ammayToday at 8:58 PM
it'd be a fucking shaman, of course i want your goddamn input on how to heal as a shaman
anyway
it's a done deal
it doesn't matter
MandaToday at 8:59 PM
it sure is now
because I'm too upset to do anything with anyone
ammayToday at 9:00 PM
i hate feeling like i'm being unreasonable asking for a bit of time for some help and some support on a thing we all agree is anxiety inducing, and i don't.... like it
DubsToday at 9:01 PM
You aren't being unreasonable for that- but you... haven't been asking for that
MandaToday at 9:01 PM
and I don't like how whenever something is upsetting you, you let it stew until you let it out all at once and it escalates immediately because it's brought up in a way that sounds very upset and angry already
DubsToday at 9:01 PM
you asked it this one time, when it was pretty clear from the beginning this was going to be a solo thing
ammayToday at 9:01 PM
but i have? every time i ask it's like "hey, i'm gonna be running healing or tank, could you come with?"
like, when i do ask
MandaToday at 9:02 PM
I don't play much period
ammayToday at 9:02 PM
i know i've mentioned it before and i get "nah, gonna do this" or "no, i'd rather not"
MandaToday at 9:02 PM
and I want to play even less in moments like these
ammayToday at 9:02 PM
which is all fine, but also really discouraging after a while
DubsToday at 9:02 PM
that's because... I am going to do those things, and "no I'd rather not" means I'm in a mood and I'd be a huge mondo bitch
ammayToday at 9:03 PM
which is fine, but then it just.. never fucking happens? and that's the part that hurts the most