chatzy.com/suicide 2017-01-21

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Matthew: Hey Rosie. 8:19 AM

Ginger: What are they about 8:19 AM

Matthew: How are you? 8:20 AM

Rosie: No personal contacts can be shared unless you donate to the chat

You can donate by sending money directly via PayPal to chatzytherapy@gmail.com. 8:20 AM

Sarah: 1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cut. 4. 8:20 AM

Jess:: Hey Rosie 8:20 AM

Erica: matthew i dont wanna 8:20 AM

Luna16: Infinity, you ARE a great person, no matter what. I care. 8:20 AM

Ten: hello 8:20 AM

Hurt girl: Huh 8:20 AM

Rosie: Hey Matthew, im really suck. How about you babe ? 8:20 AM

Rosie: Hey Jess 8:20 AM

Infinity: How can you say? You dont even know me 8:20 AM

Matthew: Erica you need to. 8:20 AM

Ashy: Downloading now 8:20 AM

Luna16: Then let me get to know you. 8:20 AM

Hurt girl: Jess 8:20 AM

Hurt girl: Jess 8:21 AM

Infinity: Too late 8:21 AM

Ginger: Laila 8:21 AM

Matthew: Tired and in pain. 8:21 AM

Ten: Infinity, you still need to live on. 8:21 AM

Infinity: anna take my own life already 8:21 AM

Rosie: I said no personal contacts dylan and Ash 8:21 AM

Luna16: It's never too late for anything. 8:21 AM

Erica: what if i cant matthew 8:21 AM

Jess:: Yes I'm still here 8:21 AM

Sarah: I cant do this. I cant take the pain. 8:21 AM

Infinity: How can I live on when the person who once cared for me left me? 8:21 AM

Matthew: You need to try Erica. 8:21 AM

Hurt girl: I am so sleepy..kill me 8:21 AM

Ten: Well try harder. 8:21 AM

Jamie: Sarah what do you want besides death and cutting 8:22 AM

Infinity: Try harder? Ive already done that. 8:22 AM

Rosie: Dylan dont multi account 8:22 AM

Jess:: What do you want to know about me 8:22 AM

Ten: try harder to find that friend that cares for you and never leaves you. 8:22 AM

Infinity: rn? I'm hopeless 8:22 AM

Rosie: So get off the second one and you will be unsilenced shortly 8:22 AM

Ten: you're not 8:22 AM

Infinity: I can never find someone like that 8:22 AM

Infinity: come and gop 8:22 AM

Laila: Me and someone else. I think it my fear or enemy or sometime death 8:22 AM

Ten: yes you can 8:22 AM

Infinity: d that special person of mine 8:22 AM

Sarah: I want to not be dying. I want to not be in constant pain. I want to have a family tjat isnt broken and actualmy cares. 8:23 AM

Luna16: Infinity, I care for you. It wasn't your fault. 8:23 AM

Erica: bye bye 8:23 AM

Abcd from INIndia joined the chat. 8:23 AM

Laila: Sorry it took me so long ginger 8:23 AM

Hurt girl: Jess i am going to bed goodnight I will try not to cit 8:23 AM

Matthew: Erica please take care and stay safe. Also get some sleep 8:23 AM

Abcd: Heyy all 8:23 AM

Ginger: Don't be sorry, I was just worried about you 8:23 AM

Jamie: Sarah is there no medicine that can help you 8:23 AM

Rosie: why are you in pain Matthew ? 8:23 AM

Matthew: Please. 8:23 AM

Hurt girl: Cut 8:23 AM

Jess:: Okay goodnight hurt girl 8:23 AM

Infinity: Luna I know you are just faking it 8:24 AM

Infinity: You dont really care 8:24 AM

Laila: Don't be worried about me 8:24 AM

Sarah: Every medicine i take only makes it worse. 8:24 AM

Jess:: Be safe 8:24 AM

Infinity: Nobody cares 8:24 AM

Erica: no slerp im fime 8:24 AM

Ten: Infinity never give up on trying harder. there are still people who care. I care. 8:24 AM

Ginger: Don't try to fly, okay hun? You won't make it very far 8:24 AM

Infinity: How can you say? You dont even know me. 8:24 AM

Matthew: An injury from 2 weeks ago and I took more pills than I should have. 8:24 AM

Ginger: I don't wanna see you fall 8:24 AM

Luna16: Why would I fake it? I would have no reason to. You may think that no one cares, but I care. No matter what. 8:25 AM

Jamie: What about relaxers like D10s and stuff Sarah 8:25 AM

Laila: Yes I will I will make it far 8:25 AM

Rosie: Matthew you have to be careful 8:25 AM

Ten: I care about people even it hurts me , even if I don't know them. I may not know you but I know you are a wonderful person 8:25 AM

Matthew: Erica you need sleep 8:25 AM

Rosa from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 8:25 AM

Erica: s;tt] ,zd 8:25 AM

Sarah: Im on antidepressants and painkillers. The antidepressants clesrly dont help and the pain killers only fuck my liver up more. 8:25 AM

Ginger: You need sleep to fly 8:25 AM

Erica: no csaps infinity 8:26 AM

Laila: No I don't 8:26 AM

Rosie: English only Infitity 8:26 AM

Rosie: *Infinity 8:26 AM

Rosie: Hey cool it 8:26 AM

Rosa: I hear you on the liver stuff, it's why I had to drop my SSRI 8:26 AM

Ban: Calm down. 8:26 AM

Ten: Infinity cool down and chillax 8:26 AM

Matthew: I know. I just want to end my life 8:26 AM

Jamie: Have you tried natural methods Sarah 8:26 AM

Sarah: Like what . 8:27 AM

Rosa: Been off meds for about 14 months now 8:27 AM

Ginger: Laila, for me? 8:27 AM

Infinity: Can I just buy sleeping pills and never wake up again? 8:27 AM

Matthew: Erica please try to get some sleep 8:27 AM

Laila: That when all the nightmare come out 8:27 AM

Rosa: it gets easier. Not easy, but easier 8:27 AM

Oli from AUAustralia joined the chat. 8:27 AM

Laila: I don't like having nightmare 8:27 AM

Rosie: Oli love please change your font color thanks x 8:27 AM

Ginger: The nightmares will hide if you scare them enough 8:28 AM

Erica: mattyew 8:28 AM

Luna16: Please don't Infinity. I really do care. 8:28 AM

Laila: They always win and then take over everything 8:28 AM

Ginger: What do they take over 8:28 AM

Matthew: Rosie you are really nice. 8:28 AM

Raven: Hi all 8:28 AM

Laila: My life 8:28 AM

Matthew: Erica please sleep it will help 8:28 AM

Ten: hi raven. 8:28 AM

Rosie: thanks Matthew 8:29 AM

Ginger: I promise I'll be right back Laila okay, I'm just gonna turn my music on 8:29 AM

Luna16: You could have done that Infinity, but you hadn't. For that, you're strong. Stronger than most. 8:29 AM

Burnsy: ​​​​ I'm so cold and I can't be arsed to turn heating on 8:29 AM

Erica: *hugs matthre* 8:29 AM

Laila: No ginger don't go 8:29 AM

Sarah: See. Nobody has an answer as to why i should stay. Ha, being drunk only makss this easier. 8:30 AM

Raven: I came here because I felt horribly depressed and suicidal. It feels weird to openly write this down. 8:30 AM

Matthew: *hugs erica* please try to get some sleep 8:30 AM

Jess:: Hey 8:30 AM

Ginger: I'm here 8:30 AM

Raven: But there are people here who feel just like me 8:30 AM

Erica: what if i end up hiyyingmyself 8:30 AM

Jamie: Sarah do you have mono? 8:30 AM

Raven: I don't feel so alone now 8:31 AM

Ginger: The nightmares, what do they do 8:31 AM

GhostOfHappiness from AUAustralia joined the chat. 8:31 AM

Rosie: Hey Ghost 8:31 AM

Jess:: I feel like purging 8:31 AM

GhostOfHappiness: Hey Rosie 8:31 AM

Rosie: how are you ? 8:31 AM

GhostOfHappiness: Bad 8:31 AM

Luna16: Infinity? 8:32 AM

Sarah: Do i ha e what ?? 8:32 AM

Matthew: Erica I don't know what to do about that. I would rather hurt myself in my sleep then have negative effects of no sleep to deal with. 8:32 AM

Rosie: whats wrong Ghost ? 8:32 AM

Jamie: What is the condition that is making your liver failure? 8:32 AM

Laila: They always try to get rid of my dream and take it over and try to mess it up by killing me I don't need sleep do I am scared 8:32 AM

Sarah: My enzymes are fuxked uo. Because i got addicted to pain killers when i was younger. 8:33 AM

Hurt girl: Jess I can't go to sleep 8:33 AM

Ten: Infinity ? 8:33 AM

GhostOfHappiness: I feel like everyone hates me and nobody wants to talk to me 8:33 AM

Laila: I can't deal with this anymore 8:33 AM

Ten: hi ghost 8:33 AM

Jamie: Sarah people have survived that by being completely organic and eating herbs. 8:33 AM

Ginger: Laila, I promise I'm here for you okay. I don't wanna see you scared 8:34 AM

GhostOfHappiness: Hi Ten 8:34 AM

Laila: I want to just jump off a building 8:34 AM

Ten: How are you Ghost? 8:34 AM

Matthew: Erica? 8:34 AM

Jamie: You are not a pigeon Laila 8:34 AM

Sarah: I have asked what i can do. They say its gone too far. 8:34 AM

GhostOfHappiness: Fairly bad 8:34 AM

Hurt girl: Anyone to talk to to because I can't go to sleep 8:34 AM

Ginger: You can't fly Laila 8:34 AM

Ginger: I'm here hurt girl 8:34 AM

Laila: But I can 8:34 AM

Ten: why? 8:34 AM

Rosie: Why do you think that Ghost ? 8:34 AM

Abcd from INIndia joined the chat. 8:34 AM

Ginger: How do you know 8:35 AM

Morgan/Carter from USUnited States joined the chat. 8:35 AM

Laila: I have the power to fly . 8:35 AM

Morgan/Carter answered: Click https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 8:35 AM

Morgan/Carter: Hi 8:35 AM

Ginger: No you don't, silly 8:35 AM

GhostOfHappiness: Only one person (gf) is talking to me outside of this 8:35 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger why can't I go to sleep 8:35 AM

Laila: Yes I do 8:35 AM

Erica: i m gererer 8:35 AM

Ginger: Is something wrong hurt girl? 8:35 AM

Ten: oh 8:35 AM

Rosie: Well why dont you listen to her Ghost ? 8:36 AM

Jamie: Well a person had the same problem as you with fucked up enzymes and he went on a strict herb diet and was completely organic. This helped control his enzymes. Has your eyes gone yellow yet? 8:36 AM

GhostOfHappiness: I am 8:36 AM

Ginger: Laila hun, you need to find a way to get rid of the nightmares 8:36 AM

Hurt girl: Kinda I having bad dreams about getting killed by this weird person 8:36 AM

Laila: But I can't get rid of them 8:36 AM

Jamie: Therapy is a good way Laila 8:37 AM

Laila: I can't control my dream 8:37 AM

Hurt girl: This been happening about two weeks now 8:37 AM

Sarah: They have a yellow color to them. Have for a whilw now 8:37 AM

Ginger: Have you tried melatonin? I use it. It relaxes you so when you go to sleep you don't dream 8:37 AM

Jamie: It's reversible Sarah . Look up natural methods of curing liver failure. People who have been told it's to late have survived it. 8:38 AM

Ginger: It's weird to get used to, not dreaming, but it's better than bad screams 8:38 AM

Hurt girl: I am allergic to that stuff 8:38 AM

Sarah: Its nit the only reason i want tk die. 8:38 AM

Ml98 from GTGuatemala joined the chat. 8:38 AM

Laila: I don't have melatonin in my house I live with my parents 8:38 AM

Ginger: What makes you happy? 8:38 AM

Laila: Nothing 8:39 AM

Ginger: Try some Laila, it might help you 8:39 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger I can't sleep cuz of the dreams 8:39 AM

Laila: No it won't 8:39 AM

Ml98: I need some help. Really, I need it 8:39 AM

Ginger: I know hurt, but is there something that makes you happy 8:39 AM

Jamie: Sarah you'll break free from your family one day 8:40 AM

Sarah: No such thing as a break from them. 8:40 AM

Hurt girl: One Direction and Fuge Camp 8:40 AM

Ginger: Does anything help with the nightmares Laila 8:40 AM

Laila: No 8:40 AM

Jamie: Your 18 Sarah you can get a job and move away 8:40 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl, have you tried to fall asleep listening to them? 8:40 AM

Laila: Nothing work with the nightmares 8:41 AM

Ginger: I'm here to keep you busy then 8:41 AM

Hurt girl: Yes and I still have the dreams 8:41 AM

Luna16: I'm sorry everybody 8:41 AM

Laila: They are smart or something 8:41 AM

Matthew: I'm starting to shake really bad. 8:41 AM

Ginger: I'm sorry sweetie 8:41 AM

Sarah: Cant move away or i wont hVe a vehicle. No vehicle means i will lose my job. And losing my job means no shelter or food. Therefor. I die. 8:41 AM

Hurt girl: I am so sleepy but I am not going to sleep 8:42 AM

Ginger: Laila I am here for you to talk to all night, okay 8:42 AM

Ml98: I dont know what happen to me. Sometimes when something hapen I just trying to kill myself and in so much times I dream that a Kill myself with everything that can you imagine. When I wake up I cant breath and my heart hurts so much. 8:42 AM

Matthew: I'm should try to get some sleep. 8:42 AM

Laila: Ginger one of my nightmare predict that I was going to die 8:42 AM

Ginger: And you can talk about anything with me too, hurt girl 8:42 AM

Jamie: Why don't you save up for a deposit and month's rent for a place. Find a job in that area before you move. 8:42 AM

Matthew: Goodnight. Take care. Stay safe. 8:43 AM

Ginger: Goodnight Matthew 8:43 AM

Sarah: Buuuut. I have had a lot of pills and too much to drink. Im laying down amd the room is spinning. 8:43 AM

Jamie: Bye Matthew 8:43 AM

Jamie: Sounds like a party Sarah 8:43 AM

Laila: Bye Matthew and goodnight or morning 8:43 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl, if you can't sleep I'll keep you busy. Okay? 8:43 AM

Ginger: I don't know what sleep is so I'll be here lol 8:43 AM

Sarah: Its not sli. J nf in a giid wau 8:44 AM

Bradleigh from USUnited States joined the chat. 8:44 AM

Hurt girl: Okay. It is 1:44AM 8:44 AM

Jamie: That's why you need to go to bed sarah 8:44 AM

Ginger: It is for me too 8:44 AM

Hurt girl: Cool 8:44 AM

Sarah: Yes. Maybe i wknt wake ul. 8:44 AM

Laila: Hurt girl where do you live? 8:44 AM

Jamie: Maybe drink a lot of water first 8:45 AM

Ginger: Laila, your dream isn't going to find true, you're going to be okay hun 8:45 AM

Bradleigh: Hey guys, I'm Brad 8:45 AM

Hurt girl: USA 8:45 AM

Jamie: And eat bread 8:45 AM

Hurt girl: South Carolina 8:45 AM

Ginger: Connecticut 8:45 AM

Sarah: Bread is nastr 8:45 AM

Ginger: Hi brad 8:45 AM

Hurt girl: Coolest 8:45 AM

Ginger: How about you Laila 8:45 AM

Laila: Both of you are not near me 8:45 AM

Laila: Vermont 8:45 AM

Anya from USUnited States joined the chat. 8:46 AM

Bradleigh: I'm from Texas! 8:46 AM

Hurt girl: I am a unicorn 🦄 8:46 AM

Ginger: I go to Vermont every year or 2 8:46 AM

Laila: Really 8:46 AM

Anya: I'm from Washington 8:46 AM

Ginger: Ahhh I love unicorns 😶 8:46 AM

Jess:: I'm back 8:46 AM

Grim from [unknown location] joined the chat. 8:47 AM

Jamie: Haha bread ain't nasty Sarah 8:47 AM

Ginger: and yeah, I go with family 8:47 AM

Bradleigh: I'm super drunk right now 🤔 8:47 AM

Anya: Ugh i wish i was 8:47 AM

Jamie: Lucky 8:47 AM

Ginger: I wish I was too 8:47 AM

Hurt girl: I am so sleepy sorry my unicorn is falling in space 8:47 AM

Sarah: Bradleigh, texad here and drink too haha 8:47 AM

Laila: Is your family a Vermonter? Ginger 8:47 AM

Ginger: Maine mostly 8:48 AM

tonio from USUnited States joined the chat. 8:48 AM

Sarah: BreD is fucking sdisguisti g. 8:48 AM

Grim: ello 8:48 AM

tonio: hey 8:48 AM

Anya: Hi 8:48 AM

Jamie: Hahahaha 8:48 AM

Ginger: And hurt girl, it's okay if your unicorn falls asleep, she needs it 8:48 AM

Laila: Ginger you should live in Vermont its a great place 8:48 AM

Hurt girl: I don't I am fine like a unicorn 8:49 AM

Jamie: So many Americans here 8:49 AM

Sarah: Fuck i want tj due leo. 8:49 AM

Bradleigh: I feel you Sarah 8:49 AM

Ginger: Vermont would be lovely, but I need to graduate first 8:49 AM

Raven: Wish I could live in America 8:49 AM

Grim: I saw Texas? 8:49 AM

Bradleigh: Just graduated last year, never doing that shit again 8:49 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl when did you wake up 8:49 AM

Laila: You go to school? 8:50 AM

Jamie: Sarah I don't want you to 8:50 AM

Sarah: Like. Its crazy how yiu can be so drunk but yet. Your mind still screams. I just graduated. And i live jn texas. And leo. I want ti. 8:50 AM

Exhaust from [unknown location] joined the chat. 8:50 AM

Grim from [unknown location] joined the chat. 8:50 AM

Ginger: I got taken out of school today but yeah 8:50 AM

Hurt girl: Yesterday at 5:39 AM 8:50 AM

Bradleigh: I'm in Dallas, it isn't too bad, Fort Worth is a great place too 8:50 AM

Jamie: Drinking only makes it worse 8:50 AM

Exhaust: Hey 8:50 AM

tonio: how is everyone 8:50 AM

soph from USUnited States joined the chat. 8:51 AM

Ginger: Is your unicorn still awake? 8:51 AM

Jamie: After a while of drinking to drown your problems it stops working 8:51 AM

Exhaust: Well I'm pretty upset tbh 8:51 AM

Sarah: Corsicana ! 8:51 AM

Raven: Depressed.. 8:51 AM

Jamie: I've been up for 2 days straight 8:51 AM

Laila: Last night I fell asleep at 6:00am crazy is it 8:51 AM

Exhaust: My mustang was leaking water inside and the whole passenger side of the floor has a puddle 8:51 AM

Hurt girl: Yes and no I am the unicorn 8:51 AM

Ginger: You don't have school? 8:51 AM

Jamie: I can't get no sleep 8:52 AM

Sarah: Bradleigh, you said dallas !? 8:52 AM

Hurt girl: No today Saturday 8:52 AM

Laila: Right now yea 8:52 AM

Laila: No 8:52 AM

Ginger: Does she need anything hurt girl 8:52 AM

Ginger: Why not Laila 8:52 AM

Hurt girl: Some sleep but can't get 8:52 AM

Laila: Fuck school that why 8:52 AM

Laila: Ok maybe I do go to school 8:53 AM

Ginger: What if I promise to be here in case you have a bad dream 8:53 AM

Laila: Ok 8:53 AM

Jamie: Does anyone here watch sponge Bob 8:53 AM

Exhaust: I'm going to try an all nighter tonight. I have work at 8:00 am and I hate waking up early, would rather just stay awake lol 8:53 AM

soph: me too 8:53 AM

Laila: I get kicked out of school twice 8:54 AM

Ginger: What for? 8:54 AM

Laila: Got* 8:54 AM

Hurt girl: If I fall asleep then I will wake up.unicorn said she loves you friend 8:54 AM

Ginger: I love the unicorn too 8:54 AM

Stoli 8:55 AM
https://static01.nyt.com/images/2017/01/21/us/21cl...Hillary Clinton at the inaugural.

i want to die from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 8:55 AM

Laila: Because I like to wander around a lot so yeah 8:55 AM

Sarah: Alright. Bye bye everybody. 8:55 AM

Hurt girl: Aw my dad hates me 8:55 AM

i want to die: um hi 8:55 AM

Ginger: Sleep well Sarah 8:55 AM

Jamie: Try get some sleep Sarah 8:55 AM

Sarah: Be no sleeping for me Ginger and Leo. 8:55 AM

Ginger: And I understand Laila, I skipped 3 classes today 8:56 AM

i want to die: hey I'm chloe 8:56 AM

Raven: Hi 8:56 AM

Ginger: I'm sure he doesn't hurt girl. Maybe he's just bad at showing it 8:56 AM

Hurt girl: Hi Chloe 8:56 AM

Jamie: Why Sarah 8:56 AM

Ginger: Hi chloe 8:56 AM

Poetic Crybaby from [unknown location] joined the chat. 8:56 AM

Jamie: Hey chloe 8:56 AM

Hurt girl: He does he told me because I am a unicorn 8:56 AM

Jamie: Hi poetic 8:57 AM

Burnsy: Sooo cold 8:57 AM

Laila: I skipped 4 classes ees yesterday and today 5 classes 8:57 AM

Sarah: Because i am not sleepy. I am tired. 8:57 AM

Ginger: He can't hate you, you have an amazing personality 8:57 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Hi. My best friend isn't texting me back so I guess I'm back on chat again. 8:57 AM

i want to die: so um what's up? 8:57 AM

Exhaust from [unknown location] joined the chat. 8:57 AM

Jamie: Haha how can you not be sleepy after drinking baileys 8:58 AM

Ginger: Leila I sound like a hypocrite dating this but school is important. My parents dropped out and regret it 8:58 AM

