to talk to someone.

393
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,558
- I'm not crazy, Rita.
- I'm not saying you're crazy.

394
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,656
Sean doesn't have the balls
to stand up to you,

395
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:56,559
or he doesn't want to because
you're his prize pig, but...

396
00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:00,239
You're not well.

397
00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:02,959
We just want you
to get help.

398
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,680
Thanks for letting me
come and visit.

399
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:26,279
If you're not fucking crazy when
you come into a place like this,

400
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:27,840
you definitely will be
if you get out.

401
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,355
So is this
where you grew up?

402
00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:36,356
Huh.

403
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:39,000
Yeah, that's the north shore
of Long Island.

404
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,230
Oyster Bay.

405
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:43,109
Not the ritzy part.

406
00:39:44,720 --> 00:39:47,076
Who's this? Your boyfriend?

407
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,232
No, that's creepy.
That's my dad.

408
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,150
Oh.

409
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:54,796
Sorry.

410
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:04,958
Marie, when bad shit happens,
your brain goes into shock.

411
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:10,640
It... It locks the trauma in the
same place you process emotions,

412
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:13,798
which isn't where
memories are meant to live.

413
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:18,311
That's why
it feels so present.

414
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,590
Is that why
you left the army?

415
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:24,592
No. I was court-martialed.

416
00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:28,155
Planted some hashish
in my locker to get out.

417
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,917
How long did it take you
to get better?

418
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,314
A long bloody time.

419
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,477
Marie, you've seen more war
than most soldiers.

420
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:54,032
You have to take it seriously.

421
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:01,680
You want psychobabble?

422
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:05,199
Right, I'll give it to you.
I...

423
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,199
I really looked up
to my father.

424
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:11,714
I was tormented
when he died

425
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,919
because he never understood the fact
that I might have opinions of my own.

426
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,553
I love my mother,
but I struggle with her

427
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:24,238
because I can never be the suburban
housewife in the safe fucking life.

428
00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:28,119
I diet fiercely because
I don't wanna get fat,

429
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:31,238
but I also have seen so many
people in the world go hungry,

430
00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:33,915
so I... I like to eat.

431
00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:36,830
I, um...

432
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:44,156
I wanna be a mom, like my sister,
but I've had two miscarriages

433
00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:47,074
and I have to accept the fact
that I might never be that.

434
00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:56,759
I fear growing old.

435
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,152
But then I also fear
dying young.

436
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,320
I'm most happy with a
vodka martini in my hand,

437
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:15,595
but I can't

438
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,710
stand the fact that the chatter
in my head won't go quiet

439
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,277
until there's a quart of vodka
inside me.

440
00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:35,552
I hate being in a war zone.

441
00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:41,479
But I also feel compelled,

442
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,240
compelled to see it
for myself.

443
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,200
Because you're addicted to it.

444
00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:31,109
You're all right.

445
00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:35,276
Hey.

446
00:43:41,800 --> 00:43:42,800
Hey.

447
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:47,075
You're all right.

448
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,517
Sorry.

449
00:43:58,600 --> 00:43:59,920
It's all right.

450
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,360
It's allowed.

451
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,790
Who did you say
my father looked like?

452
00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:25,075
Aww.

453
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,833
- What do you think?
- Suits you.

454
00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,197
Yeah, well, black seemed
so grim suddenly.

455
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,631
Do you, um... Do you need
some more flowers?

456
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:51,433
Thank you.
That's very sweet of you.

457
00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:57,757
Iraq, Afghanistan,
Blair, Bush.

458
00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,553
Now, we're struggling
to cover it all.

459
00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:03,349
- Thank you.
- Thank you for what?

460
00:45:04,240 --> 00:45:05,674
For trying to flatter me.

461
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,041
I didn't come here to flatter you.
I came here to see how you're doing.

462
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:12,520
And to, um...

463
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,073
You can speak freely.

464
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:21,196
Paul and I became
quite close in Iraq.

465
00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:29,558
Can you give us a moment,
please, Paul?

466
00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:34,036
Sure.

467
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:47,520
Are you okay?

468
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:52,716
Mmm.

469
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,680
We miss you, Marie.

470
00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,596
You have a God-given talent
to make people stop and care.

471
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:13,035
Where do you see yourself
in 10 years, Sean?

472
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:16,999
Haven't really
thought about it.

473
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:18,992
Don't be English.
Be honest.

474
00:46:20,680 --> 00:46:22,696
Well, in that case,
I wanna be the most highly regarded,

475
00:46:22,720 --> 00:46:25,519
well-respected, award-winning
editor Fleet Street's ever seen.

476
00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,318
Then get me back in the field.

477
00:46:29,240 --> 00:46:30,435
I can't do that.

478
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:36,274
And you're not ready,
are you?

479
00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,200
Well, then, maybe I just
have to find a shrink in here

480
00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:42,112
who'll testify to my sanity.

481
00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:46,237
Well, you got Yasser Arafat to
give you his life story, so...

482
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,032
Look, I've got a lunch, but...

483
00:46:54,240 --> 00:46:57,074
Don't worry, your position on the
foreign team isn't going anywhere.

