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- I would like to share with you my accounts of what
- has happened to me since the night of the Mayan apocalypse
- 12-21-12. That is the day I found Excalibur and the Holy
- Grail. Not knowing what I was doing I pulled Excalibur from
- the stone and stabbed myself with it. This is my testament of
- what happened.
- Chapter 1
- A ton of whores will hear the Who!
- My name is Todd and this is my testimony to what has
- happened to me since the night of 12/21/12. Everything is
- written to the best of my knowledge and is the truth. I am just
- a man that has suffered along with the rest of humanity. I was
- born in a small town in the west coast at 10 am in the month
- of July on the 21st
- of 1973. Being born on the 21st
- of July
- normally would make me a cancer, but 1973 was a leap year
- putting everything ahead a day. This is because the actual day
- of no time is after the 21st
- of July. So I get one more day
- making my sign a Leo of the lion tribe. I was the third born
- and the first born son of seven children. My parents got
- divorced when I was three and my mother remarried twice.
- My mother always had men issues through out her life and
- blamed every man for her troubles. I grew up being told that I
- was a piece of garbage for being a male, and my own mother
- cursed me for being a man. I grew up with 4 sisters and the
- two younger brothers. At the age of 1 my youngest brother
- Jacob died of sudden infant death syndrome.
- My mother moved from home to home all through my
- youth. I never went to the same school for two years. This
- was actually hard for two reasons. The first is that I was the
- smallest kid in my grade and maybe even the grade under. I
- got beat up every couple of days just because I was smaller
- and new. I was a walking target. The beatings that I got from my fellow students were never that bad compared to the
- beatings I got from my step-fathers.
- The second reason is that I made no friends in my youth.
- If I did make a friend we would soon move and I would
- never see them again. So I spent most of my youth alone.
- When we moved to a new place my mom would get a dog.
- The dogs would seem to protect me and comfort me. The
- dogs were my only friends I had. When we moved my mom
- would tell me that they gave the neighbors my dog, but I
- knew my step father shot and killed them.
- I have blocked most of my youth out of my head, but
- there are two dreams that I can never forget. My dreams were
- about a snake in a bare tree with one apple in it. The snake
- talked to me and gave me advice. I cannot remember what the
- snake told me but I can still see the image of the snake in my
- head. The other dream was about clowns chasing me and
- trying to catch me and burn me.
- My two stepfathers not only beat me they molested and
- raped my sisters. I could not help to hate mans lust for women
- and sex. I refused to take part in it and did not date tell I was
- almost 21 years old. I got teased by my stepfathers for not
- wanting to date and they use to call me a faggot. I did not care
- what they called me. In my mind they were the sick ones that
- could not control themselves. I decided that if I ever got
- married it would be for love. Love is all I ever wanted in life!
- I moved into my dad’s house at the age of fourteen and
- got kicked out by my new stepmother at age seventeen then
- allowed to move in if paid rent. So I finished high school at
- night so I could get a 40 hour week job to pay my dad rent.
- Soon as I turned eighteen I moved out and started my life.
- My uncle was a preacher at a local Pentecostal church. In
- my younger days my Grandpa took me to church every
- Sunday. So I grew up with the teachings of the Christian
- religion. I continued to go to church even after I moved out on
- my own. At church is where I met my first wife. I dated my
- first wife for two years than I married her and had a son
- named Derek whom I named after my lost brother. My ex and
- I got into marital troubles. She blamed me for all the troubles
- and used her parents to make sure I could never see Derek as
- long as I lived. I have only seen Derek once since the
- separation, and that was when he was four. I have never seen
- my son again. I got so angry I joined the Air Force to get
- away from my ghost. This is probably the worst reason to
- join.
- After service I went back home only to find my ghost
- waiting for me. I moved on and met my second wife Summer.
- Summer was young and very pretty. It was love at first sight
- for me. I gave love another chance and decided this time I
- would not make the same mistakes as I made last time. I gave
- summer full control over the finances and most of the
- decisions of the house. I just wanted to make her happy.
- Summer had a daughter from her previous relationship
- named Alexis. Alexis’s father seemed to hate me for being
- around. Alexis’s father was so upset over the marriage he
- refused to see his daughter anymore. The one time he was
- going to have a visit with Alexis he got into an argument with Summer and refused his visitation. Alexis’s father told me he
- wanted nothing to do with Alexis and asked me to adopt the
- child. I loved Summer with all my heart and planned to be
- with her forever. So I decided to go ahead with the adoption.
- Alexis’s father paid for the adoption and gave up his rights to
- his daughter.
- Once the adoption was complete a few months later
- Summer started going out at night and hanging with male
- strippers. I noticed that Summer’s attitude towards me
- changed quickly after the adoption. Summer started to bring
- drugs home like ecstasy and pot home. She convinced me to
- try the drugs. I was not ready for this at all. Those little pills
- really messed with my head. Summer went out every Friday
- night to the clubs while I went to work. Eventually the two of
- us got into an argument almost daily. This happened within
- months of adopting Alexis. Summer had changed and became
- a different woman. She asked me to do things like threesomes
- with her and tried to get me to cheat. I am not that type of
- person and believe marriage is an oath to god. I refused so she
- told her friends I was a nerd. Summer eventually got a
- girlfriend and moved in with her.
- I got a divorce with Summer and got parental rights to
- visitation. After court I got to see Alexis a few times. I took
- her roller skating and every where I went. After the loss of
- Summer I gave my heart to Alexis. Then one day Summer
- disappeared and I have never seen Alexis again. I found out
- later Summer moved back in with Alexis’s father. They
- decided together that I should never see Alexis again. Even
- though he gave up her to me he decided he should be dad and
- made me pay the child support. I paid the support for three
- years until I confirmed the rumors. Summer then moved to Puerto Rico where I could not reach her with American laws,
- but still be able to receive child support. To be honest I think I
- got set up to take the child support order. I am not sure what
- else to think. How can anyone use a child for money?
- I wanted to move on with my life, but could not. I hated
- paying that support and it angered me enough to bother my
- attitude towards working. I honestly feel she wins if I pay the
- child support. I have a hard time keeping a job cause of my
- anger towards the support.
