BrokenHaloToday at 1:08 AM
yeah i guess shit has been hitting the fan with nick lately, and you're right, i havent been the same.
jePToday at 1:08 AM
yeah really havent
things okay lately?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:09 AM
no.
not even close
we got into a 2 hour long fight last night.
jePToday at 1:10 AM
what for?
want to talk about it?
i promise i wont be a dick about any of it
BrokenHaloToday at 1:10 AM
idk he may chew my ass out if I talk to anybody about it and it gets back to him
jePToday at 1:11 AM
it wont leave this chat
BrokenHaloToday at 1:11 AM
like he's so fucking controlling and he doesn't even realize it.
jePToday at 1:11 AM
if you want
i wont even tell jewels
BrokenHaloToday at 1:11 AM
jewels knows.
jePToday at 1:11 AM
i see
controlling how?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:11 AM
she's the only one that i do have his APPROVAL to vent to
jePToday at 1:11 AM
isn't that what you dont like?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:11 AM
exactly
like if something doesn't go his way, he's a whiney little bitch about it.
and then he's a complete dick to me.
jePToday at 1:12 AM
why are you still with him?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:12 AM
Tried breaking up with him last night
jePToday at 1:12 AM
what happened?
he said he'll change?
LOL.
BrokenHaloToday at 1:13 AM
no.
jePToday at 1:13 AM
ok ok sorry
unnecessary
BrokenHaloToday at 1:13 AM
but I asked him "why does it seem like you were trying so hard to get me...but now that you have me...it's like you don't care...at all.
and his response was IDK.
Sorry if I leave that impression
jePToday at 1:13 AM
what impression
well
if his response is seriously
"IDK"
thats like a sign, at least to me, to gtfo of that
BrokenHaloToday at 1:14 AM
right
jePToday at 1:14 AM
it literally sounds like you're in a toxic relationship
BrokenHaloToday at 1:14 AM
and you know how I like affection right?
and being touched and shit.
jePToday at 1:14 AM
yeah
of course
i was with you for a few weeks
BrokenHaloToday at 1:14 AM
i know.
jePToday at 1:14 AM
i dontforget things
BrokenHaloToday at 1:14 AM
it's been almost a fucking month.
jePToday at 1:14 AM
i know you like
BrokenHaloToday at 1:14 AM
and nothing
jePToday at 1:14 AM
public touching
and all that flirty stuff
well why are you still with him?
back to my question
BrokenHaloToday at 1:15 AM
because I tried to break up with him last night
jePToday at 1:15 AM
how did he prevent it?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:15 AM
made me feel like an asshole
jePToday at 1:16 AM
LMFAO
what.
BrokenHaloToday at 1:16 AM
kept telling me that I deserve better
jePToday at 1:16 AM
well
you do
also
not sure if you've noticed
your club seems to be dying
in my opinion
BrokenHaloToday at 1:16 AM
really?
jePToday at 1:16 AM
just a side thing
yeah
just my honest opinion
BrokenHaloToday at 1:16 AM
idk, the last 2 nights have been pretty busy
jePToday at 1:16 AM
i would love to try to help
last 2 nights haev been
full of your dancers
and men dancing
BrokenHaloToday at 1:17 AM
but the guys have been getting igfted hella
jePToday at 1:17 AM
your club isnt really organized at this point
it seems like you're trying to force a female club into a males and females
which dont really mix
BrokenHaloToday at 1:17 AM
oh no, the dancers enjoy the ladies nights
jePToday at 1:17 AM
dont get offended what im saying to you
bc its how i just feel
BrokenHaloToday at 1:17 AM
i'm not.
jePToday at 1:18 AM
well thats the thing
your club is dying because its full of friends and dancers
BrokenHaloToday at 1:18 AM
ladies night is only sunday nights. ijust had complaints that they missed it last night, which is why we did it again tonight
o i know!
jePToday at 1:18 AM
and most nights i notice that
BrokenHaloToday at 1:18 AM
i'm trying to get that whipped into shape
jePToday at 1:18 AM
90% of the people in there
are employees
BrokenHaloToday at 1:18 AM
i know.
jePToday at 1:18 AM
since you do have a second club
I would appoint some of them
BrokenHaloToday at 1:18 AM
i'm trying to keep 7 people in there, and then when clients come in, asking them to go to the other club
jePToday at 1:18 AM
to the second club instead
7 is too much
BrokenHaloToday at 1:19 AM
That's also in the plan, assigning people to each club
jePToday at 1:19 AM
in my opinion
BrokenHaloToday at 1:19 AM
but it looks busy.
jePToday at 1:19 AM
it would look busy
but it looks bad on paper
7 dancers
when clients comes in
only 3 clients
per entry?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:19 AM
we usually park until clients come in
jePToday at 1:20 AM
Well you know
I quit untamed right?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:20 AM
I just heard that earlier
jePToday at 1:20 AM
mhm
and how we did things was
4 dancers per club
and if another dancer wants to work
the one who stayed the longest
would take their leave
but you have two clus
clubs*
i'd say utilize it
cause you have so many dancers that if they all came to one club
it'd be a room for dancers
BrokenHaloToday at 1:21 AM
it'd be full.
