No, I mean really. I hate it when people say "Nobody cares" when I speak in public about something. @chekwob I'll try to be as clear as possible. Please help me be as understanding as I need to be and as rebuking as I need to be; to each their own. I want to speak up about this and I don't want this to repeat again.
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Don't get me wrong. There's a fuckload of ton of shit I don't care about and yet I so much don't care that I don't even bother to bitch about it just because it bothers me as I know that I would be even more bothered and that I'd just make my likeminded bothered even more and that I'd ultimately be a hypocrite. Of course, some things need to be said, like, when someone is being bullied and I cannot be coldhearted when it's up to me to help; that's the example of when one should speak up, but that's not "bitching", it's called "not being a 'law-obedient' pussy when some things need to be said". But most of the time, why bitch about something?
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Here's an example. A brutal one, but it makes the point. People swear God's name so much and Jesus and insert the F word in OMG and it offends me as a Christian. Let me ask you; what would I achieve with ranting about how it's a bad thing? I mean, if someone did that on a Christian server, then it would be reasonable to say it's a bad thing to do as it's against the rules. Every place has its rules and it's up to everyone to choose where they want to be. But outside of Christianity and Christian servers, did someone just say that unrelated to me or was it directed at me? If someone swore my name along with God's name (you know Croatian being the most swearing language where you can link anything with "X fucks Y" or "X fucks Y's mother"), why do you think I wouldn't attack? How would you feel if I spoke garbage about your mum or your friends or your fandoms or whatever you like and linked it together with your name? That's a rhetorical question and we all know the answer.
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But if nobody is touching me, then why'd I attack? Did I ever attack when nobody was touching me? I only attack when I'm being quenched for no reason. So, same way, just like how everyone talks about something, then gets noticed by their likeminded, and engages in a conversation without anyone being allowed to say "Nobody cares", when why was anyone allowed to say that to me and causing me to be hushed by this "Nobody cares"? That's not so much of a hate speech as much as it is of slander; yes, slandering those who DO care or who MIGHT care, but are scared to speak up for me (whatever the subject or idea, CTR being great, or C++ being great in everything but sucking shit in syntax, or garbage collector languages being a fucking shit) and now they WON'T speak up what they wanted to just because some people had worms in their buttholes, so basically, their freedom of speech is violated, and so is mine. Because of this fucked up shit, I look like a total monster who "bitches" about stuff just because I want to have a say just like how everyone has and has had a say. If I didn't hush anyone unless they'd attack me and hush me and my likeminded, then why was I hushed? And if I could be hushed that way, why is it not good that I hush others like that? Where's the equality? Or equity, which is better?
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Seriously, this is the social complex I've had in real life because of stupid people who have eyeballs for testicles and that's why I'm into computers and programming and videogames and gamedev and hacking and multimedia and anthropomorphic OCs who love to cuddle while avoiding anything impure. If I'm gonna have yet another exile because others are entitled to bitch, then I shall also be entitled to bitch and once I start, I'm not going to stop. But please. People. I don't want drama. Please. I don't want to unleash my rage. It hurts... Not just you, but me and many. Everyone. I'm against what the US did to Hiroshima and Nagasaki REGARDLESS of the "peace" it has created (read "peace" as: "Shut the fuck up and be a law abiding citizen." where "law" means whatever some rich person shits out after eating tons of food due to depression caused by conscience telling them it's bad to kill innocent). Please. My time here is just as valuable as yours. I truly believe we're here because we love to do what we love to do. We love Crash Bandicoot and we love hacking and playing around with computer code. What we hate is drama. So, could we please have a place of peace for once? It's time we nerds show these bullies from real life how we can craft a better society that won't just break apart so easily just because someone has worms in their butthole.