- I refused to move on this time. I decided this world is
- just disgusting and stopped working for a living. I gave up
- god and the bible and refused to believe. I asked for his help
- and got nothing. If he was real god hated me, and I decided
- that I will never believe in god unless the lord talks to me
- personally. I personally did not think that will ever happen. So
- far as I was concerned god can go to hell. I moved into my
- sister’s house and started to do nothing. All I wanted from life
- was to die. I have nothing to live for and debt was all I have to
- offer. I jumped into the deep waters of life alone. This was
- about the time of the 9/11 attack in 2001. I smoked marijuana
- daily to help me forget my pain. The drug really does help
- you to lose your memories. I began to play records to pass the
- time and started playing at a few parties. Playing records was
- all that I did so I was actually became really good. After pot
- stopped numbing the pain I moved to eating psychedelics. I
- decided I was going to do them tell I saw something. I wanted
- to die so I had no fear. I first tried acid with no effect at all. I
- could eat a ten strip and only see little color lines. My friends
- all got high off the acid, but it never seemed to work on me. I
- wanted to see things like the rumors I have heard about. So I
- moved on to shrooms. Yeah baby those little guys worked. I ate them again and again only to see my hand as a paw and
- shrooms put the idea of evolution in my head. They would
- tell me jokes and make me laugh.
- I did not date or even glance at any woman. I believed all
- women are evil and all they wanted from men was a
- paycheck. I look around and I see women choosing men not
- by who they are but how much they earn. They actually
- believe this is a good thing. I think it is the nasty thing I have
- ever seen. This thought is pure evil. Why would anyone take
- an oath knowing that it is a complete lie? Money will never
- buy love. Money just makes you comfortable.
- Women tried to get close but I would never let them in. I
- actually had a woman ask if I was gay because I would not
- sleep with them. I believed sex was a trap set out by women
- to seduce men into being their slaves. This I still believe is
- true, but there are a few women to the exception just like
- there are a few men too. Someone looking for true love is
- rare.
- I moved out of my sisters to my father’s house. I still did
- not want to pay my support so I decided to play the education
- game. I went to school and received my associates in science.
- During my schooling I meet a woman that got my attention.
- Shannon was like no other woman. I had no money and was
- in debt in child support and she did not care. Shannon looks at
- me for the man I am instead of what things she can get out of
- me.
- I honestly didn’t believe there where any women who looked
- at men for who there are. I dated her broke and no car and
- Shannon fell for me. I can hardly believe that there is a
- woman who is actually looking for real love. After I got a job
- I moved in with Shannon. I needed to move out of my dad’s
- home. For some reason I kind of got the impression that my
- step mother wanted me as a pet not as a son. Nobody can keep
- a pet dragon fly. They always will fly away.
- Shannon had a son who she loved with all her heart.
- Everything was about the kid. This is one of the things that
- attracted me to her. Lucas, Shannon’s son came first above all. Shortly after living together Shannon became pregnant. I
- again lost my job. It just makes me so mad to give any money
- to Summer. I made crap for money. I had a really good job
- but took home half my wages. I could not get help because on
- paper I make too much money. I feel my family suffers while
- she gets free money. I hate the stupid system! It is for the rich
- and the poor gets injustice.
- I became interested in growing cubensis. I tried to grow
- them again and again with no luck at all. The same day that
- Shannon gave birth to our son Clarence is the same day I
- grew my first cubensis. I always thought that to be a weird
- coincidence. My son and the shrooms both took a liking to
- me. I applied a lot of consideration and ideas of how to grow
- them the most potent as achievable. I figured out that the
- microorganisms that the mushrooms develop with determine
- the high. For example if you use worm castings you get a
- grotesque head high, insane stomach problems, and scary
- images of vampires or monsters. If you use the bacteria from
- horses you get a more natural high with a laugh. The deer,
- elephant, and any oils from the grains determine the high
- control. How is this possible?
- When Clarence was about 9 months old Shannon and I
- had a problem with her mother. I really do not want to talk
- about it. My family ended up moving to a new city to get
- away from the trouble.
- While I was growing I ran into many problems. Most of
- the problems came from friends stealing from me. I sold
- pounds to my friends for 650 dollars. I am the best mushroom
- grower in the world. I control the high. Still people stole from
- me right and left. I never really made money at growing. I
- learned what I needed. So I stopped growing the mushrooms. In 2011 I noticed the anonymous marches happening. I
- watched all this on TV. Not really under standing what was
- happing. After December I found you tube and conspiracy
- videos. I got a kick out of all the lies so I decided to dance
- with Sheba myself and make up stories. I did this all through
- the elections and made 147 dollars from ads. I did this up to
- December 21st
- 2012.
- Chapter 2
- The Monolith and Growing gold
- I was up late on the evening of Friday December 21st
- 2012. Shannon, my girlfriend, and our two sons were fast
- asleep in bed. The night seemed unusually silent. I believe it
- was quiet because it was the night of the Mayan apocalypse. I
- was not tired and I had some time to kill. So I decided to
- watch a movie on Netflix. I choose the movie chariots of the
- gods. The movie was a 1970 adaptation of a book by Erich
- Von Dankien. The movie was about out of place items in
- history. Before watching this movie I have seen Youtube
- videos on this subject. The front of the cover had an astronaut
- in front of Pakal’s tombstone on the moon. Well that pretty
- much sold the movie for me. I watched the movie all the way
- to the part about Pakal’s tombstone. The movie claimed that
- the Mayans had alien contact and that Pakal was an
- Astronaut. Pakal’s Tombstone immediately caught my
- attention. There was just something there I could not put my
- finger on.
- So after the movie I downloaded a picture of Pakal’s
- tombstone and noticed some strange things immediately. The
- first I saw was a sword being stuck though Pakal’s body. I
- flipped the picture the other way and noticed that the picture
- made an outline of a cup. I took a closer look at the tombstone
- and saw a mushroom in the middle of the stone. I started to
- stare at the stone and realized that there is a recipe in it. I stared at the stone for a few hours that night. While I
- was looking at it I had my first vision. The vision was of
- Pakal and his wife. I saw Pakal’s wife finding the flower of
- life and picking them to eat. She took them back to Pakal’s
- home which was a hut. Pakal’s wife cooked the flower in a
- black cauldron and gave some to her husband when it was
- cooked. Pakal drank the flower of life stew and immediately
- fell into spirit. Pakal then showed me what he had seen
- through small images I got off the stone.