right
jePToday at 1:21 AM
might as well split them in half
while you're in both rooms
monitoring in one
and dancing in the other
bc i've noticed
you havent been dancing
and since last i heard you were paying hourly
by how they clock in
you'll end up losing more creds
bc you dont escort / dance anymore
BrokenHaloToday at 1:22 AM
I actually changed the pay.
and honestly, I never really got requested for lap dances or escorts.
jePToday at 1:23 AM
cause you dont dance anymore
you gotta make it known
that you're owner
and you're the boss ass bitch
BrokenHaloToday at 1:23 AM
I don't like dancing or escorting when I'm with someone. I feel guilty
jePToday at 1:23 AM
well you own a strip club
LMFAO
BrokenHaloToday at 1:23 AM
i know.
jePToday at 1:24 AM
you shouldnt feel guilty because
well
BrokenHaloToday at 1:24 AM
dancing i'm more okay with than escorting when i'm with someone
jePToday at 1:24 AM
your s/o knows
you own a strip club
so why would they care
idk
just my thoughts
BrokenHaloToday at 1:24 AM
right
jePToday at 1:24 AM
idk
my rolemodel
said to me
if you're unhappy
change it
if you're unsatisfied with things
BrokenHaloToday at 1:25 AM
i changed things
jePToday at 1:25 AM
do something about it
and if you dont feel th same as you did in the past
go back to your origins
and stay latched
BrokenHaloToday at 1:26 AM
i have no idea what that even means
jePToday at 1:26 AM
latched
?
sorry thats just my friends company
its what he says
BrokenHaloToday at 1:26 AM
lol
jePToday at 1:26 AM
basically
if you love something or are passionate about something
hook onto it or
"latch"
onto it
and basically run with it
dont ever forget where you came from
because the things you do now
are what shapes you
in the future
BrokenHaloToday at 1:27 AM
nod
nods*
jePToday at 1:28 AM
so if you're unhappy with nick
change it
who cares what others think
BrokenHaloToday at 1:28 AM
I told him i wasn't happy.
jePToday at 1:28 AM
i know you're unhappy
and i know he might never make you happy
you gotta do something about it
because it just makes it worse
BrokenHaloToday at 1:28 AM
oh i know.
jePToday at 1:28 AM
it's like a one sided thing
well good that you know
but it doesnt seem like
you'd do it
earlier
when nick came in
i died hard for some reason (not to be a dick)
when you moved from kellins lap
to the couch
LMFAO
BrokenHaloToday at 1:29 AM
z
yeah we were all on vc and were cracking up
but guess who's been there through all of my downs with nick...
kell and luke
jePToday at 1:31 AM
makes sense
since you've been out to get me
you've been that way since you got with nick
BrokenHaloToday at 1:32 AM
I'm not out to get you, Jeff.
jePToday at 1:32 AM
it seems that way to me
LOL
think about it
i say stupid shit
you get hella pissed
for some reason
BrokenHaloToday at 1:32 AM
your attitude has just sucked lately, just as much as mine has
jePToday at 1:32 AM
but then
you guys go and bully cindy
and that got me mad
and yall should know
thats not right
but yall do it anyways
BrokenHaloToday at 1:33 AM
it's weird.
idk. the last 2 weeks...i've been in tears more often than not..
jePToday at 1:34 AM
hmm
welp
thats all i really wanted to talk to you about
that i can see nick makes you unhappy
and that your club is dying
BrokenHaloToday at 1:34 AM
oof.
like at this point...I can only come up with blocking nick...to make him get the picture.
I mean, I care about him, don't get me wrong...
jePToday at 1:35 AM
i feel it
BrokenHaloToday at 1:35 AM
but we were much better when we first started dating
jePToday at 1:35 AM
thats how things are
BrokenHaloToday at 1:37 AM
speak of the devil
jePToday at 1:45 AM
?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:45 AM
nicks online
jePToday at 1:45 AM
i wouldnt know
you booted me
BrokenHaloToday at 1:45 AM
no he's not in the club.
he was.
said i hated him...and asked if he was mad at me.
asked if I was mad at him, rather
told me we should probably take this to pc
jePToday at 1:47 AM
lol
BrokenHaloToday at 1:49 AM
no i told him
jePToday at 1:54 AM
told him
?
BrokenHaloToday at 1:54 AM
I told him we should take it to pc..
lol
i've been off all night
jePToday at 1:55 AM
i see
BrokenHaloToday at 2:03 AM
jesus
BrokenHaloToday at 2:11 AM
I just broke up with him
he just came back into the club, after being in PC...
and was like "I love you halo" and I"m like no you don't
and then he proposed IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY
and I told him no