484
00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:06,790
- Doesn't look good.
- Oh, my God. Oh, no.

485
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:12,997
What is it? IED?

486
00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:15,152
Yeah, must be.

487
00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:21,273
- Is that Norm?
- Yeah.

488
00:48:48,240 --> 00:48:50,197
Is someone helping
this little boy?

489
00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,680
- Guys, can we get a medic?
- I'll take care of him.

490
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,754
You'll be okay, all right?

491
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:05,072
<i>War is the quiet
bravery of civilians</i>

492
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,755
<i>who will endure far more
than I ever will,</i>

493
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,390
<i>of those asked to fight and those
who are just trying to survive.</i>

494
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:20,353
<i>Mothers, fathers,
sons and daughters,</i>

495
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,074
<i>traumatized families,</i>

496
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,435
<i>bereft and inconsolable.</i>

497
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:44,275
Checkpoint outside
Lashkargah's been hit.

498
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:48,474
Taliban's opened fire on
civilians. It seems risky.

499
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:51,439
That's nowhere near where
we're supposed to be going.

500
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:52,590
What shall we do?

501
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:56,950
We have to go.

502
00:49:58,200 --> 00:50:00,999
Norm. Hey, Norm.

503
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:07,239
If I ditch the babysitters,
you got room for two?

504
00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:10,240
Sure.

505
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:22,393
<i>In covering war,
can we really make a difference?</i>

506
00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:31,311
<i>The real difficulty is having
enough faith in humanity</i>

507
00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:34,835
<i>to believe that
enough people will care</i>

508
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:36,991
<i>when your story
finally reaches them.</i>

509
00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:49,190
<i>Oh, Danny boy</i>

510
00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:53,354
<i>The pipes, the pipes
are calling</i>

511
00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:59,991
<i>From glen
to glen and down the mountain side</i>

512
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:02,877
<i>Oh, Danny boy</i>

513
00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:08,957
<i>Oh, Danny boy
I love you so</i>

514
00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:18,960
Beautiful. Fantastic.

515
00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:22,033
Please pick a sadder song next time.

516
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,315
Fuck.

517
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:25,799
Ladies and gentlemen,

518
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,920
I would like to thank you
for braving the cold

519
00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:35,075
and joining us for our fourth annual
"End-Of-Dry-January" party.

520
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:39,556
Four Decembers ago, an associate
and I, after a very good year,

521
00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:42,712
decided to take
our best shipping client,

522
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,156
uh, for a celebratory dinner
in Milan.

523
00:51:45,240 --> 00:51:48,836
After much booze
and, um, other substances,

524
00:51:50,240 --> 00:51:52,630
I have no fucking idea
what happened.

525
00:51:52,720 --> 00:51:57,556
Anyway, I decided that it was best
to pump the old brakes in January.

526
00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:59,597
I'm very glad
to have you here

527
00:51:59,720 --> 00:52:01,757
to celebrate the end
of that wretched month

528
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:03,877
and to being alive.

529
00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:04,996
Being alive!

530
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:08,400
Cheers.

531
00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:10,159
Being alive!
Being alive!

532
00:52:10,240 --> 00:52:13,870
Hey, Rita. Rita.
Don't go. It's still early.

533
00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:18,034
Darling, it's 2:00 a.m. I have to be
up early to make breakfast for Chloe.

534
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:21,272
Well, stay and then
I'll come with you.

535
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:24,592
- Not like that, you won't.
- What's that supposed to mean?

536
00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:26,194
We're not having
vodka for breakfast.

537
00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,590
No, I'm fine.
Everything's fine.

538
00:52:28,680 --> 00:52:30,558
When did you
get so crusty?

539
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:33,073
When did you become
an alcoholic?

540
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:37,196
Well, I've been drinking since I was 15,
so it's been a while.

541
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,075
What do you hear
when the music stops?

542
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:46,399
I don't hear
anything at all.

543
00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:57,193
Shit.

544
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:01,474
My minicab's here.

545
00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:05,751
Look, I'm sorry.
I'm tired.

546
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:09,235
Why don't you skip all this,
come back to mine for a cup of tea?

547
00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:11,835
No. You give your little angel
a kiss in the morning

548
00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:13,479
from Aunt Marie, the pirate.

549
00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:18,350
Take care out there
on the high seas, all right?

550
00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:21,795
Bye-bye.

551
00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:24,315
Love you.

552
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,154
- Hi.
- Hi.

553
00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:44,396
- Thanks for having us over.
- My pleasure.

554
00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:46,312
- Marie.
- Tony.

555
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:47,920
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

556
00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:49,633
- Can I bum one of those?
- Certainly.

557
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,079
Where'd you get that
eye patch, Marie?

558
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:56,992
Uh, Treasure Island.

559
00:53:57,080 --> 00:53:58,080
Really?

560
00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:01,789
I heard...

561
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,031
I heard you got it
in Sri Lanka.

562
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:07,031
- You did?
- Which is hard to say sometimes.

563
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,029
I asked Amy.

564
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:14,960
And you, uh...