- One of the visions was of the meteor that hit the earth
- and destroyed the dinosaurs. Pakal showed me that he knew
- that the Spanish were coming to destroy their culture. Pakal
- also showed me a map of my location. There was also an x
- over the Denver Colorado area and another mark near
- Georgia on the map. I saw the images first as a picture than as
- a movie in my mind.
- I started to fill the pictures out on the stone. I used the
- program Adobe Photoshop to draw on the picture. I slowly
- filled in the outlines into miniature pictures. I worked on this
- stone for 3 months filling out the small lines. Trying to guess
- what this stone was telling me. I went around and talked to
- my friends about it and most of them thought I was crazy.
- Nobody at all could see what I was showing them. I got a
- little obsessed with the picture, and stopped paying attention
- to my family. My girlfriend got upset at the time I was
- spending on the picture.
- March 10th, 2013 I found the key! The picture told of
- how to grow Shrooms using bacteria from the whale and the
- horse. The upper part told a story of how to get the bacteria
- from hot springs. It told me to wait until the whales migrated
- by the coast. Go to a hot spring and wait till 3 am when the tides change. This makes the bacteria suck up from the ocean
- and vent out of the hot springs. It showed how to mix the
- water with the grain and with the manure.
- I noticed a rabbit in most of the pictures pointing things
- out. This I believe is the White Rabbit. The White Rabbit is
- another name for the mushroom mycelium. I am not sure how
- but the white rabbit is all over me. The rabbit is the one who
- is giving me my visions and showing me the way. It is like the
- rabbit is following me. Who is this White Rabbit? There is
- something to this I do not yet understand.
- I am not sure if the picture is actually there or am I doing
- this to myself. Am I the only one who can see this? I have no
- answer to this yet. The pictures that I have included in this
- testament are pictures I got off the stone.
- Amazingly enough I found the key to getting the whale
- bacteria three weeks before the migration. I decided to go
- ahead and try and grow some shrooms using the recipe. I
- doubt anyone could resist the temptation.
- One of the things shown to me in the stone is how
- Excalibur got taken from the people. Excalibur use to grow
- near hot springs and grew a week after the whales went by.
- Excalibur is the Easter egg everyone is looking for on Easter
- day. The roots to Excalibur are gold and run as veins in the
- ground. This is why gold is the god element. When our race
- decided to mine out the gold we took out the bacteria that
- produced the unicorn.
- The Cubensis (cube bend see) when grown eats metals.
- The bacteria from the horse and the whale eat the waste from
- the mushroom to produce a yellow metal. This became the
- roots to the unicorn (the one horn that grows from the corn).
- That’s right I just gave up the process for growing gold! I collected all the ingredients for growing the shrooms
- before April. I started the manure composting with the water
- from the hot springs as soon as I got it. I prepared my
- medium, rye, with the hot spring waters. I was not sure if the
- hot springs water and the print would work together.
- The bacteria in the hot springs can survive temps that no
- other bacteria can. This gave me the conclusion that the
- bacteria would survive the temperature of a pressure cooker.
- What I did not know is if the bacteria infested rye would let
- the spores live.
- After the preparation I inoculated the rye, and I then
- went back to work on the stone picture. This time I found
- something really weird on it. I found my life from birth to
- now. I knew something was happening that I did not
- understand. I got the idea if I fill it out more I might see my
- future on it. So I kept going. I started to gain knowledge from
- the stone slowly. I started to question myself and my life. By
- this time my Shannon had heard enough of the stone. I did not
- want to talk to my friends as they would think that I went
- mad. So I started to talk to people on the internet. I got on the
- internet and commented on a youtube video. I gave a run
- down of the symbolism in a commercial. The person emailed
- me and said, “You have incredible sight. Can you tell me
- more?” I thought wow somebody actually understands. I was
- about to email the person back and spill the beans about the
- stone and the mushrooms. Just when I was about to type my
- son got upset and went on a screaming fit. I decided to stop
- and be with my son and maybe email the guy later.
- That night I had a dream that if I emailed the person back
- I was dead man. I looked on the stone picture when I woke up
- and saw my entire story of what was happening. If I answered back to the email I would be pulling the string to my own gun.
- This would be just like committing suicide. The picture told
- me that the man will tell the Queen of England, and she
- would have me killed. Guess there are some traps set up to
- catch me. Why? Well then again maybe I am reading the
- stone wrong. Seeing and understanding the future is hard.
- The stone gave me a first hand view of my own death. I
- actually saw myself getting my head cut off. I got on youtube
- and deleted my account and started to freak out a little. I
- refused to step outside for almost two weeks and hid behind
- my window blinds. I just could not get the picture of my own
- fatality out of my head. It is not easy to see your own death.
- I had to ask myself why anyone would want to take my
- head off. I have not done anything to anyone. Why of all the
- people in the world does Queen Elizabeth want my head! I do
- not even know her. Am I getting convicted of a crime I have
- not done. If so how do you know Elizabeth? I continued on
- creeped out by my vision. I had to ask myself again is this real
- or am I doing this to myself? What is going on? I did not like
- the vision and I am having difficulty understanding.
- A few weeks went by and the spores grew really well
- with the bacteria from the hot springs. I could tell the bacteria
- were in the rye from red spotting on it. Wow, I found a
- bacterium that is beneficial to spores. This alone is
- remarkable thing to discover. I prepared the medium with the
- manure and started the growing process.
- While waiting I still worked on my picture seeing things
- that could or could not of happened. I saw one image and I
- blamed my girlfriend for cheating on me. Of course this was
- not true and never will be. I just could not see my future well
- even though I could see it. It seems the further away time was the foggier it gets to me. That is until I get close to the time
- then I start to see the future more clearly. The stone at this
- time started to tell me what is happening around the world
- with our self appointed leaders.
