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- <i>♪ Time breathed slower ♪</i>
- 2
- 00:00:58,250 --> 00:01:00,750
- <i>♪ When we were younger ♪</i>
- 3
- 00:01:03,708 --> 00:01:07,916
- <i>♪ And now it's racing so fast... ♪</i>
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- 00:01:50,375 --> 00:01:51,791
- What are you doing?
- 5
- 00:01:58,750 --> 00:01:59,833
- Violet Markey?
- 6
- 00:02:02,375 --> 00:02:03,458
- Oh, my God.
- 7
- 00:02:10,583 --> 00:02:11,583
- Please go.
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- 00:02:13,083 --> 00:02:15,250
- - Well, I don't think that's very...
- - Just go!
- 9
- 00:02:31,291 --> 00:02:32,625
- What are you doing?
- 10
- 00:02:33,041 --> 00:02:34,166
- I asked you first.
- 11
- 00:02:38,125 --> 00:02:39,666
- This is higher than I thought.
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- Hey.
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- 00:02:46,708 --> 00:02:47,708
- Hey, look.
- 14
- 00:02:48,625 --> 00:02:49,791
- Look what I can do.
- 15
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- Stop. Stop!
- 16
- 00:03:05,166 --> 00:03:06,166
- Hey, Violet.
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- 00:04:04,750 --> 00:04:07,875
- Hey. Do you have plans this weekend?
- My parents are gonna be out of town.
- 18
- 00:04:07,958 --> 00:04:10,375
- I was thinking about having a party
- or something.
- 19
- 00:04:16,541 --> 00:04:17,416
- Violet?
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- 00:04:18,791 --> 00:04:19,625
- You OK?
- 21
- 00:04:23,833 --> 00:04:25,250
- How's everything going?
- 22
- 00:04:26,208 --> 00:04:27,916
- "Everything" is a really big word.
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- 00:04:28,916 --> 00:04:31,375
- - Let's start with...
- - Do you mean physically?
- 24
- 00:04:31,458 --> 00:04:34,166
- Emotionally?
- Those both could encompass "everything."
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- 00:04:34,250 --> 00:04:36,083
- Or is "everything" encompassed
- by both things?
- 26
- 00:04:36,166 --> 00:04:37,916
- Are you feeling overwhelmed by anything?
- 27
- 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,750
- If "everything" is encompassed
- by both things,
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- 00:04:39,833 --> 00:04:42,125
- are they a part of our reality,
- or are they somewhere else?
- 29
- 00:04:42,208 --> 00:04:43,666
- This isn't funny, Theodore.
- 30
- 00:04:45,416 --> 00:04:46,250
- Finch.
- 31
- 00:04:47,625 --> 00:04:49,791
- I need you
- to take these meetings seriously.
- 32
- 00:04:49,875 --> 00:04:50,875
- I get it.
- 33
- 00:04:51,583 --> 00:04:53,750
- OK, do you "get"
- that you're on probation,
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- 00:04:54,791 --> 00:04:56,541
- and in danger of not graduating?
- 35
- 00:04:58,750 --> 00:05:01,333
- You've already missed
- two weeks of school this year.
- 36
- 00:05:01,958 --> 00:05:03,000
- Yeah, um...
- 37
- 00:05:04,416 --> 00:05:06,125
- - my grandma...
- - Stop one second.
- 38
- 00:05:06,208 --> 00:05:07,916
- I just wanna clarify real quickly.
- 39
- 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:11,125
- Is this the grandma who's died four times
- over the past three years?
- 40
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- Five times, actually.
- 41
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- This is the fifth.
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- She's our miracle.
- 43
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- I really wanna help you,
- but you've gotta take this seriously.
- 44
- 00:05:26,291 --> 00:05:30,541
- I mean, you agreed to these terms,
- these weekly counseling sessions,
- 45
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- maintaining a B-average,
- extracurricular participation.
- 46
- 00:05:33,458 --> 00:05:35,500
- And I am loving pottery.
- 47
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- Come on, man.
- 48
- 00:05:37,583 --> 00:05:38,708
- Look, I get it.
- 49
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- If I screw anything up, I'm out.
- 50
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- We're not askin' a lot of you, Finch.
- 51
- 00:05:45,083 --> 00:05:46,375
- You just need to show up.
- 52
- 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:50,458
- My parents are pissed
- because I missed early admissions,
- 53
- 00:05:50,541 --> 00:05:52,125
- but it's not like that matters, anyway.
- 54
- 00:05:52,208 --> 00:05:54,125
- I mean, I know I'm gonna get in.
- 55
- 00:05:56,333 --> 00:05:57,916
- Did you apply anywhere yet?
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- 00:05:59,208 --> 00:06:01,083
- - Hey.
- - Hi.
- 57
- 00:06:01,625 --> 00:06:03,875
- So, you going to Amanda's party?
- 58
- 00:06:05,333 --> 00:06:06,375
- It'll be fun.
- 59
- 00:06:07,125 --> 00:06:08,208
- So I've heard.
- 60
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- It couldn't hurt
- to have a little fun, right?
- 61
- 00:06:11,208 --> 00:06:15,125
- Yo, do you think it'd be weird
- if I named my kid after a famous person?
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- Like, if I named him Danny DeVito Donahue,
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- do you...
- do you think he'd be mad about it?
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- 00:06:22,375 --> 00:06:23,875
- Is "DeVito" the middle name?
- 65
- 00:06:24,458 --> 00:06:25,333
- Yeah.
- 66
- 00:06:25,875 --> 00:06:27,875
- Follow-up question:
- how high are you right now?
- 67
- 00:06:29,500 --> 00:06:33,250
- On the scale,
- I'd probably say very... this way.
- 68
- 00:06:33,333 --> 00:06:35,208
- - On the scale...
- - Yeah?
- 69
- 00:06:37,083 --> 00:06:38,458
- What are you looking at?
- 70
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- Just admiring the social norms
- of teenage angst.
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- 00:06:42,833 --> 00:06:45,041
- - Are you looking at Violet Markey?
- - Yep.
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- Her, um...
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- her sister died, right?
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- Yeah, dude.
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- Hm.
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- 00:06:53,083 --> 00:06:54,625
- Why ask about her all of a sudden?
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- I'm intrigued.
- A guy can't be intrigued?
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- 00:06:56,291 --> 00:06:59,541
- Well, a guy can be intrigued.
- You being intrigued is weird.
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- - Definitely weird.
- - No, I don't think it's weird.
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- I wouldn't say "weird."
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- Wait, if you don't think you're weird,
- well...
- 82
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- - Yeah, that's true. Very true.
- - She has a point.
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- - Your guidance counselor called.
- - Embryo?
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- What?
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- His name's Embry. I call him Embryo.
- It's the little things, Kate.
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- Did you do something
- I should be worried about?
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- I'm genuinely offended
- by that supposition.
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- 00:07:34,916 --> 00:07:36,250
- - Finch.
- - No.
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- It's fine. I'll deal with it.
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- - I hate when you say that.
- - Why?
- 91
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- Because what you really mean is
- that I'm gonna have to deal with it.
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- Did you cut class again?
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- No! For fuck's sake,
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- just go hang out with Tina
- or whatever it is you do.
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- I'm fine.
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- OK. I'm gonna be home late.
- There's food in the fridge.
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- 00:07:57,416 --> 00:07:59,125
- - Mm-hmm.
- - Real food, Finch.
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- Where's Mom?
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- She had to go to Chicago for business.
- Remember?
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- - Oh, yeah, right. Cool.
- - Love you.
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- 00:08:05,583 --> 00:08:06,500
- Hey.
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- 00:08:10,583 --> 00:08:11,833
- - Love you.
- - Love you.
- 103
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- No more cheese, Finch!
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- I'm gonna get the dessert.
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- Your mother and I know
- that today couldn't have been easy.
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- 00:08:39,707 --> 00:08:41,832
- And it wasn't easy for us either.
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- If you need to talk about it...
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- I thought this would be nice.
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- I've been making it for 19 years.
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- 00:11:11,958 --> 00:11:13,666
- As some of you
- will be graduating
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- 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:15,416
- and leaving us at the end of the year,
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- I feel an obligation to make sure
- you see the wondrous sights of Indiana
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- while you can.
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- To wander them, if you will.
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- 00:11:24,458 --> 00:11:28,791
- For your class project, you must report
- on two or more wonders of Indiana.
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- You will write about them,
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- explain their significance
- to you and to Indiana,
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- and why you chose to visit them.
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- 00:11:36,125 --> 00:11:38,250
- I want you to take time
- on this assignment.
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- Be thoughtful.
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- OK.
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- 00:11:44,958 --> 00:11:45,958
- What just happened?
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- 00:11:46,750 --> 00:11:47,958
- That was so weird.
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- 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:49,500
- - What?
- - All right, settle.
- 125
- 00:11:49,583 --> 00:11:50,625
- Violet, are you OK?
- 126
- 00:11:51,708 --> 00:11:54,541
- All right, let's take our seats.
- Let's focus up.
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- 00:11:55,166 --> 00:11:56,916
- If you're done, Mr. Finch?
- 128
- 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:01,041
- Yes, I am done, and can I just say you
- are doing a fine job teaching this class.
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- 00:12:01,125 --> 00:12:03,125
- My young brain is plump with knowledge.
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- 00:12:03,916 --> 00:12:06,208
- - Thank you, Mr. Finch.
- - You're welcome.
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- 00:12:06,708 --> 00:12:08,166
- As I was saying,
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- you'll be taking photos,
- doing some drawings, capturing detail.
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- 00:12:12,041 --> 00:12:14,750
- You will be doing this in teams of two.
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- 00:12:16,041 --> 00:12:17,458
- Can we choose our partners?
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- 00:12:17,875 --> 00:12:19,000
- Yes, Mr. Finch.
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- 00:12:21,958 --> 00:12:22,791
- Hey.
- 137
- 00:12:25,916 --> 00:12:26,916
- So, um...
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- do you think that there's such a thing
- as a perfect day?
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- 00:12:32,791 --> 00:12:34,875
- I'm the last person you should be asking.
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- 00:12:59,708 --> 00:13:01,375
- <i> For my geography class,</i>
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- 00:13:01,458 --> 00:13:05,125
- this teacher wants us to do this project
- with a partner,
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- 00:13:05,208 --> 00:13:07,291
- and I just don't wanna do it.
- 143
- 00:13:07,708 --> 00:13:10,125
- Well, did you ask
- for an alternate project?
- 144
- 00:13:10,875 --> 00:13:12,750
- Yeah, he just... he wouldn't listen.
- 145
- 00:13:13,583 --> 00:13:15,250
- Well, maybe it's time
- to get back out there.
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- 00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:17,333
- That's the same thing he said.
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- 00:13:19,958 --> 00:13:21,166
- I know it's hard.