Hurt girl: No i don't I am sleepy like a bunny 8:58 AM

Ginger: Unicorn bunny? 8:58 AM

Jamie: The usual Chile talking about suicide and how some think they are pigeons 8:58 AM

Exhaust: Haha Stoli look at this protestor http://www.itv.com/news/update/2017-01-2... 8:58 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Last night like nobody responded to me whatsoever and my feelings are even worse tonight 8:58 AM

Jamie: Chloe* 8:58 AM

Hurt girl: Yes 8:58 AM

Sarah: Naileys dont really affecy me 8:58 AM

Sarah: Baileys* 8:59 AM

Ashy: Ay 8:59 AM

Ashy: I'm back 8:59 AM

Jamie: Yeah you have to drink loads of it 8:59 AM

Ginger: What if the bunny just needs something to help her fall asleep 8:59 AM

Ginger: Laila you still here? 8:59 AM

Marko from MTMalta joined the chat. 8:59 AM

Sarah: It was half a bottle. Then have a bottle of buttershots. Then half a bottle kf triple sec. 9:00 AM

Hurt girl: Yes maybe that will help 9:00 AM

Marko: Help me i have flu fever frel like dying 9:00 AM

Laila: Oh today was a funny day because of Mr trump being president of United States of America. My school said happy Doom day its was so funny 9:00 AM

Jamie: I don't know what buttershits it or triple sec 9:00 AM

Ginger: Do you have anything that you can snuggle with up help you feel safe? 9:00 AM

Marko: 😟 9:00 AM

Raven: Why do people get so upset over the presidentcy, there are worse things in life 9:00 AM

Marko: I feel like dying 9:00 AM

Laila: Yeah I'm here 9:00 AM

Marko: All my body hurts 9:00 AM

Hurt girl: No 9:00 AM

Jamie: Buttershots ** 9:00 AM

Ginger: My school was upset too Laila, I go to school in a city and they are mostly democratic 9:01 AM

Marko: I took the flu vaccine yet still ill 9:01 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Worse things in life like the fact that gabe the dog died yesterday morning 9:01 AM

Laila: Wow 9:01 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl, what if you have me 9:01 AM

Poetic Crybaby: And family and therapy pressure 9:01 AM

Exhaust: Idk Raven. People have been severely over exaggerating lately 9:01 AM

Sarah: Buttershots is a butterscotch flavored liqueur. You mix it with Baileys to make buttery nipples. Triole sec is a liqueur that takes like oranges. 9:01 AM

Hurt girl: Aw that is sweet like cake 9:01 AM

Ginger: Did you do anything fun today Laila? 9:01 AM

tonio: hi guys 9:02 AM

Laila: No sadly 9:02 AM

Ginger: I'm here for you hurt girl 9:02 AM

Jamie: Butter nipple's hahahahaha 9:02 AM

Ginger: What did you do? 9:02 AM

Jamie: I'm dying 9:02 AM

Laila: Nothing 9:02 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Hello? 9:02 AM

Ginger: I'm sorry sweetie 9:02 AM

Hurt girl: I just cut myself 9:02 AM

Laila: Well tried to jump off of stuff that all 9:02 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl please put the blade away 9:03 AM

Sarah: Okay. Well. Im gkne now. So. Bye leo. Ill talk to you later if i manage tk syau alive. 9:03 AM

Ginger: You can't fly Laila 9:03 AM

Laila: I have 553 students at my school 9:03 AM

Raven: Hurt girl please don't :( 9:03 AM

Jamie: Cya Sarah stay safe and no more butter nipple's please 9:03 AM

Laila: Oh yes I can 9:03 AM

Jamie: You are not a pigeon Laila 9:03 AM

Grim from [unknown location] joined the chat. 9:04 AM

Sarah: Buttery nipples are yummy. 9:04 AM

Hurt girl: I am so sleepy too that. I had to sorry 😭😭 9:04 AM

Jamie: Hahaha 9:04 AM

Ginger: Promise me something hurt girl? 9:04 AM

Raven: You're not alone, I wish all my pain would go away too, don't take the easy way out 9:04 AM

Hurt girl: What ginger 9:04 AM

Laila: Jamie you are still here ? Wow I didn't know 9:04 AM

Ginger: Laila you aren't a pigeon 9:04 AM

Hurt girl: I feel that whay 9:04 AM

Jamie: Yeah... 9:04 AM

Laila: No but a owl!!!!!!!! 9:05 AM

Sarah: Bye leo.. 9:05 AM

Jamie: Here your a pigeon wannabe Laila 9:05 AM

Jamie: Why are you leaving Sarah 9:05 AM

Laila: What 9:05 AM

Ginger: If you feel like you need to hurt yourself, draw a heart on where you want to cut 9:05 AM

Jamie: Your a wannabe pigeon 9:06 AM

tonio: want to kill myself 9:06 AM

Ginger: Laila flying is dangerous 9:06 AM

Sarah: I cznt tyoe anymire. Hesrt is racing. Head throbbinh. Troom zpinning. 9:06 AM

Laila: No it not 9:06 AM

Hurt girl: Yea. I need a cuddle 9:06 AM

Ginger: I'm here hurt girl *give hugglezz* 9:06 AM

Raven: *hug* 9:06 AM

Jamie: Drink a lot of water before you go to bed Sarah. I'll be on here later if you want to talk 9:06 AM

Ginger: Laila you might get hurt 9:06 AM

Laila: Ok I could climb up the tree and fly off 9:07 AM

Ginger: No you can't, silly girl. You'll fall 9:07 AM

Laila: I have tall trees 9:07 AM

Sarah: Like i said. Dont thinj ill be gkj g to bed. Byt if i kive ill message ykh. 9:07 AM

Alex from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:07 AM

Jamie: Laila I knew someone who did that 9:07 AM

Hurt girl: Thanks Ginger and Raven. I want to cut again my unicorn bunny 9:07 AM

Ginger: Don't cut hurt girl 9:07 AM

Laila: Don't say it Jamie 9:07 AM

Hurt girl: Why 9:08 AM

Alex: Hello everyone. How are you? 9:08 AM

Jamie: You will be alive Sarah don't worry haha 9:08 AM

Ginger: Because you're beautiful 9:08 AM

Hurt girl: No I am not I am ugly 9:08 AM

Sarah: Why soukdbi i be alive 9:08 AM

Ginger: No you're not, you're gorgeous 9:08 AM

Ginger: Sarah, somebody will miss you no matter what 9:08 AM

Laila: I could go up the green mountain and fly 9:09 AM

Poetic Crybaby: This happended yesterday too. I get a greeting but no responses to anything i say of importance. I know other people need help, too, and I respect that, but shouldn't that be a mutual respect? I dont have anyone to talk to. People used to listen to me as well as others on this chat but now if I come when other people are already all talking. This is my resort for when I'm too afraid to talk to anyone i know or they aren't available. It used to be fun. Now i just feel more forgotten. 9:09 AM

Hurt girl: Qk how do you know I am really safe and sad 9:09 AM

Jamie: The lad I knew who did it became paralyzed. Half of his body was fucked. He had to get a hole cut in his throat to keep him alive. He became brain dead a few weeks later and died 9:09 AM

Jamie: I watched it all happen to him 9:09 AM

Sarah: Ginger. I have nobody ti miss me. 9:09 AM

Ginger: Poetic, I responded it just got buried. I'm sorry hun 9:10 AM

Jamie: I'd miss you Sarah we all would 9:10 AM

Laila: I'm going flying tomorrow anyone want to go ? 9:10 AM

Grim: can someone talk me down please 9:10 AM

Bleedinghearts7: finihsed drawing 9:10 AM

Sarah: You dint even know me. 9:10 AM

Jamie: Laila cop on 9:10 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger I feel unloved unwanted 9:10 AM

Ginger: Sarah, there is always somebody. When I was in the hospital on my first attempt, people I didn't know thought of me came 9:11 AM

Alex: What's up Grim? 9:11 AM

Ginger: I love you hurt girl 9:11 AM

Sarah: Laila. I will hold yojr hand amd we can jump together. 9:11 AM

Ginger: And Laila no flying tomorrow 9:11 AM

Hurt girl: I feel safe around you.i am sad 😭 9:11 AM

Laila: Ok Sarah it at 2:00pm 9:12 AM

Ginger: Why are you sad hun? 9:12 AM

Sarah: Laila, its 1 am here. 9:12 AM

Ginger: Laila I'm gonna stand at the bottom and catch you both. I'm not letting you get hurt 9:12 AM

Grim: I've got nothing and no one I'm debating on eating lead 9:12 AM

Laila: Ok 9:12 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Its 11pm where i am 9:12 AM

Ginger: West coast? 9:13 AM

Jamie: It's 7.12 am where I am 9:13 AM

Alex: Do you wanna talk about it? 9:13 AM

Laila: 2:13 here 9:13 AM

Hurt girl: Because just got a text from my friend mom and my friend is in the hospital . I am done with life 9:13 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Ya ginger 9:13 AM

Ginger: That's cool poetic 9:13 AM

Sarah: Okay. Weol i am gine now. Talk to you later if i live leo. 9:14 AM

Grim: not really anything to say just need someone to talk me down 9:14 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Thx i guess. Been here like my whole life. 9:14 AM

cuttin from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:14 AM

cuttin: hey 9:14 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl it's gonna be okay. They are going to get help. It's gonna be okay love 9:14 AM

Jamie: Sarah you will live 9:14 AM

Alex: From where? 9:14 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Grim if you were meant to be dead you wouldnt have to make it happen yourself 9:14 AM

Hurt girl: No it won't. It is my fault 9:14 AM

Laila: Yay I can't wait to go flying today 9:14 AM

cuttin: laila lol 9:14 AM

Sarah: If you say so leo. Just dknt get your hope uo sweetie. 9:15 AM

Jamie: Laila stop attention seeking it's getting on my nerves 9:15 AM

Stoli from [unknown location] joined the chat. 9:15 AM

Grim: so I should continue to suffer and live in a void 9:15 AM

Ginger: It's not your fault hurt girl, you didn't do anything wrong 9:15 AM

cuttin: but im kinda feeling like cutting right now 9:15 AM

Raven: Hey poetic you in the UK? 9:15 AM

Laila: Fine Jamie sorry 9:15 AM

Hurt girl: I should have stop her 9:15 AM

Ginger: No flying Laila 9:15 AM

Cj from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:16 AM

Jamie: Sarah go drink some water please. And to late I expect you to be alive and well later Sarah 9:16 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Grim I know the world's a messed up place but there are good things, good people 9:16 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Nah US 9:16 AM

Cj: Hello 9:16 AM

cuttin: my only freind is a razor blade 9:16 AM

Raven: Kk 9:16 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Hi cj 9:16 AM

Hurt girl: Hi Cj 😟 9:16 AM

Ginger: That's not something you have to do hurt girl. It's not something you can always do, they need their strength too 9:16 AM

Grim: I've never experienced any of them 9:16 AM

Poetic Crybaby: cuttin, look up Baby Don't Cut 9:17 AM

Laila: I'm going to go on my TV now and play on my PlayStation 4. Bye hurt girl ginger and Jamie 9:17 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Grim if you die now you wont have the chance 9:17 AM

Hurt girl: But she needed me but I was not there it is all my fault. 9:17 AM

Cj: Only if I had a PlayStation 4 ID be happy 9:17 AM

Ginger: I love ps4.. Try to get some sleep Leila, okay? 9:17 AM

Jamie: Laila remember your not a pigeon and stay safe 9:18 AM

Laila: I am a fucking owl!!!!!!! Jamie 9:18 AM

Hurt girl: Hi cj 😭 9:18 AM

Laila: And no sleep 9:18 AM

Raven: If you needed her and she couldn't be there would you blame her hurt girl? 9:18 AM

Grim: I've already done almost everything I wanted to in this life and I have come to the conclusion that I just won't ever be happy 9:18 AM

Cj: Hi hurt girl. Rough day huh! 9:18 AM

Cj: ? 9:19 AM

Jamie: You can be an owl in your dreams 9:19 AM

Ginger: It's not your fault that you weren't there. I'm sure she's not upset with you 9:19 AM

Raven: I don't think you would, and I don't think she does 9:19 AM

Ginger: I'll talk to you later Laila okay, I'll look forward to it 9:19 AM

Hurt girl: Raven no she need me I was not there 9:19 AM

Ginger: Hi cj 9:19 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Hurt girl don't blame yourself. It took me a year to find out my friend had started cutting. She doesn't blame me. It's okay. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling but just know it is not your fault what happened to her. 9:19 AM

Hurt girl: Cj yes 9:19 AM

Ali from CACanada joined the chat. 9:20 AM

Hurt girl: ginger yes it is 9:20 AM

Cj: I see. Brief me 9:20 AM

Raven: Reverse roles though and think about how you would feel 9:20 AM

Cj: Hi ginger 9:20 AM

cuttin: ok watched it ok and 9:21 AM

cuttin: see someone cares no one cares 9:21 AM

Hurt girl: I just want to kill myself Cj,Ginger 9:21 AM

Ginger: They can't rely on you all the time, okay sweetheart? You didn't do anything wrong. Don't be so hard on yourself 9:21 AM

Outcast from ITItaly joined the chat. 9:21 AM

Ali: Hey 9:21 AM

Ginger: How was your day cj 9:21 AM

Outcast: Hey everyone 9:21 AM

Ginger: Hey Ali 9:21 AM

Outcast: Hey everyone 9:21 AM

Ginger: And outcast 9:21 AM

Raven: Caio 9:22 AM

Outcast: Ciao* 9:22 AM

Hurt girl: I am so done with life Ginger and Cj 9:22 AM

Cj: It was pretty rough today but currently feel little better thank you 9:22 AM

Outcast: How are you guys doing 9:22 AM

Raven: Si :) 9:22 AM

Ali: I want to die. 9:22 AM

cuttin: i get bullied and when i try to work i fuck up get it wrong and when im in art i get told go kys go cut fag im only good at graffiti so 🤔 9:22 AM

Poetic Crybaby: The first time i heard it I myself hadn't cut but my friend had. I remember the song sometimes and it keeps me from cutting because it makes me feel afraid and guilty. 9:22 AM

cuttin: 😒 9:22 AM

Ginger: If you're done then I'm coming with you hurt girl. I don't want you to be alone 9:22 AM

Ginger: Ali do you wanna talk about it 9:23 AM

Ali: Yea. 9:23 AM

Ali: Please 9:23 AM

Ginger: I'm here hun 9:23 AM

Poetic Crybaby: As much as I myself want to die I'm trying not to let myself 9:23 AM

cuttin: u know i have a few freinds and they use to cut i like them (there girls ima boy btw) and we seem to get along alot 9:23 AM

Poetic Crybaby: All day I thought about how today could be my last day on eart 9:24 AM

Poetic Crybaby: All day I thought about how today could be my last day on eart 9:24 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger thanks. I hate my life right now 9:24 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Vulnerability builds trust 9:24 AM

Ali: Lately I've been trying to not to think about death but every time I walk through the hallways through my school I realize how much I crave it 9:24 AM

cuttin: i dont want to die i just want to relive the pain i live every day 9:24 AM

cuttin: ali ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 9:24 AM

Raven from IEIreland joined the chat. 9:24 AM

Ali: Sorry I'll stop 9:24 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I get you ali 9:24 AM

Grim: alright I'm done sorry to have taken y'alls time 9:24 AM

cuttin: no not that its ok 9:25 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Its no issue grim 9:25 AM

Ginger: I know it's rough hurt girl, but I'm here for you 9:25 AM

Jamie: What's up raven 9:25 AM

Ginger: Ali, I know what you mean. I'm obsessed with death 9:25 AM

Bleedinghearts7: I guess i cannot post images? 9:25 AM

cuttin: i was just thinking of someone we call he ali and see cuts to and i get worried cause shes a little suicial and if she were to die i would hate living 9:25 AM

Ginger: Don't be afraid to talk, we all listen 9:25 AM

Jamie: You can send a link of a picture if you are registered Bleeding hearts 9:26 AM

Raven: We're all here for each other right? 9:26 AM

cuttin: ok 9:26 AM

Bleedinghearts7: i am registered..but when i did i was silenced 9:26 AM

Ali: Yeah 9:26 AM

Jamie: Yeah raven we are 9:26 AM

Ali: We all here for each other 9:26 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger why does alll the bad things happen to me. I don't know who i am now 9:26 AM

cuttin: same hurt girl 9:26 AM

Jamie: Well maybe read the the rules I was nearly certain you were allowed to 9:27 AM

Outcast: I have asked for help, asked my mother for a counselour but all she did was just laughing in my face she did nothing 9:27 AM

Hurt girl: Cutting I want to cut myself but I can't cuz of Ginger 9:27 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl, we all experience pain. Some more than others. But life is a game. We just have to beat death 9:27 AM

cuttin: hhhmmmm im siting right next to my blades good bye 9:27 AM

cuttin: peace every one bye 9:27 AM

Ginger: No blades cuttin, please 9:28 AM

cuttin: good bye 9:28 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger I just need someone 9:28 AM

Hurt girl: No cutting 9:28 AM

Ginger: Cuttin I know we didn't talk much. But I love you. 9:28 AM

Ginger: I'm here for you hurt girl 9:28 AM

Raven: You have all of us :) 9:28 AM

Poetic Crybaby: A jerk (my ex not quite boyfriend but we were gettin there) made a depression joke today and was bullying my friend. He bruised him. He usually only emotionally bothers him (and I the same, though he did slap me a couple times as a joke 😟 ). I was really triggered by the joke and angry that he was bullying my friend again. The jerk never seems to realize that he actually hurts people. 9:28 AM

Outcast: I'm just hopeless there is no one that can understand me 9:28 AM

Hurt girl: I am crying hopeing to die 9:29 AM

Outcast: I'm just whining for someone that can understand me 9:29 AM

loser answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 9:29 AM

loser from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:29 AM

Outcast: I just need someone 9:29 AM

Ali: Anyways I need to get this of my chest before I make any big choices. I've been raped, lied to and emotionally hurt. My mom gets abused by her boyfriend, they are both drug addicts. And my older sister had a baby but she in rehab for using drugs. My real dad is missing, I didn't know him but I feel like he hates me, he's been missing for about a year. And I've started to drugs, it's the only thing I can do to escape my pain 9:29 AM

loser: hey 9:29 AM

Jamie: Use tinder people 9:29 AM

Ginger: No dying hurt girl. I'm here for you to cry on 9:30 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Later, my friend made a joke and was all like "ohh i secretly have depression haha jk" and it hurt my heart even more. I can never be honest because I'm not taken seriously. 9:30 AM

Rosie: Loser please change your name 9:30 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger why can't I die 😭 I am worthless unless unloved unwanted and ugly 9:31 AM

Outcast: Thanks guys i'm just gonna go now no one can help me and I didn't need a reminder 9:31 AM

Ginger: Nobody here deserves death. Everybody is beautiful in their own way. 9:31 AM

Raven: What's the problem outcast? 9:31 AM

Hurt girl: I do 9:32 AM

Outcast: I'm so lonely Raven, it hurts so much 9:32 AM

Ginger: Hey Ali 9:32 AM

Ali: Hey 9:32 AM

Raven: I'm lonely too :( 9:32 AM

Ali: Hey raven 9:32 AM

Raven: That's why I'm here 9:32 AM

Ginger: No you don't hurt girl, you're a real sweetheart and I see it 9:32 AM

Jamie: Use tinder out cast and raven 9:32 AM

Raven: No 9:32 AM

Raven: My girlfriend just broke up with me 9:33 AM

Hurt girl: Everyone said that love. But it anit true love 9:33 AM

Poetic Crybaby: THhen even later, two of my great friends were talking about jumping off the second floor of my school in their frustration and I was just triggered nut at least they understood when I told them to stop. 9:33 AM

Outcast: Sorry for ya man 9:33 AM

Raven: The last thing I need on top of a broken heart is more emotions 9:33 AM

Ginger: I know that drugs might help you, and I got involved a little bit... And it felt good. But it isn't worth it 9:33 AM

Outcast: I can't understand howbit feels to be loved 9:34 AM

Outcast: how it* 9:34 AM

Ginger: I think it is, hurt girl. I think you're an amazing person 9:34 AM

Hurt girl: Maybe I will start doing drugs 9:34 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl no. I gave everything up. 9:34 AM

Ali: To me drugs give light. They give me a sense of hope and spare some light into this never ending pit of doom I'm falling in 9:35 AM

Anxietynighys from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:35 AM

Ginger: It's not healthy, it's a waste of money, and the happiness doesn't last 9:35 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger why. I want to die but I need to cut 9:35 AM

Anxietynighys: Hi 9:35 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Im still really really angry that that jerk actually physically hurt my friend. I would text-rant the dude butfor one thing he doesnt listem to me and also his dad took his number off and wont pay for it anymore because he sais the guy called a girl a whore. 9:36 AM

Anxietynighys: I need to cut I can't stop myself 9:36 AM

Anxietynighys: ): 9:36 AM

loser: hey again sorry 9:36 AM

Ginger: you just need the love you don't see surrounds you hun. I'm here 9:36 AM

Hurt girl: Love, I can't do this anymore 9:37 AM

Outcast: I'm nothing but a liar 9:37 AM

Ginger: Can you please try for me? 9:37 AM

Ginger: I'm not letting go anytime soon 9:38 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I wish they would just bully me and not my friends. My self confidence is low enough that i wouldnt really care. I'd rather be the disposeable friend that takes crap than the one who can never change a thing as much as I try to defend them. 9:38 AM

