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Vora: Welcome, you two.
Vora: Of course, dearie.
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VawnX: I am here
VawnX: the fight ended
VawnX: ello
Guest_kcs174: hello
Vora: What fight?
Vora: With who?
VawnX: a fight
VawnX: with a figher
VawnX: <-<
Vora: Tell me who?
VawnX: aurix
Vora: Why Aurix?
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VawnX: they said i couldnt
VawnX: so i did
VawnX: won
VawnX: solved it
VawnX: -shurg-
LadyMercy: im proud of you love
LadyMercy: but that was a stupid reason
VawnX: ty ty ty <3
VawnX: okay
VawnX: you lose one of them ty's
VawnX: ty x2
VawnX: <_<
LadyMercy: lol silly
LadyMercy: still proud of you ♥
VawnX: did your discord crash or something <-<
LadyMercy: i left
LadyMercy: >.>
VawnX: y u do
LadyMercy: bc im coming bak rn
VawnX: oh good becaus egrande got concered
LadyMercy: dont worry handsome i didnt abandon you
LadyMercy: lies
VawnX: he was like "DID I JUST TALK THAT WHOLE TIME AND HAD NO ONE TAKING NOTES"
VawnX: -baby fit baby fit-
LadyMercy: sounds right
LadyMercy: we need to nap eventually love
Vora: I agree with Lady. Don't go swinging your dick around.
Vora: > v >
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LadyMercy: wb and he can only swing it at me
Vora: LOL
VawnX: IN OTHER NEWS
VawnX: i won
VawnX: i won a small dumb group of people
VawnX: now i have more followers
VawnX: :D
LadyMercy: good boy handsome never doubted you for a second
VawnX: /followers/
LadyMercy: -shed sit upon his lap and kiss his cheek a smile crossing her face happy of the man before her-
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Guest_isabellaistrash: Hi)
Vora: Welcome Isabella dear.
Vora: ^ ^
LadyMercy: hello
VawnX: [hello tiny one]
Guest_isabellaistrash: Hai ghostie
Vora: Bl
VawnX: -Vawn would softly pull her back into his lap and toss his legs over the left side of his armrest as he laughed softly relaxing after said battle-
VawnX: bi <-<?
LadyMercy: -mercy would reach her right arm back stroking thru vawns hair every now and then caressing his cheek-
GrandeVitalisMortem: What brings you to my Home Vora.
Guest_isabellaistrash: Me?
Guest_isabellaistrash: Or
Vora: I wanted to ask if you wanted to represent your empire in the new group I made, dearie Grand.
Vora: We're gathering leaders from IMVU.
VawnX  > GrandeVitalisMortem: always something with her
GrandeVitalisMortem: No.
VawnX  > GrandeVitalisMortem: never just "came by to say hello there"
GrandeVitalisMortem: Thats dumb, too much effort and a waste of time.
Vora: Alright.
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GrandeVitalisMortem: If I gain nothing but more responsibilities from random people who mean nothing to me then I don't care.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Its idiotic to believe I should join a Group I would eventually take over.
LadyMercy: o-o
LadyMercy: she poof
Guest_isabellaistrash: -snorts-
GrandeVitalisMortem: brb
LadyMercy: tyt
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GrandeVitalisMortem: *exhale*
GrandeVitalisMortem: I grow irritated.
LadyMercy: whys that
GrandeVitalisMortem: People act as if we are the best of friends.
LadyMercy: but
GrandeVitalisMortem: I do not beleive people understand me as well as they do.
LadyMercy: your not
LadyMercy: they dont correct
GrandeVitalisMortem: I grow irritated by people who surround me and who are distant.
LadyMercy: i am both
GrandeVitalisMortem: No you aren't.
LadyMercy: hm?
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are not close to me, nor are you distant to me.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are close to Vawn, who is close to me.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But you are not.
LadyMercy: im not close to vawn.. i am vawns
LadyMercy: and hopefully forever will be
GrandeVitalisMortem: Thats literally the same thing.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are close to Vawn because you are his, I don't give a fuck about the technicalities, it is as it is.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You two are Close, you are a thing.
LadyMercy: -blushes- we arer.