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- 00:13:22,666 --> 00:13:25,333
- - But you just don't go out anymore.
- - That's not true.
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- 00:13:25,416 --> 00:13:27,791
- When's the last time you hung out
- with your friends?
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- I think it would be really good
- if you'd spend some time with them.
- 151
- 00:13:34,166 --> 00:13:37,625
- So, if I hung out with my friends,
- you'd get me outta this assignment?
- 152
- 00:13:41,333 --> 00:13:44,416
- <i>♪ Speedy, speedy, slow down time
- Gas station is running dry ♪</i>
- 153
- 00:13:44,500 --> 00:13:47,166
- <i>♪ Mm-hmm, eh eh, mm-hmm ♪</i>
- 154
- 00:13:48,458 --> 00:13:52,375
- <i>♪ Sweaty, sweaty, wonder why
- Now it's always summer time ♪</i>
- 155
- 00:13:52,458 --> 00:13:53,375
- Violet!
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- 00:13:55,791 --> 00:13:58,083
- - You came.
- - I did.
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- 00:13:58,833 --> 00:14:00,000
- - Hey.
- - Hi.
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- 00:14:00,416 --> 00:14:03,166
- - I'm gonna get a drink. Do you want one?
- - I'm good.
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- 00:14:03,250 --> 00:14:04,625
- Come on, babe.
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- 00:14:05,166 --> 00:14:06,125
- OK.
- 161
- 00:14:47,041 --> 00:14:47,875
- Yeah...
- 162
- 00:14:58,416 --> 00:14:59,500
- Hey.
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- 00:15:01,125 --> 00:15:02,458
- That's a heavy pour.
- 164
- 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:04,708
- You know me. I love to rage.
- 165
- 00:15:04,791 --> 00:15:07,875
- So, you wanna go out back?
- Talk a little?
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- 00:15:10,291 --> 00:15:12,708
- I think I'm gonna leave pretty soon,
- actually.
- 167
- 00:15:13,375 --> 00:15:16,125
- Really? But... I mean, I just got here.
- 168
- 00:15:17,458 --> 00:15:19,500
- It's just all a little much, you know?
- 169
- 00:15:21,208 --> 00:15:23,458
- How much longer
- are you gonna act like this?
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- 00:15:25,125 --> 00:15:27,625
- It's been months.
- When are you gonna just...
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- 00:15:32,750 --> 00:15:33,666
- Nice.
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- 00:15:35,666 --> 00:15:38,416
- Violet, you know
- I didn't mean it like that. Just...
- 173
- 00:15:57,708 --> 00:16:01,416
- <i>Violet Markey,</i>
- <i>if you're seeing this, you're still alive.</i>
- 174
- 00:16:01,500 --> 00:16:02,708
- <i>Please call to confirm.</i>
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- 00:16:03,166 --> 00:16:05,791
- <i>765-276-8504.</i>
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- 00:16:06,666 --> 00:16:10,958
- <i>♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪</i>
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- 00:16:11,041 --> 00:16:14,333
- <i>♪ What's going on</i>
- <i>Inside that pretty head?</i> ♪
- 178
- 00:16:14,791 --> 00:16:18,833
- <i>♪ I met you standing on a ledge ♪</i>
- 179
- 00:16:18,916 --> 00:16:23,541
- <i>♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪</i>
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- 00:16:31,708 --> 00:16:32,833
- Theodore Finch speaking.
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- 00:16:32,916 --> 00:16:34,166
- Take it down now.
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- 00:16:36,708 --> 00:16:41,000
- The video will self-destruct
- in three, two...
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- 00:16:42,291 --> 00:16:43,291
- <i>...please refresh.</i>
- 184
- 00:16:46,541 --> 00:16:47,708
- Why would you do that?
- 185
- 00:16:48,125 --> 00:16:49,750
- I wanna talk about the bridge.
- 186
- 00:16:53,291 --> 00:16:57,208
- <i>"I feel we can't go through</i>
- <i>another of those terrible times."</i>
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- 00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:03,166
- One morning barely qualifies
- as a terrible time.
- 188
- 00:17:03,541 --> 00:17:04,833
- It's a quote.
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- 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:06,833
- Virginia Woolf.
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- 00:17:08,790 --> 00:17:09,665
- OK.
- 191
- 00:17:11,208 --> 00:17:12,208
- Can I come over?
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- 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:14,250
- <i> Now?</i>
- 193
- 00:17:15,290 --> 00:17:16,375
- Yeah.
- 194
- 00:17:26,500 --> 00:17:28,375
- So...
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- 00:17:29,333 --> 00:17:31,000
- I Googled you.
- 196
- 00:17:33,958 --> 00:17:35,333
- You <i>Googled </i>me?
- 197
- 00:17:37,750 --> 00:17:39,625
- Yeah, what's with that...
- 198
- 00:17:40,250 --> 00:17:43,125
- the website that you have
- with your sister?
- 199
- 00:17:44,958 --> 00:17:45,875
- Had.
- 200
- 00:17:50,458 --> 00:17:52,541
- I read some of your stuff.
- It's really good.
- 201
- 00:17:53,875 --> 00:17:55,125
- I don't write anymore.
- 202
- 00:17:58,583 --> 00:18:01,791
- So, you moved here from California.
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- 00:18:04,333 --> 00:18:05,333
- How was that?
- 204
- 00:18:06,666 --> 00:18:08,166
- California to Indiana?
- 205
- 00:18:09,125 --> 00:18:10,416
- Must've been different.
- 206
- 00:18:12,125 --> 00:18:12,958
- Yeah.
- 207
- 00:18:23,375 --> 00:18:25,125
- I didn't know that it happened there.
- 208
- 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:27,750
- At the bridge.
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- 00:18:31,083 --> 00:18:32,708
- I'm not, you know...
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- 00:18:35,583 --> 00:18:36,916
- Suicidal?
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- 00:18:37,791 --> 00:18:38,791
- You can say it.
- 212
- 00:18:39,500 --> 00:18:40,500
- Well, I'm not.
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- 00:18:42,458 --> 00:18:45,208
- Whatever you are, I saved your life.
- 214
- 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:49,250
- No, you didn't.
- 215
- 00:18:50,666 --> 00:18:52,833
- You're making a big deal out of nothing.
- 216
- 00:18:53,416 --> 00:18:55,625
- Mm... kinda looked like somethin'.
- 217
- 00:18:58,250 --> 00:18:59,708
- What do you want from me?
- 218
- 00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:03,875
- I was just thinkin' that
- we should be partners.
- 219
- 00:19:04,583 --> 00:19:06,041
- For the wandering project.
- 220
- 00:19:06,750 --> 00:19:09,083
- I think it would be good for you
- to get out.
- 221
- 00:19:10,125 --> 00:19:11,541
- Maybe I don't wanna get out.
- 222
- 00:19:12,625 --> 00:19:14,125
- Maybe I'm sick of people.
- 223
- 00:19:17,041 --> 00:19:18,583
- Yeah, people are stupid.
- 224
- 00:19:19,416 --> 00:19:24,416
- But the tiniest few
- might actually mean well.
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- 00:19:26,083 --> 00:19:28,375
- Why do you wanna do this with me, anyway?
- 226
- 00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:32,625
- Because there are places
- that need to be seen.
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- 00:19:33,333 --> 00:19:35,583
- Maybe even the smallest of places
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- 00:19:36,250 --> 00:19:37,750
- can mean something.
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- 00:19:37,875 --> 00:19:39,291
- At the very least,
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- 00:19:40,041 --> 00:19:42,166
- maybe they can mean something to us.
- 231
- 00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,333
- Not an "us."
- 232
- 00:19:44,666 --> 00:19:48,625
- Maybe they can mean something
- to you and me.
- 233
- 00:19:48,708 --> 00:19:51,166
- Jesus, they call <i>me </i>anti-social.
- 234
- 00:19:51,708 --> 00:19:54,291
- Two wanders. That's all.
- 235
- 00:19:55,583 --> 00:19:57,583
- We can do more if you end up loving it.
- 236
- 00:19:57,666 --> 00:19:58,666
- I won't.
- 237
- 00:19:59,666 --> 00:20:00,750
- You might.
- 238
- 00:20:01,375 --> 00:20:03,541
- No, I won't.
- 239
- 00:20:07,583 --> 00:20:10,875
- Oh, I found another quote for you.
- 240
- 00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:17,291
- "I feel a thousand capacities
- spring up in me."
- 241
- 00:20:18,458 --> 00:20:21,750
- <i>The Waves. </i>It's from <i>The Waves.</i>
- 242
- 00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:26,708
- You've got at least
- a thousand capacities in you.
- 243
- 00:20:28,625 --> 00:20:30,083
- Even if you don't think so.
- 244
- 00:20:33,750 --> 00:20:35,250
- You can keep that one.
- 245
- 00:20:44,875 --> 00:20:47,250
- You know people call you
- "The Freak," right?
- 246
- 00:20:49,291 --> 00:20:50,166
- Yeah.
- 247
- 00:20:51,416 --> 00:20:55,916
- Sometimes I say and do things
- without thinking, and...
- 248
- 00:20:57,041 --> 00:21:00,083
- people don't like that,
- people like labels.
- 249
- 00:21:00,166 --> 00:21:01,583
- They like putting you in a box.
- 250
- 00:21:01,666 --> 00:21:04,291
- They want you to be
- who they want you to be.
- 251
- 00:21:07,666 --> 00:21:09,250
- People don't like messy.
- 252
- 00:21:10,583 --> 00:21:11,583
- Or different.
- 253
- 00:21:16,333 --> 00:21:19,208
- My parents are calling Hudson
- to get me outta the project,
- 254
- 00:21:19,291 --> 00:21:21,166
- so you need to find another partner.
- 255
- 00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:25,333
- OK.
- 256
- 00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:32,208
- Good night, Violet Markey.
- 257
- 00:21:33,291 --> 00:21:34,291
- Good night...
- 258
- 00:21:36,041 --> 00:21:37,333
- Theodore Finch.
- 259
- 00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:05,875
- Hey. Hey!
- 260
- 00:22:06,416 --> 00:22:07,333
- Violet.
- 261
- 00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:10,125
- Hey, where you going?
- 262
- 00:22:11,083 --> 00:22:11,958
- Home.
- 263
- 00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:14,083
- How'd it go with Hudson?
- 264
- 00:22:15,833 --> 00:22:16,833
- Not great.
- 265
- 00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:18,416
- Yeah.
- 266
- 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,541
- He feels pretty strongly
- about participation.
- 267
- 00:22:28,416 --> 00:22:29,333
- OK...
- 268
- 00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,541
- but no cars.
- 269
- 00:22:34,958 --> 00:22:36,125
- Come again?