- The stone showed me that the skull and bones has been
- using the cubensis mushroom to bend. The cubensis grown in
- worm castings takes you straight to limbo or another name for
- it is the train station. This is where our leaders get tricked into
- believing they are talking to god. When they drink the bones
- and smoke pot (the Bear) together it will take you to the black
- and white space. This is the wrong place to go. They think
- they are so smart yet they are being tricked by Jack himself
- with help from the bugs in the bunny. The masons also drink
- the bones and then drink goat’s blood.
- The bear will always trump a Rabbit and spade or club a
- person. The bear will give you mixed up information. He will
- give you an idea of alien mix humanity. The bear is a big
- practical joker. One of the biggest jokes that the Bear has
- done to humanity is the amanita mushroom. The Roman
- church took this as their passage. It was just a bear joke. The
- stone showed me this. So I do not know if it is really true. I
- have to question everything.
- One evening in the month of may my girlfriend asked me
- to listen to a song that she heard on the radio coming home
- form work. The song was Radioactive from Imagine Dragons.
- I watched the video and understood it a little to well.
- Knowing my fate of last time talking to people on the internet
- I decided to keep quiet. The music lead me to other singers
- like Awolnation, 3oh!3 (actually calling me), and many
- others. Awolnation is the one that got to me the most. I felt
- this guy knew something about me. It was like someone peered into my life. The thought of someone knowing about
- my life scared the crap out of me.
- I just wanted to find out what was so special about these
- mushrooms. Why was this happening to me? I did not ask for
- any of this to happen. I got it into my head that when the
- shrooms are done growing I will eat them immediately to find
- out what this is about.
- Chapter 3
- Eating the fruit of life
- It was in the middle of the month of May. Spring was on
- it way bringing with it the flowers of the earth. My shrooms
- that I have grown using the recipe off the monolith were
- almost ready to be picked. Because I was doing this illegally
- in the name of science so I had to hide my project. I waited
- till the evening and harvested a good amount. While I was
- picking I popped a couple of fresh ones in my mouth. The
- strong mushroom taste was too much for me. I could barely
- get them down my throat without hurling. For my attempt at
- eating them fresh I got no high to speak of, probably because
- I ate equivalent of .5 grams of dried shrooms.
- I put the shrooms I grew into a container I made to
- dry them chemically without heat. I feel this is a much better
- way of preserving the psilocybin. I noticed when I was
- picking them that they had a different look about them than
- normal. The outside skin was a little tougher and had a redder
- tint to it. It seemed to have little red veins growing on the
- outside of the shrooms. I have never seen this before. I guess
- you can tell a unicorn vs. a harpy.
- There are quite a few names for the shrooms out there. In
- the Nordic myths the shrooms are called Thor and the other
- side Loki. It seems to be in every advance race in our history. Buddha is always holding a mushroom and the top of his head
- has mushroom pins growing out of it. I have found another
- name for Buddha, Pin Head. The shrooms are the puzzle box
- everyone has been trying to figure out. It seems that
- Pandora’s Box is named after the panaeolus mushroom. Even
- Peter Pan is named after the mushroom. There are so many
- legends on this matter that I do not know how we missed it.
- So I am sure we did not miss it and this is a secret with the
- upper class.
- It was a warm Sunday night, and I was going to find out
- what so special about what I have done. I waited a whole 5
- days till my girlfriend’s day off to try and eat them again. My
- girlfriend Shannon and I sent the children to stay with her
- mother. Shannon and I thought it a perfect time to try them. I
- ate about 4 grams of dried shrooms. The taste was actually
- sweeter than any other shrooms I have grown before. The
- high almost felt the same as shrooms normally grown with
- one small difference. I felt as if my soul was loosened from
- my skin. Almost as if I might fall out of my body. My
- girlfriend said she felt as if soul was slipping out of her body
- too. The feeling was not super strong it was just there. The
- shrooms did seem a little bit stronger than normal.
- That night I tripped hard on those little guys laughing for
- almost 5 hours. The high seemed to last twice as long as
- normal grown shrooms. I realized that I might actually have
- stumbled across something. I still wanted to know why I
- found this recipe. I knew there is something that I was
- missing but did not know what. I ate them again 3 days later
- with an alcohol extraction and a gram of dried ones. This time
- when I started to get high I could feel the pins and needles
- running through my body. I got that same feeling the time I went over to the black and white from smoking salvia. I did
- not fall out of my body, but I knew that there is something
- that I cannot put my finger on.
- A few more days went by and I thought about the bible.
- One of the ideas in the bible says you have to drink and eat
- the fruit of Christ. It got me thinking about making tea out of
- the shrooms. I heard of many legends of people drinking tea
- to get higher on shrooms. A couple of days more went by and
- I waited tell everyone was asleep and made myself some tea
- out of the shrooms. I made tea out of 3.5 grams and ate about
- a gram. The shrooms hit me hard this time fast. Within fifteen
- minutes I was high. I smoked some pot with it and felt the
- pins and needles coming. I sat in my chair concentrating on
- leaving my body. I felt as if I were just about to leave my
- body when my son woke up.
- My youngest son just turned four and has a few sleeping
- issues. He ran downstairs to find me and curled up next to me.
- I stopped trying to fall out of my body and tried to put my son
- back to sleep. My son started to say some pretty weird things.
- My son told me that the Sun was a monster and we need to
- hide from the light.
- I did not fall out of my body that night. I tried a couple
- more times and each time I tried and started to feel as if I
- were going to leave my body. Then my son would wake up
- and come find me. It happened every time. It became a little
- creepy for me. It was like my son knew I ate the shrooms and
- was coming to help me.
- I knew there was a door there, and I could not get
- through the door. If just could figure how to get through? I
- was positive there was something with these shrooms that I
- have not yet figured out. I thought to myself maybe if I repented I could get in the doorway. I got on the phone and
- facebook and gave apologies to
- everyone. My family started to notice that there is something
- going on with me. Apologizing to people in my past was not
- of my character. My family started to ask if I was on drugs.
- Guess I was but I could not tell anyone in my family about
- my experiments. I told my family that I was just trying to get
- the hate out of my heart to live a better life. I stopped smoking
- cigarettes and pot, and even stopped eating meat. I thought
- maybe those habits are not letting me get through the door.