Outcast: I'm just gonna go seriously 9:38 AM

Hurt girl: I try but I fucking fail every time 9:38 AM

Outcast: Take care everyone 9:38 AM

Hurt girl: Outcast no 9:39 AM

loser: ... hello? 9:39 AM

Ginger: It's just a little help that you need. I'll provide it 9:39 AM

Mudman from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:39 AM

Bleedinghearts7: sorry back but yeah i cannot post 9:39 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Loser i know itsz hard to geet help here 9:39 AM

Ginger: Outcast be safe 9:39 AM

Ginger: Please 9:39 AM

Mudman: hello 9:40 AM

loser: I had a bad day and I feel useless and unloved 9:40 AM

loser: waste of space and time 9:40 AM

Hurt girl: Love, I need you so much because I have no one 9:40 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I dont want to wake up tomorrow but i dont have any sleeping pills 9:40 AM

Ginger: You have me sweetheart 9:40 AM

Ginger: I'm here 9:40 AM

Bleedinghearts7: 😟 9:41 AM

loser: sigh 9:41 AM

Rosie: Loser please change your name 9:41 AM

Raven: What happened loser? 9:41 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Plus i want to live for the few things I manage to look forward to but tomorrow morning is in my way 9:41 AM

Hurt girl: Hugs ginger really tight and Cries 9:41 AM

Mudman: I've given up on ever having connection with other humans, but I cannot stand being alone all the time 9:41 AM

Stoli: ... 9:41 AM

Bleedinghearts7: you ok stoli 9:42 AM

loser: why? 9:42 AM

Rosie: Because we arent going to call you that 9:42 AM

Rosie: Please change it 9:42 AM

Ginger: Hurry girl I'm here for you *cuddle* 9:42 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I dont want to go to therapy tomorrow 9:42 AM

loser: well that's my name so it's fine 9:42 AM

Ginger: Hurt * 9:42 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Im worried for my best friend rn 9:43 AM

Rosie: No Loser change it please 9:43 AM

Poetic Crybaby: She wont respond and i know today was a hard day for her 9:43 AM

loser: idk what to 9:43 AM

Ginger: Are they okay, poetic 9:43 AM

Hurt girl: Loser I love your name.....Ginger i loves ya 9:43 AM

Rosie: You can by going to "my preferences ->​ change name" thanks x 9:43 AM

Suicidenights from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:44 AM

Stoli: Why do you always say if am okay when it's just my connection? 9:44 AM

Ginger: Ily hurt girl 9:44 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Sorry, habit 9:44 AM

Hurt girl: Rosie they dont know what to change it to 9:44 AM

Suicidenights: Please dose anyone care 9:44 AM

Adrianna Dasilva from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:44 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I dont know. She had her own therapy today. I dont know for sure but I'm worried she lied about starving herself again. 9:44 AM

Rosie: I just told them how to 9:44 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger my eyes are get heavy 9:44 AM

Ginger: At least you'll get some sleep, yeah? 9:45 AM

Suicidenights: I can't help but want to cut can anyone talk to me 9:45 AM

Hurt girl: Rosie they are talking about their name duh 9:46 AM

Raven: What's up? 9:46 AM

Hurt girl: I can't Ginger 9:46 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Stoli cuz it shows up as ... and that is a typical "help" thing so people make an assumption 9:46 AM

Rosie: whats going on Suicidenights ? 9:46 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Im not saying they are right but still 9:46 AM

Jamie from IEIreland joined the chat. 9:46 AM

Rosie: There are many words in this universe, and it doesnt concern you 9:46 AM

loser erased their passport and became not enough. 9:46 AM

Bleedinghearts7: so can i post a picture? 9:46 AM

not enough answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 9:46 AM

Ginger: Poetic, it's probably not the best advice but sometimes just talking is what is needed 9:47 AM

not enough: there 9:47 AM

Raven: Where bouts you from Jamie? 9:47 AM

Rosie: thank you Not enough 9:47 AM

Suicidenights: Idk I feel like every ones pushing them self away from me and its been triggering my self harm again 9:47 AM

Stoli: .... 9:47 AM

Ginger: That's okay hurt girl, I'll be here the whole night 9:47 AM

Hurt girl: Well it is morning over here 9:47 AM

Jamie: Hey guys 9:47 AM

Rosie: Why do you feel that Suicidenights ? 9:47 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I dont know how to talk to her rn when she wont respond and im scared for her life 9:47 AM

Ginger: Then we have a long time before I have to go, don't we 9:48 AM

Hurt girl: Rosie they need to change their name then 9:48 AM

Jamie: South Dublin raven. What about you? 9:48 AM

Rosie: Who hurt girl ? 9:48 AM

Raven: North Dublin 9:48 AM

not enough: I'm useless 9:48 AM

Jamie: All my family is from there 9:48 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger I am your unicorn bunny 9:48 AM

Ginger: You're not useless 9:48 AM

Saige from [unknown location] joined the chat. 9:49 AM

Ginger: That you are sweetheart 9:49 AM

Suicidenights: My best friend won't even talk to me she just u be bewants to hang out with the poupler kids and every one else judges Me because last year I got Vought cutting g at school 9:49 AM

Hurt girl: Suicidenights 9:49 AM

Raven: Ballymun, reason enough to be depressed living here xD 9:49 AM

Jamie: Coolock area 9:49 AM

Rosie: No they dont 9:49 AM

not enough: that doesn't change my mind ): 9:49 AM

Hurt girl: I feel loved 9:49 AM

Jamie: Haha yeah it's rough out there 9:49 AM

not enough: I feel unloved 9:49 AM

Jess: from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:49 AM

Saige: My dad just tried to kill himself and is angry I had my uncle come take the guns so yeah I relate to feeling useless 9:49 AM

Ginger: That's what I'm here for hurt girl 9:49 AM

not enough: people care more about my username than my problems 9:49 AM

Hurt girl: But you made not enough canged thier 9:50 AM

Jamie: It's a lot better nowadays doe compared to years ago 9:50 AM

Rosie: Suicidenights then why is she your friend ? Dump here 9:50 AM

Raven: Like downtown bagdad 9:50 AM

Jamie: Haha 9:50 AM

Jess:: Hey 9:50 AM

Rosie: Because it isnt a nice word to call someone hurt girl 9:50 AM

Rosie: It is also none of your business 9:50 AM

Raven: But yeah it's better now 9:50 AM

Suicidenights: Idk how she's going to tell my mom every thing and my moms a crazy bitch who never wanted kifs 9:51 AM

not enough: I don't care though 9:51 AM

tonio from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:51 AM

Rosie: Why dont you talk to her about that Suicidenights ? 9:51 AM

not enough: I'd rather be called a loser than people keep saying I'm not enough 9:51 AM

Hurt girl: Ginger I Am about to kill myself. Was they calling you a loser no so yea and thier was calling their self a loser 9:51 AM

Rosie: We do notenough 9:51 AM

tonio: anyone else have to be talked out of suicide today 9:51 AM

Rosie: You chose the name 9:52 AM

Rosie: Now we are moving on 9:52 AM

Suicidenights: I gusse I'm scared some one will go to the school and I'll get in trouble 9:52 AM

Rosie: Why do you cut ? 9:52 AM

Hurt girl: Whatever 9:52 AM

not enough: so will I get banned if I change it back 9:52 AM

Rosie: Banned ? No 9:52 AM

not enough: I cut 9:52 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl dont do it. I'll be lost if you do 9:52 AM

not enough: so I can change it back then 9:53 AM

Rosie: I highly suggest you dont 9:53 AM

not enough: fine 9:53 AM

Saige: Wtf is this chat, christ, I wish you all good luck 9:53 AM

Hurt girl: I am done living my life 9:53 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Ugh im afraid of my morning appointment but i guess i should get some sleep to condition myself for evading questions and trying not to show how terrible it is because when it comes to my parents and my therapist sometimes i feel like i sont want to be helped because it will become more pressure. My parents would take me out of school if they knew how bad i feel but i dont want to leave. I may have trouble with people at school but im better off there than any other school 9:54 AM

Ginger: Hey, not enough. It's not my business but I think it might lower your self esteem if you think of yourself as that 9:54 AM

Ginger: Then live mine hurt girl. I just wanna see you go on. You have so much you can do still. I want you to be able to live one of the good dreams. Not a bad one. 9:55 AM

Poetic Crybaby: I am weak so i will rest but i'll only become stronger in my weaknesses like lying and holding it in. 9:55 AM

Jamie: What age are you raven 9:56 AM

Raven: 30 9:56 AM

Hurt girl: I am crying maybe Jesus is telling me something 9:56 AM

Raven: U? 9:56 AM

Anxietynights from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:56 AM

Ginger from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:56 AM

Jamie: I'm 20 9:56 AM

Raven: Kk 9:56 AM

Ginger: You're gonna be okay hurt girl. I'm here for you 9:56 AM

Anxietynights: Some one at school went to the principal about my cutting ugggg 9:56 AM

Jamie: You ever go to palace in town haha 9:56 AM

Ginger: ILY bunny 9:57 AM

Rosie: why do you cut Anxiety 9:57 AM

Raven: Jesus would want you to live and help others hurt girl 9:57 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Im going to have a panic attack in the car tomorrow morning. I just know it. I can imagine myself trying to jump out before i get there but nothing would be fixed by it 9:57 AM

Anxietynights: My mom,school,life 9:57 AM

Z from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:57 AM

Hurt girl: The unicorn bunny is gonna cut herself. Yes he would Raven but he know what I go though 9:57 AM

Raven: Sometimes I play pool there Jamie 9:57 AM

Poetic Crybaby: Bye 9:58 AM

Ginger: Please don't cut hurt girl 9:58 AM

Potato from USUnited States joined the chat. 9:58 AM

Rosie: Wanna talk about it Anxiety ? 9:58 AM

Ginger: It's not worth it 9:58 AM

Hurt girl: Why 9:58 AM

Potato: Hi. 9:58 AM

Anxietynights: Idk... 9:58 AM

Raven: Think about what he went through for all of us 9:58 AM

Ginger: You're worth so much more than a blade 9:58 AM

Anxietynights: I can badly hold back it might trigger something 9:58 AM

Potato: Hello? 9:59 AM

Potato: Help please? 9:59 AM

Jamie: Do you know Hughie manhon raven? 9:59 AM

Rosie: Hey Potato whats up 9:59 AM

Ginger: Hi potato 9:59 AM

Potato: Im in my bed 9:59 AM

Rosie: You dont have to Anxiety 9:59 AM

Hurt girl: I know Raven. The blade Is worth it. 9:59 AM

tonio: hi raven 9:59 AM

Potato: I hate my life 9:59 AM

Jamie: hughie maughan* 10:00 AM

Raven: Hi tonio 10:00 AM

Ginger: You don't need the blade hurt girl. Your skin isn't paper 10:00 AM

tonio: hru 10:00 AM

Rosie: Why Potato 10:00 AM

Ginger: Wanna talk about it potato 10:00 AM

Raven: Don't know him Jamie 10:00 AM

Potato: Im 14. Eigth grade. Severe deppression 10:00 AM

Potato: Scarce friends 10:01 AM

Hurt girl: Your unicorn bunny is really sleepy 10:01 AM

Raven: I'm okay tonio, how are you? 10:01 AM

Ginger: Can I do anything to help her sleep 10:01 AM

tonio: depressed friend had to talk me out of killing myself today 10:01 AM

Hurt girl: Yes tell her everything is ok 10:01 AM

Anxietynights from USUnited States joined the chat. 10:01 AM

Potato: Everyone thinks im a freak 10:02 AM

Ginger: Potato, it's not how many friends you have. It's how many you trust 10:02 AM

Potato: I cut and people know it 10:02 AM

Raven: :( well up till about 2 hours ago I know how you feel. What makes you feel like that tonio? 10:02 AM

Ginger: Everything is okay bunny, I'm not gonna let anything happen 10:02 AM

Anxietynights: ): 10:02 AM

Potato: My mom doesnt even stop ee from cutting 10:02 AM

Hurt girl: Thanks my love 10:02 AM

Ginger: Anything for you sweetheart 10:03 AM

tonio: cause i dont know why im here dont know what is keeping me alive 10:03 AM

Potato: I have lost most of the people i love 10:03 AM

Ginger: Maybe she doesn't understand potato 10:03 AM

Hurt girl: Aw thanks 10:03 AM

Potato: Im so nice, i cant even kill myself 10:03 AM

Ginger: The ones that stay matter. Not the ones that leave 10:03 AM

Ginger: 😊 10:03 AM

Potato: 😢 10:04 AM

Potato: No 10:04 AM

Raven: I think what keeps me alive is hope, hope that tomorrow will be better, hope that I'll feel normal again one day 10:04 AM

Hurt girl: I am going try to sleep 10:04 AM

Potato: I dont trusy anyone 10:04 AM

Potato: I cant 10:04 AM

Ginger: I'm here if you can't, love 10:05 AM

Ginger: You can trust me. I won't tell anybody 10:05 AM

Jamie: Here raven if you can survive that long in ballymun I think you can withstand anything haha 10:05 AM

Potato: Nobody vares 10:05 AM

Raven: :3 10:05 AM

Ginger: I care potato 10:05 AM

Potato: I dont know u 10:05 AM

Ginger: You don't need to 10:06 AM

Raven: Thanks Jamie, 10:06 AM

Potato: Bue 10:06 AM

Potato: Bye 10:06 AM

Ginger: You don't have to go 10:06 AM

Ginger: We're here to listen potato 10:06 AM

Potato: Im going away 10:06 AM

Ginger: Can I ask where 10:06 AM

Potato: To meet most of the people i loved 10:07 AM

Jamie: Two lads years ago robbed me from ballymun I was 14 out in town smoking a joint and they take it out of my mouth as I'm smoking it and ran off haha 10:07 AM

Potato: For eterity 10:07 AM

Jamie: They were 40haha 10:07 AM

Ginger: Take a few deep breaths, OK? 10:07 AM

Potato: I just cant 10:07 AM

Ginger: I'm here 10:07 AM

Ginger: Talk about anything 10:07 AM

Potato: 😱 10:08 AM

Raven: Feckers, that happened to me in town once 10:08 AM

Ginger: What makes you comfortable? 10:08 AM

Hurt girl: I can't do it Ginger i an just gonna give up 10:09 AM

AlopexAngel from [unknown location] joined the chat. 10:09 AM

Raven: Haha robbed by pensioners xD 10:09 AM

Ginger: Hold on, love 10:09 AM

Jamie: Some people haha 10:09 AM

Ginger: Don't give up 10:09 AM

Jamie: Do you ever go to hanger raven 10:09 AM

Hurt girl: Why 10:10 AM

tonio: hey angel 10:10 AM

Raven: What's hanger? 10:10 AM

Ginger: ILY my unicorn bunny 10:10 AM

Jamie: Nightclub near Stephens green 10:10 AM

Raven: Oh :) no I don't do nightclubs 10:11 AM

Hurt girl: She loves you back i just cut on my wrist 10:11 AM

Potato: Can i die now 10:11 AM

Raven: I'm more of a rock bar kinda guy 10:11 AM

Ginger: Can you please put the blade away 10:11 AM

Jamie: Last time I was in the North side I woke up in a gaff in coolock on a table haha 10:11 AM

Potato: Its not a blade 10:11 AM

AlopexAngel: Hey Tonio 10:11 AM

Potato: Its a rope 10:11 AM

Ginger: Potato, your life is worth far more than you know 10:11 AM

Raven: Sounds like a decent night out 10:12 AM

Potato: 😘 10:12 AM

Jamie: I'm more of a house music person 10:12 AM

Ginger: I'm here for you potato. Okay 10:12 AM

Potato: I want to die 10:12 AM

Raven: Untz Untz Untz :3 10:12 AM

Hurt girl: I can't Ginger 10:12 AM

Potato: No. Not okay 10:12 AM

Jamie: Exactly raven haha 10:12 AM

Ginger: You can, hurt girl 10:13 AM

Ginger: Every time you cut yourself you cut me twice 10:13 AM

Potato: Im not loved 10:13 AM

tonio: hru 10:13 AM

Ginger: Somebody loves you potato 10:13 AM

Potato: Alright. The noose is tied 10:13 AM

Ginger: Please don't 10:13 AM

Hurt girl: No I can't do here *gives you the blade* 10:14 AM

Potato: Well. This is it? 10:14 AM

Jamie: Everyone loves potatoe 10:14 AM

Potato: 😘💗💔 10:14 AM

Ginger: Thank you,love. I don't want you hurt 10:14 AM

Potato: See ya in the afterlife 10:14 AM

Potato: Btw im not even joking 10:15 AM

Raven: Potato come to Ireland, we love you here 10:15 AM

Ginger: Potato 10:15 AM

Jamie: Haha 10:15 AM

Hurt girl: Your welcome love. I American tried 10:15 AM

Jamie: Potato if you can't say crisps say tayto 10:15 AM

Ginger: Go to Ireland. They'll treat you better than anything 10:15 AM

Potato: Ikr 10:15 AM

Ginger: Hurt girl, you're the sweetest 10:16 AM

Jamie: Don't go to ballymun doe hahaha 10:16 AM

Raven: :/ 10:16 AM

Potato: WHY CANT I FUCKING SUCCEED IN SUICIDE 10:16 AM

Potato: WTF 10:16 AM

Ginger: Jamie, is that like the hood? 10:16 AM

Strange: Hello Anyone want pizza?🍕 10:16 AM

Hurt girl: Thanks but you are Ginger 10:16 AM

Raven: It's were I live 10:16 AM

Jamie: Yeah it is 10:16 AM

Ginger: 😚😶 10:17 AM

Ginger: Oh okay 10:17 AM

Raven: It's not that bad though ginger 10:17 AM

Jamie: I'm from the south side hood ravens from the North 10:17 AM

Ginger: I go to school in a city that's pretty bad... 10:17 AM

Hurt girl: Ok I need some sleep 10:17 AM

Raven: Drimnaght? 10:17 AM

Ginger: Do you know when you'll be on again luv? 10:18 AM

Potato: 🤑💔🔥💘💢 10:18 AM

Strange packs pizza and leaves 10:18 AM

Jamie: tallaght 10:18 AM

Potato: Wait stramge 10:18 AM

Ginger: Nunynununu I like pizza 10:18 AM

Potato: I want it 10:18 AM

Jamie: I've lived all over Dublin 10:18 AM

Ginger: Potato pizza!! 😲😲😲😲😲😲😲 10:19 AM

Potato: *opens door for strange 10:19 AM

Potato: I live in california 10:19 AM

Hurt girl: Gn my love From unicorn bunny 10:19 AM

Strange: here potato 🍕 10:19 AM

Potato: Yum 10:19 AM

Raven: Ahh, Jamie lives in tallaghfornia 10:20 AM

Ginger: GN my love. -Ginger 10:20 AM

Jamie: Haha 10:20 AM

Strange: Ginger here🍕 10:20 AM

Hurt girl: You gonna be here 10:20 AM

Ginger: Yassssssssss I want 10:20 AM

Raven: No one else gets the joke though :( 10:20 AM

Jamie: I know yeah haha 10:20 AM

Ginger: I'm not gonna sleep at all tonight so yeah. I might be off from 9am-noon though 10:21 AM

Ginger: I have league in the morning 10:21 AM

Ginger: I wanna go to Ireland 10:21 AM

Raven: Come :) we have cookies 10:22 AM

Ginger: Can you come here and stuff my in your luggage when you go home? 10:22 AM

Jamie: We have good night clubs 10:22 AM

Raven: And whisky 10:22 AM

Ginger: I'm fine with that, but a bit too young heh 10:22 AM


Jamie: Don't trust anyone you meet called shanto doe 10:23 AM

pandagirl from USUnited States joined the chat. 10:23 AM

pandagirl: hi 10:23 AM

Ginger: Hey panda 10:23 AM

Jamie: And don't buy any smokes on Moore Street haha 10:23 AM

pandagirl: how are you? 10:23 AM

Ginger: Much better, hbu? 10:23 AM

Ginger: What about bud 10:23 AM

Raven: Anyone from West Virginia? 10:23 AM

pandagirl: better than most days 10:23 AM

Ginger: That's good panda 10:24 AM

Ginger: And no but I'm kinda close 10:24 AM

Raven: Is it as nice john denver makes it sound? 10:24 AM

pandagirl: i am so far from virguna 10:24 AM

Bleedinghearts7 from USUnited States joined the chat. 10:24 AM

pandagirl: like across the country 10:24 AM

Jamie: West Virginia country momma's take me home country roads 10:24 AM

Ginger: Depends where.... 10:24 AM

Raven: Love the song 10:25 AM

Raven: K 10:25 AM

Ginger: Some places are really bad and other places are like the rolling mountains 10:25 AM

pandagirl: yea, but ware i live it is like summer year round 10:25 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Hello? 10:25 AM

Jamie: Did you ever go to bondi beach in stillorgan raven 10:25 AM

pandagirl: hi 10:25 AM

Ginger: Hi hearts 10:25 AM

Raven: I guess it's a big place, I like the mountains 10:25 AM

ItsDan from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 10:26 AM

Ginger: Lol, West Virginia is small compared to a lot of states 10:26 AM

Raven: No Jamie :) but I've heard of it 10:26 AM

pandagirl: ginger, can you guess my state? 10:26 AM

Jamie: I'd love to go to Arizona and catch some lizards 10:26 AM

Ginger: What time is it 10:26 AM

pandagirl: 12:36 am 10:27 AM

Ginger: Nevada? 10:27 AM

pandagirl: we are known as the golden state 10:27 AM

pandagirl: no 10:27 AM

Ginger: Oh 10:27 AM

Ginger: Omg this hurts. I can't think of the state but I know the warriors 10:27 AM