565
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:18,511
You background-check all of your
potential one-night stands?

566
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,039
I don't have
one-night stands.

567
00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:25,433
- Oh.
- I don't. No, I don't, I don't.

568
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:27,637
I have sexual adventures.

569
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,400
One-night stands, no.

570
00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:33,438
I always end up
with psychos.

571
00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:37,480
Perfect.

572
00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:06,590
<i>How do you take it?</i>

573
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:09,439
- Black.
- Mmm-hmm.

574
00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:13,154
Mmm.

575
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:23,991
- You work in the city?
- Yeah.

576
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,631
Sometimes.
But I travel a lot, so...

577
00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:33,352
Your apartment looks like
Patrick Bateman's London nightmare.

578
00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:34,960
Thank you.

579
00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:38,511
And you look like a cleric
I met in Tehran.

580
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:39,795
Oh, yeah.

581
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:43,599
I just had to dry my hair.

582
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:45,520
That one.

583
00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:48,976
Is that who you were
shouting at last night?

584
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:50,256
What do you mean,
shouting about?

585
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:51,873
I think you were
having a nightmare.

586
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:52,996
I wasn't.

587
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,791
- I don't have nightmares.
- Okay.

588
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:00,480
Look...

589
00:56:03,240 --> 00:56:06,472
I'm a single father
who was a really shitty husband,

590
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:08,950
and when I'm not working hard,
I just like to...

591
00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:10,760
- Live hard.
- Yeah.

592
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:16,232
I had a great time with you last night
and I would like to see you again.

593
00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:30,593
<i>As the Arab Spring continues to
sweep across the Middle East and North Africa,</i>

594
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:33,673
<i>it is intensifying in Libya,
where thousands of Libyans</i>

595
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,956
<i>took to the streets
to voice their discontent</i>

596
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:38,549
<i>over their leader,
Muammar Gaddafi.</i>

597
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,991
<i>According to witnesses,
dozens of civilians have been killed</i>

598
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:46,472
<i>in protests that have erupted
in multiple cities across the country.</i>

599
00:56:46,560 --> 00:56:47,914
- Sean.
- Yes.

600
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,959
Rebels are mobilizing across Libya.
Gaddafi's still not budging.

601
00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:53,157
- Okay. Did Kate make it in?
- I'm checking.

602
00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:57,314
Simon's in, too,
and so is Marie, last I heard.

603
00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:58,595
Last you heard?

604
00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:14,669
The officers raped
the girls first, even had music playing.

605
00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:27,480
They called me down
and they ordered me to rape a girl.

606
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,594
She didn't move much
when I raped her.

607
00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:37,037
She said in a low voice,

608
00:57:37,120 --> 00:57:39,874
"There is Allah.
He is watching you."

609
00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:47,311
I said, "Gaddafi is Allah."

610
00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:50,031
He said,
"Gaddafi is Allah"?

611
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,759
Where are you
taking us, Abdallah?

612
00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:11,634
To find the other soldiers
who raped the girls in Tawergha.

613
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:15,436
- How many girls?
- I don't know.

614
00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:17,159
I know.
Abdallah, come on.

615
00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:18,696
I need to know
what we're dealing with here.

616
00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:20,632
I can't be sure.
Maybe a thousand. Maybe more.

617
00:58:20,720 --> 00:58:21,995
One thousand?

618
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:24,392
Gaddafi's punishment
for the uprising.

619
00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:29,796
<i>Allahu akbar!</i>

620
00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:56,836
<i>I feel that we've failed
if we don't face what war does,</i>

621
00:58:57,800 --> 00:59:01,077
<i>if we don't face
the human horrors</i>

622
00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:02,833
<i>and tell people
what really happens</i>

623
00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:05,515
<i>when all sides try
to obscure the truth.</i>

624
00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:06,600
Stay down.

625
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:10,149
Go on.

626
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:25,474
- Come on, let's go.
- No, wait!

627
00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:34,280
Down, down.
Come on, come on.

628
00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:43,599
Please listen to me
next time.

629
00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:48,591
Fucking listen to me.
Listen to me.

630
00:59:48,680 --> 00:59:52,720
I spoke to the rebel leader.
He said the rebels are pushing west.

631
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:55,216
- They're pincering Gaddafi's forces.
<i>- Marie...</i>

632
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,709
No, we're turning up
war crimes, Sean.

633
01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:01,879
You fucking sent
Kate in here, too?

634
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:03,474
<i>There's a lot
to cover in Libya.</i>

635
01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:05,656
You're worried I can't deliver you
a front-page splash?

636
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,736
<i>I'm not having this conversation with you.
Did you get my text?</i>

637
01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:08,760
The next thing I know,

638
01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,435
you'll be putting me in the
fucking gardening section.

639
01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:12,776
- <i>Don't tempt me.</i>
- Marie.

640
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:14,519
Rémi? What happened?

641
01:00:14,600 --> 01:00:17,035
- RPG attack.
- RPG attack?

642
01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,951
<i>- Did you get my text?</i>
- Your text? What?

643
01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:17,756
Marie?

644
01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:22,114
Marie?

645
01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:28,990
Marie?