- 270
- 00:22:36,208 --> 00:22:37,583
- If you wanna do this with me,
- 271
- 00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:40,958
- you have to figure out another way
- because I'm not getting in a car.
- 272
- 00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:10,500
- <i>Can I ask you a question?</i>
- 273
- 00:23:11,791 --> 00:23:14,000
- <i>Where would you go
- if you could go anywhere?</i>
- 274
- 00:23:15,916 --> 00:23:19,041
- - <i>California.</i>
- <i>- But you've already been there.</i>
- 275
- 00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:21,791
- <i>Yeah.</i>
- 276
- 00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:24,791
- <i>It's warm and it never snows.</i>
- 277
- 00:23:26,791 --> 00:23:30,000
- <i>Don't you wanna know where I'd go</i>
- <i>if I could go anywhere?</i>
- 278
- 00:23:31,333 --> 00:23:34,083
- <i>Where would you go</i>
- <i>if you could go anywhere?</i>
- 279
- 00:23:34,791 --> 00:23:38,333
- <i>I'd go to a place</i>
- <i>no one's ever been before.</i>
- 280
- 00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,208
- <i>Undiscovered.</i>
- 281
- 00:23:40,291 --> 00:23:41,291
- <i>Untouched.</i>
- 282
- 00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:44,583
- <i>You could come... if you want.</i>
- 283
- 00:23:56,500 --> 00:23:57,541
- That's it?
- 284
- 00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,583
- Get on up here, Ultraviolet.
- 285
- 00:24:05,666 --> 00:24:06,500
- No.
- 286
- 00:24:06,958 --> 00:24:08,125
- Come on.
- 287
- 00:24:09,125 --> 00:24:10,958
- Come on. The view is incredible.
- 288
- 00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:16,333
- Come on.
- 289
- 00:24:28,541 --> 00:24:30,833
- So, what do we think?
- 290
- 00:24:31,666 --> 00:24:33,500
- The highest point in Indiana.
- 291
- 00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:39,666
- I think if I were here for literally any
- other reason than why you and I are here,
- 292
- 00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:40,833
- I'd be pissed.
- 293
- 00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:45,083
- Oh, wow. Is that a sense of humor
- you're hiding in there?
- 294
- 00:24:45,166 --> 00:24:46,375
- Hm.
- 295
- 00:24:48,833 --> 00:24:51,750
- This is the lamest thing
- I think I've ever seen.
- 296
- 00:25:03,708 --> 00:25:06,750
- It's OK, you know?
- You're not going to hell for laughing.
- 297
- 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,041
- It's pretty lame.
- 298
- 00:25:16,791 --> 00:25:18,416
- It was my sister's birthday.
- 299
- 00:25:21,333 --> 00:25:22,791
- She would've been 19.
- 300
- 00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:26,958
- That's why I was at the bridge.
- 301
- 00:25:33,791 --> 00:25:34,958
- Why were you there?
- 302
- 00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:39,916
- I like to run.
- 303
- 00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:44,833
- It's pretty early to run.
- 304
- 00:25:44,916 --> 00:25:45,916
- Yeah.
- 305
- 00:25:50,916 --> 00:25:51,916
- Let's jump.
- 306
- 00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,333
- You with me?
- 307
- 00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:00,458
- All right, on three.
- 308
- 00:26:02,041 --> 00:26:03,125
- You gotta get ready.
- 309
- 00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,583
- One... there it is,
- 310
- 00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:05,541
- two,
- 311
- 00:26:06,416 --> 00:26:07,333
- three.
- 312
- 00:26:10,708 --> 00:26:11,875
- Wow.
- 313
- 00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,500
- All right.
- 314
- 00:26:15,625 --> 00:26:18,125
- These are the things we leave behind.
- 315
- 00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:19,791
- Pick one.
- 316
- 00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:24,083
- Not that one.
- 317
- 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,958
- Yeah. That's a good choice.
- 318
- 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:45,166
- - What?
- - You didn't know?
- 319
- 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,083
- This is a motherfucking staring contest.
- 320
- 00:26:49,416 --> 00:26:50,583
- You can't be serious.
- 321
- 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,833
- Look at my face. I'm really serious.
- 322
- 00:26:54,791 --> 00:26:55,708
- Fine.
- 323
- 00:26:56,708 --> 00:26:58,000
- I'm very competitive.
- 324
- 00:26:58,083 --> 00:26:59,083
- Me too.
- 325
- 00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:47,083
- I'm staying over at Tina's tonight.
- 326
- 00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:49,166
- OK.
- 327
- 00:27:50,958 --> 00:27:51,875
- "OK"?
- 328
- 00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,041
- Yeah.
- 329
- 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,125
- Usually, that incites a diatribe
- 330
- 00:27:58,208 --> 00:28:00,708
- - about how Tina's an asshole...
- - "Diatribe." Good word.
- 331
- 00:28:00,791 --> 00:28:02,833
- ...and how I shouldn't spend
- so much time with her.
- 332
- 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,083
- Yeah, well, it appears that
- my many rantings on this topic
- 333
- 00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:10,083
- have stuck with you,
- and I don't have to preach anymore.
- 334
- 00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,041
- What's going on with you?
- 335
- 00:28:13,875 --> 00:28:14,833
- Nothing.
- 336
- 00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:17,375
- You seem, like...
- 337
- 00:28:18,833 --> 00:28:19,750
- goofy.
- 338
- 00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:24,916
- You're goofy.
- 339
- 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:05,416
- <i>"I feel we can't go through</i>
- <i>another of those terrible times."</i>
- 340
- 00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,083
- <i>"Why are women</i>
- <i>so much more interesting to men</i>
- 341
- 00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:28,500
- <i>than men are to women?"</i>
- 342
- 00:29:43,208 --> 00:29:47,083
- <i>"My own brain is, to me,</i>
- <i>the most unaccountable of machinery,</i>
- 343
- 00:29:47,166 --> 00:29:50,916
- <i>always buzzing, humming,
- soaring, roaring, diving,</i>
- 344
- 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,333
- <i>and then buried in mud.</i>
- 345
- 00:29:53,083 --> 00:29:54,250
- <i>And why?</i>
- 346
- 00:29:54,333 --> 00:29:55,958
- <i>What's this passion for?"</i>
- 347
- 00:30:08,625 --> 00:30:11,291
- <i>"If you do not tell the truth</i>
- <i>about yourself,</i>
- 348
- 00:30:11,625 --> 00:30:14,166
- <i>you cannot tell it about other people."</i>
- 349
- 00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,583
- Tell me about Eleanor.
- 350
- 00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,833
- She was bossy... like you.
- 351
- 00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,333
- I like her already.
- 352
- 00:33:52,250 --> 00:33:53,708
- She hated reading.
- 353
- 00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:58,625
- She only liked this Italian poet,
- 354
- 00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:01,333
- Cesare Pavese.
- 355
- 00:34:02,583 --> 00:34:07,166
- He said, "We do not remember days,
- we remember moments."
- 356
- 00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:12,041
- Any time I was having a bad day,
- 357
- 00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:15,208
- she always said that.
- 358
- 00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:17,500
- Like it was supposed to fix something.
- 359
- 00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:19,583
- Did it?
- 360
- 00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:22,666
- Yeah.
- 361
- 00:34:23,666 --> 00:34:24,625
- It did.
- 362
- 00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:28,666
- What else?
- 363
- 00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:35,750
- She was my best friend.
- 364
- 00:34:42,083 --> 00:34:43,375
- "Eleanor Markey.
- 365
- 00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:45,708
- Sister...
- 366
- 00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:48,250
- best friend."
- 367
- 00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,625
- That's a pretty good epitaph.
- 368
- 00:34:57,625 --> 00:34:58,750
- What would yours be?
- 369
- 00:35:02,958 --> 00:35:04,166
- "Violet Markey.
- 370
- 00:35:06,583 --> 00:35:07,583
- I was here."
- 371
- 00:35:11,916 --> 00:35:14,708
- Yeah, I'm gonna have to steal that one
- from you.
- 372
- 00:35:23,625 --> 00:35:25,000
- You making pancakes?
- 373
- 00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:26,916
- Yeah.
- 374
- 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,708
- - Blueberry pancakes?
- - Yup.
- 375
- 00:35:30,583 --> 00:35:31,875
- Lookin' pretty good.
- 376
- 00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,333
- - Wanna flip 'em?
- - Yeah, are they ready?
- 377
- 00:35:35,416 --> 00:35:37,708
- - Yeah. Well, give it a...
- - Almost ready.
- 378
- 00:35:38,750 --> 00:35:40,458
- - These look pretty good.
- - Yeah.
- 379
- 00:35:42,333 --> 00:35:43,208
- OK.
- 380
- 00:35:44,666 --> 00:35:46,833
- There we go. That one's good.
- 381
- 00:35:46,916 --> 00:35:49,041
- Yeah, there you go. Golden brown
- 382
- 00:35:56,583 --> 00:35:58,375
- - Hey.
- - Hi.
- 383
- 00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,833
- Where've you been?
- 384
- 00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:03,375
- You're not mad that
- I'm doing that project with Roamer, right?
- 385
- 00:36:03,833 --> 00:36:04,666
- No.
- 386
- 00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:06,875
- OK, cool.
- 'Cause it's, like, it's not a thing.
- 387
- 00:36:06,958 --> 00:36:09,083
- No, it's fine. I'm doing it with Finch.
- 388
- 00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:10,500
- With Finch?
- 389
- 00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:11,875
- Yeah.
- 390
- 00:36:13,708 --> 00:36:16,625
- You know that he's, like, kinda dangerous?
- 391
- 00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:18,916
- No, he's not.
- 392
- 00:36:20,083 --> 00:36:22,541
- He freaked out last year
- and threw a chair at Roamer,
- 393
- 00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:24,375
- like, in the middle of class.
- 394
- 00:36:25,666 --> 00:36:26,583
- He did?
- 395
- 00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:31,416
- Yeah, like, Roamer was fine,
- but he's seriously fucked up.
- 396
- 00:36:43,958 --> 00:36:49,750
- So, I was thinking we should check out
- the Shoe Tree or the abandoned drive-in,
- 397
- 00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:52,125
- depending on whatever you're feeling.
- 398
- 00:36:54,125 --> 00:36:55,291
- What is this?
- 399
- 00:36:55,708 --> 00:36:57,916
- That's a reminder that sooner or later,
- 400
- 00:36:58,291 --> 00:37:00,666
- you're gonna have to get back
- into the world all by yourself.
- 401
- 00:37:01,083 --> 00:37:02,875
- But I'm happy pushing you for now.
- 402
- 00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:08,041
- Well, I said
- I was only gonna do two, so...
- 403
- 00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:14,083
- I prefer Private Violet to...
- 404
- 00:37:14,875 --> 00:37:15,875
- Public Violet.