Raven: Florida? 10:27 AM

pandagirl: no 10:28 AM

Jamie: California 10:28 AM

pandagirl: yep 10:28 AM

Jamie: Knew it 10:28 AM

pandagirl: southern california 10:28 AM

Ginger: My mom was there 3 months ago 10:28 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Oh the urge is real 10:28 AM

pandagirl: ok 10:28 AM

Ginger: Urge for what? 10:28 AM

Ginger: 🔪? 10:29 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Hmmhmm 10:29 AM

Ginger: You're strong enough to look for help, I know you're strong enough to resist. You have us here after all 10:29 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Last time I cut was dec 20thish 10:30 AM

pandagirl: that is amazing 10:30 AM

Ginger: Don't ruin the clean slate, you're doing excellent 10:30 AM

Jamie: I've never heard of an Irish person who self harms 10:30 AM

Raven: For me is been about 15 years 10:31 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Ehhhh I used to be a year clean....then my dad died 10:31 AM

Jamie: Well now I have haha 10:31 AM

Bleedinghearts7: And I am half Irish 10:31 AM

Ginger: Been about 3 days for me... 10:31 AM

Raven: My best friend did it a lot before she took her life 10:31 AM

pandagirl: heart i have gone 3weeks with out cutting 10:31 AM

Ginger: I'm sorry Raven 10:31 AM

Bleedinghearts7: 🙂 proud! 10:31 AM

pandagirl: raven i am so sorry for your loss 10:31 AM

Jamie: Which parent is Irish hearts and where he/she from 10:31 AM

pandagirl: Thx 10:32 AM

Jamie: Sorry to hear that raven 10:32 AM

Raven: It's okay. Thanks guys 10:32 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Umm my dad was the Irish one and he lived in AZ before he passes 10:32 AM

pandagirl: random change of subject, but why do peeps think we self harm for attaion? 10:33 AM

Jamie: Sorry to hear he passed hearths 10:33 AM

Raven: She's gone about 8 years, but shes still with me everyday 10:33 AM

Jamie: To right raven 10:33 AM

Ginger: Because they don't understand it's how we relax. 10:33 AM

Bleedinghearts7: It's ok Jamie...this feb 4th it'll be one year 10:34 AM

pandagirl: but yet they judge with no right 10:34 AM

ItsDan: I want to die 10:34 AM

pandagirl: dan talk to me 10:34 AM

Ginger: Wanna talk about it dan 10:34 AM

Jamie: He's with you everyday hearths 10:34 AM

Raven: They don't understand panda 10:34 AM

Nova: am i still here? 10:35 AM

Ginger: Yeah 10:35 AM

Nova: wow two days lol 10:35 AM

pandagirl: i know but i have been stared at for my beatiful scars. 10:35 AM

ItsDan: No I just want to be dead :( 10:35 AM

Nova: wait Raven? 10:35 AM

ItsDan: Suicide attempts always go wrong 10:35 AM

Jamie: I drink haha that's my self harm 10:35 AM

Raven: Yes? 10:35 AM

Nova: RAVEN!!! 😢😊 10:35 AM

Bleedinghearts7: See I live in Illinois....he live din AZ so we never got to like spend time together...so I have kind of manipulated my brain. To believe he is still alive...that he will call me..to catch up..even tho he's gone it feels like he is not 10:36 AM

Nova: omg i missed you 10:36 AM

Nova: i thought something happened to you 10:36 AM

Nova hugs raven 10:36 AM

Raven: Different raven sorry :( 10:36 AM

Nova: damn it. 10:36 AM

Nova: I sad. 10:36 AM

Nova: you're not admin in support raven? 10:36 AM

pandagirl: what do you say to people who ask about the scars? 10:37 AM

Jamie: That makes sense why you think like that hearths. He's gone from this world into the next and he's looking over you bud 10:37 AM

Raven: Sorry nova :( hope your raven is okay 10:37 AM

Nova: the truth panda.. our scars are battle scars 10:37 AM

Nova: embrace it 10:37 AM

Nova: thanks raven. but hey nice to meet ya 10:37 AM

pandagirl: even if i am judged, and mocked 10:38 AM

pandagirl: ? 10:38 AM

Nova: who are you hanging out with. 10:38 AM

Bleedinghearts7: Ehh idk my a daddy's girl...letting go is not what I wanna do 10:38 AM

Nova: i covered my scars with tattoos.. idk how you feel. I sorry :'( 10:38 AM

Jamie: Fuck them panda 10:38 AM

pandagirl: ok even to the school counclers. 10:38 AM

pandagirl: ? 10:39 AM

Raven: Only God can judge you 10:39 AM

pandagirl: thank you 10:39 AM

pandagirl: i should think of that 10:39 AM

pandagirl: in those moments 10:39 AM

Nova: I am Despair 10:39 AM

Nova is Despair 10:39 AM

pandagirl: nova u ok? 10:40 AM

Raven: Np panda 10:40 AM

Jamie: It's hard hearths 10:40 AM

pandagirl: so another thing i find is, people ask why i did that to myself, should i just tell them that those scars are battle scars 10:41 AM

Jamie: Say it's because I got into a fight with a wolf 10:42 AM

pandagirl: ok 10:42 AM

Raven: Who are the people? It's no one else's business really 10:42 AM

pandagirl: mostly peeps in my grade 10:42 AM

pandagirl: they are so fuckin nosey 10:43 AM

Jamie: Actually don't say that people would be like wtf haha just say back to them that it's personal 10:43 AM

pandagirl: ok 10:43 AM

Raven: Feck them, one day you'll never have to see them again 10:43 AM

pandagirl: and should i hide the scars or embrace them 10:43 AM

Jamie: Do what you feel like panda as raven said only god can judge you 10:44 AM

Jamie: Don't be ashamed of them 10:44 AM

pandagirl: ok 10:44 AM

ItsDan: What pills can kill you 10:44 AM

Raven: You are a beautiful panda and perfect in everyway 10:45 AM

pandagirl: dan no pls 10:45 AM

ItsDan: I neeeeeeed some 10:45 AM

pandagirl: thank you 10:45 AM

pandagirl: dan listen you are important to me. 10:45 AM

pandagirl: you do not need to do this 10:45 AM

pandagirl: do not go home yet 10:46 AM

ItsDan: I'm not important to anybody 10:46 AM

pandagirl: you are strong fight this 10:46 AM

pandagirl: yes you are 10:46 AM

pandagirl: you are important to me and most important god 10:46 AM

myname/alias from USUnited States joined the chat. 10:46 AM

Nova: Im okay. I got used being depressed, its my lifestyle 10:46 AM

pandagirl: dan you are loved even if u don not reilze i 10:47 AM

pandagirl: t 10:47 AM

Nova: I want ot help people.. dont get to my point.. thats all 10:47 AM

Raven: It's true Dan 10:47 AM

Nova: panda, what kind of scars do you have? self hurt? 10:48 AM

pandagirl: yes self scars 10:48 AM

myname/alias: So, I just read up on nitrogen death, has anyone thought about that before? 10:48 AM

Nova: where? can i ask that? 10:48 AM

Spoop from [unknown location] joined the chat. 10:49 AM

Nova: your arms? 10:49 AM

pandagirl: dan, nothing can ever seprate us from gods love, death or life, angels or demons, troubles of today worries of tommrow not even the power of hell can seprate us from gods love 10:49 AM

Nova: why do you put your self through such pain.. 10:50 AM

pandagirl: wrists 3 weeks clean 10:50 AM

ItsDan: Same here alias 10:50 AM

pandagirl: romens 8:38 10:50 AM

Nova: is it for you or for someone else.. panda! 10:50 AM

pandagirl: me 10:50 AM

ItsDan: I give up 10:50 AM

pandagirl: dan pls do not 10:50 AM

myname/alias: its almost seems like too good a way to die, but then the question i'm faced with is... do I actually want to. 10:51 AM

pandagirl: a poem, hush little baby dont you cry 10:51 AM

pandagirl: dont cut your arms dont say goodbye 10:51 AM

Raven: No is the answer, it's not worth it 10:51 AM

pandagirl: put down that razor 10:51 AM

pandagirl: put down that knife 10:52 AM

ItsDan: I tried hanging.. Didn't work 😟 too painful 10:52 AM

pandagirl: it maybe hard but you WILL WIN THIS FIGHT!!! 10:52 AM

Nova: you. i used to cut. i got addicted to the feeling.. i cut so deep it lasted until now. my tattoos represent me. to cover up my scars, pain.. retribution.. thats what they represent. 10:52 AM

ItsDan: I need something painless 10:52 AM

Nova: panda how old are you? 10:52 AM

pandagirl: 13 10:52 AM

Raven: 🎵😊 10:53 AM

Nova: you're still young.. don't make the mistakes i did. your scars will heal. so please tell me. why are you sad. 10:53 AM

Jamie: Never learnt that poem in school 10:53 AM

pandagirl: i am not sad right now 10:54 AM

Nova: what? 10:54 AM

Nova: what are you saying you have minor depression? 10:54 AM

myname/alias: How long have you wanted to die, Dan? 10:55 AM

Jamie: Raven is it cold on your side of town 10:55 AM

ItsDan: For a week 10:55 AM

pandagirl: no i am saying right now, i am not depresed, even though i suffer from deprestion i do not want to self harm i have not cut in three weeks 10:55 AM

myname/alias: Is this your first time wanting to? 10:55 AM

Nova: either way, depression is a tricky thing. if i didnt drink every night.. I would have ​ driven into a gas station, or jumped off a roof by now. ​ 10:55 AM

ItsDan: Yes it is 10:56 AM

Nova: thats good panda.. 10:56 AM

Raven: It's freezing outside but in bed it's good :) 10:56 AM

Nova: good point Raven. how cold is it there? 10:56 AM

pandagirl: night yall stay safe 10:57 AM

Jamie: Haha it is ye 10:57 AM

Raven: Maybe 5*c 10:57 AM

ItsDan: Night panda 10:57 AM

myname/alias: Where are you from? 10:57 AM

Nova: goodnight panda, you stay safe. 10:57 AM

ItsDan: England 10:57 AM

Jamie: Feels colder haha 10:57 AM

Nova: wow raven.. its 45 here 10:57 AM

Raven: Night panda 10:58 AM

myname/alias: How old are you? 10:58 AM

Raven: Are you on the sun :O??? 10:58 AM

ItsDan: 23 10:58 AM

Nova: guys im heavily intoxicated, what should i do... throw up.. eat (i havent eaten all day) 10:58 AM

myname/alias: same 10:58 AM

Raven: Eat something for sure 10:59 AM

Jamie: Have bread and water 10:59 AM

myname/alias: Whats the pain you're dealing with? 10:59 AM

Nova: although i crave food, im not so active.. there is only alcohol in my fridge.. which means i have to drive, at 4am to get food. 10:59 AM

Nova: god damn 10:59 AM

Jamie: Order food 11:00 AM

Nova: they say alcohol is a depressant but i beg to differ. i feel so much better under the influence. 11:00 AM

Nova: too late to order food 11:00 AM

Nova: nowhere is open 11:00 AM

Nova: i have to drive to 7 11 / mcdonalds 11:00 AM

Nia answered: Click https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 11:01 AM

Jamie: That feeling doesn't last forever. Alcohol will make it worse 11:01 AM

Nova: no links?? 11:01 AM

myname/alias: Mine is a mix of things. All trigger from the moment I found out I was gay. Shit has piled up over the years. 11:01 AM

Raven: I agree, alcohol makes it worse in the long run 11:02 AM

Jamie: Alcohol never did my family or me any favours anyway haha 11:02 AM

J101 from USUnited States joined the chat. 11:02 AM

Raven: Embrace being gay alias, you're fabulous! 11:03 AM

Nova: you'd be surprised how shy i am in real life... not to brag, but people find me attractive and compliment me all the time on my attributes.. but i don't!! i find myself ugly.. Idk if this is cause my depression or because it is what i am.. its so confusing\ 11:03 AM

Nova: i hate it! 11:03 AM

Nova: damn it 11:03 AM

myname/alias: Yeah, haven't heard that before. Thanks I guess. 11:03 AM

J101: Trying this out , anyone there 11:03 AM

Jamie: Your saying it's 5 degrees out raven haha I looked out my window and there frost everywhere 11:03 AM

myname/alias: It much less about being gay I think than it is being unable to let people in 11:04 AM

ItsDan: Where you from jamie? 11:04 AM

Raven: Uhm okay I admit I didn't actually look outside :3 11:04 AM

Jamie: Haha 11:04 AM

Jamie: What do you mean let people in 11:05 AM

Jamie: Dublin dan 11:05 AM

Nova hides 11:05 AM

Nova: i find it funny, that even a suicide/depression chat chooses to ignore me. 11:06 AM

Nia from USUnited States joined the chat. 11:06 AM

Jamie: I didn't see your message till just there nova 11:06 AM

Nova: since when do suicide/depression chats speak of happiness.. i need help 11:06 AM

Nova: im seeking help.. don't ignore me.. 11:06 AM

J101: Nova exactly 11:07 AM

Jamie: People call me attractive and i seem to get good looking girls but I hate my face 11:07 AM

Raven: Same 11:07 AM

Nova: i'm unattractive i know it. 11:07 AM

Raven: My problem Is lack of confidence 11:07 AM

Nova: no matter what people think.. i guess people like me because of stereotypes 11:07 AM

Raven: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder 11:08 AM

Jamie: I have bad anxiety from drugs 11:08 AM

Nia: same^ 11:08 AM

Raven: Me too Jamie 11:08 AM

Nova: i'm 6'3 so girls assume because I'm tall that... well I don't need to explain myself here 11:08 AM

myname/alias: I guess let people in is vaguely equivalent to being real with people. Talking about things that genuinely hurt me or inspire me. Feeling like I don't have to turn to my laptop for answers but a person. I've been living at home for over a year now, haven't worked in about a year.. its difficult for me to get out of the house or even think about finding a job... that thats a whole other can of worms 11:08 AM

Raven: Lexapro... Yeap 11:08 AM

J101: Check this im 6ft, 250 pounds from football and im,here. I feel drugs gave me this anxiety but its been there my whole life 11:08 AM

Nova: i'm from football too.. but i'm 220 11:09 AM

myname/alias: Jamie that's real... I feel the same 11:09 AM

myname/alias: {about the face thing} 11:09 AM

J101: Coke, xanax and alcohol caught me 11:09 AM

Jamie: Damn I'm only 75 kg u fucks my goal is 90kg 11:09 AM

J101: What positiom nova 11:09 AM

J101: I dont know the imperial system 11:10 AM

Nova: they had me at fullback.. but then i switched to middle linebacker.. cause i'm strong i guess 11:10 AM

J101: I was mlb too thats whats up man 11:10 AM

Nova: i don't play much anymore.. i'm in college now.. i'm 20 11:11 AM

J101: I quit when i signed up for college worst regret 11:11 AM

Tocx from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 11:11 AM

J101: You sound like me lol 11:12 AM

J101: 22 and dropped college 11:12 AM

Jamie: I wish I went to college 11:12 AM

J101: No you dont 11:12 AM

myname/alias: I wish I had fun in college 11:12 AM

J101: Too much hype 11:12 AM

Nova: i took a gap year on my senior year.. i regret that.. to work/ save up money ,,.. because i came up with a " revolutionary idea in social media" i can't program. i'm screwed now 11:13 AM

Jamie: Not about having fun about getting an education 11:13 AM

myname/alias: Multiple brain studies actually say that men shouldn't attend college at all until their low-mid 20s. 11:13 AM

myname/alias: In theory, you could be in the ideal time to make it count for something 11:14 AM

Jamie: Yeah we like to fuck around to much haha 11:14 AM

Raven: I want to go to college, but I feel like I've missed my chances 11:15 AM

J101: Anyone here because of a breakup 11:15 AM

Jamie: No you haven't raven I know a lad who went to college when he was 35 11:15 AM

Raven: Yep 11:15 AM

Nova: If i fail at this social media program ​ it will be the end of my life 100% 11:15 AM

myname/alias: Whats preventing you, Raven? 11:15 AM

Raven: Money :( 11:16 AM

J101: Raven it sucks 11:16 AM

myname/alias: Ah 11:16 AM

Nova: damn it! damn it! 11:16 AM

Nova: i really have nothing in life 11:16 AM

Jamie: Would you do a fast course raven 11:16 AM

myname/alias: Some places are close to free, for some reason. Like the Norwegian Institue of Science and Tech 11:16 AM

Jamie: FAS* 11:16 AM

Raven: It really does j1 :'( everyday I think about it 11:16 AM

Nova: i bet majority of all of you would agree that money can buy your freedom.. 11:17 AM

Jamie: Yep 11:17 AM

myname/alias: Yup 11:17 AM

Raven: Do fas teach coding like java? 11:17 AM

Nova: I know money would cure my 8 year depression 11:17 AM

Nia: i agree 11:17 AM

Jamie: I wouldn't know if they do that I know they do computer courses doe 11:18 AM

Jamie: If I had money I'd be dead in Ibiza 11:18 AM

J101: I understand, my ex continues to talk to me even though i tell her to stop. Its like a slap to the face when i want to move on and she says she doesnt know if she wants to be together. Be decent and just stop talking to me. My kid was with her but im so tired of dealing with her shit 11:19 AM

Jamie: Haha that was the same for me j 11:19 AM

Jamie: I have a kid with my ex and she'd message me and I'd be like bitch back up 11:19 AM

J101: Driving me nuts, i drink so much to numb this shit and then i get bitched at because i spent money on myself 11:20 AM

Nova: java is only one of the programs needed, there are 5 other programs.. i can't master them all 11:20 AM

Jamie: Hahaha the struggle is real j 11:20 AM

J101: Annoying bro 11:20 AM

Nova: No it isn't.. 11:20 AM

Jamie: My ex would go mad if I bought a packet of smokes haha 11:20 AM

myname/alias: Guess you could get yourself a sugar setup 11:20 AM

Jamie: Never mind drink 11:21 AM

J101: Shes drunk texting me and im over tripping if shes with someone and its like just stop fucking texting me 11:21 AM

Jamie: Well I don't care who my ex is with I broke up with her 11:21 AM

Jamie: She cheated on me so fuck her 11:22 AM

Nova: ​ suicide is inevitable for me.. i don't want to last another 5 years, I will let my fate lie in my hands until then.. there is nothing for me in life.. and if you believe otherwise, i will listen. 11:22 AM

Jamie: Then I fucked her best mate. It was good revenge and her mate is fit 11:22 AM

J101: She left me because i wanted to be out and drink with friends. 11:22 AM

J101: Ive done the same lol 11:23 AM

myname/alias: Honestly sometimes I want to die and sometimes I want to just sit in a Korean sauna for a while. Definitely recommend if you haven't tried that Nova 11:23 AM

Nova: I already told yoi 11:23 AM

Jamie: Well tell her to fuck off then if she can't trust you to go out with your mates then she's not worth it 11:23 AM

Nova: you* I'm despr 11:23 AM

Nova: I'm despair 11:23 AM

J101: I tell her everyday 11:24 AM

Nova: I don't relate to majority of you here... none of you can ever understand what i go through daily. 11:24 AM

myname/alias: Well, I've had suicidal thoughts for 3 years now 11:24 AM

J101: She wont stop, i should just change my number but she wont lack to text my parents. She lives 2 blocks over so its fucked. Cant get space 11:25 AM

J101: Nova 11:25 AM

myname/alias: I agree I will never know your pain tho, specifically 11:25 AM

Jamie: Say get away you geebag 11:25 AM

J101: Lets hear it 11:25 AM

Nova: J101 the fuck are you on about? 11:25 AM

Jamie: Haha 11:25 AM

Raven: Lol 11:25 AM

J101: A fucking rant 11:26 AM

Nova: at least you have someone to think about you. at least you have friends.. 11:26 AM

J101: We all wana be heard right 11:26 AM

J101: I dont have friends lol aquaintances 11:26 AM

Nova: you said friends 11:26 AM

J101: Lets hear about you nova 11:26 AM

Burnsy has been logged out. 11:27 AM

J101: Parents? 11:27 AM

Burnsy from [unknown location] joined the chat. 11:27 AM

Nova: yeah i have them. 11:27 AM

Jamie: They use pussy powers to try get you back j 11:27 AM

J101: Shes trying right now as we speak 11:28 AM

Nova: what do you want to know J101 11:28 AM

Raven: Jamie have you ever spoken to the samaratons? I tried texting them but they never wrote back 11:28 AM

J101: Hell naw my kid is the only thing good i got out of her. Little guys alseep and im here right now ranting lol 11:28 AM

Jamie: No I was going to but I was like fuck that raven 11:28 AM

J101: Tell me what brought you here 11:28 AM

Nova: me? 11:28 AM

J101: I care we all care thats why we came here right 11:29 AM

J101: Yes nova 11:29 AM

Burnsy: Urhg 11:29 AM

Raven: Kk 11:29 AM

AlopexAngel: Burnsy! 11:29 AM

Jamie: Loads of people commit suicide in Dublin 11:30 AM

Raven: Yeah, men more than women 11:31 AM

J101: Ireland? Or us 11:31 AM

Raven: Ireland 11:31 AM

Jamie: Ireland 11:31 AM

J101: I always wanted to go to ireland 11:31 AM

myname/alias: My good friend worked in suicide/drug work in Dublin actually. She mentioned the high rates. 11:31 AM

Jamie: I know 2 lads who have and have heard about loads 11:31 AM

Raven: You should come visit :) 11:32 AM

Jamie: It's embarrassing talking about mental health where I'm from 11:32 AM

Jamie: Nobody talks about it 11:32 AM

Jamie: If you do people think your a freak 11:32 AM

Raven: Everyone in tallaght is mental :p 11:33 AM

Jamie: They are haha 11:33 AM

myname/alias: I just went to a therapy session with both of my parents. That was fun. 11:33 AM