646
01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:44,556
Marie?

647
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:10,672
Why don't
we go back inside, eh?

648
01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:20,116
Paul, it's all gone quiet
up here.

649
01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:30,873
It's all gone quiet.

650
01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:36,759
Come on.

651
01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:38,872
Stop fucking around.

652
01:03:59,680 --> 01:04:00,909
Marie?

653
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:04,760
- There.
- Mmm.

654
01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:16,354
You scared
the shit out of me.

655
01:04:16,440 --> 01:04:19,353
I would call you a pussy,
but pussies are tough as shit.

656
01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:28,154
In East Timor,
Norm made me this T-shirt.

657
01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:31,199
It said, "Don't shoot me.
I'm a war reporter."

658
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:34,915
He was always
first in, last out.

659
01:04:37,600 --> 01:04:39,239
He was invincible.

660
01:04:41,040 --> 01:04:43,256
There are old journalists
and there are bold journalists.

661
01:04:43,280 --> 01:04:45,715
There are no old
and bold journalists.

662
01:04:45,960 --> 01:04:47,519
You said that.

663
01:04:49,160 --> 01:04:51,629
He had a red line
and he crossed it.

664
01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:53,040
Norm knew what he was doing.

665
01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:56,599
Mmm, yeah, I guess he did.

666
01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:01,193
Can I have
a cigarette, please?

667
01:05:02,120 --> 01:05:03,554
Fucking hell.

668
01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:19,994
I gotta get cleaned up.
I gotta go.

669
01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:21,120
Where?

670
01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:24,238
Faruq got me face time
with an old acquaintance.

671
01:05:24,720 --> 01:05:26,439
- Now?
- Yeah.

672
01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,113
Well, in two hours.

673
01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:32,232
Can I ask you
a personal question?

674
01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:34,992
There are
no personal questions.

675
01:05:37,760 --> 01:05:40,229
What's with the fancy bra?

676
01:05:40,560 --> 01:05:42,313
You're calling this a bra?

677
01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:45,478
This is not a bra.
This is La Perla.

678
01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:48,718
I mean, if anyone's gonna
pull my corpse from a trench,

679
01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:51,912
I want them to be impressed.

680
01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:54,879
Right. The tough
war correspondent.

681
01:06:01,560 --> 01:06:02,914
Jesus Christ.

682
01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:08,638
You okay?

683
01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:35,032
- Mary.
- Colonel.

684
01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:43,000
<i>You remember the first time
you came to interview me?</i>

685
01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:46,471
I do. You tried
to take my blood.

686
01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:48,750
You were very pale.

687
01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:51,674
I was young and naïve,
and you scared the shit out of me.

688
01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:04,072
Today's
presidents who say I should leave,

689
01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:08,237
I tell them,

690
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:12,480
"You might finish your time,
but you will retire.

691
01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:17,238
"But I will still be
leader of the revolution."

692
01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:21,432
What about the Libyan people,
persecuted, tortured, murdered?

693
01:07:23,280 --> 01:07:25,511
Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda.

694
01:07:25,640 --> 01:07:28,136
They drug the Libyan
youth to make them rise up against me.

695
01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:31,278
So you're prepared to sink
your country into civil war.

696
01:07:31,440 --> 01:07:32,794
Thousands will be killed.

697
01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:37,272
The superpowers don't consider
you strategically important enough

698
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:38,919
to care about you.

699
01:07:39,040 --> 01:07:40,360
All you have is oil.

700
01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:42,278
Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda.
Not my people.

701
01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:44,875
So you finance bloodshed
to be noticed.

702
01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:47,834
You funded the IRA,
the Shining Path in Peru,

703
01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:49,479
Sword of Islam
in the Philippines.

704
01:07:49,760 --> 01:07:52,434
- All to gain international recognition...
- Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda.

705
01:07:52,520 --> 01:07:53,920
...that will never come.

706
01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:56,838
The only people
who did believe in you

707
01:07:56,920 --> 01:07:58,718
wound up at the wrong end
of your rockets.

708
01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:04,716
Was it really Al-Qaeda
who brainwashed Libyans?

709
01:08:04,840 --> 01:08:06,832
Or was it you?

710
01:08:17,840 --> 01:08:20,196
Of all the women in the world,

711
01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:23,475
I like spending time
with you most.

712
01:08:25,720 --> 01:08:27,677
More than Condi Rice.

713
01:08:29,680 --> 01:08:33,276
Even though she's a strong
woman of African origin.

714
01:09:14,840 --> 01:09:17,275
<i>He called his enemies rats.</i>

715
01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:20,789
<i>He targeted
women and children.</i>

716
01:09:22,080 --> 01:09:24,311
<i>Yet it was
Colonel Muammar Gaddafi</i>

717
01:09:24,400 --> 01:09:26,232
<i>who was cornered
in a sewer pipe.</i>

718
01:09:29,680 --> 01:09:32,718
<i>Having never fought a war
until now,</i>

719
01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:36,999
<i>his cruel dictatorship ended
in ignominy and death.</i>

720
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:41,197
<i>A big-game trophy</i>

721
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:43,953
<i>brought down in the wild.</i>

722
01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:29,594
Marie.