- While I was trying to get through the door I was listening
- to Awolnation. The song sail got my mind wandering. Does
- this guy know how to get through the door? I emailed him
- from Shannon’s facebook account and another one that was
- made up. I wrote something encrypted asking for help. The next day I got that rabbit feeling again. I got on the internet
- and deleted emails off of facebook before anyone had a
- chance to read them. If you block someone on facebook they
- will never get your message.
- I waited about a 12 days before trying to drink the tea
- again. I wanted to give my new diet time to work before I
- tried again. It was a Sunday night about 10pm. I made tea out
- of six grams of shroom aborts and ate 2 grams dry. I went to
- my room and smoked a bowl with my girlfriend. Fifteen
- minutes later I started to feel as if I was going to fall out of
- my body. This was what I wanted to happen, but I felt like
- something was wrong. I could barely keep in my skin. I could
- feel my spirit holding onto my skin like a string-puppet. This
- really petrified me. I felt that if I fall out of my body I would
- not come back again. I got a gut feeling about the old medusa
- tale about how she can turn men into stone. I knew this is
- what the old legends were about.
- After an hour the pot started to fade off, but the shrooms
- started to take a life on of there own. Just when they were
- starting to really work my son woke up again and wanted me
- to put him back to sleep. Tripping out on shrooms I went and
- cuddled in bed with my son to put him back to sleep. I lay
- next to my son and held him in my arms. I thought to myself
- how much I loved him, and how good it feels to hold him in
- my arms. My mind started racing and I got thoughts of Peter
- pan and how he said to fly. You got to put a happy thought in
- your head to fly. I cuddled with my son in his bed giving him
- the biggest hug ever. I said to myself over and over again, “I
- have true love from my son and there is nothing anyone can
- ever do to take away the bond that I have. I love my son and my son will always love me!” I repeated this over and over
- out loud in my head.
- After about 20 minutes of repeating my love of my son.
- My head started to feel light. I picked my head up with my
- eyes closed, and my spirit lifted up without my head. I could
- see now with my eyes closed. I was using my minds eye for
- the first time. I looked up to see a rainbow colored world. The
- endless hill sides had colors of the rainbow puked out all over.
- It reminded me of the colors of Rainbow Bridge in Mario
- kart. On the grounds of the hillside there were tiny black and
- grey pods in neat uniformed rows. While I was looking
- forward a huge black spider creature came walking by. The
- creature was black and walked on four long legs. It had four
- arms that looked like octopus style tentacles. It seemed to be
- doing maintenance or upkeep with the pods on the ground. I
- then looked up toward the sky and then I saw a monster. It
- looked like a giant sun with many black and grey octopus
- arms coming out of it. The arms were sucking up the passed
- away black pods. Sometimes he would eat them and suck
- them up to his burning body. The other times he would
- replant the pods.
- What am I seeing here is that hell? Is someone eating us?
- It seemed as if the more evil the person was the more of a
- tasty snack for the creature. I opened my eyes and returned
- back to my body. I caught my breath and looked around my
- son’s room. I did not know if what I saw was real or not so I
- put my head back down and concentrated again. This time it
- was easier to lift my head. I looked around out of my pod for
- awhile in shock. What the hell is this I thought to myself. I
- have heard stories of this place. I believe I lifted my soul into
- rainbow road. This place actually exists. My son was fast asleep and I wondered out into the
- hallway where I had a glass of water. I took a drink of the
- water and thought to myself. Why is that creature eating the
- souls? Then a female voice came into my head. The voice
- said, “He is hungry of course.”. The sound of the voice
- brought me to my knees. I thought to myself again I can not
- believe that creature is eating people. The voice said again to
- me, “Well he is hungry! You’re his food.” Then the voice
- started to sing to me. “Is Britney spears and the main stream
- actors real or are they a fake nobody. If you turn off your T.V.
- do they exist? Do the politicians have power over your
- mind?” The voice kept singing to me as I went into spirit.
- I found myself on the floor in the hall way. I stood up to
- get a drink of water and realized I spilt the water all over the
- floor. I looked out my upstairs window and saw thirty cats in
- the field next door staring into my window. I went downstairs
- to refill my water. When I got to the kitchen I noticed my own
- cats by the back door. The cats seem to fall into shadow and
- reappear. It was some of the strangest things I have ever seen.
- Are the cats real or are they part of a program. They were like
- a small program used to catch rats in the system.
- I continued on with a night that seemed to never end.
- The voice filled my head with visions and knowledge. One of
- the things given to me by the voice was god’s time. The voice
- also showed me what sin was, and how that monster ticks
- man into sinning. The monster gave man money and with this
- he corrupted mankind. The dollar slays mans mind and makes
- women into whores. See women look for comfort of money
- instead of love. The entire system of money and greed has
- destroyed the Creators plan for earth.
- Chapter 4
- Time for PI
- One of the things showed to me was our real time. It
- seems the Gregorian calendar is incorrect. The problem with
- it is time. There is no account for the speed the earth is
- traveling around the sun, and for the sun rotation around the
- galactic center. This gives us a quarter of a day extra a year.
- Einstein explained it with his theories of relativity. Once a
- person reaches the speed of light, time will stop.
- The earth travels around and gains a quarter of a free
- day a year. The creator lets it build up and releases every four
- years on the Gregorian calendar date July the 25th. This day
- repeats itself. It is a day that has no time. Because we are
- moving slower than the speed of light we gain time. When
- you exceed the speed of light we can travel backwards in
- time.
- This leads to the famous "twin paradox" in which one
- twin is rocketed at high speeds flies across the galaxy and
- back home. Even at a velocity close to the speed of light, the
- journey would take tens of thousands of years from the
- vantage point of Earth, but because of his high relative motion
- the astronaut would age more slowly than he or she would
- than on Earth, and would return home only a few years older.
- His twin would be long dead.
- In a 1905 Einstein predicted that because of the
- rotation speed of Earth, clocks would also run slower at the
- Equator than the poles, but that turned out to be wrong. See
- Einstein actually understood time. I think with a little bit more time Einstein would have figured this out too. E=mc2 and set
- the speed of light, 186,000 miles per second, as the cosmic
- speed limit - allows for time to stop. So if you are going
- slower than the speed of light it will move you forward.