- 405
- 00:37:15,958 --> 00:37:17,250
- Can you put her on?
- 406
- 00:37:17,333 --> 00:37:18,166
- I'll wait.
- 407
- 00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:20,333
- Maybe you should
- give her some space.
- 408
- 00:37:22,625 --> 00:37:25,125
- Nice sweater. What's that, a cotton blend?
- 409
- 00:37:26,875 --> 00:37:30,458
- People think this whole "freak" thing
- is an act. I know it's real.
- 410
- 00:37:33,958 --> 00:37:35,000
- Of course it is.
- 411
- 00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:43,208
- How are things?
- 412
- 00:37:44,041 --> 00:37:46,625
- Just your average teenage melodrama.
- 413
- 00:37:47,625 --> 00:37:49,708
- Come on. You gotta give me more than that.
- 414
- 00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,875
- People are always telling me what I am.
- 415
- 00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:55,458
- A freak.
- 416
- 00:37:56,375 --> 00:37:57,375
- I get it.
- 417
- 00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,333
- Doesn't mean
- it doesn't piss me off sometimes.
- 418
- 00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:02,250
- Well, that must be hard.
- 419
- 00:38:08,916 --> 00:38:09,916
- Come on, man.
- 420
- 00:38:10,458 --> 00:38:12,458
- Come on. Help me out here.
- Come on. Help me out.
- 421
- 00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:20,458
- Maybe if...
- 422
- 00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:22,958
- you got a fainting couch,
- 423
- 00:38:23,916 --> 00:38:25,625
- you could put it right over there.
- 424
- 00:38:25,708 --> 00:38:28,625
- It would really give me the <i>mise en scène</i>
- that I was looking for.
- 425
- 00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:30,625
- Tie the whole room together.
- 426
- 00:38:30,708 --> 00:38:33,250
- Did you look into that support group
- I told you to check out?
- 427
- 00:38:33,333 --> 00:38:35,708
- I might've lost the info on that one.
- 428
- 00:38:35,791 --> 00:38:38,208
- Come on, Theodore. It's a small ask, man.
- 429
- 00:38:39,291 --> 00:38:43,666
- All right. It's Mondays
- after school at First Congregational.
- 430
- 00:38:44,125 --> 00:38:46,416
- - It's called Fresh Approach...
- - Ooh!
- 431
- 00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,041
- ...and it is confidential,
- 432
- 00:38:48,458 --> 00:38:52,291
- so you can say whatever you want
- about anything that's bothering you.
- 433
- 00:38:53,250 --> 00:38:56,875
- It is a safe space, Finch.
- 434
- 00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:58,833
- I want you to think about it.
- 435
- 00:39:05,166 --> 00:39:07,000
- What now? Now what are we doing? What?
- 436
- 00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:08,375
- What's happenin'?
- 437
- 00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:09,500
- Is this a knock-off?
- 438
- 00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,916
- The Post-it?
- 439
- 00:39:11,541 --> 00:39:13,625
- - This is off-brand.
- - Please leave now.
- 440
- 00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:31,000
- ♪ <i>Hey, heart, on the road again ♪</i>
- 441
- 00:39:31,666 --> 00:39:33,500
- <i>♪ Movin' on</i> ♪
- 442
- 00:39:34,416 --> 00:39:35,500
- <i>♪ Forward ♪</i>
- 443
- 00:39:36,333 --> 00:39:38,791
- <i>♪ Sticks and stones won't break bones ♪</i>
- 444
- 00:39:38,875 --> 00:39:42,458
- <i>♪ We're in the car on the highway ♪</i>
- 445
- 00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:47,875
- <i>♪ It's a magical feeling
- That no one's got a hold ♪</i>
- 446
- 00:39:51,250 --> 00:39:54,625
- <i>♪ You're a catalyst
- To your own happiness you know... ♪</i>
- 447
- 00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:56,250
- What are you looking at?
- 448
- 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,541
- There's a kid on my lawn.
- 449
- 00:40:04,583 --> 00:40:08,125
- <i>♪ And it's your heart, it's alive ♪</i>
- 450
- 00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,333
- <i>♪ It's pumping blood ♪</i>
- 451
- 00:40:11,041 --> 00:40:13,541
- <i>♪ And the whole wide world is whistling ♪</i>
- 452
- 00:40:20,541 --> 00:40:23,541
- <i>♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪</i>
- 453
- 00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:28,041
- Wake up.
- 454
- 00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:31,958
- Hey.
- 455
- 00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:34,250
- Did you sleep out here?
- 456
- 00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:36,625
- Yeah.
- 457
- 00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:43,250
- I know you said that you were done,
- 458
- 00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:45,916
- but what if I told you
- 459
- 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:49,041
- that I found the best wander
- in the state of Indiana,
- 460
- 00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:51,208
- possibly the world, but...
- 461
- 00:40:53,125 --> 00:40:54,500
- it was 160 miles away?
- 462
- 00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:58,291
- I'd say have fun,
- and I can't wait to hear all about it.
- 463
- 00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:01,750
- Come on! Just give it a chance.
- 464
- 00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:03,791
- - At least sit inside.
- - No, Finch.
- 465
- 00:41:03,875 --> 00:41:05,208
- I'm not getting in a car!
- 466
- 00:41:05,291 --> 00:41:07,291
- Look, here. I'll take the keys, and...
- 467
- 00:41:10,666 --> 00:41:14,083
- I swear not to drive faster
- than 30 miles per hour through town
- 468
- 00:41:14,166 --> 00:41:15,666
- or 50 on the interstate.
- 469
- 00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:18,833
- If at any time you wanna stop, we stop.
- 470
- 00:41:19,666 --> 00:41:21,625
- You can't keep pushing people.
- 471
- 00:41:21,708 --> 00:41:25,833
- You don't listen. We did it.
- The project is over. This is over.
- 472
- 00:41:26,291 --> 00:41:28,791
- You know this isn't
- about a class assignment.
- 473
- 00:41:29,541 --> 00:41:33,208
- This is about you being holed up
- in your room or on your stupid bike,
- 474
- 00:41:33,291 --> 00:41:35,416
- always circling
- the same three-mile radius.
- 475
- 00:41:35,500 --> 00:41:38,416
- And God forbid anyone risk upsetting
- "Poor Violet," but...
- 476
- 00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:40,708
- they're wrong.
- 477
- 00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:43,375
- Violet.
- 478
- 00:41:43,916 --> 00:41:45,250
- Is everything OK out here?
- 479
- 00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:46,666
- - Fine.
- - Hey.
- 480
- 00:41:46,750 --> 00:41:51,041
- Sorry. Hey. Hi, I'm Theodore Finch.
- Pleasure to meet you both.
- 481
- 00:41:51,125 --> 00:41:54,500
- - Little early, don't you think, Theodore?
- - Yes. Yes, it is early.
- 482
- 00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,000
- That is a fair observation.
- 483
- 00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,916
- But you see, I'm your daughter's partner
- for the school project,
- 484
- 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,375
- and we really need to get to this place.
- 485
- 00:42:03,291 --> 00:42:05,416
- Basically, I need her to get into the car.
- 486
- 00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:06,625
- That car.
- 487
- 00:42:07,625 --> 00:42:10,208
- That is extremely safe, insured,
- 488
- 00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:14,208
- with an experienced driver who hasn't
- gotten so much as a speeding ticket.
- 489
- 00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:15,708
- This is for a school project?
- 490
- 00:42:16,125 --> 00:42:17,958
- Yes, sir. We're partners.
- 491
- 00:42:19,958 --> 00:42:23,583
- Well, Theodore, I think
- it's Violet's decision to make, but...
- 492
- 00:42:25,083 --> 00:42:26,583
- maybe not a bad idea.
- 493
- 00:42:39,666 --> 00:42:41,375
- You think she's coming back?
- 494
- 00:42:41,458 --> 00:42:44,083
- Hey, your guess is as good as ours.
- 495
- 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,500
- Oh.
- 496
- 00:42:57,291 --> 00:42:58,541
- No, wait. No.
- 497
- 00:43:02,250 --> 00:43:05,708
- OK. If I were keys, where would I hide?
- 498
- 00:43:15,375 --> 00:43:16,833
- How are we doin' over there?
- 499
- 00:43:16,916 --> 00:43:17,833
- Fine.
- 500
- 00:43:18,416 --> 00:43:19,333
- You sure?
- 501
- 00:43:19,416 --> 00:43:21,750
- Just stop asking me.
- You're making it worse.
- 502
- 00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:23,958
- Talk about something else.
- 503
- 00:43:24,791 --> 00:43:26,875
- Usually, that is my forte.
- 504
- 00:43:26,958 --> 00:43:29,125
- But right now, I got nothin'.
- 505
- 00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:35,541
- ♪ <i>...build this thing together ♪</i>
- 506
- 00:43:49,916 --> 00:43:51,166
- It's a good song.
- 507
- 00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,083
- I don't remember how fast we were going.
- 508
- 00:44:46,375 --> 00:44:48,250
- It didn't seem fast.
- 509
- 00:44:55,666 --> 00:44:57,083
- Then we were sliding...
- 510
- 00:45:03,708 --> 00:45:06,291
- and Eleanor was saying, "I can't hold on."
- 511
- 00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,291
- And then the car slammed into the bridge.
- 512
- 00:45:24,208 --> 00:45:25,541
- I just remember the...
- 513
- 00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,625
- the glass hitting my face
- 514
- 00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,750
- and Eleanor screaming.
- 515
- 00:45:35,416 --> 00:45:36,291
- Then...
- 516
- 00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,500
- after that, it just all goes blank.
- 517
- 00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:49,166
- When I woke up in the hospital,
- 518
- 00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,250
- my mom told me she was gone.
- 519
- 00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:02,291
- And that was it.
- 520
- 00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:21,291
- Still mad you got in the car?
- 521
- 00:47:40,458 --> 00:47:42,875
- - You really built this yourself?
- - Yes, I did.
- 522
- 00:47:42,958 --> 00:47:43,875
- That's impressive.
- 523
- 00:47:44,291 --> 00:47:46,791
- - All right. Here we go.
- - Let's do it.
- 524
- 00:47:46,958 --> 00:47:49,833
- I'm gonna do it.
- 525
- 00:47:49,916 --> 00:47:51,458
- Have a good one.
- 526
- 00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,833
- I can see my house from here.
- 527
- 00:48:07,458 --> 00:48:08,458
- Ah...
- 528
- 00:48:14,666 --> 00:48:17,541
- Woo!
- 529
- 00:48:17,625 --> 00:48:18,500
- Yeah!
- 530
- 00:48:19,041 --> 00:48:21,416
- - That was amazing.
- - Good job!
- 531
- 00:48:22,791 --> 00:48:24,125
- Did it feel fast?