723
01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:06,358
- Zoe. Is she in there?
- Yeah.

724
01:13:07,600 --> 01:13:11,116
Hey. Sorry, sorry.
It's been bloody murder today.

725
01:13:11,760 --> 01:13:12,830
Shall we go?

726
01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:16,438
I am starving.

727
01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:19,433
- Where do you fancy?
- Anywhere.

728
01:13:22,240 --> 01:13:24,391
You've been
very quiet recently.

729
01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:26,394
What's that
supposed to mean?

730
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,478
Your last story
was in October.

731
01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:31,277
My knees aren't
what they used to be.

732
01:13:34,160 --> 01:13:35,799
Have you
fallen in love again?

733
01:13:36,320 --> 01:13:39,631
Tony.
We're going sailing in Antigua.

734
01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:40,870
That's wonderful.

735
01:13:41,320 --> 01:13:43,471
But you're up there
with bloody Martha Gellhorn.

736
01:13:43,560 --> 01:13:44,880
Everyone's holding
their breath

737
01:13:44,960 --> 01:13:46,838
for how you're gonna
follow up Libya.

738
01:13:48,000 --> 01:13:50,071
Sean, I have nightmares
every night.

739
01:13:50,200 --> 01:13:52,795
- I can only imagine.
- I'm running, trying to get to this house.

740
01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:55,469
It used to be a nice house,
but it's gone now.

741
01:13:55,560 --> 01:13:58,553
All that's left now
is mutilated bodies and rubble.

742
01:13:58,680 --> 01:14:01,070
- Marie...
- Are you completely gutless?

743
01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:05,638
Are you drunk?

744
01:14:07,640 --> 01:14:09,472
No, I'm not drunk.

745
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:20,032
How does it feel to be the person
pushing us all around the world

746
01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:22,760
for that piece of tin
to put on your fucking shelf?

747
01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:26,950
- You can't smoke in here.
- Fuck off.

748
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:36,754
You knew I had Libya covered
and you still tried to fuck me.

749
01:14:36,880 --> 01:14:38,951
You sent Kate in
as insurance, didn't you?

750
01:14:39,040 --> 01:14:41,236
'Cause you didn't trust me
to do my fucking job.

751
01:14:41,360 --> 01:14:43,477
What do you
want me to say?

752
01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:45,876
That you were wrong
and you're sorry.

753
01:14:48,600 --> 01:14:52,116
I was wrong and I'm sorry.
Can you put the cigarette out, please?

754
01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:57,394
I'm finished.

755
01:15:11,360 --> 01:15:13,875
Why am I always
the fucking bad guy?

756
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:17,471
I had to cover myself in Libya because
you are totally unpredictable.

757
01:15:17,600 --> 01:15:19,637
God knows everybody
loves you, Marie,

758
01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:22,400
but you are a pain
in the fucking arse.

759
01:15:22,520 --> 01:15:24,512
- David Blundy.
- Who?

760
01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:26,319
- David Blundy.
- What about him?

761
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:28,471
He left for <i>The Telegraph</i>
before you joined.

762
01:15:28,560 --> 01:15:30,119
- I took his job.
- What is your point?

763
01:15:30,240 --> 01:15:32,960
And then he was killed
two years later in San Salvador.

764
01:15:33,080 --> 01:15:36,198
João Silva lost both legs
at the knee in Kandahar

765
01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:37,919
while working
for the <i>New York Times.</i>

766
01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:39,753
I was with him
in Afghanistan.

767
01:15:39,960 --> 01:15:42,350
- Safa Abu Seif.
- Who did he work for?

768
01:15:42,440 --> 01:15:45,319
She was a 12-year-old
Palestinian girl

769
01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:48,514
killed by a stray bullet
that pierced her heart.

770
01:15:48,640 --> 01:15:53,112
I watched her parents hold her
as she bled out.

771
01:15:53,600 --> 01:15:55,990
She was wearing
pearl earrings.

772
01:15:56,120 --> 01:15:58,840
She probably thought
she looked pretty that day.

773
01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:01,070
I see it,

774
01:16:02,240 --> 01:16:03,754
so you don't have to.

775
01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:05,360
How about
the gardening section, Marie?

776
01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:07,113
Would that make you happy?

777
01:16:07,520 --> 01:16:09,318
One word to Watkins
and you're there.

778
01:16:09,400 --> 01:16:10,914
Is that what
they all died for?

779
01:16:12,040 --> 01:16:14,680
- I don't know what they died for.
- Yes, you do.

780
01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:16,797
You see it so that
we don't have to, yes,

781
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:20,755
but also because you couldn't
imagine a world in which you didn't.

782
01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:24,753
No one in their right mind
would do what you do, Marie.

783
01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:28,672
But if you lose
your conviction,

784
01:16:28,800 --> 01:16:30,792
then what hope
do the rest of us have?

785
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:18,514
<i>Maybe I would have liked a more normal life.</i>

786
01:17:20,520 --> 01:17:22,512
<i>Maybe I just don't know how.</i>

787
01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:28,874
<i>Or maybe this is where I
feel most comfortable.</i>

788
01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:35,113
Fucking hell.