- Everyone is a time traveler on our ship earth.
- There are 26 hours in the day.
- 13 hours of light 13 hours of dark
- 1 hour = 52 min
- 1 min = 52 sec
- 1sec = 52 nanosec
- 3 times 7 = 21 + 1 for god=22
- 7/22 = PI
- PI=3.142857
- 364 days a year times PI = 1144
- Perfect rotation! It is in the math.
- Every four years we get a free click. The day with no time.
- 28 days times 13 months = 364 days
- 12 ages/ 1 age = 2166.7 earth years
- 26,000 earth years around galaxy
- 125 years a click = 1 min on watch
- Remember we have to take in the account that we are
- moving slower than the speed of light. The faster you go
- towards the speed of light you gain extra time. Once you
- exceed the speed of light you can travel backwards in time. So
- all of you hopeful time travelers you will need to build a craft
- that can go faster than the speed of light to go back. This is
- almost impossible, but can be done. In order to go back you
- need to bend space which allows the astronaut to move faster
- than the speed of light. In order to bend space you need to
- create your own gravity. I have drawn a replica watch of earth’s correct time. I guess you can tell I ate the apple of
- knowledge.
- Chapter 5
- The snake, the bear, and the test of love.
- I continued on with my experimentation with the
- shrooms. I drank the tea a couple of times more. The more I
- took the easier it was to talk to the voice. The voice told me
- the name Disney. I thought it was the name of the voice. I
- later found out that it was a request to make fun of money and
- the trap that it sets out to dirty our souls.
- One night I drank the tea and a creature came before my
- human eyes. It was a creature that had a head of a lizard and
- a body of a snake. The head resembled a komodo dragons
- head. The body had no arms and was like a snake’s body.
- The body went on to be a long loose snake coil. The tail had
- no end and went on and on. At some point it stopped being a
- snake and became a spiral of clouds that carried on forever.
- The voice I have been hearing was in front of me, so I had an
- opportunity to ask the Dragon a few questions. I wanted to
- know first of all was if the dragon was going to eat me when I
- die. So I looked up at the Dragon and asked, “Are you going
- to eat me?” The creature answered back with a shake of its
- head up and down. Not sure if the Dragon understood what I
- asked. I looked up and said, “No, are you going to eat me
- when I die?” The dragon smiled and showed a mouth with no
- teeth and said, “Yes, if your soul is dark you are nothing but
- food to us.” Then the creature flew towards me and with a big
- bite swallowed me whole.
- After the Dragon swallowed me it grabbed me by the
- hand and brought my spirit into space in a flash. I was now looking at our galaxy from above. The galaxy was spinning
- around with patterns within patterns. I was busy looking at the
- sights of the galaxy when the dragon spoke to me again, “I
- will show you how it works.” The Dragon looked directly at
- me and nudged its head down towards our galaxy and said,
- “See the galactic center there that is the dark one. This is his
- galaxy and he is the one that started the spinning web. That
- dragon spins to eat light.” Then the dragon put his eyes our
- own sun and said, “The sun there that warms the earth your
- people live on, it spins its web to eat the dark. It is all about a
- meal and you are a tasty fish.” The Dragon turned back
- around and faced me, “When you sin in your dimension you
- turn your soul dark. The darker you become the better tasting
- you are to the sun. When your dark enough the sun will eat
- you, and you will pay for what you have done while in your
- dimension. This is why the sun keeps burning. The souls of
- the people of the earth are its energy.”
- I was kind of shocked at this knowledge. I am just food I
- thought to myself. I looked back at the dragon and asked, “If
- our sun has life and it feeds off our souls. Does that mean
- every star is feeding off of something?” The Dragon laughed
- and spoke again, “Yes, there is life of some sort to every star.
- That’s how the stars eat.”
- I immediately thought about the pods in the rainbow place. So
- I asked the Dragon, “What are the seeds that fill the pods in
- the rainbow place?” The Dragon swirled around wrapping its
- coils everywhere and said to me, “The people of earth souls
- start out first as dark energy. The web spins around catching
- dark energy to eat. Everyone starts out dark and that is why
- everyone is born with the original sin. It is just not enough to
- consume until you grow it. The sun likes his meat dark.” “So how do you get rid of the dark so you will not get
- eaten?” I asked of the Dragon. “Get baptized with the tree of
- life and I will eat your darkness and let you live if I so choose
- too.” The dragon said with a smile. The next thing I knew I
- was back in my body.
- I thought to myself about what I just saw and heard. It
- seems if you drink this tea this dragon is going to eat our dark
- and steal the suns meal. This Dragon is trying to get feed too.
- I thought about all the pods on the ground at the rainbow
- place. The dragon was right I only saw energy in pods there
- was no American, Asian, African; everyone was the same,
- dark energy collected with the web. Our entire universe is
- nothing but a huge spider web meant to turn dark energy into
- pure energy. We are grown for food. Well this little fishy is
- going to bite back. I do not want to get eaten.
- That night my son woke up early in the morning and I
- was still speaking to the Dragon. The Dragon saw my son and
- turned off all the visions and started to tell me stories of
- Pinocchio growing up for my son. It is my fault I have not
- yet weaned my son. The dragon told me to spend my time
- with my child and to teach him to be a real boy.
- I have asked myself who is this dragon? If I asked the dragon
- for a name it would say. “Mary, Marry, Pray to marry!” I do
- believe I have just found Moses copper snake.
- Sometimes while I was talking to the Dragon the bear
- would pretend to be the Dragon and give me really bad
- advice. One of was a vision the bear gave me was of my
- girlfriend leaving me. The vision was of Aaron Bruno
- interfering with my relationship. When this vision happens it
- will end up being entirely my fault. There nothing I can do it
- is going to happen, and I have no chance. I better give up Shannon before I get screwed. I was getting these thoughts
- when I smoked pot. The bear is such a practical joker. He
- will make someone tired and forget their troubles then give
- them bad thoughts. The bear is the force behind the hippies.
- The hippies worship the bear so he likes the hippies. The bear
- put a song in my head and told me to sing it. I told my
- Shannon that I was going to take her picture of her butt and
- put it on YouTube to this butt song. Bad idea!