J101 from USUnited States joined the chat. 11:33 AM

Nova: I've neglected my doctors, I've neglected the medication.. I drink every night, I don't hang with anyone.. I go to work, come home, and work on recreational projects.. I visit my parents once a week, they ask me the same question everytime "how are you" i answer "fine".. as if the would get me, as if anyone could understand.. I'm tired. I wasn't born for this.. People commit suicide all the time, in all my attempts in isolation, why am i burdened with more hospital bills.. the lowest i have fallen was a coma 8 months.. i enjoyed it.. but why did i wake up!! like i said if i dont drink daily i would lose my mind.. I need something to take me away from this shit, piss, world.. you probably won't understand but i would rather suffocate in darkness then wake up to this death on earth. that is what i feel. 11:33 AM

Raven: But yeah man that's how people act in Dublin 11:33 AM

Nova: you're lucky to have friends, have someone, anyone. 11:34 AM

Jamie: Yeah it's fucked up raven 11:34 AM

Jamie: Everyone wants to be a hardman and talking about mental illness makes you weak 11:35 AM

myname/alias: I always though that Europeans were v. open about mental health 11:35 AM

J101: But we all feel that way, we all came here bourecause we felt like juat blowing our brains ojt 11:35 AM

Raven: Nova how long have you been like this? The feelings 11:35 AM

Nova: since i was 12 11:35 AM

Nova: 8 years 11:35 AM

J101: I have a kid from a girl i loved to look at everyday but it fucking kills me. 11:35 AM

Raven: Could it be hormones? 11:36 AM

1x1x1x1 from NZNew Zealand joined the chat. 11:36 AM

Nova: what was that Raven? 11:36 AM

Marko from MTMalta joined the chat. 11:36 AM

J101: Nova im sorry 11:36 AM

Raven: Could your problem be related to hormones? 11:36 AM

Nova: I'm a boy. 11:37 AM

myname/alias: I'm sorry too, Nova. 11:37 AM

Raven: If it started around puberty it could be hormones 11:37 AM

1x1x1x1: I bring real sad news guys... 11:37 AM

Marko: Seriously the cold flu sucks ass i hate being ill 11:37 AM

Nova: i appreciate the thought.. but like i said.. it's inevitable a year, two, less maybe.. I won't be around. 11:38 AM

Marko: Im so bored at home 11:38 AM

Raven: Yes, all boys have hormones called testosterone 11:38 AM

Marko: 😟 11:38 AM

Marko: Cry 11:38 AM

Nova: hopefully you all live until your natural decay. 11:38 AM

Marko: I didnt go out for 2 wholedays 😟 11:38 AM

Marko: 😟 11:38 AM

myname/alias: Marko same. I cried in my bed for the past 48 hours eating peanut butter out of a jar and watching sad netflix movies... or just wanting to die and wrapping myself under a big ass comforter and wanting to melt away 11:38 AM

J101: All walks of life are probably here, i tried depression meds. Shit sedated me for so long. I stopped and picked up the bottle again. Im a straight up alcoholic which is alright, but nova you 100 percent 11:39 AM

Raven: Marko you'll be fine in a few days :) 11:39 AM

myname/alias: And i've been living at home unemployed the past 9 months 11:39 AM

Marko: Myname alias but im ill have fever 😟 11:39 AM

Nova: I'm lucky i get 3 days off work.. I usually take trazadone 100mg, and sleep the entire day 🙂 11:39 AM

Marko: And flu 11:39 AM

myname/alias: Sleep = the best 11:39 AM

Marko: Raven hope so i want to go out 11:39 AM

Jamie: I miss smoking weed 11:39 AM

Marko: I hate staying home all day 11:39 AM

Nova: 3 days straight.. i'll brb.. gonna go drive drunk and buy food 11:39 AM

Marko: Imusually active i do sports i go out 11:40 AM

Marko: 😟 11:40 AM

J101: Ive been in my house for 3 weeks. 3 days youre fine 11:40 AM

myname/alias: Y'all should come to Seattle... we were smoking weed outside and the cops were like, hey theres a nicer spot around the corner you could try 11:40 AM

Marko: Wow 3 weeks is a lot 11:40 AM

J101: Nova dumb be dumb man i have two duis and spent a lot of jail time due to it. 11:40 AM

Marko: I often get drunk too 11:41 AM

Jamie: What if you hit someone 11:41 AM

J101: Yeah i havent dont a damn thing but drink 11:41 AM

Raven: If we were allowed into America we would already be there :p 11:41 AM

J101: Autocorrect damnit 11:42 AM

Jamie: I'd love to live in California 11:42 AM

Marko: I am so hubgry 11:42 AM

myname/alias: Now we have ass-hat Trump, you may want to skip the US for a bit 11:42 AM

Marko: Can being ill make u cery hu gry 11:42 AM

Marko: Hungry 11:42 AM

J101: Ha seattle im over here in northern california 11:42 AM

myname/alias: west coast best coast 11:42 AM

Jamie: These girls there damn 11:42 AM

Marko: I want to go clubs 11:42 AM

J101: I voted trump juat give it a chance 11:43 AM

Marko: Ill go next week if i heal sigh 11:43 AM

Qwert from [unknown location] joined the chat. 11:43 AM

Marko: Do u think a week ill be fine 11:43 AM

J101: Straight hoes here 11:43 AM

Marko: Today already feel tiny better 11:43 AM

Jamie: Dublin has good-looking girls but most of them have seen more dick than a urinal 11:43 AM

J101: Kind of a damper when you have a kid though 11:43 AM

J101: Hahah 11:43 AM

Marko: Im bi and i go to gay clubs 11:44 AM

J101: Marko youre good 11:44 AM

Marko: Theyre fun 11:44 AM

Raven: And more foundation than a building site 11:44 AM

Jamie: I have a kid and i manage well j 11:44 AM

Jamie: Hahahaha 11:44 AM

Jamie: That's true ravan 11:44 AM

Marko: I used to be scared of gay clibs before 11:44 AM

J101: I just feel bad you know 11:44 AM

Marko: Clubs 11:44 AM

Marko: Abd especially going alone 11:44 AM

Qwert: hello... 11:45 AM

myname/alias: yup 11:45 AM

Jamie: I don't cuz I'm not doing anything wrong or bad 11:45 AM

Marko: But asi love adventoure i made it a mission to go alone at a club 11:45 AM

Marko: I love challabges 11:45 AM

J101: Marko just do you, i had a buddy who was gay, doesnt change shit. Have fun and dont feel bad about anything 11:45 AM

Marko: Challanges 11:45 AM

Jamie: I couldn't go to a club alone 11:45 AM

Marko: And i went and it turned out fine 11:45 AM

Marko: Well being a guy makes it a bit easier 11:46 AM

Marko: Like its not that weird as many guys go alone 11:46 AM

Jamie: Not in Dublin anyway 11:46 AM

J101: Foreal grab a beer and chill 11:46 AM

myname/alias: i keep rereading that urinal comment lol 11:46 AM

myname/alias: savage 11:46 AM

J101: Haha 11:46 AM

Marko: I also find that going alone make me more prone to being hit on 11:46 AM

J101: Make a name alias 11:46 AM

Jamie: It's the harsh truth 11:46 AM

J101: Haha woah 11:47 AM

Raven: The irish have a funny but brutally honest way of saying things :3 11:47 AM

Marko: Im so hungry i want chicken wraps 11:47 AM

Qwert: mm chicken wraps... 11:48 AM

Marko: Yum 11:48 AM

J101: Haha thia guy 11:48 AM

Marko: Idk why usually im not hungry but as im ill i feel very hungry 11:48 AM

Raven: Lol 11:48 AM

Qwert: whos very hungry and can i feel him too? 11:49 AM

myname/alias erased their passport and became JMoney. 11:49 AM

J101: Alright i drank a bit. Anyone want to hear a jokw 11:49 AM

Qwert: alright 11:49 AM

Raven: Sure 11:49 AM

Marko: Yea 11:49 AM

JMoney: Shoot 11:49 AM

Jamie: Go for it 11:49 AM

JMoney: I can't fucking take my new screen name seriously lmao 11:50 AM

J101: Dont be sour anyone, im not racist or anything. Just a joke so dont get offended 11:50 AM

Raven: Why did suzzie fall off the swing? 11:50 AM

Jamie: I'm Irish I can take a joke 11:50 AM

JMoney erased their passport and became James. 11:50 AM

Jamie: Why 11:50 AM

Raven: Because she had no arms 11:50 AM

Raven: Knock knock 11:51 AM

J101: What do you call antique farm equipement 11:51 AM

Jamie: Hahaha that's fucked up 11:51 AM

Qwert: what? 11:51 AM

Jamie: Who's there 11:51 AM

J101: Niggers 11:51 AM

Raven: Not suzzie 11:51 AM

Qwert: oh wow 11:51 AM

James: shit 11:51 AM

Jamie: Omfg 11:51 AM

J101: What do you call modern farm equipment 11:51 AM

J101: Mexicans 11:52 AM

Qwert: oh god why... 11:52 AM

J101: Im mexican irish so no one be offended 11:52 AM

Jamie: Hahahahah 11:52 AM

Qwert: lmao 11:52 AM

Raven: Lol not for long 11:52 AM

J101: T rummmpp lol 11:52 AM

Raven: Yep lol 11:53 AM

J101: Everyone okay? No everyone not sour? 11:53 AM

James: Michelle's face when she received Melania's present 11:53 AM

J101: Didnt mean the no 11:53 AM

James: LMFO 11:53 AM

Raven: It's a joke, no one got butthurt 11:54 AM

J101: If i got a laugh at that i feel better lol 11:54 AM

Jamie: I laughed so much 11:54 AM

Raven: I laughed 11:54 AM

Jamie: I haven't laughed like this in a long time 11:54 AM

Kay22Lee from USUnited States joined the chat. 11:55 AM

Jamie: That one about suzzie 11:55 AM

Jamie: Hahahahaba 11:55 AM

Raven: :D 11:55 AM

Kay22Lee: Not sure what to do in this chatroom 11:55 AM

Jamie: Poor girl can't even knock on a door habahaha 11:55 AM

J101: I think half of us are drunk lol 11:56 AM

J101: Well maybe me 11:56 AM

Raven: Sure for that you'd need arms 11:56 AM

Kay22Lee: Wish I was 11:56 AM

James: Did you know that hellen keller had a swing set in her backyard? 11:56 AM

Jamie: Use her head hahaha 11:56 AM

Raven: I'm not drunk just tired 11:56 AM

J101: Hahahaha 11:56 AM

James: Neither did she 11:57 AM

Qwert: i have news and its all bad 11:57 AM

J101: Kay22 lets hear the story 11:57 AM

J101: Weve all been aquainted for the last 25 mins 11:57 AM

Marko: Ugh i feel angry i want to go out 😟 11:57 AM

Kay22Lee: J101 story? 11:58 AM

Jamie: When you feel shit about your life think of suzzie 11:58 AM

J101: What brought you here 11:58 AM

Qwert: I had a brother yesterday. as of 11:43 last night, i dont anymore 11:58 AM

Marko: I hate winter a lot 11:59 AM

J101: Whya that bad 11:59 AM

Jamie: Sorry to hear that qwert 11:59 AM

Kay22Lee: Been staring at my gun for the last 20 minutes 11:59 AM

J101: Whys* 11:59 AM

J101: Been there whats wrong 11:59 AM

Kay22Lee: Life is falling apart and I don't have the money the want to get help 12:00 PM

Jamie: Do you want to talk about it qwert 12:00 PM

J101: I bet you that gun iant helping. Where are you from 12:00 PM

Raven: Sorry to hear that qwert :( 12:00 PM

Kay22Lee: Missouri 12:00 PM

Marko: So what will i do 12:01 PM

J101: Alright so lets think options. 12:01 PM

Marko: 😟 12:01 PM

Marko: I hate being ill 12:01 PM

J101: Marko get a nice sweater 12:01 PM

Marko: 😟 12:01 PM

Raven: Get some lemsip and chill out 12:02 PM

James: Then take that sweater and strangle Mike Pence with it 12:02 PM

Marko: Our bodies can feel so bad when ill 12:02 PM

47 answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 12:02 PM

Marko: O.o 12:02 PM

47 from MYMalaysia joined the chat. 12:02 PM

Jamie: Lemsip and sugar 12:02 PM

Marko: Isnt it weird 12:02 PM

J101: Marko i feel it. 12:02 PM

Marko: Yea 12:02 PM

47: im sad 12:02 PM

J101: Lemsip? 12:02 PM

James: Kay22Lee I'm sorry 12:02 PM

Raven: Lemsip is to help tree flu 12:02 PM

47: i feel dying 12:02 PM

47: how can i suicide with no pain 12:03 PM

Marko: Whats le ship 12:03 PM

Marko: Lemship 12:03 PM

J101: 47 12:03 PM

47: haha nice room 12:03 PM

Raven: It's like painkillers and vitamin c 12:03 PM

J101: Oh ok 12:03 PM

Jamie: No methods here 47 12:03 PM

Marko: U cant 47 12:03 PM

47: this web does nice bye world bye chat 12:03 PM

James: Well, there is actually 12:03 PM

Marko: Vit c doesnt do a shit for me xd 12:03 PM

47: xx 12:03 PM

J101: 47 talk lets hear it 12:04 PM

Raven: You'll definitely shit if.you take enough of it though 12:04 PM

Marko: Lol 12:04 PM

James: J101 you're exceptionally supportive 12:04 PM

J101: Personally i came here while i wanted to blow my head off, now being here has helped. Were all in a struggle 12:05 PM

James: v. true 12:05 PM

J101: Thanks i appreciate it 12:05 PM

James: How often do you all come on here? 12:05 PM

Kay22Lee: How do you know if you have boarder line personality disorder and not just very bad depression? 12:05 PM

Marko: I often come here 12:05 PM

Raven: First time, 12:05 PM

James: I forget we're all in different time zones too 12:06 PM

J101: I just know how it feels, truly. Jail time. A kid. Break ups. Getting fired. Losing friends. 12:06 PM

Jamie: I often come here to it's a home away from home 12:06 PM

James: This is pretty fuckin crazy that we call all talk with each other right now, honestly 12:06 PM

J101: First time 12:06 PM

J101: James right? 12:07 PM

James: Yup 12:07 PM

J101: Personality disorder? 12:07 PM

J101: Like bipolar? Spilt? 12:07 PM

James: Me? Clinically diagnosed Body Dismorphic, ADHD, Anxiety & Depression 12:08 PM

J101: That was for kay but hold on 12:08 PM

J101: I got diagnosed with the depression and anxiety too. Sucks a fat one forsure, but i hope everyone whos still in here knows youre better than this bullshit. These feelings and emotions hurt, but there really are people who have ot worse than us. We came jere because we were upset and wanted to die, but do we really want that. We just want to be heard and i feel that. 12:11 PM

Nova: back 12:11 PM

Nova: 🙂 12:11 PM

J101: Sorry for spelling 12:11 PM

Nova: I'm drinking again :'( 12:11 PM

J101: How was the drive nova 12:11 PM

Nova: okai 12:11 PM

Nova: I am fine 12:11 PM

Raven: And to know we're but alone 12:11 PM

J101: Its 2m vheers to that 12:12 PM

Marko: I last was drunk on wednesday 12:12 PM

Raven: Not* 12:12 PM

Marko: I drink so much 12:12 PM

Nova: I drunk every night 12:12 PM

Marko: When i go out 12:12 PM

Nova: 😭 12:12 PM

Jamie: Same marko 12:12 PM

Marko: Its hot i feel cobfident 12:12 PM

Marko: How 12:12 PM

Jamie: I've done a lot of fucked up things cuz of drinking 12:12 PM

Nova: me too 12:13 PM

Marko: Same 12:13 PM

Nova: but its my escape 12:13 PM

Marko: Creepy stuff hapens when drunk 12:13 PM

Jamie: Including a phillapino 12:13 PM

James: Hopefully nothing as bad as the glass jar video 12:13 PM

Nova: kitty! 12:13 PM

Nova: mew mew 12:14 PM

Raven: Ugh that jar video 12:14 PM

Nova: raven! !! omg i miss you. De javu 12:14 PM

Nova: where have you been? 12:14 PM

Nova: wait this already happened 12:14 PM

Nova: damn 12:14 PM

Jamie: What jar video 12:14 PM

Nova: #drunklife 12:14 PM

James: you could say its jarring 12:14 PM

Nova: why is J101 silenced? 12:15 PM

Raven: Nova :) wrong raven 12:15 PM

Nova: he was so nice to me :'( 12:15 PM

James: come back to us J101!!! 12:15 PM

Raven: Jamie you don't want to see one guy one jar 12:15 PM

Nova: raven, you are better than no raven. I love you 12:15 PM

Raven: I love you too :) 12:16 PM

Jamie: Jesus 12:16 PM

Nova: omg really.. 12:16 PM

Nova is loved 12:16 PM

Jamie: 2 girls one cup kinda shit 12:16 PM

Raven: I love everyone :) 12:16 PM

James: Part of me secretly hopes that our raven is raven symone 12:16 PM

Nova: ew jamie 12:16 PM

Nova: but why is J101 silenced 12:17 PM

Nova: what he do 12:17 PM

James: Jamie did you just watch it? 12:17 PM

James: Once its watched it can't be unwatched 12:17 PM

Jamie: No I did not my mind is scarred enough thank you very much 12:17 PM

Marko: Ew i dod watch it 12:18 PM

Marko: Did 12:18 PM

Marko: Theyre gross 12:18 PM

Raven: The sound of the jar breaking haunts me 12:18 PM

Nova: saw it a long time ago.. ewww 12:18 PM

Nova: EW! 12:18 PM

J101: Idk why i gof banned for 4 mins 12:18 PM

Marko: Usaw that video where a man sot on a glass jar abd it break 12:18 PM

Nova: J101!! 12:18 PM

Nova hugs 12:18 PM

Raven: Cause you're so awesome 12:18 PM

Marko: 2girl1cup is 2sluts sucking poo lol 12:19 PM

J101: If i offended anyone my bad, just trying to help 12:19 PM

Jamie: How does the sound of a jar breaking haunts you haha 12:19 PM

Marko: Those r crazy videos 12:19 PM

Raven: Watch 1guy 1jar and find out 12:19 PM

Jamie: He sits on a glass jar? 12:19 PM

Marko: 2girls1cup i hope they be jailed 12:19 PM

Marko: Yea 12:19 PM

Nova: ewwww Raven! 12:19 PM

Marko: He puts it i his ass ew 12:20 PM

Raven: Worse 12:20 PM

Nova: nobody watch. 12:20 PM

Jamie: Wtf 12:20 PM

Nova: its nassssty 12:20 PM

Nova: ew 12:20 PM

Nova: eww 12:20 PM

James: Its chunky 12:20 PM

J101: A jar? Haha 12:20 PM

Jamie: And it breaks inside him? 12:20 PM

Jamie: Jesus Christ 12:20 PM

Nova: ew! 12:20 PM

James: THERE IS SO MUCH BLOOD 12:20 PM

Raven: Yeah 12:20 PM

James: adkfahdsajsvba'sdj 12:20 PM

James: I can't 12:20 PM

James: I hate this 12:20 PM

Nova: omg no.. don't mention it 12:20 PM

J101: The chat has taken a downfall 12:21 PM

Jamie: What a fucked up creature 12:21 PM

Raven: What have I done... 12:21 PM

Marko: I once put a razor blade in my ass lol but only a little bit xd i never did anything again 12:21 PM

Kay22Lee: I left my husband because of physical abuse. When. We were separated he slept with my bestfriend twice. Now we're back together 12:21 PM

Marko: Was crazy 12:22 PM

pandagirl from USUnited States joined the chat. 12:22 PM

pandagirl: hi 12:22 PM

Raven: Panda *hug* 12:22 PM

J101: Kay, im sorry to hear that 12:22 PM

Nova: please tell me whyyyyyy, my car is in the front yard! I'm sleeping with my clothes on! and I ... 12:22 PM

James: I just ate a whole bag of raisins 12:23 PM

J101: Nova... 12:23 PM

James: Raisins 12:23 PM

Marko: Nova ur drunk 12:23 PM

Nova: yo J101 12:23 PM

Marko: James thats fattening 12:23 PM

Nova: i know 😟 12:23 PM

James: yup 12:23 PM

Marko: Nova stop drinking 12:23 PM

Adz: 😞 12:24 PM

Nova: all i wanna do is pet kitty.. why he run away 😟 12:24 PM

Marko: We all do crazy stuff i was also raped while drunk 12:24 PM

J101: Nova i told you duis are no joke 12:24 PM

Nova: come back kitty 12:24 PM

Nova: duis? 12:24 PM

Raven: DUI's 12:25 PM

Marko: Whos kitty 12:25 PM

J101: I spent 6 months in county jail for that bs. Come on think for a minute. No buzz kill but think of the shir that can happen 12:25 PM

J101: Driving under influence 12:25 PM

James: Far better to run through the aisles drunk at Target 12:25 PM

Nova: wow 6 months.. the most i spent was 10 days in jail.. assault and batter on law enforcement. 12:25 PM

Tocx from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 12:25 PM

Adz from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 12:25 PM

Marko: I never been to jail 12:25 PM

James: I feel like I would get so fit if I went to jail 12:26 PM

J101: Its not made for a lot of people. 12:26 PM

J101: Naw you get fat james lol 12:26 PM

James: Wutttt 12:26 PM

J101: I ate junkfood for the whole time 12:26 PM

Nova: you're telling me.. I was in isolation in jail cause of my depression.. it sucked.. 12:26 PM

Marko: Well i wouldbt want to go to jail 12:26 PM

Marko: Im sure is be raped 12:26 PM

Marko: Id 12:26 PM

James: What are your stats Marko? 12:27 PM

Marko: Im 23 slim 12:27 PM

J101: Naww marko dont get there 12:27 PM

Nova: no commissary, just crap jail food.. i dropped 5 pounds in 10 days. 12:27 PM