789
01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:59,231
Paul, what the fuck
are they singing?

790
01:17:59,400 --> 01:18:01,392
I think they're celebrating
our arrival.

791
01:18:21,240 --> 01:18:23,550
<i>Allahu Akbar!
Allahu Akbar!</i>

792
01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:57,152
<i>Allahu Akbar!</i>

793
01:19:48,240 --> 01:19:49,993
Jesus Christ, Marie.

794
01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,194
Fuck. Way worse
than I thought.

795
01:19:57,800 --> 01:19:59,200
Here.

796
01:20:15,680 --> 01:20:17,592
Wh... Where's Abu Zaida?

797
01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:26,591
Abu Zaida, Marie Colvin,
<i>Sunday Times.</i>

798
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:31,920
One of the FSA fighters told me
he'd counted 47 explosions a minute.

799
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:33,856
Shelling starts
at 6:30 every morning.

800
01:20:33,880 --> 01:20:35,234
They start with one location,

801
01:20:35,440 --> 01:20:37,560
they sweep the neighborhood
with everything they have,

802
01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:39,519
mortars, artillery, missiles.

803
01:20:39,600 --> 01:20:41,671
- Right. I heard 5,000 troops.
- Hell.

804
01:20:41,760 --> 01:20:43,717
4th Armored Division
led by Assad's brother.

805
01:20:43,960 --> 01:20:46,429
- How many civilians?
- 28,000 trapped.

806
01:20:46,720 --> 01:20:49,394
- Mostly women and children.
- Where?

807
01:20:49,760 --> 01:20:51,717
Where are they?
Tell me where they are.

808
01:20:51,880 --> 01:20:53,296
It's too dangerous
to go out right now.

809
01:20:53,320 --> 01:20:54,976
The main offensive
can start at any moment.

810
01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:56,576
Which is why you have to
tell me where they are,

811
01:20:56,600 --> 01:20:58,512
so I can go out there
before it starts.

812
01:20:59,040 --> 01:21:00,360
For what?

813
01:21:00,480 --> 01:21:03,917
People are seeing us being butchered
and they still call us terrorists.

814
01:21:06,720 --> 01:21:08,040
You deserted.

815
01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:13,395
- Deserted who?
- You deserted Assad's army.

816
01:21:14,040 --> 01:21:15,394
- Yes.
- Why?

817
01:21:18,280 --> 01:21:19,999
You wanted to be free.

818
01:21:22,880 --> 01:21:24,599
Let me tell your story.

819
01:22:13,440 --> 01:22:15,432
- You'll translate for me?
- Yes.

820
01:23:09,600 --> 01:23:12,069
I want people
to know your story.

821
01:23:41,800 --> 01:23:43,996
Yes, she was
under the rubble.

822
01:23:49,720 --> 01:23:51,757
How old was her daughter?

823
01:23:57,360 --> 01:23:59,113
Five years old.

824
01:24:51,280 --> 01:24:52,600
You're connected now.

825
01:24:55,800 --> 01:24:58,076
We have
to stay away from the sat phone.

826
01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:04,237
Assad's drones can locate the signal
and we become a missile target.

827
01:25:08,120 --> 01:25:10,874
Although who knows
if that's even secure.

828
01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:17,836
I don't think it's Israel.

829
01:25:17,920 --> 01:25:21,118
Well, the Israeli embassy was hit
by bombers in Georgia and in India.

830
01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:23,669
I was thinking more about
the Arab Spring going to shit.

831
01:25:23,760 --> 01:25:25,797
Muslim Brotherhood
in Egypt or Syria.

832
01:25:25,880 --> 01:25:28,161
- We've got Marie trying to...
- She made it into Homs.

833
01:29:33,520 --> 01:29:35,398
You know, it's okay,
the decor.

834
01:29:35,840 --> 01:29:38,116
It's a shame
about the fucking banging.

835
01:29:38,240 --> 01:29:40,357
I told you we should
have gone to Aleppo.

836
01:29:41,520 --> 01:29:42,936
I should have
fucking listened.

837
01:29:42,960 --> 01:29:45,873
Last time I book a fucking
vacation on the Internet.

838
01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:50,394
Fuck me.

839
01:30:16,040 --> 01:30:17,474
Holy shit.

840
01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:20,270
- Did she file?
- I've got it. It's here.

841
01:30:20,400 --> 01:30:22,517
- It's printing.
- Okay, go get it.

842
01:30:31,960 --> 01:30:34,316
Marie's story's
a pretty strong rebuttal

843
01:30:34,440 --> 01:30:37,160
to Assad's claims
that he's bombing terrorists.

844
01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:39,678
What's the plan now?

845
01:30:43,560 --> 01:30:45,995
She needs to get
the hell out of there.

846
01:30:58,240 --> 01:31:01,472
There's an assault coming.
We need to go now. Now, now, now!

847
01:31:20,640 --> 01:31:22,632
- Stop.
- What are you doing?