- That Sunday I got my Shannon to take the tea. I drank
- the tea too. I drank liquor and smoked pot. This is not a good
- idea to do with these shrooms. The bear got me good. He convinced me to do the meanest things to my girlfriend. I was
- being such a jerk. I still do not know why I did it. I begged it
- to stop. Shannon got mad and ate a bunch of the shrooms.
- Shannon put her head down on the bed and fell out of it
- quickly. I looked over at her saying to myself there got to be a
- different way. Then it hit me. I choose money over love. I
- looked back at Shannon and saw the Dragon on the side of the
- bed whispering into her ear. I started to see her get angry.
- Shannon woke up for a second to tell me she might go ahead
- and leave me forever. I apologized to her but she got so
- mean. Shannon wondered around and told me how much I
- suck for what I did. Nobody ever done that to her and she
- does not know if she could ever forgive me. Then Shannon
- went back to sleep.
- The Dragon looked at me and gave me a devilish smile.
- Oh shit, it is the devil. The Dragon floated over to me
- laughing. I fell on the floor and started crying. I told the
- Dragon that I did not believe her anymore. Shannon loves me
- there has got to be a way out. I told the Dragon that I loved
- her with all my heart that I could not live without my family.
- That is all I ever wanted. I have lost my family twice and
- could not go through the pain again. I rather be poor and have
- love. I told the dragon to stop. The Dragon looked at me and
- came in close and said, “Because of your love for your son
- you get one more chance. Awol has your number. Do not look
- at another woman ever. Love the one you have.” The Dragon
- disappeared into the darkness leaving me alone to my
- thoughts.
- I think I have learned my lesson in mixing the drugs. I
- think it is a really bad idea. The bear always trumps a rabbit and the bear will try and take your nuts off. Spade you like we
- do to bulls.
- After that visit with the Dragon I decided to stop for
- awhile. I started to have bad thoughts again of my girlfriend
- leaving me. Of all the people in the world I saw Aaron Bruno
- of Awolnation taking my girl away. I saw him setting me up
- with a blonde girl and showing my girlfriend how much of a
- scum I am. This was also set in stone. I went through my
- girlfriend stuff and deleted anything Awolnation. This
- eventually made my girlfriend upset.
- I called my brother and my brother-in-law to talk too. I
- had invited them over to tell them what was happening to me
- since the 12/21/12. I told them about the monolith and how it
- talks to me. Of course they did not believe me either. How
- come nobody believes me? I am telling the truth. I even have
- proof. Well the conversation with my brother got Shannon to
- see my side a little. I started to calm down.
- Then it happened Aaron Bruno answered one of my
- emails to him. I thought I deleted all of them. I used my
- Shannon’s account in case he was with evil so he would not
- I.D. me. I really thought I deleted his message from me.
- Nope there it was my vision happening before my eyes. I
- completely freaked out and begged her not to answer his
- email back. My girlfriend looked into my eyes and told me
- she promises not to. She then immediately started talking to
- Aaron Bruno and His girlfriend Alexandria. My Shannon
- kept this from me for about a week and a half until my visions
- told me what she was up too. I was really upset that my
- Shannon does not believe in my visions. That really was not
- the problem. The problem was that I was telling Shannon what to do. This made Shannon think that I did not trust her
- and she did it out of spite.
- She believes that it was my entire fault. If I did not
- want her to talk to him I should have not emailed him for help
- on her account. I was going through hell. I argued back
- saying he would have never answered you back if I did not
- ask for help. Why was she doing this to me? I believe
- Shannon wants to prove me wrong.
- My girlfriend kept talking to Aaron and his girlfriend.
- After a few message back and forth my Shannon started to
- fight with Alexandria. Then it happened on July 25th
- 2013 a
- little blonde woman emailed me. I knew it was the trap. I saw
- the blonde girl weeks ago and even told Shannon what she
- was going to look like. I thought it would be a real person. I
- did not think it was going to come in an email. I know it was
- Alexandria trying to get my girlfriend back for emailing
- Aaron Bruno for talking crap. Alexandria was going to try
- and get me to talk with a fake person and then show Shannon
- that I am a cheating jerk. I erased and blocked the attempt
- and told Shannon what happened. I am not sure but I think
- this showed Shannon that I do have sight.
- Shannon got on Facebook and apologized to Aaron
- Bruno’s girlfriend and the problem went away. Yeah, I am
- not going to lose my girlfriend. I love her so much. I later
- thought about it and I would never have talked to this blonde
- girl. So I do not know what I was afraid of. How do these
- visions work? I can see ahead and see my future, but I have
- difficult seeing clearly.
- It was a day after my birthday and I was making plans
- on going out to a night party in the woods on the 28th
- of July.
- On July 22nd
- I got a warning from Merlin. The party was going to get busted and one of my friends told the police I
- was going to give the water of life out. The police were
- coming to get me. I was only going to do it for research
- purposes. I tried to get out of the party, but my friends and
- girlfriend would not let me.
- Two days before the 28th. I decided to go but I was not
- bringing my shrooms. Shannon said I had to sell them to
- make money because we are broke. I told her the Creator
- does not want me selling them and will punish me. Shannon
- still does not believe in the Creator and thinks my sight is
- stupid. So I asked Merlin for help. Two hours later our car
- broke down. I know that Merlin did it. It was the only way to
- stop from going to jail. Shannon took the car breaking as an
- omen not to go to the party. Yeah!!! So I did not have to go
- to my last supper.
- I thought about what has happened to me the last 40 days
- and have to ask the question. Was this a test? I think it was. I
- did not even know I was going through the test of love.
- I was still having visions of somebody trying to take my
- place, but I have had enough. I closed my eye and stopped
- looking at my future. I know that my girlfriend loves me. I
- tried to forget and not talk about the stone. I did not look at it
- until November when I decided to try and complete the
- picture. I have now been working on it for almost a year.
- I saw on it that if I answered that email a friend of my
- girlfriend was coming over to take advantage of the situation.
- It never happened and the stone said it would not. I just did
- not fall for the curse of the horns. Bulls just want to screw.