- 532
- 00:48:24,208 --> 00:48:27,416
- Oh, yeah. It's just like the real thing.
- 533
- 00:48:27,750 --> 00:48:28,750
- Are you ready?
- 534
- 00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:32,250
- All right. Here we go. You ready?
- 535
- 00:48:32,333 --> 00:48:33,375
- Oh, my God.
- 536
- 00:48:50,750 --> 00:48:52,375
- Yes!
- 537
- 00:49:01,208 --> 00:49:02,750
- Yeah!
- 538
- 00:49:02,833 --> 00:49:04,208
- Yay!
- 539
- 00:49:05,875 --> 00:49:07,375
- Oh, my God!
- 540
- 00:49:10,416 --> 00:49:11,833
- I wanna go again.
- 541
- 00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:15,291
- Ah!
- 542
- 00:49:33,958 --> 00:49:37,583
- ♪ <i>When I was just a kid they said ♪</i>
- 543
- 00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:41,708
- <i>♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪</i>
- 544
- 00:49:42,625 --> 00:49:47,000
- <i>♪ I am older now, I say ♪</i>
- 545
- 00:49:47,666 --> 00:49:50,458
- <i>♪ "It's all right" ♪</i>
- 546
- 00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:55,583
- <i>♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪</i>
- 547
- 00:49:56,416 --> 00:49:58,416
- <i>♪ Lesson learned ♪</i>
- 548
- 00:50:00,166 --> 00:50:03,291
- <i>♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪</i>
- 549
- 00:50:03,375 --> 00:50:07,875
- <i>♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪</i>
- 550
- 00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:10,875
- <i>♪ Too young ♪</i>
- 551
- 00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:17,083
- ♪ <i>Too young to burn...</i> ♪
- 552
- 00:50:17,833 --> 00:50:20,041
- I got you somethin'.It's in the door.
- 553
- 00:50:24,291 --> 00:50:27,458
- That, Ultraviolet, is a special place
- 554
- 00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:29,291
- that I'm gonna take you to one day.
- 555
- 00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:31,791
- Oh, yeah?
- 556
- 00:50:32,541 --> 00:50:35,833
- Yeah, but you're gonna need
- to start pullin' your weight, OK?
- 557
- 00:50:35,916 --> 00:50:36,958
- I got you this...
- 558
- 00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:40,416
- just in case you've forgotten
- this is a school project,
- 559
- 00:50:41,083 --> 00:50:42,458
- you have to write about it.
- 560
- 00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:44,291
- Just me?
- 561
- 00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,916
- You're the writer.
- 562
- 00:50:53,166 --> 00:50:54,666
- "Wander number three..."
- 563
- 00:50:54,750 --> 00:50:56,500
- No. You gotta start with Hoosier Hill.
- 564
- 00:50:56,583 --> 00:50:58,583
- You know, you don't have to be so pushy.
- 565
- 00:50:58,666 --> 00:51:00,708
- You say "pushy," and I hear, um...
- 566
- 00:51:01,208 --> 00:51:02,291
- "assertive,"
- 567
- 00:51:02,750 --> 00:51:03,750
- "bold,"
- 568
- 00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:05,375
- "inspiring."
- 569
- 00:51:06,666 --> 00:51:08,791
- Uh... relentless. Irritating.
- 570
- 00:51:09,291 --> 00:51:10,708
- Arrogant.
- 571
- 00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:12,041
- Sexy.
- 572
- 00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:20,666
- It's nice to have a friend again.
- 573
- 00:51:27,416 --> 00:51:29,083
- Don't let that go to your head.
- 574
- 00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:32,458
- Too late.
- 575
- 00:51:40,416 --> 00:51:42,625
- You know what I like about you,
- Ultraviolet?
- 576
- 00:51:44,291 --> 00:51:45,291
- What?
- 577
- 00:51:46,125 --> 00:51:49,708
- You're all the colors in one...
- at full brightness.
- 578
- 00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:58,416
- <i>♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
- Ha-ha-ha ha ♪</i>
- 579
- 00:51:59,125 --> 00:52:00,541
- <i>♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪</i>
- 580
- 00:52:02,125 --> 00:52:05,250
- ♪ <i>Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 581
- 00:52:06,458 --> 00:52:09,625
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 582
- 00:52:10,666 --> 00:52:14,041
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 583
- 00:52:15,041 --> 00:52:19,500
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 584
- 00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:30,166
- Hello.
- 585
- 00:55:31,708 --> 00:55:35,458
- Before we get started,
- we are nearing D-Day, people.
- 586
- 00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:39,166
- The day to present your wanderings.
- 587
- 00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:40,250
- That is correct.
- 588
- 00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:41,291
- Along with your essay,
- 589
- 00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:46,916
- I'm going to be asking each group
- to do a presentation to the whole class.
- 590
- 00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:50,291
- But today, we're talking about
- the five themes of geography:
- 591
- 00:55:50,375 --> 00:55:51,916
- location, place...
- 592
- 00:56:01,333 --> 00:56:04,583
- No, but honestly,
- I wouldn't even worry about it.
- 593
- 00:56:04,666 --> 00:56:06,541
- - This is just what Finch does.
- - Yeah.
- 594
- 00:56:07,416 --> 00:56:10,958
- I've texted him for the past couple days,
- and he hasn't responded.
- 595
- 00:56:11,041 --> 00:56:12,958
- I mean, this is...
- 596
- 00:56:13,041 --> 00:56:17,833
- ...I mean, sometimes he's gone for a day,
- like, maybe two, but he always turns up.
- 597
- 00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:20,958
- Yeah, there was that one time
- that he was gone for like a week.
- 598
- 00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:23,083
- - Oh, my God.
- - He came back and said he went camping,
- 599
- 00:56:23,166 --> 00:56:25,416
- and he had all these poison ivy spots
- on him...
- 600
- 00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:27,750
- - Covered in spots.
- - ...itching, it was like... yeah.
- 601
- 00:56:27,833 --> 00:56:29,708
- It was bad. It was so bad.
- 602
- 00:56:29,791 --> 00:56:31,291
- I think it's pretty fucked up.
- 603
- 00:56:32,583 --> 00:56:34,750
- It's easy to pick up your phone
- and respond.
- 604
- 00:56:34,833 --> 00:56:38,000
- It's... that's just something
- you have to deal with
- 605
- 00:56:38,083 --> 00:56:40,041
- if you wanna be close with him, you know?
- 606
- 00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:41,833
- It just makes me mad.
- 607
- 00:56:44,333 --> 00:56:46,833
- Yeah. So, we've been to a lot
- of really interesting places so far.
- 608
- 00:56:46,916 --> 00:56:48,625
- Do you have an actual plan,
- 609
- 00:56:48,708 --> 00:56:50,875
- or you've just kind of been shooting
- from the hip?
- 610
- 00:56:50,958 --> 00:56:54,375
- Honestly? I'm just trying to distract her
- into spending as much time with me
- 611
- 00:56:54,458 --> 00:56:56,291
- as she can.
- 612
- 00:56:56,375 --> 00:56:58,375
- And has it been going OK, or...
- 613
- 00:56:58,458 --> 00:57:00,333
- Yeah, I think so. I've been really...
- 614
- 00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:02,791
- Look who stopped by.
- 615
- 00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:04,958
- Hey.
- 616
- 00:57:06,541 --> 00:57:09,083
- Did you lose your phone?
- I've been texting. I've been calling.
- 617
- 00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,333
- Look, let me just show
- you this really fast. Hold on.
- 618
- 00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:13,916
- - You could've taken a second to respond...
- - I know.
- 619
- 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,541
- - ...so I knew you were OK.
- - I had to take care of a couple things.
- 620
- 00:57:34,375 --> 00:57:36,250
- It's supposedly bottomless.
- 621
- 00:57:37,666 --> 00:57:40,125
- In the '50s,
- a group of boys went swimming here,
- 622
- 00:57:41,166 --> 00:57:42,458
- and they disappeared.
- 623
- 00:57:42,541 --> 00:57:44,125
- No one ever found their bodies.
- 624
- 00:57:44,666 --> 00:57:45,833
- They drowned?
- 625
- 00:57:47,208 --> 00:57:48,208
- Eh...
- 626
- 00:57:48,791 --> 00:57:49,750
- maybe.
- 627
- 00:57:51,708 --> 00:57:54,041
- Or maybe they found the other side.
- 628
- 00:57:55,458 --> 00:57:59,041
- They say there's a force in the middle
- that sucks you into an underground river
- 629
- 00:57:59,125 --> 00:58:00,958
- and leads you to another world.
- 630
- 00:58:07,500 --> 00:58:08,875
- You're not going in?
- 631
- 00:58:09,833 --> 00:58:11,041
- Oh, of course I am.
- 632
- 00:58:12,208 --> 00:58:13,958
- It'll be freezing.
- 633
- 00:58:14,041 --> 00:58:15,208
- It'll be fine.
- 634
- 00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:20,958
- You should come in.
- 635
- 00:58:24,666 --> 00:58:26,958
- - No, I'm good.
- - What are you afraid of?
- 636
- 00:58:28,166 --> 00:58:30,416
- - It's cold.
- - Serious question:
- 637
- 00:58:32,166 --> 00:58:33,916
- what are you most afraid of?
- 638
- 00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:39,000
- Dying.
- 639
- 00:58:40,625 --> 00:58:41,750
- I don't believe that.
- 640
- 00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:45,833
- Being ordinary.
- 641
- 00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,291
- So, don't be ordinary.
- 642
- 01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:04,333
- Oh, my God!
- 643
- 01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,416
- Oh. OK!
- 644
- 01:00:06,875 --> 01:00:09,833
- - Oh, you're right. Fucking freezing!
- - Oh, my God!
- 645
- 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,291
- OK, let's go under.
- 646
- 01:00:11,375 --> 01:00:12,791
- - Yeah?
- - OK.
- 647
- 01:00:12,875 --> 01:00:15,625
- One, two, three.
- 648
- 01:00:47,583 --> 01:00:48,875
- Marco!
- 649
- 01:00:51,250 --> 01:00:52,833
- Polo!
- 650
- 01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,166
- So, what are<i> you</i> most afraid of?
- 651
- 01:01:08,583 --> 01:01:09,708
- Uh...
- 652
- 01:01:15,500 --> 01:01:18,500
- I don't know. I guess losing my sister.
- 653
- 01:01:19,416 --> 01:01:20,875
- My mom's gone a lot.
- 654
- 01:01:20,958 --> 01:01:22,416
- My dad left a while ago.
- 655
- 01:01:23,083 --> 01:01:24,250
- New town, new family.
- 656
- 01:01:25,708 --> 01:01:29,250
- So, Kate's basically all I have.
- 657
- 01:01:38,875 --> 01:01:39,916
- How'd you get that?
- 658
- 01:01:47,791 --> 01:01:49,625
- I'm going in search of the bottom.