848
01:31:23,160 --> 01:31:25,914
I gotta go back. There are
28,000 people there.

849
01:31:26,040 --> 01:31:27,416
- We can't abandon them.
- No, no. Listen to me!

850
01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:28,954
You're brilliant and brave,

851
01:31:29,080 --> 01:31:31,276
and, fuck, you've got
an amazing nose for a story.

852
01:31:31,400 --> 01:31:33,596
But you don't have
a military brain, all right?

853
01:31:33,720 --> 01:31:34,840
- Hey, hey, hey.
- Let me go.

854
01:31:34,880 --> 01:31:38,078
We will fucking die
if we go back, okay?

855
01:31:38,200 --> 01:31:39,953
- We will fucking die.
- I gotta go back.

856
01:31:40,400 --> 01:31:41,516
- You go.
- No.

857
01:31:41,680 --> 01:31:43,911
- Save me a seat at the bar.
- No. Which bar?

858
01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:45,275
Where?

859
01:31:45,440 --> 01:31:46,760
Marie!

860
01:31:47,280 --> 01:31:48,350
Fuck!

861
01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:50,113
Come on. Come here.

862
01:31:53,840 --> 01:31:55,035
Sean, she's back.

863
01:32:04,640 --> 01:32:06,359
- Can everyone shut up?
- Shh.

864
01:32:06,440 --> 01:32:07,840
Quiet.

865
01:32:08,640 --> 01:32:09,640
Hey, what are you doing?

866
01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:12,355
I thought of an item
for the gardening section.

867
01:32:12,640 --> 01:32:14,757
I'm about to have a stroke here.
Can you be serious?

868
01:32:15,160 --> 01:32:16,879
- I want to broadcast.
- All good?

869
01:32:16,960 --> 01:32:18,136
- Yeah, okay.
<i>- You don't have to do this.</i>

870
01:32:18,160 --> 01:32:19,833
You've already given us
more than we need.

871
01:32:19,960 --> 01:32:22,350
- No. I want to broadcast.
<i>- It's not safe.</i>

872
01:32:22,440 --> 01:32:24,376
And then I wanna go back to the hospital.
I wanna get more video.

873
01:32:24,400 --> 01:32:27,598
Marie, listen to me.
You do not have to do this.

874
01:32:27,720 --> 01:32:29,154
Okay, but I...

875
01:32:29,560 --> 01:32:30,630
Fuck!

876
01:32:30,760 --> 01:32:32,160
Fuck.

877
01:32:36,120 --> 01:32:38,919
- Signal's gone down.
- No shit.

878
01:32:40,920 --> 01:32:43,435
- The phone.
- Hey.

879
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:45,256
I already told you
if you use the sat phone,

880
01:32:45,280 --> 01:32:47,033
those drones will know
where we are.

881
01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:48,736
- They'll blow us out of here.
- We don't have time.

882
01:32:48,760 --> 01:32:50,991
- Let me see if I can fix it.
- We don't have time!

883
01:32:51,080 --> 01:32:52,958
Wait. Let me see...

884
01:33:18,280 --> 01:33:22,035
Channel 4, BBC, CNN,
all want to broadcast.

885
01:33:22,200 --> 01:33:23,429
<i>Okay.</i>

886
01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:26,838
Fine, but then you leave
at the first opportunity. Agreed?

887
01:34:01,840 --> 01:34:03,718
Hello? Hello?

888
01:34:03,840 --> 01:34:05,576
<i>We're gonna
patch you through to CNN.</i>

889
01:34:05,600 --> 01:34:10,914
<i>Putting you on
in five, four, three, two...</i>

890
01:34:11,080 --> 01:34:12,816
<i>...Marie Colvin
of the</i> Sunday Times <i>of London,</i>

891
01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:14,797
<i>who joins us now from Homs.</i>

892
01:34:14,960 --> 01:34:17,395
<i>Why is it important, do you think,
to see these images?</i>

893
01:34:17,480 --> 01:34:19,199
<i>Why is it important
for you to be there?</i>

894
01:34:19,320 --> 01:34:21,960
<i>Right now you may be one of
the only Western journalists in Homs.</i>

895
01:34:22,040 --> 01:34:23,360
<i>Our team has just left.</i>

896
01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:28,874
For an audience for which
any conflict is very far away,

897
01:34:28,960 --> 01:34:30,314
this is the reality.

898
01:34:30,440 --> 01:34:35,071
There are 28,000 civilians,
men, women and children,

899
01:34:35,200 --> 01:34:37,874
a city of the cold
and hungry,

900
01:34:38,680 --> 01:34:41,832
starving, defenseless.

901
01:34:41,960 --> 01:34:45,351
There are no telephones.
The electricity has been cut off.

902
01:34:46,080 --> 01:34:50,950
Families are sharing what they have
with relatives and neighbors.

