[3:08 PM] Tutunamadım: Don't take this the wrong way. You're different from them.
[3:09 PM] Tutunamadım: Shit, i guess you were literally my only friend this whole time haha
[3:09 PM] Nepeta: you're bottling things up maury
[3:09 PM] Nepeta: you help so much but you don't tell much about how you feel
[3:09 PM] Tutunamadım: That's not my choice
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: No one's there to listen
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: And besides, i don't have a problem
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: I'm okay. I'm just being silly, that's all
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: I mean, even this is obviously my fault.
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: I could've just chilled lile the others.
[3:10 PM] Tutunamadım: But nooooo
[3:11 PM] Nepeta: you need to relax dear
[3:11 PM] Tutunamadım: Please don't say that
[3:11 PM] Tutunamadım: At least you shouldn't say that
[3:12 PM] Nepeta: W-why?
[3:12 PM] Tutunamadım: Everyone's always like this: Calm down Maury, just calm down!  Stop causing drama! "
[3:12 PM] Tutunamadım: I feel like i'm mentally ill or something yknow
[3:12 PM] Tutunamadım: Like, i'm calm as fuck
[3:12 PM] Tutunamadım: I just need to focus
[3:13 PM] Tutunamadım: And stop acting like elec or something.
[3:14 PM] Tutunamadım: I need to set my priorities straight. Caring about people who don't care about you isn't healthy.
[3:14 PM] Tutunamadım: I mean, you have my Steam account right?
[3:14 PM] Tutunamadım: It wouldn't change much. We could still talk there.
[3:15 PM] Nepeta: hmmm
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[3:15 PM] Nepeta: WAIT
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[3:16 PM] Nepeta: MAUUUURRRYYYYY
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[3:16 PM] Nepeta: mauuuuury
[3:16 PM] Nepeta: I don't even have your steam
[3:17 PM] Tutunamadım: What? Aren't you deathumbreon?
[3:17 PM] Nepeta: yeah
[3:17 PM] Nepeta: what is your steam name
[3:17 PM] Tutunamadım: You're added on me
[3:17 PM] Tutunamadım: SNIVY BOI i think
[3:18 PM] Nepeta: ah I see you
[3:18 PM] Nepeta: I hope you return to the monika server because I think you're undergoing stress
[3:18 PM] Tutunamadım: I don't think i want to.
[3:18 PM] Tutunamadım: Look, they don't like me there
[3:19 PM] Nepeta: what makes you say that
[3:19 PM] Tutunamadım: Losers just use me for emotional support and others are, well others are okay with me i guess
[3:19 PM] Tutunamadım: But i doubt anyone likes me, or knows me as much as i like or know them
[3:20 PM] Tutunamadım: Like, i know what makes them happy or sad. I know their daily routines. I know the troubles they have with their friends or family. I love their love lives
[3:20 PM] Tutunamadım: I know because i listen
[3:21 PM] Tutunamadım: They don't know me that way, because they don't. It's not something exclusively about me either
[3:21 PM] Tutunamadım: They are like this to everyone. They don't like or listen to each other
[3:21 PM] Tutunamadım: They are fake.
[3:21 PM] Tutunamadım: They're all there to feel better about themselves.
[3:22 PM] Tutunamadım: Well, i don't need a fucking retard from kansas who roleplays as an anime girl to feel better about myself. That's escapism at it's best.