LadyMercy: are
GrandeVitalisMortem: You and I are not close, spiritually physically or emotionally.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You simply know of me and I know that you exist.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Your place in Vawns life means nothing to me.
LadyMercy: thanks -.-
GrandeVitalisMortem: I give the absolute truths to people. I don't sugar coat things.
LadyMercy: and i dont mind it.
LadyMercy: tho i do feel my role should be more than vawns
GrandeVitalisMortem: It won't be.
LadyMercy: i am taking care of your lore so you dont have to
GrandeVitalisMortem: I am literally giving you all the pieces of a puzzle. You are just putting them where I tell you.
LadyMercy: if it were so simple you would do it yourself
GrandeVitalisMortem: It is simple, thats why I am not doing it.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Because I have faith that you can do the simple.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Whilst I remain where I am and deal with the complex.
LadyMercy: such as what
LadyMercy: keeping your throne warm
GrandeVitalisMortem: Actual Politics, Community Management, handling drama and affairs. Negotations and boring diplomacy. Writing stories and making sure everything that goes on across the actions of over 150 people remains good and wholesome within their own sects.
LadyMercy: im not jus something belonging to your brother
LadyMercy: i am and was before your brother my own being
GrandeVitalisMortem: So yes, while I sit here in silence, I am actually managing a community that is ever expanding, if you don't appreciate what I do I don't care, because it is not for you. Its for the people of my community who look to this place as a place of comfort and an escape.
GrandeVitalisMortem: And no matter what you were before when you two became something within the Room I built, you were a Wanderer because you did nothing for the community, and I have no qualms with that. But don't expect me to see you as someone of an asset if you don't make yourself as such by doing something others can do.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I have become irritated with others, but you have begun to tire me because of your beliefs in who you are in my World.
LadyMercy: no i understand i am no boby here
LadyMercy: body
LadyMercy: shut up make vawn happy
GrandeVitalisMortem: That is not my role.
LadyMercy: thats my role.
LadyMercy: correct5
GrandeVitalisMortem: Do not assume to know what I do then Mercy.
LadyMercy: i asked in your eyes is this correct
GrandeVitalisMortem: I don't recall you saying any of that. However regardless I don't see you as anything because you don't appear to me as someone who is fully apart of the Community I built.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You have not done anything as a member of the Community, only in the works of minor dealings thus far.
GrandeVitalisMortem: The first thing you have done.
LadyMercy: i apoligize i can handle my own issues and do not need your help to do so
LadyMercy: i dont need help
LadyMercy: im here as a friend or so i thought
LadyMercy: to help in any way i can
LadyMercy: to keep my mate happy safe and protected
LadyMercy: to be with my friends such as seri
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are here as the lover of Vawn, you are also here to aid him in his job as the Librarian to create the Lore Library.
LadyMercy: no because i was here before i became his
GrandeVitalisMortem: Its already been stated, but this is your current purpose you have.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I don't see what the point is that you are trying to make.
LadyMercy: im not a no body grande.
LadyMercy: a pain in the ass sometimes but not a nobody
GrandeVitalisMortem: Then prove it through action and time.
LadyMercy: and all my time ive spent with our lore
LadyMercy: your*
GrandeVitalisMortem: But don't expect to become someone worthy of being on that wall in a few days time of work.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I am not worried about the Lore, it is text, history already written and currently written.
LadyMercy: i care not of being on your wall but dont sit here and call me a nobody
GrandeVitalisMortem: That wall is the Communities wall, the Empire and the Worlds Wall. Not just mine.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are no one until you become a someone.
LadyMercy: i am someone and i dont need your approval to know that
GrandeVitalisMortem: Then prove it, through action.
GrandeVitalisMortem: And keep at your distance.
LadyMercy: distance ffrom what.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Me, more specifically believing we are directly friends. Acquaintances sure, but we are not friends yet.
GrandeVitalisMortem: In the Community as it stands.
GrandeVitalisMortem: People do not respect the leadership, they believe that they stand as equals in this community with them.
LadyMercy: jus bc i have no use to you does not make me a nobdy.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You have use.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But that use is not mine.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You are nobody until you become smoeone.
LadyMercy: i am someone. even if not to you.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I grow tired of peoples belief in their stance, it detracts from the seriousness of the work needing to be put into making a functioning story for people to enjoy.