Marko: Nah i wont 12:27 PM

Marko: Ew must be nast y food 12:27 PM

Nova: its not too bad. 4 out of 10.. 12:27 PM

J101: Its made so you dont come baxk 12:28 PM

Adz: I'm done guys. 12:28 PM

Nova: what u mean adz? 12:28 PM

Marko: Im sure they would rape me 12:28 PM

Nova: talk to us 12:28 PM

Marko: I ofteb get harased by men 12:28 PM

Marko: Imagibe st jail 12:28 PM

Marko: At 12:28 PM

Nova: you wont get raped in jail marko, prison yes 100% 12:28 PM

J101: 100 percent nova 12:29 PM

Marko: Isnt it the same thing 12:29 PM

Raven: Nope 12:29 PM

J101: Unless you give it up in jail lmao 12:29 PM

Adz: I've tried to hold onto the smallest bits of hope, but there's nothing left me for anymore 12:29 PM

J101: Adz lets hear it 12:29 PM

James: Its my theory that every guy is just the littlest bit 'gay' 12:29 PM

J101: Hahah 12:30 PM

Nova: despair adz? 12:30 PM

Marko: Un 12:30 PM

Adz: I've said my problem in here time and time again.... and it doesn't help, not one bit. 12:30 PM

J101: I actually give a shit 12:31 PM

J101: Ill try and help as much as i can 12:31 PM

Nova: despair.. I used to think I defined the word.. losing everything and feeling nothing. Life, withdrawal. it is the worst 12:32 PM

J101: Back to why were all here 12:32 PM

Nova: same here adz. we won't let you go. 12:32 PM

Raven: I gtg, thanks for the chats everyone 12:33 PM

Nova: bye raven 12:33 PM

James: Night Raven 12:33 PM

Nova hugs raven 12:33 PM

Raven: :) nn 12:34 PM

Nova: whats nn? 12:34 PM

J101: Night night lol 12:34 PM

Nova: oh 12:34 PM

James: night night i think 12:35 PM

Jamie: Cya raven 12:35 PM

J101: Its 235, what are we doing now 12:35 PM

Nova: its 5:34am here. 12:35 PM

James: Adz we're listening if you have something that wants to be heard 12:35 PM

Nova: i might have to sleep soon. bc i have to work at 4pm 12:36 PM

Jamie: 10.35 am 12:36 PM

Adz: Nah I can't do this life anymore. 12:36 PM

J101: Why 12:36 PM

Nova hugs adz 12:36 PM

Nova: no! 12:36 PM

James: 💗 12:37 PM

Nova: he leave :'( 12:37 PM

Nova: heaven please help 12:37 PM

Lilli from USUnited States joined the chat. 12:37 PM

Lilli: Hi 12:37 PM

Fantasticalnoice from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 12:38 PM

James: hey 12:38 PM

J101: This lifes a bitch forsure. We all had our problems. But being heard helps. Take that from someone whos been through it. Foreal. No internet bs. 12:38 PM

Fantasticalnoice: Hi 12:38 PM

James: Yup 12:38 PM

Adz: Nothing can help me 12:38 PM

James: Honestly, I was this close to ordering a gas tank off amazon 12:38 PM

Nova: well if anyone here is in fairfax virginia.. I'm glad to help 12:39 PM

James: You guys helped more than I thought 12:39 PM

J101: Talk to us everyone here has felt it 12:39 PM

J101: Straight up everyone here seems content after this long 12:39 PM

Adz: Gas Tank off Amazon?! 12:39 PM

Nova: I'm not J101 12:40 PM

J101: I came here pissed off and depressed but i feel better 12:40 PM

Nova: I have to cure myself 12:40 PM

caza from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 12:40 PM

James: so many brits 12:40 PM

James: I dig it. I'm imaging all your fantastic accents. 12:41 PM

J101: You have all the answers it just takes knowing it. I always gave good advice been lacked to really follow what i advised. Takes time 12:41 PM

Nova: I'm almost done drinking.. 12:41 PM

Nova: I will sleep after 12:41 PM

Jamie: Not enough Irish people 12:41 PM

Ange from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 12:41 PM

James: My family's Irish, if that helps. A platoon of us left during the potato famine??? 12:41 PM

Nova: I wanna cuddle somebody.. 12:41 PM

Nova: I miss cuddle buddy 12:41 PM

Nova: :'( 12:41 PM

Nova sad 12:42 PM

J101: Im probably gettin off soon too 12:42 PM

Ange: Rip cuddle buddy 12:42 PM

Jamie: Here mate if you aren't talking about your parents it doesn't count haha 12:42 PM

caza: hey.. 12:42 PM

Nova: I wanna cuddle buddy 😟 12:42 PM

Jamie: Hello caza 12:42 PM

James: mate! I love that european guys use the word mate 12:42 PM

Ange: Mate 12:42 PM

Ange: Why mate 12:42 PM

Nova: mate 12:43 PM

Jamie: English and Irish people use it 12:43 PM

Nova: hows it going mate 12:43 PM

Ange: Nah 12:43 PM

Nova: this weather though mate 12:43 PM

Nova: let's mate, mate! 12:43 PM

J101: Jesus 12:43 PM

Nova: heehe 12:43 PM

Jamie: Hahahaha 12:43 PM

Ange: Maybe it's a London roadman thing but people say blud here 12:43 PM

James: blud? 12:43 PM

Ange: Never mate 12:43 PM

James: But nothing is cute about the world blud 12:43 PM

Ange: Yep 12:43 PM

Nova: blood, whats that sket doing here. 12:43 PM

caza: does anyone know of any emergancy councelors in the UK because i cant wait for the CAMHS appointment i need to talk now....no worries if not 12:43 PM

Ange: Ik 12:44 PM

J101: Let me explain what blud comes from 12:44 PM

James: Europeans are supposed to be so much more charming 12:44 PM

Adz: There's literally nothing left for me at all.....zero hopes and desires, I've got nothing in life.....I feel 12:44 PM

Jamie: Wogone 12:44 PM

Nova: such a slag blood 12:44 PM

Adz: Feel 12:44 PM

Ange: AHAH YES 12:44 PM

Nova: adz? 12:44 PM

Ange: SPOT ON 12:44 PM

Nova: you're back. 12:44 PM

Adz: Hopeless and worthless, I've tried but there's nothing 12:44 PM

James: we don't have very much slang in Seattle 12:44 PM

Nova: I was so scared for you 12:44 PM

Adz: Goodbye 12:44 PM

Nova: I requested heavens help 12:44 PM

Nova: WAIT! 12:44 PM

Nova: adz! 12:44 PM

James: just bruh, or bae like every other US state 12:44 PM

Ange: Adz don't pls 12:45 PM

Adz: What? 12:45 PM

Nova: don't leave please! 12:45 PM

Nova: :'( 12:45 PM

Ange: ^^^ 12:45 PM

Ange: Sket is my fave British slang 12:45 PM

Jamie: Init 12:45 PM

Adz: Hi Ange. 12:45 PM

Nova: adz we can help 12:45 PM

Ange: Hiya adz 12:45 PM

Ange: Where u from 12:45 PM

J101: Adz first off explain before you leave 12:45 PM

Marko: Hate being ill 12:46 PM

Adz: Me.... I'm from Birmingham but currently in London, you Ange? 12:46 PM

Jamie: Hey brush got a dime bag for.you 12:46 PM

James: At the very none of us have a 1 man 1 jar situation going on 12:46 PM

Jamie: Bruh z 12:46 PM

Jamie: * 12:46 PM

Marko: Oh james lol 12:46 PM

J101: And blood is a term to check people who arnt affiliated with the same thing 12:46 PM

Ange: I'm from London, born and raised 12:46 PM

Adz: What part Ange? 12:47 PM

Nova: adz. I know how you feel. Don't give in. 12:47 PM

Jamie: Do you listen to grime 12:47 PM

Ange: North 12:47 PM

Ange: Hbu for brum 12:47 PM

Adz: Islington? 12:47 PM

Ange: Yep 12:47 PM

James: Are any of you Tom Daly? 12:48 PM

Rusk answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 12:48 PM

J101: Alright its been good. Talking helped. Hope it works for the rest of you. Later on. Remember it isnt worth it 12:48 PM

James: That would be clutch 12:48 PM

Nova: ughhh my tummy hurts.. 12:48 PM

Nova: i so full of drinking 12:48 PM

Adz: What a guess 🤓 I lived there for a little bit, not nice. I'm in small Heath in Birmingham 12:49 PM

James: Night J101, you made a big difference for me tonight 12:49 PM

Ange: My grandparents live in northfield 12:49 PM

Jamie: Cya J 12:49 PM

Adz: Right guys, if I said my problems you'd all think that I'm stupid for not wanting this life anymore over something like this. 12:49 PM

caza: cya J 12:49 PM

Ange: Share 12:49 PM

Ange: I'm 12:49 PM

James: I'm curious now Adz 12:50 PM

Ange: Intrigued 12:50 PM

James: Care to share? 12:50 PM

Adz: How old are you Ange? 12:50 PM

Ange: Pretty young compared to you guys I'm assuming 12:50 PM

Adz: How old? 12:50 PM

Ange: Still in secondary 12:51 PM

caza: im 15 ange you younger xD 12:51 PM

James: im 22 12:51 PM

Nova: I give you all advice.. Life is a struggle especially for all of us, why? because we can relate to each other. But we can motivate each other to take another day, week, month, year.. we can do it together. Life is painful, but it will be that pain that can literally make us stronger, we can endure a lot more in time, and maybe just maybe, we can cure each other or ourselves. Heaven is by our side. I love you all. 12:51 PM

Ange: Yeah I'm younger caza 12:51 PM

James: back @ you nova 12:51 PM

Ange: Thanks nova 12:52 PM

Nova: the drink is finished.. I sleep now. goodnight all 12:52 PM

Jamie: Goodnight nova 12:52 PM

Ange: It's almost 11am here 12:52 PM

Jamie: Same here 12:52 PM

caza: wise words Nova :O 12:53 PM

Nova: see you tomorrow.. bye. 12:53 PM

Nova group hugs 12:53 PM

caza: nighhhttt:P 12:53 PM

Ange: :,) 12:53 PM

James: Gonna follow nova - night everyone 12:53 PM

caza: night james 12:53 PM

Ange: night james 12:53 PM

James: B there for each other 12:53 PM

Jamie: Bye james 12:54 PM

James: You all helped me tonight 12:54 PM

Adz: Right I was My ex for 3 and half years.... she's all I've ever had in that time, no family, no nothing. She's was my world, 'my everything. We've been through the good and bad times together. Last year we went through a miscarriage what torn me apart If I didn't have her. I would of ended my life there and then.... we split up on Monday and since then I've not really left my bed. She's the only girl for me in my eyes. I was going to propose to her next month, I've lost EVERYTHING. My so called life isn't worth living anymore. 12:54 PM

Ange: happy to help 12:54 PM

Ange: Oh my goodness 12:55 PM

Adz: I've havent ate, hardly drank or slept since Monday 12:55 PM

Ange: thats awful 12:55 PM

Ange: I feel even more pathetic than before 12:56 PM

Adz: So it's basically I'm done with life. 12:56 PM

caza: omg Adz 😟 im so sorry for the miscarrige mate 😟 and oh wow:( 12:56 PM

caza: :( 12:56 PM

Ange: I'm so sorry adz 12:56 PM

Adz: Ange, don't feel pathetic 12:56 PM

Ange: I can't help it 12:56 PM

Ange: The reason I got onto this chat in the first place is bc of my excessive self pitying 12:57 PM

caza: dont end your life you mean a lot to someone out there 12:57 PM

Ange: ^^^ 12:57 PM

Ange: You really do 12:57 PM

Ange: Might not feel that way but someone does 12:57 PM

Adz: It's like I've told her what she means to me and she couldn't care less if I was dead right now. 12:57 PM

Adz: I mean nothing to no-one 12:58 PM

Adz: So I might as well be dead 12:58 PM

Ange: Why did you two break up? 12:58 PM

caza: im here because i get suicidal thoughts and ive been in and out of councelling since year 6 and i came out trans and my family didnt take that too well and Abz i care if your dead please man just hang in there maybe you need to speak to someone 12:58 PM

caza: like proffessional? 12:58 PM

Ange: Yes I recommend that 12:59 PM

Stephen from CACanada joined the chat. 12:59 PM

Stephen answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 12:59 PM

Adz: The fucked up thing is she's not even explained. Two weeks ago, she told me she wanted us to try again for a baby next year... what honestly made me so happy. 12:59 PM

Adz: And and now I'm nothing to her. 12:59 PM

Ange: Ask her what changed 1:00 PM

Ange: She's probably upset about the miscarriage 1:00 PM

Adz: She won't speak to me Ange. 1:00 PM

caza: oh my god and thats played with your head?:( 1:00 PM

Ange: Oh my god 1:00 PM

Adz: Nah we've fine since that we pulled each other through it 1:00 PM

Ange: Okay 1:00 PM

Ange: Idk what it could possibly be 1:01 PM

Ange: If not bc of the miscarriage then 1:01 PM

Ange: No idea 1:01 PM

Adz: Well... like I said, she couldn't care less if I'm dead so I might as well be dead. 1:01 PM

Ange: No she would care 1:01 PM

Ange: Guilt 1:02 PM

caza: me either sorry man just please dont take your life because people care. 1:02 PM

Stephen: I guess I am the least qualified person to say this, but just carry on 1:02 PM

Ange: Its it's a terrible feeling 1:02 PM

Ange: Same Stephen 1:02 PM

Ange: Adz Ik you feel this way rn but 1:02 PM

Ange: Give life a chance 1:02 PM

Jamie: Adz theres more girls out there. 1:03 PM

Ange: You've gotten past one of the hardest parts 1:03 PM

Ange: You can carry on 1:03 PM

caza: yeah^ 1:03 PM

Ange: Ik you're strong 1:03 PM

Ange: Strong enough to keep going 1:03 PM

Adz: There isn't though Jamie. 1:03 PM

Jamie: When a girl has a miscarriage it fucks them up a bit 1:03 PM

Ange: ^^^^ 1:03 PM

Stephen from CACanada joined the chat. 1:03 PM

Ange: Truth 1:03 PM

Stephen: Btw I am Stephen Colbert and I am here cuz of Trumo 1:04 PM

caza: it fucks them up a lot...well i guess it depends on how they can cope with certain situation 1:04 PM

Stephen: Trump 1:04 PM

Jamie: Adz if she can drop you and not explain why she's not worth your time 1:04 PM

caza: trump? 1:04 PM

caza: whats he done now? 1:04 PM

caza: or do you just hate him 1:05 PM

Stephen: not seriously dont give up you just need to give her some space 1:05 PM

Adz: might sound bent that, but she's the only girl in the world for me. 1:05 PM

Adz: That sounds bent right 1:05 PM

Ange from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 1:05 PM

caza: no it doesnt abz 1:05 PM

Jamie: Adz we all think that untill the feelings pass 1:05 PM

Stephen: maybe you guys couldnt diggest the miscarriiage stuff in the proper way 1:05 PM

Adz: We did, we was fine.... we pulled each other through it. 1:06 PM

Jamie: You believe that you'll be alone forever and that she was the one for me but you need to be realistic 1:06 PM

Ange: Ngl he right 1:06 PM

Jamie: She just broke up with you for no reason? 1:07 PM

Adz: See what I mean talking to people 1:07 PM

Stephen: Just give her some time and space, if what you say its truth, you should wait 1:07 PM

Adz: Soesnt help youre all just havinf a go. 1:07 PM

caza: so sorry guys i have to go ill be back later but Abz i care man please dont end it 1:07 PM

Jamie: Adz right now you can't see light at the end of the tunnel it's early days 1:08 PM

Stephen: Have you guys heard about hikkikomori 1:08 PM

Jamie: But time will heal you and you'll be stronger from this 1:08 PM

Adz: Problem 1:09 PM

Adz: Is, I won't 1:09 PM

Jamie: Yes you will adz 1:09 PM

Stephen: I think if you manage to actually develop a relationship 1:09 PM

Stephen: for such long time, you are capable to wait for at least one or two more months 1:10 PM

stephanie from BRBrazil joined the chat. 1:11 PM

stephanie: hi 1:11 PM

Stephen: hello 1:11 PM

Stephen: hello 1:11 PM

stephanie: hi stephen 1:11 PM

Stephen: how are you 1:11 PM

stephanie: sad what about you 1:12 PM

Dec from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 1:12 PM

BeniBjah from [unknown location] joined the chat. 1:12 PM

Dec: WAGWARNNNNN. PEEPS 1:12 PM

Stephen: i guess the best description is tired 1:13 PM

Jamie: Fan chill 1:13 PM

Dec: Anyone fancy jumping into the River Thames with me? 1:13 PM

Jamie: Fam* 1:13 PM

stephanie: why are you tired 1:13 PM

Stephen: what is you problem if I may ask 1:13 PM

Stephen: Does the Thames go through England? 1:13 PM

stephanie: im feeling worthless ugly dumb nobody likes me i guess 1:13 PM

Jamie: I would if I had arm bands Dec 1:14 PM

Stephen: because i cannot manage to get out of my bed 1:14 PM

Stephen: its been a week 1:14 PM

Dec: Fuck the armbands Jamie that's part of the fun. 1:14 PM

Rue from USUnited States joined the chat. 1:15 PM

stephanie: i feel the same stephen 1:15 PM

Rue answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 1:15 PM

Jamie: Pay for my flight to England and i will 1:15 PM

Dec: Stephanie, you're beautiful and one of a kind. Don't ever call yourself worthless and ugly!! 1:15 PM

Rue: hey 1:15 PM

stephanie: i cant eat either 1:15 PM

Stephen: are you worried about your appareance or something like that 1:15 PM

stephanie: thanks dec thats sweet!! 1:15 PM

Dec: Eat now Stephanie!! 1:15 PM

Dec: EAT!!!! 1:15 PM

Rue: ? 1:15 PM

Dec: Or i'"" 1:16 PM

Jamie: Hey rue 1:16 PM

stephanie: im eating bread rn 1:16 PM

Dec: Will come Brazil and find you 1:16 PM

Jamie: What's a good song 1:16 PM

stephanie: kinda stephen 1:16 PM

Dec: Good Stephanie:) 1:16 PM

stephanie: lol dec thanks 1:16 PM

Rue: bullet-hollywood undead 1:16 PM

Jamie: Dec are you a road man 1:16 PM

Stephen: Why I had dinnner like two hours ago 1:16 PM

Rue: not the most uplifting but i like it 1:16 PM

Dec: What's everyone doing ? 1:17 PM

stephanie: but i cant eat because im sad im feeling nauseous 1:17 PM

Rue: im drawing 1:17 PM

Dec: Why you sad Stephanie? 1:17 PM

stephanie: im laying on my bed and talking to you guys 1:17 PM

Stephen: thx for trying to help 1:17 PM

Stephen: just eat something 1:17 PM

Jamie: I'm looking for a half decent song 1:17 PM

Dec: Jamie... type of stuff you into? 1:18 PM

Rue: the other side of paradise-glass animals 1:18 PM

Stephen: how long has been since the last time you eat 1:18 PM

Jamie: House 1:18 PM

Rue: i found a mix of that 1:18 PM

Dec: Ahhh can't really help you then 🤔 1:18 PM

Stephen: Nicole Dollaganger Mean 1:18 PM

stephanie: stephen i ate a bread 1 minute ago 1:18 PM

Dec: Stephanie........... what's up? Why are you sad? 1:19 PM

Stephen: Thats good 1:19 PM

Rue: sky high-freetempo 1:19 PM

stephanie: dec im feeling worthless ugly not smart enough this kind of stuff 1:19 PM

Stephen: I do not know, after this week, the only thing I can think about is that I failed two courses 1:19 PM

Stephen: I am in college btw 1:20 PM

Dec: And I told you! You're beautiful, amazing and one of a kind! 1:20 PM

stephanie: stephen how old are you 1:20 PM

Rue: are you depressing stephanie? 1:20 PM

Rue: *depressed oml 1:20 PM

stephanie: thanks dec 1:20 PM

stephanie: yes rue 1:20 PM

Stephen: 20 1:20 PM

Dec: Why does no-one listen to me?😔 1:20 PM

Rue: for ho wlong 1:20 PM

stephanie: i listen to you dec 1:21 PM

Jamie: Dec you seem hyper 1:21 PM

Dec: Good Stephanie!:) 1:21 PM

Rue: fuck *how long 1:21 PM

stephanie: you kinda helped me 1:21 PM

Stephen: whats your problem dec 1:21 PM

Dec: Jamie, I'm high on life bro, suns out, guns out. 1:21 PM

stephanie: well rue its been 2 weeks 1:21 PM

Jamie: listen to tiesto y'all 1:21 PM

Dec: I'm here to try and make people feel better about themselves 1:22 PM

Rue: ive been depressed since i was 5 years old lmao 1:22 PM

stephanie: i have depression and anorexia so 1:22 PM

Stephen: Stephanie you must be a beatiful and smart girl (or boy), you are cheating in english 1:22 PM

Rue: so almost 10 years now 1:22 PM

Dec: Everyone is beautiful. 1:22 PM

Dec: Each and everyone of you 1:22 PM

Rue: what 1:22 PM

Dec: In a non-weird way 😂 1:23 PM

Stephen: Are you guys serious or just you are trying to goofing around 1:23 PM

Rue: i dont believe you 1:23 PM

stephanie: rue lol ive been diagnosed when i was 14 1:23 PM

Dec: Me? 1:23 PM

Dec: I'm 1:23 PM

Dec: Deadly 1:23 PM

Dec: Serious 1:23 PM

Rue: not you stephanie 1:23 PM

Stephen: Stephanie How old are you 1:23 PM

Rue: i seriously dont believe you 1:23 PM

Jamie: Dec is a goofy goober 1:23 PM

stephanie: im 16 1:23 PM

Ange: What'd I miss 1:24 PM

Dec: Goofy Goober? 1:24 PM

stephanie: also thanks stephen you seem to be beautiful and smart too 1:24 PM

Dec: What's going on Ange? 1:24 PM

Ange: No idea 1:25 PM

Rue: yeah 1:25 PM

Jamie: It's sponge Bob slang init fam 1:25 PM

Rue: goofy goober 1:25 PM

Stephen: You are too young for all that shit, i am originally from South America, so if you are speaking English at this level 1:25 PM

