Me

Been out all day, so I don't have much stuff to report back on. Just thought I'd inform you what I do know. The ministry is throwing some contest. One to invite the most people. Who ever does is rewarded, and there's a party on the 1st. I dunno why they would want just random people, unless they're going for a cultish 'mass-enlightenment', or they need cannon fodder... Either way, that's about all I have at the moment
6:35pmClaire

Thanks for the update
6:35pmMe

What about you? Rumor has it that you're not doing so well.
6:35pmClaire

It's weird he wants random people
6:35pmMe

Yeah, it is..
6:35pmClaire

Yeah I'm struggling but getting some help
6:36pmMe

That's good.
6:36pmClaire

I remembered a bit more about being kidnapped
6:37pmMe

I see. I'm sure -someone- wouldn't like that... if you remembered the truth... I mean.. assuming -he- is the one who did it..
6:37pmClaire

It's not a lot but I remember being in the car and blinfolded. I was terrified.

Really really scared

there's no way I would be so scared if I was a recruit

I heard he's told V that I went willingly to draw her there but it didn't feel willing
6:38pmMe

Hm..

Besides the kidnapping, did he force you to do anything else? Use a device, or write any messages, or anything like that?
6:41pmMe

I just don't see him as the type to keep someone alive if they weren't important to him in some way, y'know? So, on that basis, I'm thinking he had some use for you, whether just as leverage with V or for something he couldn't do.
6:41pmClaire

I can trust you can't I?
6:43pmMe

Well. Here's the thing. You never ask someone if you can trust them. Go off what's happened in the past and formulate your level of trust by that. I mean, anyone can say "SURE! OF COURSE!" and be a big time scumbag.
6:43pmClaire

True
6:43pmMe

Not saying I am, of course. And, in my opinion, yes you can. I'm not out to help the rat.
6:45pmClaire

probably the most honest answer I could have been given

And I am going to trust you
6:46pmMe

Alright. None of this gets back to JPW. Promise. I'm using the same method as before to contact you. As in, not at home, no wired connection, and changing hotspots as I go. Figure that'll keep his nose out of this.
6:49pmClaire

ok. I dreamt that I was in the bell tower again, but this time I could see and was being led up some steps or stairs (i'm not sure) Then I remember being shown lights that flashed green, green, green, red over and over again and being told to forget
6:52pmMe

I remember a picture of a tower being invloved in this before.. Was it sorta short? Like maybe only the height of a 2-3 floor house? (if you can remember).
6:52pmClaire

I can't remember. I'm sorry
6:53pmMe

As for the flashing. Red and green were a big deal before too. Not only in symbolic things like the titles given (Red and Jade kings, my self and JPW respectively), but a red/green color was also brought in as a bit of symbology as well.
6:53pmClaire

just the green green green red, being told to forget and then I was blinfolded again
6:53pmMe

I assume the flashing is a way to 'program' your brain. Like hypnotism, but I assume his method is a lot more scientific
6:54pmClaire

The next thing I remember is it being dark and the smell of birds and dirt
6:55pmMe

JPW, like VS and V's uncle, was very good with math and had a large understanding of how electrical things worked. The brain is basically a large computer, and runs off electrical impulses. I assume he was trying to 'rewire' it with those flashes of light, using the same trick VS used to find V constantly, and JPW used to hack my computer, just with lights.

hm..

Were you inside or outside? like, a cave or a forest, if you can remember
6:56pmMe

I'm probably being a little over analytical, just trying to piece it all together in a way I can not only retain it but explain it.
6:57pmClaire

I was inside, and quite high up
6:57pmMe

Like another tower?
6:57pmClaire

that's fine. any help I can get with understanding all this is great

Well I think it was the tower

it had birds in it i'm sure

Iu also think someone else was bthere because I felt like I was being watched
6:59pmMe

When you first went in, was the smell there, or did it only come after the lights?
6:59pmClaire

I only remember it after the lights

when i was blindfolded again
7:00pmMe

When you didn't have the blindfold on, could you see anything other than the lights? Like, any notable feature of anything at all?
7:02pmClaire

No i'm sorry, all I can remember is the lights

and being told to forget

I think he used the lights on vanessa
7:02pmMe

It's fine. Just grasping for straws.

Yeah.. I think he may have too
7:03pmClaire

After the tower when I was moved to that park in Milton Keynes I saw her
7:03pmMe

She doesn't seem to be her usual self.. I know with all the butterfly metaphors going around, she could have just 'stepped out of her cocoon'.. but I think something made her change

hm..