- The fact that it shows it to me scared me a lot. This was no
- fun. I keep asking myself, “why did this happen to me?”
- Chapter 6
- Dragon Knowledge
- (How to Banish Satan from earth)
- The Dragon has given me a lot of knowledge of the
- universe and sins. The Dragon identified who Lucifer is and
- his demons. In the Old Testament when they talk about angels
- and demons they refer to another realm that is around us, but
- we cannot see it. This is actually a true statement. The angel
- and demon world is the microscopic world. Satan is a
- bacterium! Christ is a bacterium too. The Christ bacterium
- comes from the whale manure. I call this bacterium Merlin. I
- named it after where he comes from the depths of the ocean
- water. This bacterium was the first on earth. It came to earth
- from a virgin birth. All the bacterium that works with Christ is
- the angles of the earth. They help our digestive system and
- are immune system to protect us.
- Satan is the son of the Christ bacterium, and this
- bacterium is developed in our bodies. He comes to earth
- under the curse. The curse is from eating flesh from the
- animals with horns. When we eat meat from mammals that it
- is close to our own system, the flesh is digested in our bodies
- and the good bacteria get a bite of meat and change. They
- become destroyers of the human body. This is what has
- caused all the diseases of the earth. We are creating it
- ourselves. The bacterium now has got the taste for humans
- and has turned on us. When we release our fecal matter we
- put our own cells into the manure. The bacterium will eat the
- cells of our flesh. Then the bacteria mutates quickly. Our fecal matter carries the Satan bacterium from eating flesh.
- The only way to get rid of the curse is to stop eating meat.
- I would tell everyone to drink and eat the gifts the
- animals give us, but I am not sure if the bacteria contaminate
- the milk too. I got another vision of poisoned milk.
- I believe the queen knows about this and has given us the
- Satan bacteria on purpose to make us stupid. The Queen
- knows of the curse of the flesh and lets it continue so she may
- keep her rule over mankind. That’s right she cut our heads
- off. The Queen of hearts would like to see my head cut off.
- I see the Queen sitting on the throne knowing no love.
- No man in her life and yet she rules. The man that sits on her
- shoulder is Satan. They know of the Christ and plan to keep it
- a secret. This is why she has collected gold. She is the one on
- top and controls everything. Guess what Queen you forgot to
- count your swans last year. She is nothing but a witch! I
- throw the monolith at you and call out your sins. All the wars
- and death you created to keep your wealth and power goes
- back to you. I saw your soul in rainbow place. Queen you
- are a huge black eye sore. I am afraid when the sun eats you
- there will be enough energy to last a thousand life times.
- Confess your sins Elizabeth and give them to Mary! Christ
- will win.
- The Dragon also gave me knowledge of how sin turns
- you black. The sadness of other people is the sins that turn
- you dark. Cheating on your wife hurts your wife and for her
- suffering you take the dark. Anything that hurts other person
- is a sin. Sin knows the guilty and finds its way. If a general
- orders the death of a soldier he takes the sin for the order of
- death. Nobody can escape it. I understand why the others made the rules as they did.
- The others gave you rules to help our people to stay clean, but
- things have been taken too far. Having women hide behind
- mask is weak. Men can learn not to be animals and stop
- thinking with their snake. Man and woman should love only
- one! Women need to stop using their sexuality for control.
- First love is everything. When you take the water of life
- confess everything to Mary. If she believes you she will take
- your sins. Then you pray to Mary for Marriage in honor of the
- Dragon. The people of earth will marry for Mary. One man
- for one woman!
- The only way to live is to be the best person you can be.
- Make people around you happy. Make sure your neighbor
- has it better than you. The new way to win is to be the loser.
- So go make your friends and family happy. If we all do this
- the world will change forever. No more my people. I know
- giving up meat and living right is hard to do once we had a
- taste. I know as a collective we can do this. I am myself
- struggling to do it.
- After you take the water the only thing that can take you
- down is a nice cooked steak to the heart. Puts the bacteria
- back in your body and you have to clean yourself and take the
- water of life again. This time Mary might not forgive you.
- Mary wants to eat your dark, but will be picky who she
- cleans. I am a servant of Mary and Christ. I bring light to the
- earth to help find your way through the darkness. Mary and
- Christ serve the Creator. The Creator is all. The Creator is
- science and love. The way to heaven is through Mary and her
- child Christ, and through the love of the people in your life.
- In the beginning there was darkness. The creator created
- Adam(atom). The atom was alone for centuries until the creator introduced Adam to Eve (evolution). Evolution split
- atom and created the first hydrogen explosion. Hydrogen
- spilled everywhere. The atoms collected into a huge ball and
- again evolution hit atom. Atom caught fire then finally blew
- up creating the big bang. Seems genesis is correct. Evolution
- is in the bible.
- Christ will bless all who read this and spread the word!
- Chapter 7
- For the Creator
- This is a request from our Creator. The Creator asked
- me to tell the people about what the sewer systems are doing
- to the planet. That evil bacteria that is in the meat eaters fecal
- matter is destroying the environment. This bacteria knows
- nothing but destruction and death. It wants to devour our
- planet. The creator sheds tears over what we are doing to his
- creation. In order to save the rest of the species the creator
- will destroy mankind. This is not a warning it will happen.
- The Creator has given us time to make things right. Put down
- your flesh and pick up a salad fork. We are not meant to eat
- meat. We need to stop! Let us all get rid of the curse.
- The creator law, if you cannot eat the food raw it does
- not belong in our temple.
- This tells us if the food is clean or not. There is no other
- creature but man that has to cook its food.
- The Mountain run off is coming to our homes and being
- sent out as earth poison. This is why the weather is starting to
- change. The oceans are now suffering for our stupidity.
- The Whales shall not be touched or hunted anymore. The
- Whales harbor the bacteria of life, Merlin, and if they die so
- shall all creatures on earth.
- Farmers use horse manure and other non-meat eating
- animal manures to strengthen the soil. The manure from all
- meat eaters poisons the ground to plants and other animals.
- This is not that hard to understand. If we change our diets and
- stop eating flesh we can create manure that is beneficial to the bacteria, Merlin. If we all do this together we can save our
- planet.
- Peace can only be established if the world
- embraces love
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