Ange: Forgot bout the chat 1:25 PM

Rue: im 14 1:25 PM

Stephen: that means that you are very smart 1:25 PM

Ange: Oi same eye 1:25 PM

stephanie: stephen thanks 1:25 PM

Dec: Where you from Ange? 1:25 PM

Ange: Rue* 1:25 PM

Rue: i have a friend from hong kong 1:25 PM

Ange: Uk 1:25 PM

stephanie: im the best at english in school and stuff 1:25 PM

Rue: she can speak cantonese and english fluently 1:25 PM

Stephen: and about your body 1:25 PM

Ange: Hbu dec 1:25 PM

Dec: Oooo same, I'm from London 1:25 PM

Stephen: nobody cares about that shit 1:26 PM

Stephen: the world is fucking crazy 1:26 PM

Rue: im from minnesota 1:26 PM

Ange: which part Dec 1:26 PM

Dec: N5 1:26 PM

stephanie: i hope so stephen 1:26 PM

Ange: Ah 1:26 PM

Dec: You? 1:26 PM

Ange: N19 1:26 PM

Stoli from [unknown location] joined the chat. 1:27 PM

Stephen: I mean did you know who is Trump married to 1:27 PM

Rue: yeah 1:27 PM

Rue: malana 1:27 PM

Rue: or however the fuck you spell her name 1:27 PM

stephanie: yes stephen 1:27 PM

Dec: Ahhh okay Ange. 1:27 PM

Stephen from CACanada joined the chat. 1:27 PM

Stephen: Melania she is a super model, so dont worry 1:28 PM

Stephen: If I met you for sure I will like you 1:28 PM

Rue: shes gorgeous 1:28 PM

stephanie: thanks stephen 1:28 PM

Stephen: Are you OK with school 1:29 PM

stephanie: our names kinda match 1:29 PM

stephanie: yes stephen 1:29 PM

Ange: You call her Stephanie 1:29 PM

Stephen: Yeah thats cool 1:29 PM

stephanie: im very good at school im the best student lol 1:30 PM

Stephen: Stephanie does sound brazilian though 1:30 PM

Rue: im a horrible student lmao 1:30 PM

Ange: Stephanie 1:30 PM

stephanie: nobody in school even cares 1:30 PM

Rue: i dont even try 1:30 PM

Ange: Where you from 1:30 PM

stephanie: hey ange 1:30 PM

Stephen: I was good at high school 1:30 PM

stephanie: brazil 1:30 PM

Ange: Ah nice 1:30 PM

Rue: i get d's,c's,and b's sometimes 1:30 PM

stephanie: what about you 1:30 PM

Ange: UK 1:31 PM

Ange: Same rue 1:31 PM

Stephen: We should VP protection at least 1:31 PM

Stephen: we are such dumbasses 1:31 PM

Jamie: I was an ideal student in school 1:31 PM

Stephen: I dont think that school is important 1:31 PM

stephanie: same stephen 1:32 PM

Rue: same 1:32 PM

Rue: im just gonna end up dead anyways 1:32 PM

Ange: I don't see myself living past the age of 16 1:32 PM

stephanie: i didnt learn english in school i learned watching stuff reading stuff 1:32 PM

stephanie: this rue 1:32 PM

Stephen: True story i spent most of the time in high school trying to be the perfect kid 1:32 PM

Ange: Your English good af Stephanie 1:33 PM

stephanie: i think we all gonna day someday so why are we studying 1:33 PM

stephanie: thanks ange 1:33 PM

Stephen: I mean overachieving type and now I am here with no friends 1:33 PM

Jamie: I never went to school much and when I did I stayed for a few classes 1:33 PM

Stephen: you mean college 1:34 PM

Rue: i get in trouble a lot lmao 1:34 PM

stephanie: im v alone in school 1:34 PM

Stephen: have you guys ever heard about hikkikomori 1:35 PM

stephanie: people in school are racist and dumb so i dont get involved with them 1:35 PM

stephanie: no stephen 1:35 PM

Stephen: why do you mean by racist 1:35 PM

stephanie: whats that 1:35 PM

Stephen: i mean what 1:35 PM

stephanie: they dont like black people 1:36 PM

stephanie: they prefer talking to white people 1:36 PM

stephanie: walking with white people and stuff 1:36 PM

Stephen: are you going to a private school 1:36 PM

stephanie: i was now im going to a public school and theres racism too lol 1:37 PM

Stephen: i guess you are from a big city like Rio 1:37 PM

stephanie: no stephen im from brasilia 1:37 PM

Stephen: this is gonna sound hard to swallow but there tons of shit in this world 1:38 PM

Marko from MTMalta joined the chat. 1:38 PM

stephanie: one guy in my class said black girls cant be beautiful i wanted to punch him in his freaking face 1:38 PM

stephanie: yes stephen 1:38 PM

Stephen: people as always been racist and you have to manage with that shit 1:39 PM

Marko: I have two lovebites from wednesday 1:39 PM

Marko: Lol 1:39 PM

Stephen: RIhanna is proud of having black heritage 1:39 PM

Marko: I feel SLUTTY 1:40 PM

Rue: "lovebites" 1:40 PM

Marko: I always end up with lovebites when drunk 1:40 PM

Rue: do you mean hickeys 1:40 PM

Marko: Yea 1:40 PM

Strange: Hello anyone need pizza? 🍕 1:40 PM

stephanie: my dad is black and my mom is white 1:40 PM

Stephen: and thats OK honey you see if you study South American history 1:41 PM

Stephen: we all are mestizos so 1:41 PM

Rue: blehh 1:41 PM

stephanie: yes stephen 1:41 PM

Marko: The song last friday night by katy perry is really me 1:41 PM

Giulia from ITItaly joined the chat. 1:42 PM

stephanie: i cant get out of my bed ugh 1:42 PM

Giulia: Hey all 1:42 PM

stephanie: hi giulia 1:42 PM

Rue: hey 1:42 PM

Stephen: it is stupid that people think that they are kind of pure specially in countries like Brazil 1:43 PM

Stephen: you see heres the thing 1:43 PM

stephanie: this stephen!!! 1:43 PM

Strange packs pizza and leaves 1:43 PM

Marko: Theres a stranger in my bed theres a pounding in my head glitter all over the room 1:43 PM

Giulia: Ever had pizza for breakfast? 1:43 PM

Stephen: people are always afraid of others, the nature of human beings is too aggrupate in tribes 1:43 PM

Rue: who wasnt lmao 1:44 PM

Marko: Pictures of last night ended up online ohwell im screwed 1:44 PM

Stephen: we are by default tribial animals 1:44 PM

Marko: I love soups 1:44 PM

Rue: ok 1:44 PM

Real from USUnited States joined the chat. 1:45 PM

Marko: I love healthy food 1:45 PM

Giulia: Hey Real 1:45 PM

Real: Hey Guilia 1:45 PM

stephanie: stephen you understand me 1:45 PM

Real: Hey all 1:45 PM

Stephen: so if in your school people like being wihiite and they grow thinking thats the only correct way to be, 1:46 PM

Rue: "like being white" 1:46 PM

Rue: the fuck does that mean 1:46 PM

Stephen: they are going to college they are going to get married with wihite people 1:46 PM

Marko: Not really i once dated a black guy 1:46 PM

Real: How are you, Giulia? 1:46 PM

Marko: But im mainly into white as im white 1:46 PM

Stephen: and they are going to try to leave ther lifes in ther tribes 1:46 PM

Marko: Um 1:47 PM

stephanie: yes 1:47 PM

Stephen: you just have to be happy as you are and let other people to live ther lives. 1:47 PM

Real: Hey Marko 1:47 PM

stephanie: you right stephen 1:47 PM

Marko: Hi real 1:47 PM

Real: How's things, Marko? 1:48 PM

stephanie: i dont even know why i care to their thoughts 1:48 PM

Stephen: people are fucing dumb and they always want to put them as first priority 1:48 PM

Marko: Real was ill but today bit better and u 1:48 PM

Real: I really want to kill myself, Marko. 1:48 PM

Stephen: they think they are smarter prettier or any other shit so they deverse alll the universe attention 1:49 PM

Rue: same 1:49 PM

Stephen: but universe does not owe you shit 1:49 PM

Rue: like someone literally kill me 1:49 PM

Marko: Why real 1:49 PM

stephanie: yes people are like that 1:49 PM

Gemstone from [unknown location] joined the chat. 1:49 PM

Giulia: Don't know Real 1:49 PM

Real: Anxiety and depression. I can't take anymore. 1:50 PM

Gemstone: Stephen wtf you talking about 1:50 PM

stephanie: im tired of this kind of people tbh so ill try to avoid them 1:50 PM

Stephen: You have to read all the chat to understand 1:50 PM

Stephen: You dont have to avoid them 1:51 PM

Real: You don't know how you feel, Guilia? 1:51 PM

Stephen: You have to be a bitch about that 1:51 PM

Rue: my life goal is to become a hooker so i can be killed within the snap of a finger 1:51 PM

stephanie: lol makes sense 1:51 PM

Stephen: it sounds stupid yeah, but avoiding people is not an answer 1:51 PM

Giulia: Not really, I feel bad but at the same time it's like I feel good, but that's makes me kinda numb so it's just I don't know 1:52 PM

Stephen: just go get a group of friends with similiar interests to yours 1:52 PM

stephanie: yes we live in society so we kinda need each other 1:52 PM

Marko: I love kissing 1:52 PM

Marko: I kissed so many guys 1:52 PM

Marko: Like a lot 1:52 PM

arrow answered: Follow https://twitter.com/AltTherapyChat 1:53 PM

Real: Marko. Do what you enjoy. 1:53 PM

Stephen: you need each other iin the sense that we need help to survive and grow, but you do not need to be forced to always fit 1:53 PM

Marko: Ty real 1:53 PM

stephanie: stephen you are smart 1:53 PM

stephanie: i appreciate people like you 1:54 PM

Marko: I hate most men though they just try sex and forgot me 1:54 PM

arrow from USUnited States joined the chat. 1:54 PM

Marko: Glad i do it protected 1:54 PM

Marko: -.- 1:54 PM

Rue: does that make you gay 1:54 PM

Real: Marko. Have you got a boyfriend? 1:54 PM

Giulia: Marko maybe you should get to know them better before having sex if you don't want them to just forget you 1:55 PM

Marko: No im single 1:55 PM

Real: I've had loads of one night stands. 1:55 PM

Marko: I had guys using me 1:55 PM

Marko: Hate 1:55 PM

Marko: 😟 1:55 PM

Rue: marko are you m/f 1:56 PM

Marko: M 1:56 PM

Real: Marko. Get yourself a relationship then. 1:56 PM

Marko: But when im interested in a gu ythey dont want 1:56 PM

Stephen: stephanie you want to talk with me in private 1:56 PM

Marko: 😟 1:56 PM

Marko: Sigh 1:56 PM

Stephen: he is just being a troll 1:56 PM

stephanie: yes stephen 1:56 PM

Real: Who Stephen? 1:57 PM

Jen from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 1:57 PM

Gemstone: No pms 1:57 PM

Marko: Men often lie to me 1:57 PM

Marko: They promise me a lot of stuff then they forget me 1:57 PM

Real: I thought you could pm if you donate?

You can donate by sending money directly via PayPal to chatzytherapy@gmail.com. 1:57 PM

Marko: And when i was a drunk they even raped me 1:58 PM

Gemstone: Have you donated ? 1:58 PM

Marko: Ugh 1:58 PM

Marko: Maybe i shall avoid men 1:58 PM

Marko: Thyre no good 1:58 PM

Real: I haven't. I'm just saying to about the ones who have. 1:59 PM

Marko: Women r so annoying and men r liers 1:59 PM

Marko: 🤔 1:59 PM

Gemstone: You can share contacts if you donate.

You can donate by sending money directly via PayPal to chatzytherapy@gmail.com. 1:59 PM

Marko: I cant donate

You can donate by sending money directly via PayPal to chatzytherapy@gmail.com. 1:59 PM

Real: Marko. Let me tell you that you won't find decent man in a night club. 1:59 PM

Marko: Why not 2:00 PM

Real: Because they're just after sex. 2:00 PM

Marko: Its true tho 2:00 PM

Marko: Ugh 2:00 PM

Stephen: stephanie i created a chat room but this site doesnot allow me to post chats 2:01 PM

Marko: I hate how im 23 and always single 2:01 PM

Katielily from ILIsrael joined the chat. 2:01 PM

Marko: I want a bf 2:01 PM

Marko: Who lov me 2:01 PM

Real: Doesn't sharing contacts mean you have to PM? 2:01 PM

stephanie: oh no stephen :( 2:01 PM

Real: Marko. Have you tried online dating? 2:02 PM

Marko: Yes 2:02 PM

Marko: Same shit 2:02 PM

orchid from HKHong Kong joined the chat. 2:02 PM

Real: What are you interested in, Marko? 2:02 PM

Rue: hong konger 2:02 PM

Marko: Nice guy 2:03 PM

Katielily: I'm suicidal and I don't know why 2:03 PM

Marko: 🙂 2:03 PM

orchid: lmao rue 2:03 PM

Real: I mean your interests, hobbies etc...... 2:03 PM

Rue: being gay im guessing 2:03 PM

Marko: I like swimming music sports 2:04 PM

Rue: swimming in what 2:04 PM

Real: Ok Marko. So maybe join a sports group. You might find a hot guy there to date? 2:04 PM

Marko: I wish 2:05 PM

Marko: I want a hot sporty guy 2:05 PM

orchid: rue please 2:05 PM

Real: Rue. Fuck off. 2:05 PM

Rue: : (( 2:05 PM

Real: Marko. I'd date you if I was gay...🤗 2:06 PM

Rue: no homo 2:06 PM

Real: Rue. Does being gay disturb you? 2:07 PM

Rue: sHH 2:07 PM

Real: Marko. I'm sure there's somebody out there waiting for you. 2:10 PM

Rue: are you sure youre not gay 2:11 PM

Stephen from CACanada joined the chat. 2:11 PM

jupiter from AUAustralia joined the chat. 2:11 PM

Real: Rue. I'm wondering if you are as you seem obsessed with it. 2:12 PM

Rue: lmao what 2:12 PM

Real: It's ok Rue. You can tell us. 2:13 PM

Real: Everybody. Rue wants to come out. 2:13 PM

Real: Lmfao 2:13 PM

Rue: dont talk to me as if i were gay shit lmao dude 2:14 PM

Real: Rue. It ok to be gay. U can tell us. 2:14 PM

Rue: im not gay 2:15 PM

Angel from SASaudi Arabia joined the chat. 2:15 PM

Stephen: hi stephanie are you there 2:15 PM

orchid: stop denying 2:15 PM

orchid: its ok to be gay 2:15 PM

Rue: hana stop 2:16 PM

orchid: you act gay irl 2:16 PM

Stephen: i do not know why you guys have always to be a troll 2:16 PM

orchid: i know u were raised against it 2:16 PM

Real from USUnited States joined the chat. 2:16 PM

Rue: youve never seen me irl hana 2:16 PM

Rue: and i wasnt lol 2:17 PM

Marko: Hm 2:17 PM

Marko: I get hit on by men 2:17 PM

orchid: u think mandie didnt tell me oml 2:17 PM

asakala from [unknown location] joined the chat. 2:17 PM

Real: I go to gay clubs and get hit on. I'm not gay, but feel flattered. 2:17 PM

Marko: Real cool 2:18 PM

Rue: why the fuck do you go to gay clubs 2:18 PM

Rue: and wtf did mandie tell you 2:18 PM

orchid: lmao like everything about your friend group and school 2:18 PM

Marko: Gay clubs arent for gays only 2:18 PM

Marko: Same with str8 clubs 2:18 PM

Rue: how 2:18 PM

Rue: is that gay 2:18 PM

Real: I like the vibe of gay clubs. I'm straight, but find it a good night out. 2:19 PM

Rue: tf 2:19 PM

Marko: Yea same 2:19 PM

Rue: the vibe of gay clubs 2:19 PM

Rue: ??? 2:19 PM

Marko: I hate being ill want to go clubs 2:19 PM

Real: Gay men flirt with me. I find it amusing. 2:19 PM

Marko: Fukin flu 2:19 PM

Marko: Same 2:20 PM

Rue: man whore 2:20 PM

Stephen: this fucking chat is disgusting you fucking people just create a chat for sucide just to try to make some money 2:20 PM

Marko: N i kiss men 2:20 PM

Real: I'd go clubbing with Marko. 2:20 PM

Marko: Yea real lets go together 2:20 PM

Marko: 🙂 2:20 PM

Marko: Stfu rue 2:20 PM

Rue: you stfu bitch 2:20 PM

Marko: Kisses rue 2:21 PM

orchid: rue stop 2:21 PM

orchid: you queer 2:21 PM

Real: Leave Marko alone bitch!!!! 2:21 PM

Rue: marko i hope you know im not a fuckin guy lmao 2:21 PM

Marko: Ur a girl? 2:21 PM

Rue: im not gay u dumbass 2:21 PM

Rue: yes 2:22 PM

Marko: Ew 2:22 PM

Rue: sexist much lmao 2:22 PM

Marko: I only date men 2:22 PM

Real: Marko. I like it when men ask me if me and my friend I go with are partners. It's hilarious. 2:22 PM

Marko: Cool real is he a guy ;D 2:23 PM

Rue: cool faggot 2:23 PM

Stephen: why you guys are trolling in this site 2:23 PM

Fraylerin from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 2:23 PM

Marko: Stop it rue 2:23 PM

Real: Yes Marko. He's my best friend. I love it when gay men hit on me. Lol 2:23 PM

Marko: Cool real me2 2:24 PM

Real: Hey Fray. How's things? 2:24 PM

Rue: thats gay 2:24 PM

orchid: rue your morality 2:24 PM

Giulia from ITItaly joined the chat. 2:24 PM

asakala from [unknown location] joined the chat. 2:24 PM

Rue: whats morality hana 2:24 PM

Marko: Rue is a homophobe 2:25 PM

Real: Rue. A lot of straight guys go to gay clubs. The vibe is brilliant. 2:25 PM

asakala: hello 2:25 PM

Rue: what vibe 2:25 PM

Fraylerin: Hey real. Ah it's 12.25pm and I've only just woken up. Still in bed now 2:25 PM

Giulia: Hey all 2:26 PM

Marko: Rue stop it 2:26 PM

orchid: lmao google it 2:26 PM

Fraylerin: Feel like I could sleep longer so much longer 2:26 PM

Real: Marko. You need to come out on the pull with me and my friend. 2:26 PM

Marko: Yes we shall go together and get drunk 2:26 PM

Rue: what about it 2:26 PM

Marko: 🙂 2:26 PM

Stephen from CACanada joined the chat. 2:26 PM

Real: I've met loads of straight women in gay clubs. 2:26 PM

Rue: why would a str8 chic go do a gay club 2:27 PM

Fraylerin: No matter what time of day I enter this chat, there's always one douche on here trolling 2:27 PM

Felipe from BRBrazil joined the chat. 2:27 PM

Rue: to fuck with the gays? lmao 2:27 PM

Marko: I wear lightmakeup so that men will see me more beautiful 🙂 2:27 PM

Giulia: Hey Felipe 2:27 PM

orchid: rue plEASe 2:27 PM

Felipe: Hi G 2:27 PM

Real: There's a misconception that gay clubs are full of gays only. Straight women go with there gay friends etc..... 2:27 PM

Giulia: How are you? 2:28 PM

Rue: *their 2:28 PM

Marko: I see girls true 2:28 PM

Real: Hey Felipe.. 2:28 PM

Felipe: Hello real.. 2:28 PM

Rue: hana pLEASE 2:28 PM

Jen from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 2:28 PM

orchid: AVA pLEASE 2:29 PM

Jen: Hey 2:29 PM

Real: Marko. I bet you look stunning. You could put make up on me, lol. I could do with a touch of foundation. 2:29 PM

Rue: HANNAH pLEASE 2:29 PM

asakala: hey 2:29 PM

orchid: IM FINNA NUT IF U CALL ME THAT ONE MORE TIME 2:29 PM

Felipe: Im not ok G.you? 2:29 PM

Marko: I always wear some foundation some bronzer and little liner 🙂 and i look hot 2:29 PM

Rue: hANAAH 2:29 PM

Felipe: How are you real? 2:29 PM

Fraylerin: Knock it off with the caps 2:29 PM

Jen: Huh? 2:29 PM

Marko: Thanks real 🙂 2:29 PM

Real: I'm thinking of having my eyebrows done, Marko. 2:29 PM

Marko: U shall 2:30 PM

Rue: you cant tell me what to do 2:30 PM

orchid: do u know how disrespectful it is oml 2:30 PM

Fraylerin: I like a little eyeliner on dudes sometimes 2:30 PM

Giulia: Eh. You really okay? 2:30 PM

Marko: Yea a little 2:30 PM

Rue: how disrespectful what is 2:30 PM

Marko: I like how it make me more confident 2:30 PM

Giulia: I hate makeup, no one says I look prettier with it 2:31 PM

Felipe: No 2:31 PM

Real: Fray. Good luck with your new job venture if you choose to take it. 2:31 PM

