help

I didn't want to make this paste. I really didn't. But this is just what my life has came to at this point. I'm a senior in high school, and I need to be doing things to help me move fowards in life, and not just only play video games. After failing the major end of the year project of junior year, my parents stopped believing in my ability to go to college, and they have never supported me streaming, or anything to do with it at all. I redid the project over the summer, still waiting to hear how I did, and have been doing really well in the first few weeks of school. Once this project was finished, Monday, I wanted to try to stream more and mix in everything else with streaming. However, just today my dad came into my room and talked about if I ever want to go to college and move forwards with my life, I need to stop. I don't wanna work a $10/hr job then stream the rest of the time. That is not the life that I want to live. I want to do something with my life, and I feel like I'm doing anything but that right now. I'm really considering deleting Discord, as well as logging off twitch for good, but I don't know if I can bring myself to do that. I've made so many friends and have met so many amazing people that it's super hard for me to say or do this. This has been such an amazing part of my life for as long as I've been in it, but I'm such a dissapointment in my parent's eyes because of this, not matter how much money I can make doing it. I know a ton of people have been able to do well in college as well as stream, but I would never be able to get that through to my parents. I'm at a point right now where I don't know what to do with my life. I want to stop feeling like the biggest failure/dissapointment in the world, but I also don't want to burn the bridges with so many amazing people.