[2018/07/11 10:02]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): /me kneels
[2018/07/11 10:03]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): /me pets
[2018/07/11 10:58]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): /me leans a little
[2018/07/11 11:02]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): /me nuzzles
[2018/07/11 11:02]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): does goddess need anything
[2018/07/11 11:08]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): must brb..
[2018/07/11 11:14]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): goddess
[2018/07/11 11:14]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): yes wuf?
[2018/07/11 11:14]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): does goddess need anything
[2018/07/11 11:16]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): not unless you wish to watch me fiddle with scripting
[2018/07/11 11:17]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): just want goddess to actually want something
[2018/07/11 11:18]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): well in theory am messing with script to the floor cage in the house making so a remote would only need 4 buttons rather than 8
[2018/07/11 11:18]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): nods
[2018/07/11 11:21]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): as long as you're happy, i guess.
[2018/07/11 11:26]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): there's little I'm good at pet very little in fact but this is one I at least understand
[2018/07/11 11:27]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): yes goddess..
[2018/07/11 11:33]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): what are the different commands for it wuf?
[2018/07/11 11:35]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): /3 open top
 /3 open topglass
 /3 close top
 /3 close topglass
 /3 open bottom
 /3 open bottomglass
 /3 close bottom
 /3 close bottomglass
[2018/07/11 11:41]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): must take the Diva out . . . .
[2018/07/11 11:48]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): ok wuf
[2018/07/11 11:50]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): back.
[2018/07/11 11:51]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): welcome back
[2018/07/11 11:52]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): my remote does kind of work although sometimes have to press the button twice since it's toggling the state
[2018/07/11 11:52]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): nods
[2018/07/11 11:53]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): ..may i join you
[2018/07/11 11:54]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): just something I wanted to try an I guess so wuf
[2018/07/11 11:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): ...
[2018/07/11 11:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): you can say no .. you know ...
[2018/07/11 11:54]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): or not whatever
[2018/07/11 11:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): /me throws her hands up and beats her head on the wall
[2018/07/11 11:55]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): you asked, I answered however my answer wasn't good enough
[2018/07/11 11:55]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): so either come or don't up to you now wuf
[2018/07/11 11:56]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): 'i guess' sucks
[2018/07/11 11:56]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i don't know how to get you to be less passive . . .
[2018/07/11 11:57]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i don't know how to get -anyone- to be less passive . . .
[2018/07/11 11:57]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): the passiveness is hurting and i don't know what to do about it.
[2018/07/11 11:58]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): come or don't, tell me to fuck off whichever you want to do pet wouldn't be the first time I've been told it
[2018/07/11 11:58]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): sighs.
[2018/07/11 12:00]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): am in my basket.
[2018/07/11 12:01]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): didn't know that was considered joining me but ok
[2018/07/11 12:02]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): . . .
[2018/07/11 12:03]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): so I take it you're choosing not to join me instead?
[2018/07/11 12:04]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): doesn't matter what i chose.
[2018/07/11 12:14]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): why do you think it doesn't matter?
[2018/07/11 12:18]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): because it doesn't
[2018/07/11 12:18]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i need to step away to rl for a few minutes abd beat the shit out of the cat that keeps knocking EVERYTHING down and of course by 'beat the shit out of the cat' i mean 'clean up behind her and better stack things in her wake' . . . . . . . . .
[2018/07/11 12:20]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): ok
[2018/07/11 12:28]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): back . . .
[2018/07/11 12:33]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): wb
[2018/07/11 12:35]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): ty.
[2018/07/11 12:38]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): so you're wanting more treated as such a slave would be?
[2018/07/11 12:41]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): not really just wanting you to be less pasive
[2018/07/11 12:41]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): really want -everyone- to be less passive
[2018/07/11 12:41]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): am so tired of "if you want" or "whichever" or "either or" answers, makes me feel like it truely doesn't matter what i do ....
[2018/07/11 12:43]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): here is an entire conversation i had, earlier today . . . .
[2018/07/11 12:43]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): [08:37] Khali Tahnita (khalitahnita): hey
 [08:38] Baxie Haven (baxterbunny): how goes it
 [08:47] Baxie Haven (baxterbunny): hugs
 [08:48] Baxie Haven (baxterbunny): if you want company i can visit if you wish
 [08:49] Khali Tahnita (khalitahnita): what do you want
 [09:00] Baxie Haven (baxterbunny): just figure would visit... but guess not...
