This discusses the possibility of a discord unban and the reasons why I feel like I should be Discord unbanned. I take full responsibility for my ban and I understand that it, for the most part, was deserved. There are definitely many reasons why I feel like I should be unbanned. For starters, I, for the most part, have changed for the better and I will no longer make immature decisions that will cause trouble for the staff team, further showing how I take full responsibility for my ban, and I understand that it definitely was deserved. I also miss interacting with everyone from the GotPvP community in a big way. Also, I want to work my way on making better friendships with the GotPvP Community. I definitely want a second chance on the discord to show how much I have changed and so I can interact with all of my past friends. I want to hopefully make some new friends on the GotPvP discord and I will not cause drama. I just want to be able to communicate again instead of being stuck with the same group and reading the boring faction discord servers.

     When I first joined GotPvP, I had one of the best times of my life. I played with all of my best friends, (Jookystryker, Cardii, Jhinstalock, Microscopix, Goopey, Pisten, Deaconho, Ipull, Wolfy_, Killforlife1, Gatdog, Tina240, Rooster, Cuted, Jak3b, FoolishPharaoh, Hollzzy, Cyrexv2, and so many more diverse people) and it was one of the most interesting things that I have ever done on minecraft. I had sad times, and very fun times while playing. I was able to have fun and play with my friends and meet new people all at the same time. I was able to have interesting people from all around the world teach me new things about my favorite game. I was able to progress through prison and spend my days mining so I could get a higher prestige. I could grasp new knowledge of other people and their backgrounds. I could reach out for others for help with things in real life like my personal problems. I could ask others for their support and give my close friends support. I felt like I could help out others in the community and have a chance to be a part of a bigger role in life. I had a great experience on GotPvP and would like another chance to be able to communicate with all of my past friends and gain some more new friends in the process. I would like to also strengthen my previous friendships by being active in the discord and helping out others. These are the reasons why I would like to be unbanned from the GotPvP Discord.



     Firstly, I really feel like l, for the most part, definitely have changed. I kind of feel like my maturity level for the most part has risen. I, for the most part, am no longer the definitely toxic player I once was. I have taken some time to think about what I did, and I actually am genuinely sorry. I learned from my past mistakes and it really bothers me knowing that I caused the staff team some trouble in the past. I definitely was a pest and nuisance in the past but I really have changed. I have been working on myself and working on becoming a better person. At this point in time I definitely know I’m not the same person I basically was a month ago when I got blacklisted.


    Another reason why I would like an unban is because I mostly miss my friends from GotPvP. Network chat gave me an opportunity to interact with many people and definitely make friends. The GotPvP discord for the most part was always an enjoyable place for me. The music rooms really helped me when I just needed to chill and relax with some other players while having some fun. Another reason why I would like an unban is because I mostly miss my friends from GotPvP. I just really basically miss being able to hop on discord and actually talk to others in network chat. I could communicate with all of the people I have known for months. I could solve all of my in real life problems and help others figure out their problems. I miss being in the community again. Since I can’t go online in game and definitely talk to people, I would like the opportunity to least basically be able to do so in network chat. I really miss my old friends and I would like to have a chance to communicate with them in a public setting while still meeting new people. It really isn’t fun being banned from the GotPvP discord. I sincerely regret ever doing those things that I did to get myself blacklisted from Got and banned from the discord.