903
01:34:53,520 --> 01:34:57,116
I have sat with literally hundreds

904
01:34:57,240 --> 01:34:59,436
<i>of women
with infant children</i>

905
01:34:59,560 --> 01:35:04,999
<i>who are trapped in these
cold, brutal conditions,</i>

906
01:35:06,480 --> 01:35:08,073
<i>unable to feed their children</i>

907
01:35:08,200 --> 01:35:12,194
<i>anything other than sugar
and water for weeks on end.</i>

908
01:35:13,560 --> 01:35:17,998
<i>That little boy was one of
two children who died today.</i>

909
01:35:18,080 --> 01:35:20,834
<i>It's what happens every day.</i>

910
01:35:20,960 --> 01:35:25,591
<i>The Syrian regime is claiming that
they're not hitting civilians,</i>

911
01:35:25,680 --> 01:35:28,354
that they're just going after
terrorist gangs.

912
01:35:29,400 --> 01:35:31,710
But every civilian house
has been hit.

913
01:35:31,800 --> 01:35:37,194
The top floor of the building
I'm in has been totally destroyed.

914
01:35:38,600 --> 01:35:41,399
There are no military
targets here.

915
01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:44,513
It is a complete
and utter lie.

916
01:35:45,240 --> 01:35:46,856
<i>Well, thank you
for using the world "lie."</i>

917
01:35:46,880 --> 01:35:48,599
<i>I think a lot of people
wanna thank you</i>

918
01:35:48,720 --> 01:35:50,757
<i>because it's a word
we don't often hear,</i>

919
01:35:50,880 --> 01:35:53,679
<i>it's not often used,
but it's the truth in this case.</i>

920
01:35:53,760 --> 01:35:57,037
<i>The Syrian regime, their representatives,
have continually lied.</i>

921
01:35:57,120 --> 01:35:58,998
<i>They've lied on this program
to us directly.</i>

922
01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:02,997
<i>Marie, I mean, you have covered a
lot of conflicts over a long time.</i>

923
01:36:03,080 --> 01:36:04,150
<i>How does this compare?</i>

924
01:36:04,600 --> 01:36:07,513
This is the worst conflict
I've ever seen.

925
01:36:08,400 --> 01:36:11,791
It's the worst because
it was a peaceful uprising

926
01:36:11,880 --> 01:36:13,872
that was crushed by violence.

927
01:36:14,920 --> 01:36:20,154
President Assad is sitting in his
palace in Damascus in panic, the entire

928
01:36:20,240 --> 01:36:24,075
security apparatus his father
built crumbling around him,

929
01:36:24,160 --> 01:36:29,474
<i>and he is responding in the
only way he's been taught how.</i>

930
01:36:29,560 --> 01:36:32,871
<i>When he was a child,
he watched his father</i>

931
01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:37,394
<i>crush opposition by shelling
the city of Hama into ruins</i>

932
01:36:37,560 --> 01:36:41,634
<i>and killing 10,000
innocent civilians.</i>

933
01:36:42,120 --> 01:36:45,158
He watched,
as we're watching,

934
01:36:45,240 --> 01:36:48,153
a dictator
killing with impunity.

935
01:36:48,280 --> 01:36:51,751
And the words
on everybody's lips here are,

936
01:36:54,640 --> 01:36:56,791
"Why have we been abandoned?"

937
01:36:58,560 --> 01:36:59,994
"Why?"

938
01:37:02,320 --> 01:37:03,993
I don't know why.

939
01:37:05,000 --> 01:37:10,200
<i>Marie Colvin, um, I know it's impossible
to stay safe, but please try.</i>

940
01:37:10,280 --> 01:37:12,112
<i>Thank you for talking to us.</i>

941
01:38:08,400 --> 01:38:10,835
Marie. Marie,
we need to get out now.

942
01:38:11,440 --> 01:38:13,040
- We have to go back to the clinic.
- No.

943
01:38:13,120 --> 01:38:15,216
- There'll be more casualties.
- We got the fucking story.

944
01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:17,436
- You did it. It's enough.
- We can get more.

945
01:38:17,960 --> 01:38:19,679
- They're bracketing.
- What is that?

946
01:38:19,800 --> 01:38:21,234
They're trying
to find their range.

947
01:38:21,320 --> 01:38:22,536
They've found us.

948
01:38:26,240 --> 01:38:27,959
Marie, come on,
let's go.

949
01:38:53,400 --> 01:38:54,800
Paul.

950
01:38:57,200 --> 01:38:58,520
Marie.

951
01:41:58,480 --> 01:41:59,994
<i>Very difficult question.</i>

952
01:42:00,080 --> 01:42:03,198
<i>It's like writing, uh,
your own obituary.</i>

953
01:42:03,960 --> 01:42:08,034
<i>I suppose to look back at it
and say, you know, I cared enough</i>

954
01:42:08,160 --> 01:42:13,030
<i>to go to these places
and write, in some way,</i>

955
01:42:13,160 --> 01:42:18,554
<i>something that would make
someone else care as much about it</i>

956
01:42:18,680 --> 01:42:20,319
<i>as I did at the time.</i>

957
01:42:20,440 --> 01:42:25,231
Part of it is you're never gonna get
to where you're going

958
01:42:25,360 --> 01:42:28,398
if you acknowledge fear.

959
01:42:28,520 --> 01:42:31,274
I think fear comes later,
when it's all over.