⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:31 PM
Went ahead and removed my votes (what lack there was)
I can't properly judge a tf2 map, so it's just a waste of time.
This comes from the fact that I don't properly play this game, the only gamemode I do play legit is MVM. I just derp around in community servers instead of causal.
So when I try to look around the map (or whatever I'm suppose to be doing to give feedback) I end up dying and getting pissed off, in the last few IMPs I played I mostly when cloak&Dagger spy to check out the map in peace and try to give feedback. It wasn't very fun
I can't judge a multiplayer map from a gameplay perspective, I only report stuff like bugs and glitches
erkToday at 6:37 PM
its ok dude you dont have to be the best judge to vote, but its cool if you remove your own just know that we wouldnt really have an issue with them
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:40 PM
I mean it's not like I can't give concise feedback https://forums.terraria.org/index.php?goto/post&id=1730766#post-1730766
tModLoader - Pinky's content pack | Page 16 | Terraria Community F...
Seems like a great way to get building materials in pre-hardmode ;)
I just can't do it in a game where you can never known how your enemy will act
I grow up with singleplayer games, so multiplayer stuff is just my bane
14bitToday at 6:41 PM
If you want to explore the map while people are playing on it to give feedback, spectator mode is great
Our servers don't let you change teams normally, but you can do !spec in chat to get automatically moved to spectator.
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:42 PM
How are you people so cheery all the time
I just don't
savvaToday at 6:43 PM
Just like my mom used to say
"smile more stupid idiot"
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:43 PM
gee, thanks
I wasn't very public about it, but this contest mentally scarred me
that's why I've grown silent lately
savvaToday at 6:44 PM
Was the map making stressful or waiting for the feedback stressful?
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:44 PM
neither
I failed, I didn't lose, I just straight up massively failed
I know what I'm going to told rn: Your expected to fail
that's fine and all, I'm just tired of failing for 15 years without succeeding once
savvaToday at 6:47 PM
You very likely succeeded once, you just never noticed it or considered that it didn't count. Besides, your map was one of the most unique maps in the contest, even if it didn't succeed being fun
14bitToday at 6:47 PM
Your map was extremely technically impressive, I've never seen someone use the tutorial entities in that way. I just feel it was too ambitious and collapsed under its own weight by being too complicated for players to understand easily.
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:48 PM
I have, MVM_Waterfront
they're used to introduce the caustic robots
14bitToday at 6:48 PM
Oh, you did waterfront?
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:48 PM
no
DrSquishyToday at 6:48 PM
I wouldn't count them as absolute failures
You've learned a great deal from your maps that can be applied in future projects
savvaToday at 6:48 PM
An absolute failiure would be entering a koth map into the contest :laughing:
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:49 PM
and I made a koth map after the contest GEE THANKS
I think the final strall was how I noticed I can't make maps
savvaToday at 6:49 PM
lol, but you know what I mean
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:49 PM
I can't make a map I'll enjoy
because it'll be changed so many times it won't even feel like my map anymore if I was willing to change it
I described this as an "unpaid commission" Because honesty, that's what it feels like to me
or I can make a map I would enjoy but be chastised by the community for "not listening to feedback" and get told stuff like "why are we even playing this if he's not going to change it?"
savvaToday at 6:51 PM
You gotta balance it out
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:51 PM
I don't see a winning scenerio and all it does is cause me grief
I started game devving when I was 8, 8 years old, and I've been at it since then
I'm tired, worn out
savvaToday at 6:53 PM
Age doesn't matter, I did hardass maths since I was 5 and I still suck at it
You could be immortal and it still wouldn't matter
What matters is what makes it fun for you
If you need to change it, change it in a way thats still fun for you
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:54 PM
It's a bit different when you get older and you start expecting payment for your work, ESP when you have bills
I'm past doing things for a gamble in return
savvaToday at 6:55 PM
If I'm assuming you're born in 1994, you're still a young adult, we're in the same range
I have bills too, I have a job
Hell, everyone in this server has a life of their own, some easier, some harder
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:57 PM
Ok, now tag on abusive parents, dial-up internet, and being the town mental case
savvaToday at 6:57 PM
They make maps for TF2 because they have fun making it, and have fun showcasing it to their closest friends who are likeminded
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 6:58 PM
there's been many times where I have the choice to sacrifice everything I ever learned to become a bland, generic person to escape my past
I would take it, no one would know I was gone
savvaToday at 6:58 PM
People here have abusive parents, dial-up internet, and even being the town mental case
Stop being so negative
I used to be "alone" and "nobody understands me", but then I realize that being that forever will not change anything
You have a fear of being a bland, generic, person?