LadyMercy: go ahead be tired of me. im not forcing you to care
GrandeVitalisMortem: I have grown irritated.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Mercy, at this point you are stated to me you are an Empath, what is it that you are feeling from myself.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Or the various souls within me.
LadyMercy: im not an empath
LadyMercy: i do not read your feelings
LadyMercy: i read your souls
GrandeVitalisMortem: Then what do you see.
LadyMercy: a stubborn man only wishing to advance his world bc he is higher than all an no other is equal close but never equal a amn whos being must be the most poerful never show emotion bc it is weakness
LadyMercy: your souls have hard pasts
LadyMercy: but so does ever other being with in any realm
GrandeVitalisMortem: Your readings are biased based off your emotions.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Noted.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I know a few like you who are within this Community.
LadyMercy: currently yes and i apoligies for tht
GrandeVitalisMortem: Its interesting to note peoples inability to handle neutrality.
GrandeVitalisMortem: In its most chaotic of forms, to its most Lawful.
LadyMercy: my statement was also words taken from you interviewing
GrandeVitalisMortem: That is why I do not like showing who I am to those who cannot handle it. They don't understand and they feel hurt by my words.
LadyMercy: no i dont mind
LadyMercy: i truly dont each has a verdict or opinion of another
GrandeVitalisMortem: Capitalize the beginning of your sentence and add a period.
GrandeVitalisMortem: If you don't put effort into what you say it means nothing.
LadyMercy: if you knew me youd know i have a fear of certain.. writing.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Proper grammar is not a valid fear.
GrandeVitalisMortem: And of course Sentence structure.
LadyMercy: To you no of course not, but you did not live the life we have.
GrandeVitalisMortem: If you fear something that you have control of all aspects within then there is no point in being afraid of it.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Its pointless to fear that which you control.
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LadyMercy: Except when it's from another.
LadyMercy: It's fear in the realm of reality Because of the past I have with it.
LadyMercy: i apoligies for my riduculous flaws
GrandeVitalisMortem  whispers: Whatever you type send it through whisper or on Discord.
GrandeVitalisMortem: If you take a piece of paper and take a pencil and you draw a circle you control both the paper and the fact that its a circle, if you write a word you control how it sounds and why its there.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You shouldn't be afraid of something you have the ability to change.
LadyMercy: But I do not have the ability to change someone elses control over it.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Then why bother being afraid of it if there is nothing that can be done.
GrandeVitalisMortem: It is a state of reality, it exists. And because it is there and you know where it lies then why worry about where it may be.
LadyMercy: grande. my mother was a vile and evil being. she beat me daiily and many times near death when she was upset shed make my siblings write lines but would beat me while they watched when upset my mother would only type.. write.. speak in proper format to enable fear into to let me know when i got home shed be waiting to beat me.
LadyMercy: so no i dont live in a state of 100 % reality i live in one where i was created insane
LadyMercy: where jus speaking this makes me shaking in angry...
LadyMercy: anger
LadyMercy: i undertsand other have had it worse than i
GrandeVitalisMortem: It is your job to write properly.
LadyMercy: i understand my fears are stupid and irrational
GrandeVitalisMortem: If you cannot do it then do not worry.
LadyMercy: but it is my fear whether you like it or not and i deal with it but if i come and jus type to type and get my opinion out but your writing i am ocd over i am dealing with it i am editing with proper writing edicate
LadyMercy: and i am working on over coming my stupid irratioinal fears.
GrandeVitalisMortem: The best way to get over fear is to surround yourself in it and do it yourself.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Type properly at all times, and you will start to view the irrational fear as nothing.
LadyMercy: And im here aerent I. and im editing revising your lore arent I does that not prove im trying
GrandeVitalisMortem: I view a persons words as the way that they live.
LadyMercy: then you see i live in insanity
GrandeVitalisMortem: You do not.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You live in a bubble of stress and anxiety. But it is not insanity.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But I question you then.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Do you think you are a member of this Community?
LadyMercy: You've answered that question time and time again during our conversation.
LadyMercy: I am no one to your lands.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I want to know what you think.
LadyMercy: Yes I believed I was.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Do you want to be in this Community?
LadyMercy: But the god has spoken. He has put me into place.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Do you want to be in this Community?