- 659
- 01:02:25,166 --> 01:02:26,208
- Finch?
- 660
- 01:02:35,041 --> 01:02:36,000
- Finch!
- 661
- 01:02:47,916 --> 01:02:48,875
- Finch!
- 662
- 01:03:17,208 --> 01:03:18,083
- Asshole!
- 663
- 01:03:18,916 --> 01:03:19,791
- What?
- 664
- 01:03:20,583 --> 01:03:22,750
- Do you know how scared I was?
- 665
- 01:03:23,541 --> 01:03:24,458
- Hey.
- 666
- 01:03:24,541 --> 01:03:26,916
- Hey, Violet. Violet, I'm sorry!
- 667
- 01:03:32,333 --> 01:03:33,708
- Violet, I'm sorry.
- 668
- 01:03:35,041 --> 01:03:35,875
- Violet!
- 669
- 01:03:36,875 --> 01:03:38,458
- I thought you drowned!
- 670
- 01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:42,625
- I'm sorry. Hey, I'm sorry.
- 671
- 01:03:42,708 --> 01:03:45,166
- I didn't... I didn't mean to scare you.
- 672
- 01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:46,625
- Well, you did.
- 673
- 01:03:47,125 --> 01:03:49,958
- That was the last thing
- that I wanted to do.
- 674
- 01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,291
- Where do you go when you disappear?
- 675
- 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:04,125
- Tell me something real about you.
- 676
- 01:04:06,208 --> 01:04:07,333
- Or I'm leaving.
- 677
- 01:04:07,916 --> 01:04:09,041
- OK.
- 678
- 01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:14,000
- Sometimes I have to go to places
- that make me feel like myself.
- 679
- 01:04:14,083 --> 01:04:18,541
- I need to do things that remind me
- that I'm in control.
- 680
- 01:04:26,875 --> 01:04:28,125
- My dad used to...
- 681
- 01:04:29,708 --> 01:04:31,208
- get in these dark moods.
- 682
- 01:04:37,875 --> 01:04:39,208
- Did he do that to you?
- 683
- 01:04:43,958 --> 01:04:45,666
- I used to be a lot smaller.
- 684
- 01:04:50,458 --> 01:04:52,791
- I used to not know
- how to get out of the way.
- 685
- 01:04:59,750 --> 01:05:01,541
- People don't like messy, right?
- 686
- 01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,708
- - Uh...
- - Yeah.
- 687
- 01:05:51,791 --> 01:05:54,208
- - Oh, wait. Yeah, you got it.
- - I know, I had it!
- 688
- 01:05:54,291 --> 01:05:58,958
- <i>♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪</i>
- 689
- 01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:03,791
- <i>♪ What's going on
- Inside that pretty head? ♪</i>
- 690
- 01:06:03,875 --> 01:06:08,541
- <i>♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪</i>
- 691
- 01:06:08,875 --> 01:06:14,958
- <i>♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪</i>
- 692
- 01:06:15,041 --> 01:06:17,875
- - And then it goes...
- - There's the bridge.
- 693
- 01:06:19,833 --> 01:06:20,791
- <i>♪ I... ♪</i>
- 694
- 01:06:20,875 --> 01:06:22,208
- - Yeah. No, you got it.
- - OK.
- 695
- 01:06:22,291 --> 01:06:26,625
- <i> ♪ I met you ♪</i>
- 696
- 01:06:27,208 --> 01:06:30,666
- <i>♪ I met you</i> ♪
- 697
- 01:06:31,416 --> 01:06:37,583
- <i>♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪</i>
- 698
- 01:08:04,333 --> 01:08:05,625
- Finch.
- 699
- 01:08:06,041 --> 01:08:07,958
- Finch, wake up. We gotta go.
- 700
- 01:08:08,791 --> 01:08:09,791
- Oh, shit!
- 701
- 01:08:13,791 --> 01:08:16,207
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My phone died.
- 702
- 01:08:16,291 --> 01:08:17,500
- Violet, inside.
- 703
- 01:08:17,582 --> 01:08:19,957
- - Finch, just... you should go home.
- - Don't blame her.
- 704
- 01:08:20,041 --> 01:08:22,207
- - If I could explain. Please...
- - It's not his fault!
- 705
- 01:08:22,291 --> 01:08:23,166
- Just get in the house.
- 706
- 01:08:23,250 --> 01:08:25,166
- - We'll talk about it later.
- - I lost track of time.
- 707
- 01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:26,332
- - Finch!
- - If I could...
- 708
- 01:08:27,875 --> 01:08:29,916
- I'm so... I'm so sorry.
- 709
- 01:08:30,832 --> 01:08:32,916
- It was my fault. I fucked up.
- 710
- 01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:36,707
- Please, just don't blame her. Please.
- I'm sorry.
- 711
- 01:08:36,791 --> 01:08:38,916
- Just... go home.
- 712
- 01:09:43,082 --> 01:09:44,457
- Do you have any clue
- 713
- 01:09:45,582 --> 01:09:48,916
- what horrible situations we had you in,
- in our heads?
- 714
- 01:09:50,666 --> 01:09:53,582
- You have to understand how that felt,
- 715
- 01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,791
- your dad and I not knowing where you were.
- 716
- 01:09:58,750 --> 01:10:00,166
- I said I was sorry.
- 717
- 01:10:00,958 --> 01:10:02,875
- But you didn't have to treat Finch
- like that.
- 718
- 01:10:02,958 --> 01:10:05,833
- Well, he's the boy
- that kept our daughter out all night.
- 719
- 01:10:07,041 --> 01:10:09,125
- I kept him out all night, too, Mom.
- 720
- 01:11:42,041 --> 01:11:42,875
- Hey.
- 721
- 01:11:43,250 --> 01:11:45,500
- Hey, V. Hey, what's up?
- 722
- 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:47,166
- How are you?
- 723
- 01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:49,958
- - Fine.
- - It's been a minute. What's been going on?
- 724
- 01:11:50,041 --> 01:11:51,500
- I can't deal with you right now.
- 725
- 01:11:52,833 --> 01:11:54,125
- Is everything OK?
- 726
- 01:11:54,916 --> 01:11:56,666
- Honestly, I don't know.
- 727
- 01:11:58,708 --> 01:12:00,041
- I'm not tryin' to be an asshole,
- 728
- 01:12:00,125 --> 01:12:01,875
- but you should know
- what you're getting into.
- 729
- 01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:05,375
- - I do.
- - No, you don't.
- 730
- 01:12:05,458 --> 01:12:06,458
- - He...
- - Let's go.
- 731
- 01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:09,333
- - Where've you been?
- - You know why she's hangin' out with you?
- 732
- 01:12:09,416 --> 01:12:10,500
- She's tryin' to fix you.
- 733
- 01:12:10,583 --> 01:12:12,916
- Shut up, Roamer! Just...
- 734
- 01:12:13,083 --> 01:12:16,333
- You have no idea
- who he really is, do you? He's a freak!
- 735
- 01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:19,958
- - Call me a freak one more time.
- - You're a fuckin' freak.
- 736
- 01:12:23,041 --> 01:12:23,958
- Finch!
- 737
- 01:12:24,291 --> 01:12:25,125
- Finch!
- 738
- 01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:26,208
- Stop!
- 739
- 01:12:27,041 --> 01:12:28,000
- Finch!
- 740
- 01:12:30,125 --> 01:12:32,250
- Finch! Yo, let him go, man. Get off him.
- 741
- 01:12:33,791 --> 01:12:35,916
- Finch, stop! Stop!
- 742
- 01:12:40,833 --> 01:12:42,000
- Oh, my God!
- 743
- 01:12:42,083 --> 01:12:44,291
- What the hell?
- He almost killed him.
- 744
- 01:12:56,583 --> 01:12:57,750
- He's crazy.
- 745
- 01:13:16,875 --> 01:13:17,708
- Fuck!
- 746
- 01:13:18,875 --> 01:13:20,625
- Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
- 747
- 01:13:37,083 --> 01:13:37,958
- Anything?
- 748
- 01:13:42,541 --> 01:13:43,916
- Guess he's gone again.
- 749
- 01:13:47,916 --> 01:13:50,083
- I've been friends with the guy
- since minute one,
- 750
- 01:13:51,250 --> 01:13:53,333
- and I haven't waited
- for his call in years.
- 751
- 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:54,958
- He just...
- 752
- 01:13:56,541 --> 01:13:58,458
- gets in this mood sometimes, and...
- 753
- 01:13:59,583 --> 01:14:01,750
- it's hard, you know?
- 754
- 01:14:03,750 --> 01:14:04,833
- He's not easy,
- 755
- 01:14:06,166 --> 01:14:08,875
- and everybody who gets close to him
- gets burned out.
- 756
- 01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:14,291
- So, why do you stick around?
- 757
- 01:14:19,666 --> 01:14:20,750
- Because...
- 758
- 01:14:23,916 --> 01:14:24,916
- 'cause I love him.
- 759
- 01:14:26,875 --> 01:14:30,041
- He thinks everybody leaves him
- and I won't do that.
- 760
- 01:14:32,208 --> 01:14:33,625
- This is what we do.
- 761
- 01:14:34,333 --> 01:14:37,875
- I'm gonna get mad,
- he's gonna come back and apologize,
- 762
- 01:14:37,958 --> 01:14:40,041
- and it'll be like it never even happened.
- 763
- 01:14:51,958 --> 01:14:52,958
- Hey.
- 764
- 01:14:54,083 --> 01:14:55,958
- Is... is Finch here?
- 765
- 01:14:56,958 --> 01:14:58,250
- Did something happen?
- 766
- 01:15:00,958 --> 01:15:02,166
- Yeah, come on in.
- 767
- 01:15:06,250 --> 01:15:07,375
- I'm Lindsay.
- 768
- 01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:11,833
- Um... I'm OCD and just got diagnosed
- with a social anxiety disorder,
- 769
- 01:15:11,916 --> 01:15:14,666
- so being here with everyone
- is not intimidating at all.
- 770
- 01:15:17,208 --> 01:15:19,458
- Last year, I started cutting myself.
- 771
- 01:15:20,625 --> 01:15:24,000
- I still deal with it, but I'm here.
- 772
- 01:15:25,250 --> 01:15:26,750
- I'm so sorry.
- 773
- 01:15:26,833 --> 01:15:28,125
- No worries. Have a seat.
- 774
- 01:15:32,666 --> 01:15:34,291
- Hi, I'm Bradley.
- 775
- 01:15:34,375 --> 01:15:41,000
- Um... I am ADHD, OCD,
- BPD, DID, and bipolar.
- 776
- 01:15:41,541 --> 01:15:42,500
- Yeah.
- 777
- 01:15:42,833 --> 01:15:46,458
- Um... you'd think some of those
- would cancel the others out, but...