 [09:21] Khali Tahnita (khalitahnita): sigh.
[2018/07/11 12:45]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): I know how you meant what you said but it can be taken differently as well
[2018/07/11 12:45]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): that was one single example ... i have plenty
[2018/07/11 12:46]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): and yes, i know it could have been "what the fuck do you want this time" but HE knows better ..
[2018/07/11 12:46]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): and the truth be told if that's how he wants to see me then fuck it, i don't care anymore.
[2018/07/11 12:46]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): still weather he knows or not seems was how it was taken least by how it reads
[2018/07/11 12:48]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): like i said, that was ONE example
[2018/07/11 12:48]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): and you're focusing on the wrong part
[2018/07/11 12:52]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): Ok fine. this "if you want" you're taking wrong. It's how people speak a lot of the time and often how we ask "are you busy?" "do you want me to come visit?" I can't count how many times I've done so. Dominant or not most of us growing up never just invited ourselves over to someone else's place, we asked if the person was either going to be home and or going to busy an then ask if they'd mind if we came by
[2018/07/11 12:53]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): ok, fine, and when i than ask something like "Which would you prefer" and get the answer "i don't know.  either.  neither. whichever you want" . . . . that's passive and i am sick of it!
[2018/07/11 12:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): NO ONE will say "I want to see you" they will always say "you can visit if you want"
[2018/07/11 12:54]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): No stop where you are. That's not in this example
[2018/07/11 12:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i can ask "Would you like company?  "if you want" .. no ... what do YOU want ..?
[2018/07/11 12:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): DO YOU want ANYTHING?  "I dunno, do what you want"
[2018/07/11 12:54]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): it's FUCKING TIRING AND IT HURTS
[2018/07/11 12:56]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): kk
[2018/07/11 12:56]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): ...
[2018/07/11 12:57]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i literally give up
[2018/07/11 13:01]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): so not going to go spend time with asky?
[2018/07/11 13:02]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i don't know
[2018/07/11 13:02]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): well gave up, up here so just thought you might *shrugs*
[2018/07/11 13:03]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): shrugs
[2018/07/11 13:03]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): she already decided upon her own that since i am with you she wont bother me.
[2018/07/11 13:04]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): I can go away quite easily then won't be with me so she'll have a reason to bother you
[2018/07/11 13:05]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i can go away quite easily too and then all the passive people can get together and have a party without me
[2018/07/11 13:07]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): So we're doing it this way ok. Go spend time with her. Haven't had all that much time with her lately anyhow so go
[2018/07/11 13:07]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): k..
[2018/07/11 13:07]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): whatever you want
[2018/07/11 13:10]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): should have been a yes goddess or the like but maybe that's not me *shrugs*
[2018/07/11 13:12]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): shrugs too
[2018/07/11 13:21]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): just let me know
[2018/07/11 13:22]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): if you want
[2018/07/11 13:22]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): hmm?
[2018/07/11 14:04]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): not sure I understood but ok I guess
[2018/07/11 14:06]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): am just answering everything that way for a while.
[2018/07/11 14:08]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): ahh so will be little reason for me to be on until this phase/tantrum has passed?
[2018/07/11 14:09]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): sure.  if you want.
[2018/07/11 14:10]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): cool, so 'if i want' to kill myself tonight, if i want right?
[2018/07/11 14:11]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): do you know how often I feel like that . . . . ?
[2018/07/11 14:11]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): how often i just don't fuckin wanna exist anymore . . . ?
[2018/07/11 14:14]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): You're talking to someone who's planned every step down to what gun what room and what time I'd be found
[2018/07/11 14:15]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): I technically shouldn't even still be here
[2018/07/11 14:16]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): so yeah I do fuckin' know wuf
[2018/07/11 14:18]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): how did this go from me feeling upset that no one will actually fucking say what they want to comparing suicide strategies . . . . . .
[2018/07/11 14:19]  ღкαтίє ραяχღ (Katie6984 Parx): because it turned into a stupid tantrum that's going to help no one as i'd said if I wanted to kill myself it would just be another "if you want"
[2018/07/11 14:20]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): . . .
[2018/07/11 14:23]  Khali Tahnita (KhaliTahnita Resident): i have no other way to get my point across so i will just eat all my feelings and be unhappy for the rest of my life and "just chose to be happy" because that's a switch I can just flip and everyone can see some fake representation of me instead of the real me. i will go so that no one has to be subjected to my stupid tantrums.
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