     Another reason that I want to be in the GotPvP discord is that it gives me another chance to get my reputation up again. I burned my reputation and stomped on it when I kept making alts on Got after I got blacklisted. I lost most of my friends and ninety percent of the server wouldn’t talk to me anymore. I want to have a chance to get my reputation back up after doing all of those things that I did to the server. I’m mostly known as a salty shady person now, which I really am not proud of. I want a redemption chance, so that all of my previous friends and other people I know think of me as of a less shady person. I want people to trust me again even though I did all of those horrible things in the past. I am very sorry for all of those things I did (as in stuff like build those huge tnt chunks to lag out factions) and I would like to be able to talk to the community again so that I can be known as a thoughtful nice person that I once was before I made horrible decisions in life. I hate being known as a bad person even though that was all my fault. I want to be a well known helpful player even if I cannot play the server anymore. I have started taking steps to become a nicer person, doing things like not going on alts anymore. I haven’t been on an alt since I think August 22, and if I wasn’t trying anymore I would have went on more alts.
                I’ve been actively trying to get more trust from the staff members. I have stopped making bumpkin memes, and I stopped harassing Urbana and Stalin. (they both blocked me lol) I have been trying to be nicer to staff members because they’re amazing volunteers that helped out (and still help) the community even though they do not gain anything from it. They are amazing people and I regret being mean to innocent people. I look back on my decisions from GotPvP and I regret everything that I have done. It was really not right of me to harass people even though they haven’t done anything, and it was not right of me to leak people’s personal pictures and make jokes. I have no idea why I did all of those horrible things, it really doesn’t make any sense to me. It was not right of me to doxx people and then leak the stuff that I had found. It makes me wonder why I would ever do those things and stoop that low to get “revenge” when I had never been wronged by most of the people on the GotPvP server. I have looked back and reviewed everything that I have done since I started on the server to my blacklist and I was extremely toxic. I was bypassing, doxxing, leaking, and being very rude to every person that I knew. I have no excuses for doing any of those horrible things that I did.

          I most definitely want to show you and the rest of the staff team that I can basically be in the discord and not cause problems. I have changed my future goals and I want to be in the GotPvP setting without being in game again. I definitely have left all the toxicity in the past and I want to show the staff team that I’m a different person in a big way, I for the most part want to work my way into a good community again so I can communicate with others. Honestly, Silly, I definitely look up to you as a role model, and an inspirational person that continuously motivates me to definitely for strive for success and positivity, which actually influences me to become a better person. The GotPvP discord was always an enjoyable setting that I could use, definitely influencing my way of life. I really feel like I mostly have gone down in life since I got myself blacklisted and also banned from the GotPvP discord. I look to you as a leader to all of these staff members, and the way you conduct yourself in these kinds of situations is truly admirable. I wish I could be as nice and thoughtful as you because the way that you present yourself is awesome.  I can't stress this enough but you truly really do make me want to become a for much better person. I want to show you and the rest of the staff team that I can be in the discord and not cause drama, since I have left all drama aspects of my life in the past. I have left all the toxicity in the past, too.. You care about the players and you mostly make very sure that prison, for the most part is an enjoyable place for them, really further showing how also, That is a truly admirable trait of yours, how caring you are. I know all of this may actually really come off as me just trying to actually basically suck up to you but I am not. I genuinely believe that you really are the best admin a server could possibly have. Thank you for everything you've done for the gotpvp community.


In conclusion, I take full responsibility for all of my previous actions and I will not repeat them, showing how i for the most part have taken some time to think about what I did and I really for the most part am genuinely sorry. I really want to know if I could kind of basically have one final chance to prove my very worth and gain back respect and trust from the gotpvp community and staff team. I would like to personally apologize to everyone that I have hurt, and everyone that I have offended while on GotPvP or Discord. I have witnessed how much you care about prison and the community and it warms my heart. I hope you definitely consider unbanning me from the GotPvP discord, since the GotPvP discord definitely was always an enjoyable place for me. I really feel like I have changed, because I definitely was a pest and nuisance in the past, but I really have changed. I have changed my ways and I am looking forward to being on the road to success and positivity. I would greatly appreciate a discord unban because you and the GotPvP community make me feel welcome even though I’m not the greatest person. I feel welcomed and appreciated whenever I would get on the server, discord, or forums. I regret not appreciating everything that you and the whole community did for me. Thank you for taking the time to really read this. I have left all the toxicity in the pretty pretty past and I am on the road to becoming a better person. I hope to get unbanned from the discord so that everything I wrote here I can make come true, by replacing my reputation as a salty person with a nicer reputation.