- 778
- 01:15:47,041 --> 01:15:48,666
- Yeah, my week's been OK.
- 779
- 01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:50,916
- I've been watching
- a lot of basketball lately,
- 780
- 01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:53,291
- and that's been helping a lot, so...
- 781
- 01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:54,833
- Good.
- 782
- 01:15:56,458 --> 01:15:57,916
- Hi. Welcome.
- 783
- 01:16:01,875 --> 01:16:02,875
- Um...
- 784
- 01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:07,666
- I'm, uh... Theodore Finch.
- 785
- 01:16:09,791 --> 01:16:10,833
- No labels.
- 786
- 01:16:12,583 --> 01:16:16,125
- Not really sure why I'm here.
- 787
- 01:16:17,166 --> 01:16:18,125
- Uh...
- 788
- 01:16:20,291 --> 01:16:25,041
- I guess it's 'cause I...
- I got in this fight at school and,
- 789
- 01:16:26,500 --> 01:16:27,541
- like,
- 790
- 01:16:28,875 --> 01:16:31,541
- I was there, but I wasn't there.
- 791
- 01:16:31,625 --> 01:16:33,625
- I was watchin' myself, and...
- 792
- 01:16:37,875 --> 01:16:38,833
- uh...
- 793
- 01:16:39,458 --> 01:16:41,833
- I-I-I just get a little lost sometimes.
- 794
- 01:16:45,000 --> 01:16:47,333
- I run... a lot.
- 795
- 01:16:48,041 --> 01:16:49,458
- Sometimes that helps.
- 796
- 01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,000
- Kind of.
- 797
- 01:16:56,250 --> 01:16:57,708
- I don't know. Is that enough?
- 798
- 01:16:58,666 --> 01:16:59,541
- Sure.
- 799
- 01:17:00,125 --> 01:17:01,750
- Thanks. Glad you're here.
- 800
- 01:17:05,458 --> 01:17:07,833
- Amanda, why don't you go ahead?
- 801
- 01:17:10,166 --> 01:17:11,250
- I'm Amanda.
- 802
- 01:17:13,750 --> 01:17:14,791
- I'm bulimic.
- 803
- 01:17:16,291 --> 01:17:18,125
- I've tried to kill myself twice.
- 804
- 01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:23,291
- I think about it almost every day.
- 805
- 01:17:39,416 --> 01:17:41,416
- Hey, have you heard anything yet?
- 806
- 01:17:42,125 --> 01:17:44,333
- - No.
- - OK.
- 807
- 01:17:45,458 --> 01:17:48,416
- I gotta go to work. I'm gonna be late.
- But you should stay.
- 808
- 01:17:49,333 --> 01:17:50,750
- Why does he keep doing this?
- 809
- 01:17:54,625 --> 01:17:55,708
- I don't know.
- 810
- 01:18:00,041 --> 01:18:02,250
- Have him call me
- when you hear from him, OK?
- 811
- 01:18:04,041 --> 01:18:04,875
- Yeah.
- 812
- 01:18:05,291 --> 01:18:06,583
- - Bye.
- - Bye.
- 813
- 01:18:12,208 --> 01:18:14,291
- <i>I heard you beat the shit outta Roamer.</i>
- 814
- 01:18:16,583 --> 01:18:18,083
- Why do you keep doing stuff like that?
- 815
- 01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,541
- Aren't you tired of people
- talking about you all the time?
- 816
- 01:18:22,166 --> 01:18:23,916
- People are always gonna talk.
- 817
- 01:18:24,916 --> 01:18:26,166
- It's their specialty.
- 818
- 01:18:29,583 --> 01:18:30,583
- Are you OK?
- 819
- 01:18:34,125 --> 01:18:37,666
- I don't know.
- I feel like I keep messing things up,
- 820
- 01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:42,166
- and I'm not sure
- I know how to not do that.
- 821
- 01:18:42,625 --> 01:18:43,625
- Does this work?
- 822
- 01:18:45,666 --> 01:18:47,458
- It's better than the alternative.
- 823
- 01:19:35,333 --> 01:19:37,250
- <i>Your girlfriend's pretty worried</i>
- <i>about you.</i>
- 824
- 01:19:37,708 --> 01:19:39,625
- She's been at the house all afternoon.
- 825
- 01:19:43,041 --> 01:19:44,041
- What's going on?
- 826
- 01:19:49,083 --> 01:19:52,166
- I don't... really remember...
- 827
- 01:19:53,125 --> 01:19:55,250
- Dad that well.
- 828
- 01:19:56,833 --> 01:19:58,708
- And everything I do...
- 829
- 01:20:01,041 --> 01:20:03,458
- remember is... is bad.
- 830
- 01:20:07,208 --> 01:20:08,375
- Are there any...
- 831
- 01:20:09,583 --> 01:20:11,750
- good memories you have of him?
- 832
- 01:20:14,833 --> 01:20:17,916
- Well, the fact that he would
- beat the shit out of us
- 833
- 01:20:18,000 --> 01:20:19,833
- kind of negated all the good times.
- 834
- 01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:29,500
- But why was he like that?
- 835
- 01:20:29,583 --> 01:20:32,333
- Was he like that because of us? Was he...
- 836
- 01:20:33,583 --> 01:20:34,875
- like that because of Mom?
- 837
- 01:20:34,958 --> 01:20:37,375
- He was like that
- because he was a shitty person.
- 838
- 01:20:37,833 --> 01:20:39,833
- There has to be a reason, though.
- 839
- 01:20:39,916 --> 01:20:43,000
- Because if there's a reason,
- then he could get better.
- 840
- 01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:44,166
- Something or...
- 841
- 01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:48,416
- someone could make him better, right?
- 842
- 01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:51,875
- I don't know. Who cares?
- Dude, he's someone else's problem.
- 843
- 01:20:51,958 --> 01:20:54,000
- Why are you asking me about Dad?
- 844
- 01:20:57,875 --> 01:20:59,291
- What's going on, Finch?
- 845
- 01:21:03,541 --> 01:21:05,458
- Come on. You can talk to me, man.
- 846
- 01:21:08,333 --> 01:21:10,125
- Nothing, Kate.
- 847
- 01:21:10,208 --> 01:21:11,291
- Sorry. Nothing.
- 848
- 01:21:12,666 --> 01:21:13,666
- I'm good.
- 849
- 01:21:14,458 --> 01:21:16,916
- Are you sure?
- Because I have to open the bar,
- 850
- 01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:20,750
- - but I can find someone to cover me.
- - I'm good.
- 851
- 01:21:24,750 --> 01:21:26,500
- You know I love you, right, Theo?
- 852
- 01:21:29,750 --> 01:21:30,666
- I know.
- 853
- 01:22:13,791 --> 01:22:14,875
- You scared me.
- 854
- 01:22:21,458 --> 01:22:22,916
- What is all of this?
- 855
- 01:22:25,583 --> 01:22:27,250
- I'm trying to focus.
- 856
- 01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:29,583
- Focus on what?
- 857
- 01:22:30,916 --> 01:22:32,291
- On staying awake.
- 858
- 01:22:34,916 --> 01:22:37,000
- I don't understand what that means.
- 859
- 01:22:38,708 --> 01:22:40,166
- Sometimes I...
- 860
- 01:22:41,125 --> 01:22:42,333
- go blank.
- 861
- 01:22:44,166 --> 01:22:46,875
- I... get into these dark moods.
- 862
- 01:22:48,041 --> 01:22:50,666
- I think too fast
- to keep track of anything,
- 863
- 01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:53,041
- and then it's like...
- 864
- 01:22:54,208 --> 01:22:57,041
- all my thoughts are gone at once.
- 865
- 01:22:58,458 --> 01:23:01,791
- And sometimes,
- if I put 'em up there, I can...
- 866
- 01:23:02,208 --> 01:23:04,333
- focus and slow down, but...
- 867
- 01:23:07,291 --> 01:23:09,791
- I can't right now. I can't.
- 868
- 01:23:11,958 --> 01:23:12,958
- OK.
- 869
- 01:23:14,125 --> 01:23:15,916
- And this usually works.
- 870
- 01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:17,791
- Maybe there's too much clutter.
- 871
- 01:23:21,333 --> 01:23:23,708
- I can fix it. I just...
- 872
- 01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:27,000
- I just need time to figure this out.
- 873
- 01:23:30,291 --> 01:23:33,291
- - I'm trying to help you.
- - I don't need your help!
- 874
- 01:23:33,833 --> 01:23:36,541
- This is on me! This isn't about you!
- 875
- 01:23:38,833 --> 01:23:40,708
- You need to tell me what's wrong.
- 876
- 01:23:44,375 --> 01:23:45,458
- You don't get it.
- 877
- 01:23:51,583 --> 01:23:52,666
- You're right.
- 878
- 01:23:53,833 --> 01:23:55,083
- I don't get it.
- 879
- 01:23:58,416 --> 01:24:00,041
- Don't you know, Violet?
- 880
- 01:24:03,666 --> 01:24:04,875
- I'm "The Freak."
- 881
- 01:24:08,916 --> 01:24:10,291
- I'm fucked up!
- 882
- 01:24:22,875 --> 01:24:24,000
- I need you to leave.
- 883
- 01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:30,875
- Go!
- 884
- 01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:41,708
- <i>Hey, it's Finch. Leave a message.</i>
- 885
- 01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:45,375
- Hey, Finch. Um...
- 886
- 01:25:47,750 --> 01:25:49,250
- I'm sorry.
- 887
- 01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:51,833
- I'm just sorry that I pushed.
- 888
- 01:25:51,916 --> 01:25:53,666
- And... I...
- 889
- 01:25:54,916 --> 01:25:56,666
- just need you to come back.
- 890
- 01:26:00,958 --> 01:26:03,500
- I just really need you to come back, OK?
- 891
- 01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:31,916
- Hey, kiddo.
- 892
- 01:26:32,750 --> 01:26:33,625
- Hey.
- 893
- 01:26:39,875 --> 01:26:40,833
- Dad?
- 894
- 01:26:43,333 --> 01:26:44,166
- Yeah?
- 895
- 01:26:48,041 --> 01:26:49,500
- On Eleanor's birthday...
- 896
- 01:26:53,958 --> 01:26:54,875
- I...
- 897
- 01:26:57,833 --> 01:26:59,250
- I wasn't really thinking.
- 898
- 01:27:04,791 --> 01:27:06,708
- I found myself at the bridge.
- 899
- 01:27:10,666 --> 01:27:12,416
- I was standing on a ledge.
- 900
- 01:27:16,875 --> 01:27:18,583
- That's how I met Finch.
- 901
- 01:27:19,666 --> 01:27:20,958
- He found me there.
- 902
- 01:27:25,666 --> 01:27:26,875
- He saved me.