Do you remember if it was a short or long trip? (Trying to figure out the distance from the spot and where you were moved.)
7:04pmClaire

I was in a car and I watched her standing next to an old man
7:04pmMe

Probably VS.
7:04pmClaire

I don't remember anything about the trip, just being in the car
7:06pmClaire

but the trip before the bell tower I saw what looked like the london eye from under my blinfold and we were driving away from it over a bridge

The guy she was next to in the park, he looked like he was dying and she just stood there
7:07pmMe

The eye, that's the large Ferris wheel right?
7:07pmClaire

yeah
7:08pmMe

hm. Alright. Trying to map out some possible things.
7:09pmClaire

I saw that guy John from the club
7:09pmMe

That park, does it have any caves or old structures? I think the man may have been VS, he was basically on death's door during the latter parts of those events, and, supposedly he had taken V to a cave in a park somewhere to teach her the basics of his trade
7:10pmClaire

he was in the park with vanessa
7:10pmMe

Hm.. The same one you said made time go awkward?
7:10pmClaire

yeah

the one that i think might be v's dad
7:10pmMe

Think that's the same who she saw when she went to get her printer, the one who kept her out all night

I think it may be as well.
7:11pmClaire

he walked toward the car and he seemed to age

until he was about 50

I think it is the guy Vanessa saw and I think it's her dad

i remembered in the club he was laughing and calling me his beauty

someone told me that they had seen V's dad use the same phrase not long ago

I'm sure it has to be him
7:12pmMe

Hm. Well. JPW used the name Jean, which is basically the french version of John, which would line up pretty well with both of you meeting a john, and you having issues with time and stuff when he was around, and his aging

As for the line, I don't remember it being used, but then again, it was probably not to me, but one of the females involved.
7:16pmClaire

it was a woman who told me. Although you can be his beauty if you want lol

When he got to the car Vanessa was following but she didn't look like herself

she looked like she was in some kind of trance
7:17pmMe

Hm..
7:18pmClaire

That's why i think he used the lights on her.

She didn't look like the Vanessa I knew and loved.

So I ran
7:19pmMe

Understandable, really
7:20pmClaire

but someone told me the other day that Vanessa had been told I was a willing recruit
7:20pmMe

hm..
7:20pmClaire

and also that we'd had a chat and that I'd said I needed some space and then we'd text each other
7:20pmMe

Yeah.. I don't buy that being something the real her would say at all.
7:21pmClaire

I don't remember that at all. We didn't speak I'm sure of it, I just ran

It doesn't sound like Vanessa to me either
7:22pmMe

Do you have any other details on the trip or the incident? Anything could be helpful.
7:24pmMe

I'm assuming the bridge you crossed over when you saw the eye was the thames, right?
7:24pmClaire

i'm guessing so
7:24pmMe

I'm not familiar with the area, but that seems like - based on this map - to be the only bridge you'd see the eye from

Well, if you were crossing the thames any way. Dunno the name of the bridge
7:25pmClaire

I did have a dream and in the dream I saw a large park either infront of or behind the tower in the distance

and there was a huge moth or butterfly on the wall to the left of me
7:27pmMe

Hm.

Remember anything else?
7:28pmClaire

well

My dream was weird

lots of different images but no plot

first I was in a room, and it was full of glass cases that were full of flapping butterflies

a woman was in the room, but i couoldn't see her face. I could feel her loneliness though
7:30pmMe

Keep going. Dreams can be pretty symbolic of things in the real world, and some times repressed memories.
7:30pmClaire

she was being shown the lights in the same pattern as me

green green green red

then there was a clock that was spinning backwards and forwards

then there was an apple turning slowly in someones hand
7:33pmClaire

and suddenly a needle stabbed into it and looked like something was injected into it
7:34pmClaire

then i was in the tower being led up the stairs where i was shown the light

and then the last image was of seeing the park in the distance from the bell tower with the butterfly or moth on the wall,

then everything is black
7:35pmMe

hm.. I'll try to break all that down in a minute.

The park in Milton Keynes. Could that be Bletchley Park?
7:36pmClaire

yeah i think it was
7:36pmMe

Because, I remember VS meeting JPW at a park by that name, in about the same area

Hm
7:36pmClaire

I have such a headache now

I can barely keep my eyes open
7:36pmMe

Do you need to go lay down?
7:37pmClaire

I think so. I feel like me head is going to explode

my*

thanks for listening. I hope we can work out what it all means
7:38pmMe

No problem. I'll try to get as much as I can out of it all

Get some rest, and don't over do it.
7:39pmClaire

night xxx
7:39pmMe

g'night