You're acting like one right now by being negative as everyone else in the world
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:00 PM
no
if I was one
I wouldn't be here, and no one would know me
Those things are gone now, but it's not make I can make friends with people around here IRL
savvaToday at 7:01 PM
The only people who are bland, generic people are those that fear into becoming one
You say all your friends are bland, generic people? They have unique lives, as much as yours
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:02 PM
I'm saying I don't have any because they're dangerious people around here
bad nehboorhood, I'm afraid
dexc34Today at 7:02 PM
Dangerous? Elaborate
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:02 PM
black thugs
dexc34Today at 7:02 PM
What???
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:02 PM
sorry if that sounds racist
dexc34Today at 7:02 PM
Im confused
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:03 PM
but that's the best way I can describe it
savvaToday at 7:03 PM
You mean thugs who wear black clothes?
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:03 PM
ok so I'm living in government housing in a bad nehboorhood
Look where I live, I've seen some people get beat up outside on the streets
I'm scared ok
scared to get social
savvaToday at 7:04 PM
Being scared is generic
dexc34Today at 7:04 PM
Not really
I mean, maybe, depends
savvaToday at 7:05 PM
I've been robbed by a person, doesn't mean I'm going to get a knife
Just do what your body wants you to do
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:05 PM
I don't care, that encounter is enough to make me not even try
not worth the risk
savvaToday at 7:05 PM
Whether it being social or even eating
Alright, but one day or another, your body is gonna say "Im sick of this shit, I want to go outside, I dont care about those thugs"
I gurantee this
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:06 PM
I do go outside I just mind myself and only myself
I don't talk to others, unless I have to
dexc34Today at 7:07 PM
If you never take a risk in your life, your gonna stay miserable
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:07 PM
I think it's not a risk if they are raised this way
savvaToday at 7:07 PM
No it is a risk
Kids who dont go outside are susceptible to diseases
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:08 PM
I just said I do go outside
it's currently winter
almost, almost spring
savvaToday at 7:08 PM
One day, you'll find some people to talk to
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:08 PM
yes, but not the people around here
but someone else
savvaToday at 7:09 PM
Just have hope that the future has this
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:10 PM
yeah, I'll be ready to be called a White Blood again
wow this got off topic
I guess instead of saying generic person, I should have said normie or NPC
that's what I meant by that
savvaToday at 7:10 PM
>normie or NPC
God thats cringe
People who use those terms are unironically NPC themselves
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:11 PM
You don't know anything
phiToday at 7:11 PM
NPC is an incredibly dehumanising term
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:12 PM
but thanks for trying, I guess
dexc34Today at 7:12 PM
I dont know what an NPC is
IdolonToday at 7:12 PM
non player character
savvaToday at 7:12 PM
Non-playable character
theres a meme where you would call a person an NPC just to devalue their argument
phiToday at 7:12 PM
it's a 4chan term that refers to people in real life who they don't think are "aware" enough
dexc34Today at 7:12 PM
Oh. I knew what it meant in game, i didnt know people refered to it outside of games
savvaToday at 7:12 PM
"You like X? You're an NPC!"
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:12 PM
it's ususally that really uninteresting person who goes to collage
dexc34Today at 7:12 PM
Ah that clarifies things
savvaToday at 7:13 PM
>that really uninteresting person who goes to college
phiToday at 7:13 PM
Honestly, CaptainRussia, we don't take well to 4chan-types around here
I'd rethink what you're trying to elude to here
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:13 PM
I don't even go to 4chan
savvaToday at 7:14 PM
Then why do you use 4chan memes? Do you go to somewhere worse? 8chan?
Russian chan?
Diva DanToday at 7:14 PM
why are we accusing someone of being an 8channer
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:14 PM
I think anywhere but here
dexc34Today at 7:14 PM
There is an 8chan?????
Oh god dont even tell me
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:14 PM
this is getting out of hand
Da Spud LordToday at 7:14 PM
Let's not throw around accusations.
MikroscopicToday at 7:14 PM
#payload-checklist-contest :sadnug:
dexc34Today at 7:14 PM
whoops
Diva DanToday at 7:14 PM
wow this is payload checklist huh
what the hell
savvaToday at 7:15 PM
Things get weird here
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:15 PM
It started with me talking about how i can't give feedback
and I went into reasons and, this happened
savvaToday at 7:15 PM
It started with you being negative
Diva DanToday at 7:15 PM
savva you really aren't helping
⁽ᴵᴰᴳ⁾CaptainRussia94Today at 7:15 PM
and you accusing me
I know I'm not helping either I'll go sit in a corner
sad dergon
Diva DanToday at 7:15 PM
its alright just keep chat on topic yall