- 903
- 01:27:29,916 --> 01:27:31,208
- You... you weren't gonna...
- 904
- 01:27:31,666 --> 01:27:32,666
- I'm OK.
- 905
- 01:27:35,958 --> 01:27:36,958
- I was...
- 906
- 01:27:38,166 --> 01:27:39,041
- confused.
- 907
- 01:27:41,458 --> 01:27:42,541
- I was sad.
- 908
- 01:27:45,458 --> 01:27:46,458
- I'm OK.
- 909
- 01:27:50,333 --> 01:27:51,458
- I'm better now.
- 910
- 01:27:54,916 --> 01:27:55,750
- Wow.
- 911
- 01:27:57,958 --> 01:28:00,000
- Well, I'm glad Finch was there.
- 912
- 01:28:02,875 --> 01:28:03,875
- Me too.
- 913
- 01:28:09,625 --> 01:28:11,750
- I just wish I knew where he was.
- 914
- 01:28:14,750 --> 01:28:15,666
- Well...
- 915
- 01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:20,708
- you two have been a lot of places.
- 916
- 01:28:21,833 --> 01:28:23,875
- Is there any place else he might go?
- 917
- 01:29:54,500 --> 01:29:55,666
- Finch!
- 918
- 01:30:00,958 --> 01:30:02,000
- Finch!
- 919
- 01:30:05,625 --> 01:30:06,666
- Finch.
- 920
- 01:30:34,458 --> 01:30:36,416
- Marco!
- 921
- 01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,541
- On behalf of Finch's family,
- 922
- 01:31:56,625 --> 01:31:59,000
- I wanna thank you all
- for being here today.
- 923
- 01:31:59,500 --> 01:32:03,750
- We've gathered to celebrate
- and to honor the memory of one
- 924
- 01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:07,875
- who will be incredibly missed
- because he has been so dearly loved.
- 925
- 01:32:08,625 --> 01:32:10,541
- The events of these past few days...
- 926
- 01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:48,250
- I'm gonna say bye.
- 927
- 01:32:48,333 --> 01:32:49,875
- OK, we'll wait for you.
- 928
- 01:32:53,166 --> 01:32:54,125
- Hey.
- 929
- 01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,541
- I should've been there.
- 930
- 01:33:32,500 --> 01:33:33,625
- I miss him.
- 931
- 01:33:37,458 --> 01:33:39,500
- Just so fucked.
- 932
- 01:33:52,791 --> 01:33:54,125
- I had no idea.
- 933
- 01:33:59,083 --> 01:34:01,041
- Sorry that I wasn't there for you.
- 934
- 01:34:04,125 --> 01:34:05,125
- It's OK.
- 935
- 01:34:07,375 --> 01:34:08,875
- I didn't know how to tell you.
- 936
- 01:34:14,208 --> 01:34:15,375
- I would miss you.
- 937
- 01:34:20,125 --> 01:34:21,833
- Yeah, I know you would.
- 938
- 01:36:05,583 --> 01:36:07,750
- "Travelers' Prayer Chapel,
- 939
- 01:36:10,083 --> 01:36:11,458
- created as a sanctuary
- 940
- 01:36:11,541 --> 01:36:15,208
- for the weary travelers
- to stop and rest along their way.
- 941
- 01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:18,375
- It was built in memoriam to those
- 942
- 01:36:18,458 --> 01:36:21,208
- who have lost their lives
- in auto accidents...
- 943
- 01:36:26,041 --> 01:36:27,916
- and as a place for healing.
- 944
- 01:36:32,208 --> 01:36:34,833
- We remember those who are no longer here,
- 945
- 01:36:35,583 --> 01:36:37,791
- who were taken from us too soon,
- 946
- 01:36:37,875 --> 01:36:40,333
- and who we will always keep
- in our hearts."
- 947
- 01:37:31,291 --> 01:37:33,333
- <i>I used to be worried</i>
- <i>about everything.</i>
- 948
- 01:37:36,333 --> 01:37:38,041
- <i>Things that seemed meaningful...</i>
- 949
- 01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:41,000
- were actually meaningless.
- 950
- 01:37:42,166 --> 01:37:43,583
- I worried about life.
- 951
- 01:37:47,041 --> 01:37:50,041
- I worried about what would happen
- if I let myself feel again.
- 952
- 01:37:52,583 --> 01:37:54,166
- I thought I didn't deserve to.
- 953
- 01:38:01,291 --> 01:38:02,166
- Then...
- 954
- 01:38:03,625 --> 01:38:05,166
- without really knowing...
- 955
- 01:38:09,500 --> 01:38:10,583
- I changed.
- 956
- 01:38:15,333 --> 01:38:18,875
- I wasn't worried
- about what would happen if I lived.
- 957
- 01:38:20,958 --> 01:38:23,291
- I was worried about
- what would happen if I didn't.
- 958
- 01:38:25,625 --> 01:38:26,958
- What I would miss.
- 959
- 01:38:28,833 --> 01:38:30,708
- I worried about not remembering.
- 960
- 01:38:32,125 --> 01:38:34,333
- Not remembering all of the moments...
- 961
- 01:38:39,500 --> 01:38:41,541
- all of the places...
- 962
- 01:38:46,416 --> 01:38:48,166
- ...and that's because of Finch.
- 963
- 01:38:52,958 --> 01:38:54,833
- Because he taught me to wander.
- 964
- 01:39:00,166 --> 01:39:03,166
- <i>He taught me</i>
- <i>that you don't have to climb a mountain</i>
- 965
- 01:39:03,250 --> 01:39:05,000
- <i>to stand on top of the world.</i>
- 966
- 01:39:09,208 --> 01:39:13,875
- <i>That even the ugliest of places
- can be beautiful,</i>
- 967
- 01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:16,666
- <i>as long as you take the time to look.</i>
- 968
- 01:39:25,166 --> 01:39:27,041
- <i>That it's OK to get lost...</i>
- 969
- 01:39:31,083 --> 01:39:32,916
- <i>as long as you find your way back.</i>
- 970
- 01:39:40,291 --> 01:39:41,833
- <i>But in learning all of that,</i>
- 971
- 01:39:42,833 --> 01:39:45,166
- <i>I missed seeing
- something more important...</i>
- 972
- 01:39:48,625 --> 01:39:49,791
- <i>seeing Finch.</i>
- 973
- 01:39:53,416 --> 01:39:55,000
- <i>I missed that he was in pain.</i>
- 974
- 01:40:03,708 --> 01:40:06,291
- <i>I missed that he was teaching me
- all along</i>
- 975
- 01:40:07,541 --> 01:40:08,750
- <i>how to move on.</i>
- 976
- 01:40:14,125 --> 01:40:15,583
- <i>Finch was a dreamer.</i>
- 977
- 01:40:18,708 --> 01:40:20,458
- <i>He dreamt while he was awake.</i>
- 978
- 01:40:23,958 --> 01:40:28,125
- <i>He dreamt of all the beauty in the world,
- and he made it come to life.</i>
- 979
- 01:40:33,166 --> 01:40:38,583
- Finch taught me that there's beauty
- in the most unexpected of places.
- 980
- 01:40:44,125 --> 01:40:46,000
- And that there are bright places,
- 981
- 01:40:48,000 --> 01:40:49,500
- even in dark times.
- 982
- 01:40:58,041 --> 01:40:59,458
- And that if there isn't...
- 983
- 01:41:02,708 --> 01:41:04,750
- you can be that bright place...
- 984
- 01:41:06,583 --> 01:41:08,958
- with infinite capacities.
- 985
- 01:42:00,083 --> 01:42:01,958
- ♪ <i>Two, three, four... ♪</i>
- 986
- 01:42:28,791 --> 01:42:32,583
- <i>♪ When I was just a kid, they said ♪</i>
- 987
- 01:42:33,208 --> 01:42:36,500
- <i>♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪</i>
- 988
- 01:42:37,625 --> 01:42:41,333
- <i>♪ I am older now, I say ♪</i>
- 989
- 01:42:42,416 --> 01:42:45,416
- <i>♪ "It's all right" ♪</i>
- 990
- 01:42:46,250 --> 01:42:50,083
- <i>♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪</i>
- 991
- 01:42:51,083 --> 01:42:52,916
- <i>♪ Lesson learned ♪</i>
- 992
- 01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:58,125
- <i>♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪</i>
- 993
- 01:42:58,208 --> 01:43:02,625
- <i>♪ Are you... too young to burn? ♪</i>
- 994
- 01:43:02,708 --> 01:43:06,000
- <i>♪ Too young ♪</i>
- 995
- 01:43:08,166 --> 01:43:11,500
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 996
- 01:43:12,541 --> 01:43:15,791
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 997
- 01:43:16,916 --> 01:43:20,416
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 998
- 01:43:21,291 --> 01:43:26,000
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 999
- 01:43:43,000 --> 01:43:45,958
- <i>♪ Now I sit by my window ♪</i>
- 1000
- 01:43:47,375 --> 01:43:50,875
- <i>♪ Watch the sun going down, down ♪</i>
- 1001
- 01:43:51,750 --> 01:43:54,541
- <i>♪ And I see all the people ♪</i>
- 1002
- 01:43:55,791 --> 01:43:59,583
- <i>♪ Walking around, around ♪</i>
- 1003
- 01:44:00,166 --> 01:44:04,458
- <i>♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪</i>
- 1004
- 01:44:05,208 --> 01:44:07,250
- <i>♪ Lesson learned ♪</i>
- 1005
- 01:44:08,916 --> 01:44:12,250
- <i>♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪</i>
- 1006
- 01:44:12,333 --> 01:44:16,625
- <i>♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪</i>
- 1007
- 01:44:16,708 --> 01:44:19,416
- <i>♪ Too young ♪</i>
- 1008
- 01:44:22,125 --> 01:44:25,833
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 1009
- 01:44:26,500 --> 01:44:29,791
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 1010
- 01:44:30,833 --> 01:44:34,333
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 1011
- 01:44:35,250 --> 01:44:40,250
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 1012
- 01:44:41,458 --> 01:44:44,750
- <i>♪ Ha-ah-ha-ah-ah-ha-ha ♪</i>
- 1013
- 01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:46,833
- <i>♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪</i>
- 1014
- 01:44:48,000 --> 01:44:53,208
- <i>♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
- Ha-ha-ha ha ♪</i>
- 1015
- 01:44:53,666 --> 01:44:55,125
- <i>♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪</i>
- 1016
- 01:44:56,875 --> 01:45:00,500
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 1017
- 01:45:01,208 --> 01:45:04,333
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
- 1018
- 01:45:05,458 --> 01:45:08,833
- <i>♪ Too young to burn ♪</i>
- 1019
- 01:45:09,791 --> 01:45:15,333
- <i>♪ Too young, too young ♪</i>
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