LadyMercy: Im here am I not. As i said I've been here everyday even before vawn.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Vawn has been here for half a decade.
LadyMercy: Not what I ment.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Longer than that actually.
LadyMercy: Before I knew of Vawn, before we became a couple.
LadyMercy: I was here daily.
GrandeVitalisMortem: No matter, if you believe you are a member of this Community, you will do one thing and one thing only.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Stop saying "your" Lore, and start saying Our lore. Otherwise you will cement yourself as an outsider and you will never be seen as a someone in this place.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Or in any place.
LadyMercy: Take note it was called as our til the moment you stated I was no one
GrandeVitalisMortem: You've said your Constantly.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But I am not going to further that arguement.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Stop saying Our, and start taking ownership of your place.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Otherwise it will be lost.
LadyMercy: What place Grande.
GrandeVitalisMortem: As a member, rather than a Wanderer.
LadyMercy: I will make nothing of myself if my tiltes are not those i was born with. "Ruler of Cymera, Protector of the spirit realm". My titles aren't Vawn's object or assisstant.
LadyMercy: My place is with vawn he has my heart but i am not an object to be controlled. I am a ruler, a protector.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Do you know the difference between a Ruler and a Leader?
LadyMercy: I do and I should stop saying ruler, but im not sexist. Kingdom, Queendom. I welcome all. No matter your shape or state of being.
GrandeVitalisMortem: The way that things work is you must appear unique to become someone in the community.
GrandeVitalisMortem: It becomes increasingly difficult over time as people come and go and the Community expands.
GrandeVitalisMortem: What I do tends to draw out the worst in people because I believe that it is when we are most angered and irrational that we showcase best who we are.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Not the best of who we are, but what we are when the face we wear cracks and the words we had become apparent.
LadyMercy: Well I have many flaws. I do not hide that. I have few fears, but they are severe.
LadyMercy: My fears are irrational, but i my self as a being am not.
LadyMercy: And when i am out of line i admit it.
LadyMercy: But just because I am out of line does not mean i will stop voicing my opinion.
LadyMercy: I understand I am pain . I understand to you I am nothing, but my being isnt here to worship you. My being is here to help in anyway I can. My being is to help the lost when they are hurting. Mybeing is to be loyal, to protect, and to keep those i care for safe. Even if anything I do is unapperciated.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I believe it best you demonize me.
LadyMercy: and why is this
GrandeVitalisMortem: You will respect and speak properly to that which you know to be bad.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Infact I believe a great many of the leaders of the community have become lax, I will aid them in their work.
LadyMercy: Then you clearly have misread me Grande.
GrandeVitalisMortem: I have not read you, I am informing you.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Keep the image of me negative no matter what it is that I do or say.
LadyMercy: I do not respect the bad. I do not respect the good. I respect thlse who deserve it.
LadyMercy: those*
GrandeVitalisMortem: Morality is such a fickle thing when none of it makes a difference to those who see all perspectives.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But no matter, you don't understand what I mean.
LadyMercy: Whatever you beileve grande.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Are you still going to finish the Lore that has been compiled thus far?
LadyMercy: Of course I wouldn't drop an important job just because i have been belittled.
GrandeVitalisMortem: So you still view it as important?
LadyMercy: I do.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Why?
LadyMercy: The past is the past, but it created the stone walkway we are creating to follow today. Each stone a meaning and each being a different road to follow. Im helping you tell the past of this world. The stepping stones that lead to this exact moment. The wars, the speeches, the disagreements, the being that have come gone and stayed. Each past moment serves a purpose and I have been chosen to help tell it.
LadyMercy: So. Yes I find it important.
GrandeVitalisMortem: You will need a strong mind here.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Good for you thus far.
LadyMercy: Im stubborn no other like me.
GrandeVitalisMortem: There are plenty like you.
GrandeVitalisMortem: But none are you.
GrandeVitalisMortem: Similarities exist in a great many people.
LadyMercy: Similarities exsit, yes, but no being is like another.
AkumiCerinCrosszeria: ima goin go bug my twin
AkumiCerinCrosszeria: take care and goodnight
LadyMercy: tc hunny
LadyMercy: love you
LadyMercy: gn
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