Jen: Why is every time I come on there's an argument in the chat lol 2:31 PM

Marko: Giulia but its to feel more confident on yourself 2:31 PM

Fraylerin: Yeah G I don't wear make up often. Mostly because I can't be bothered to do it and I like the natural look 2:31 PM

orchid: im trans ok.i have so many identity issues and i'd like to be called hana please. 2:31 PM

asakala: somehow sad. seems like people always fight 2:31 PM

Rue: LMAO 2:31 PM

Fraylerin: Thanks real. But don't say it like I won't hear from you again 2:31 PM

Rue: marko did you even go to english class 2:32 PM

Real: Marko. I'm a big burly skinhead. Do you think you could do anything with me? 2:32 PM

Marko: Ha yes rue 2:32 PM

Giulia: I would feel more confident. But everyone says I look the same, my friends are always like: fuck you. You look the same 2:32 PM

Marko: Like what real 2:32 PM

Rue: are you sure 2:32 PM

Giulia: I wish I could put on makeup and look different, but nope 2:32 PM

Marko: Giulia thats not nice 2:32 PM

Rue: pinhead larry 2:32 PM

Marko: Yes rue shutup 2:32 PM

Rue: never 2:33 PM

T from CACanada joined the chat. 2:33 PM

Marko: I usualy wear makeup before clubbing 2:33 PM

Real: I mean could you make me look stunning. I'm not bad looking. 2:33 PM

Rue: im not letting a faggot boss me around 2:33 PM

Giulia: Oh it's not in a bad way. Me and my friends insult and make fun of eachother all day 2:33 PM

Jen: Hush rue 2:33 PM

Fraylerin: Real it's funny how we imagine people. I didnt vision you as a skinhead 2:33 PM

Rue: hush jen 2:33 PM

T: Hi. 2:33 PM

Jen: Hush rue 2:33 PM

Giulia: A skinhead? 2:33 PM

Jen: Lol 2:33 PM

Marko: Yes real by some natural lightmakeup made for men 2:33 PM

Rue: hush jen 2:33 PM

Fraylerin: Enough of the insults rule, it's lame 2:33 PM

Rue: rule 2:34 PM

Real: Fray. What did you imagine me like? 2:34 PM

Fraylerin: Rue 2:34 PM

Jen: Hush rue rue 2:34 PM

Rue: hush jen jen 2:34 PM

Jen: Lmao 😂 2:34 PM

Marko: I actually bougut a men only makeupkit online will receive it soon 2:34 PM

Tom from NZNew Zealand joined the chat. 2:34 PM

Marko: Looking forward 2:34 PM

Marko: 🙂 2:34 PM

Fraylerin: I imagined you with dark hair 2:34 PM

Real: Shaved hair, Giulia? 2:35 PM

Giulia: Oh okay 2:35 PM

Rue: what even is this chat anymore 2:35 PM

Kathrine from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 2:35 PM

Marko: Rue stfu 2:35 PM

Fraylerin: Rue are you depressed? 2:35 PM

Jen: Do my makeup guys. 2:35 PM

Rue: what kind of question is that ofc 2:36 PM

Marko: I will jen 2:36 PM

Real: I had blonde hair as a child. Then it went brown. Now it's grey, lol 2:36 PM

Kathrine: Hey 2:36 PM

Giulia: Going out bye 2:36 PM

Real: So I shave it off now. 2:36 PM

Jen: I have no clue Marko I only do the basic 2:36 PM

Marko: I had fever this morning was 38celcius 2:36 PM

Marko: Jen i could try and make u pretty 🙂 2:36 PM

Fraylerin: Then why do you share your problems with us, instead of insulting us. How do you expect us to want to try and help you when your being offensive 2:36 PM

Real: Bye Giulia. 2:36 PM

Felipe: Bye g tcare 2:36 PM

Jen: Haha well thanks 2:37 PM

Marko: 😄 2:37 PM

Fraylerin: Why don't * 2:37 PM

Rue: i dont need help lmao 2:37 PM

Marko: Rue ur a guy not a girl 2:37 PM

Fraylerin: Are you here to help others then Rue? 2:37 PM

orchid: rue's a girl lmao 2:37 PM

Real: Fray. I imagine you with blonde hair? 2:38 PM

Rue: im not a guy?? 2:38 PM

Jen: U talk like a guy lol 2:38 PM

Marko: Yea 2:38 PM

Marko: U talk like a guy 2:38 PM

Fraylerin: Yes real I have bright blonde hair. Tho it's a little enhanced. As I was same as you. Born blonde but went dark. But Ive never kept it dark. 2:38 PM

Marko: Not saying women r nice 2:38 PM

orchid: lmao how sterotypical is that 2:38 PM

Jen: I'm nice 😭 2:39 PM

orchid: stereotypical* 2:39 PM

Marko: I mean not all 2:39 PM

Marko: :p 2:39 PM

Marko: Jen i are 2:39 PM

Marko: U 2:39 PM

Jen: 😎 2:39 PM

Marko: But rue isnt 2:39 PM

Rue: tf do you talk like a guy 2:39 PM

Real: I'd like a nice girlfriend. We could help each other out Marko. I'll get you a boyfriend and you could get me a girlfriend. 2:40 PM

Jen: Doesn't matter 2:40 PM

Marko: Yes lets do it real 2:40 PM

Fraylerin: Rue isn't here for help, Rue isn't here to help, why is Rue here.... 2:40 PM

Marko: To troll 2:40 PM

Rue: im bored lmao 2:40 PM

Real: Yes Rue. Why are you here? 2:40 PM

Fraylerin: Exactly 2:40 PM

Kathrine erased their passport and became Mari. 2:40 PM

Real: Bored. So you troll a suicide chat room? 2:41 PM

Fraylerin: Real.. I think you'd made a lovely bf. I get a vibe from you that your a great guy 2:41 PM

Rue: ye 2:41 PM

Felipe: Just leave rue... 2:41 PM

Marko: Rue go away 2:41 PM

Fraylerin: Jeez Rue, maybe you do need help then. I mean there's got to be something better in your life to do. Kinda sad if not 2:42 PM

Real: Oh thank you Fray. I get shy around women. That's my problem. 2:42 PM

orchid: does it make sense for a troll to go away just cause you asked 2:42 PM

Rue: not really 2:42 PM

Real: How's things, Felipe? 2:42 PM

Jen: I've gotta go 2:42 PM

Jen: Rue behave now lol 2:42 PM

Rue: no 2:43 PM

Jen: Yes 2:43 PM

Felipe: Fine...You? 2:43 PM

Fraylerin: That's sweet though real. I much prefer a shy guy, than some dude who's all in your face loving themselves. I always get nervous too, little bit of wine always helps relax me and give me confidence 2:43 PM

orchid: what logic is that for a troll to do what u say LOL 2:43 PM

Real: Marko. I'm thinking of having a spray tan. 2:43 PM

Jen: Because I said it 2:43 PM

Jen: Lol 2:43 PM

orchid: and what place are you in to say it and for her to obey 2:43 PM

Rue: no 2:44 PM

Jen: Wow turning on me now... 2:44 PM

Marko: Real i have a tan lotion its amazing 2:44 PM

Real: Felipe. I'm not good. What you been up to? 2:44 PM

orchid: when was i on your side 2:44 PM

Mari: real r u ok 2:44 PM

Fraylerin: I think Rue is genuinely here for help and is to embarrassed or afraid to admit it. So Rue tell us what's so wrong with your life that you don't have anything to do today/tonight 2:44 PM

Marko: I get tanned 2:44 PM

Real: Marko. Don't you have loads of sun in Malta? 2:45 PM

Rue: no 2:45 PM

Fraylerin: You don't want to share rue 2:45 PM

Flower from DKDenmark joined the chat. 2:45 PM

Rue: fuck no 2:45 PM

Flower: Hello 2:45 PM

Fraylerin: Are you lonely 2:45 PM

Fraylerin: No friends Rue? 2:46 PM

orchid: she has friends lmao 2:46 PM

Real: Fray. I've been on a few dates. I have to have a few drinks beforehand. The key is though, not to drink too much, lol 2:46 PM

Felipe: Why are you not good?Im not up to nothing,just going to buy a new guitar maybe 2:46 PM

Marko: Yes but not in winter 2:46 PM

Flower: Can anyone help me? 2:46 PM

Marko: Even had low vit d 2:46 PM

Mari: yh surd 2:47 PM

Fraylerin: Yes real. I've been down that road before. Drunk way to much and well needless to say never heard from them again. Haha. 2:47 PM

Mari: sure 2:47 PM

Flower: I dont know what to do 2:47 PM

Mari: r u ok tell me about it 2:47 PM

Real: Hey Mari. How are you? 2:47 PM

Rue: you guys are really old 2:47 PM

Flower: Im not okay. I am so tired 2:47 PM

Mari: 14 2:47 PM

Fraylerin: Yes Rue. Thats what happens in life we get old 2:48 PM

Felipe: Any problem with that rue? 2:48 PM

Mari: same 2:48 PM

Real: I'm never any good, Felipe. You play guitar or learning? 2:48 PM

Rue: triggered much? 2:48 PM

Fraylerin: I think he's running low on insults to hit us with the old card 2:48 PM

Flower: I think i might die today 2:48 PM

Marko: Rue is silly 2:49 PM

Mari: no you wont fight it 2:49 PM

Felipe: I play,not much but im getting more into it 2:49 PM

Rue: i was just observing something calm your tits 2:49 PM

Felipe: You are some good real 2:49 PM

orchid: its a she lmao 2:49 PM

Flower: I am going to go now. 2:49 PM

Fraylerin: Rue is lonely. And this is their way of making friends 2:49 PM

Dec from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 2:49 PM

Flower: I wish you all the best of times 2:49 PM

Real: Fray. I think I'm going to forget dating. It's too much stress for me. I think I'd be better joining a group and getting to know someone. 2:50 PM

Marko: Rues a slut 2:50 PM

Rue: im not lonely 2:50 PM

Flower: May your lifes be long and full of happiness 2:50 PM

orchid: if you can stop assuming you know her that'd be great 2:50 PM

Rue: "RUES A SLUT" 2:50 PM

Mari: Flower be safe please you dont need to die 2:50 PM

Rue: yeah ok 2:50 PM

Dec: HEY 👋🏻 2:50 PM

Real: Lol Marko 2:50 PM

Marko: Lol 2:50 PM

Rue: says the one who gets buttfucked by men daily 2:50 PM

skye. from ZASouth Africa joined the chat. 2:50 PM

Marko: I dnt do anal sex 2:50 PM

skye.: Hi guys 2:50 PM

Dec: hi Skye 2:50 PM

Dec: How are you? 2:50 PM

Fraylerin: Yeah sometimes it's the best way real. Take it slow and befriend a few people. You never no you might hit it off with one of them. 2:50 PM

Real: Felipe. I think that's good for your mind. 2:51 PM

Rue: wtf do you do then 2:51 PM

Fraylerin: Rue you are lonely to be here 2:51 PM

Marko: Kiss 2:51 PM

skye.: Hi Dec 2:51 PM

Fraylerin: Your just like us 2:51 PM

Dec: How are you Skye? 2:51 PM

Marko: But no anal 2:51 PM

Rue: im not lonely lmaoo 2:51 PM

Felipe: Eh maybe,its good to forget about problems 2:51 PM

Real: Fray. I'm nearing 40, so time isn't on my side. 2:51 PM

orchid: FRAY PLEASE stop assuming that you know rue omg 2:51 PM

Rue: kissing isnt sex 2:51 PM

Marko: Ikno 2:51 PM

Rue: virginvirginvirgin 2:52 PM

Marko: And we touch body etc but not anal 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: But how can you expect us to believe that Rue. Why aren't you out doing something with people instead of being here 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: Clearly lonely 2:52 PM

Marko: So yh im safe ha 2:52 PM

Burnsy from [unknown location] joined the chat. 2:52 PM

Rue: i dont like people 2:52 PM

Marko: U thought i was messed up 2:52 PM

Mari: Burnzy hi 2:52 PM

Burnsy: Today I start my fruit only diet 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: Orchid. Rue is allowed to assume what he likes and I'm allowed to assume what I like 2:52 PM

Dec: Fruit is expensive man 2:53 PM

Mari: r u ok 2:53 PM

skye.: Burnsy 2:53 PM

Burnsy: frozen fruit from Costco is not 2:53 PM

Real: Fuck diets. They make me hungry. 2:53 PM

Rue: youre gonna become malnuroushied 2:53 PM

Rue: i cant fucking spell 2:53 PM

Real: What's up, Mari? 2:54 PM

orchid: of course you would know what you like,but if you act like you know so well but completely ignore how she behaves then u are in no place to say shes lonely and what not 2:54 PM

Rue: tbh its a shame you all havent killed yourself already 2:54 PM

Fraylerin: Real there's plenty of time. My sisters bf was 40 when she met him online. They have been together ages now. Always time. People even meet in their 60s 2:54 PM

Burnsy: its better than my last diet which was a McDonald's burger and nothing else 2:54 PM

Dec: McDonald's burgers are disgusting. So youre right there 2:54 PM

Burnsy: yep 2:54 PM

Rue: food in general is disgusting 2:55 PM

Fraylerin: If she's allowed to be rude to us then I'll assume what I want about her 2:55 PM

Dec: Rue, behave. 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

Dec: Yes. 2:55 PM

Burnsy: or before that would gon2 weeks without eating 2:55 PM

Mari: Rue not being funny here you seen to forget the meaning of this site... bulling depressed people 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

orchid: she is a troll if you havent realized by now lol 2:55 PM

Real: Idk Fray. A lot of women my age have baggage so to speak. I don't want the drama. 2:55 PM

Rue: lmao hana 2:55 PM

Mari: ok 2:55 PM

Dec: Sit in the corner Rue!! Face the wall and think about your actions! 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

Fraylerin: Yes Rue. Thats what happens in life we get old 2:48 PM

Felipe: Any problem with that rue? 2:48 PM

Mari: same 2:48 PM

Real: I'm never any good, Felipe. You play guitar or learning? 2:48 PM

Rue: triggered much? 2:48 PM

Fraylerin: I think he's running low on insults to hit us with the old card 2:48 PM

Flower: I think i might die today 2:48 PM

Marko: Rue is silly 2:49 PM

Mari: no you wont fight it 2:49 PM

Felipe: I play,not much but im getting more into it 2:49 PM

Rue: i was just observing something calm your tits 2:49 PM

Felipe: You are some good real 2:49 PM

orchid: its a she lmao 2:49 PM

Flower: I am going to go now. 2:49 PM

Fraylerin: Rue is lonely. And this is their way of making friends 2:49 PM

Dec from GBUnited Kingdom joined the chat. 2:49 PM

Flower: I wish you all the best of times 2:49 PM

Real: Fray. I think I'm going to forget dating. It's too much stress for me. I think I'd be better joining a group and getting to know someone. 2:50 PM

Marko: Rues a slut 2:50 PM

Rue: im not lonely 2:50 PM

Flower: May your lifes be long and full of happiness 2:50 PM

orchid: if you can stop assuming you know her that'd be great 2:50 PM

Rue: "RUES A SLUT" 2:50 PM

Mari: Flower be safe please you dont need to die 2:50 PM

Rue: yeah ok 2:50 PM

Dec: HEY 👋🏻 2:50 PM

Real: Lol Marko 2:50 PM

Marko: Lol 2:50 PM

Rue: says the one who gets buttfucked by men daily 2:50 PM

skye. from ZASouth Africa joined the chat. 2:50 PM

Marko: I dnt do anal sex 2:50 PM

skye.: Hi guys 2:50 PM

Dec: hi Skye 2:50 PM

Dec: How are you? 2:50 PM

Fraylerin: Yeah sometimes it's the best way real. Take it slow and befriend a few people. You never no you might hit it off with one of them. 2:50 PM

Real: Felipe. I think that's good for your mind. 2:51 PM

Rue: wtf do you do then 2:51 PM

Fraylerin: Rue you are lonely to be here 2:51 PM

Marko: Kiss 2:51 PM

skye.: Hi Dec 2:51 PM

Fraylerin: Your just like us 2:51 PM

Dec: How are you Skye? 2:51 PM

Marko: But no anal 2:51 PM

Rue: im not lonely lmaoo 2:51 PM

Felipe: Eh maybe,its good to forget about problems 2:51 PM

Real: Fray. I'm nearing 40, so time isn't on my side. 2:51 PM

orchid: FRAY PLEASE stop assuming that you know rue omg 2:51 PM

Rue: kissing isnt sex 2:51 PM

Marko: Ikno 2:51 PM

Rue: virginvirginvirgin 2:52 PM

Marko: And we touch body etc but not anal 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: But how can you expect us to believe that Rue. Why aren't you out doing something with people instead of being here 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: Clearly lonely 2:52 PM

Marko: So yh im safe ha 2:52 PM

Burnsy from [unknown location] joined the chat. 2:52 PM

Rue: i dont like people 2:52 PM

Marko: U thought i was messed up 2:52 PM

Mari: Burnzy hi 2:52 PM

Burnsy: Today I start my fruit only diet 2:52 PM

Fraylerin: Orchid. Rue is allowed to assume what he likes and I'm allowed to assume what I like 2:52 PM

Dec: Fruit is expensive man 2:53 PM

Mari: r u ok 2:53 PM

skye.: Burnsy 2:53 PM

Burnsy: frozen fruit from Costco is not 2:53 PM

Real: Fuck diets. They make me hungry. 2:53 PM

Rue: youre gonna become malnuroushied 2:53 PM

Rue: i cant fucking spell 2:53 PM

Real: What's up, Mari? 2:54 PM

orchid: of course you would know what you like,but if you act like you know so well but completely ignore how she behaves then u are in no place to say shes lonely and what not 2:54 PM

Rue: tbh its a shame you all havent killed yourself already 2:54 PM

Fraylerin: Real there's plenty of time. My sisters bf was 40 when she met him online. They have been together ages now. Always time. People even meet in their 60s 2:54 PM

Burnsy: its better than my last diet which was a McDonald's burger and nothing else 2:54 PM

Dec: McDonald's burgers are disgusting. So youre right there 2:54 PM

Burnsy: yep 2:54 PM

Rue: food in general is disgusting 2:55 PM

Fraylerin: If she's allowed to be rude to us then I'll assume what I want about her 2:55 PM

Dec: Rue, behave. 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

Dec: Yes. 2:55 PM

Burnsy: or before that would gon2 weeks without eating 2:55 PM

Mari: Rue not being funny here you seen to forget the meaning of this site... bulling depressed people 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

orchid: she is a troll if you havent realized by now lol 2:55 PM

Real: Idk Fray. A lot of women my age have baggage so to speak. I don't want the drama. 2:55 PM

Rue: lmao hana 2:55 PM

Mari: ok 2:55 PM

Dec: Sit in the corner Rue!! Face the wall and think about your actions! 2:55 PM

Rue: no 2:55 PM

Fraylerin: Yes I no she's a troll. Which is why I don't see the issue in trying to tell her she's lonely 2:55 PM

Dec: NOW!! 2:55 PM

Dec: 😂 2:55 PM

Felipe: Lol Dec 2:55 PM

Rue: no faggot 2:56 PM

orchid: why would a troll go on a suicide chatroom for help lmao 2:56 PM

Dec: Faggot? Dickhead 😂 2:56 PM

Mari: i have no idea 2:56 PM

Rue: slutwhore 2:56 PM

Fraylerin: Because she's afraid to admit she needs help 2:56 PM

Dec: What's everyone's plans for today?? 2:56 PM

Rue: i dont need help 2:56 PM

Real: Felipe. Have you had any suicidal thoughts? 2:56 PM

Rue: im completely fine lmao 2:56 PM

Mari: i dont know i am locked up all day 2:57 PM

Dec: Locked up? 2:57 PM

orchid: Tell me.A troll,who comes here clearly to see you getting all triggered about what she says,is apparently in need of dire help.She came here to have a laugh,how do you not get it omg 2:57 PM

Mari: mu parents are punishing me cus they saw slits on my rists 2:57 PM

Burnsy: Rue is their a electrical socket nearby ?? 2:57 PM

Fraylerin: Yeah that's true Real, I couldn't take the baggage either 2:57 PM

Felipe: Today?Yes real a lot,but i don't care anymore 2:57 PM

Rue: yea 2:57 PM

pussyhat from USUnited States joined the chat. 2:58 PM

Rue: ill get the fork and the toaster : ) 2:58 PM

pussyhat: Hello 2:58 PM

Rue: omfg hana 2:58 PM

Burnsy: do me a favour get a metal fork and stick it right in their 2:58 PM

Rue: its pussyhat 2:58 PM

Fraylerin: Orchid incase you didn't get, I'm being sarcastic with her. Instead of arguing with her which is what she wants. I'm babying her 2:58 PM

Real: Or a cattle prod. 2:58 PM

pussyhat: Why yes it is! 🙂 2:58 PM

Mari: hello 2:59 PM

orchid: really that wasnt how you acted 5 seconds ago lol 2:59 PM

Rue: kym 2:59 PM

Real: Hello Mari 2:59 PM

Mari: hey real how r u 2:59 PM

Fraylerin: Yes telling her she's lonely. Because that's how she comes across. If I wasn't lonely I wouldn't be wasting my time in a chat room 2:59 PM

Fraylerin: Trolling 2:59 PM

Real: Suicidal Mari. How are you? 3:00 PM

Rue: i am not lonely faggot 3:00 PM

Mari: numb 3:00 PM

Fraylerin: See it pisses her off. Which is why I say it 3:00 PM

Real: Mari. Want to tell me why? 3:00 PM

Mari: i OD and i feel numb 3:00 PM

orchid: she has friends,she came here to have a laugh out of your reaction.thats worth her time because even i can see its amusing.And no shes pretty chill rn 3:00 PM

orchid: in fact im pretty sure shes laughing her ass off rn 3:01 PM

Real: R u depressed, Mari? 3:01 PM

Rue: i am tbh 3:01 PM

Mari: yh have been for a while you 3:01 PM

Real: Fray. Have you had a relationship? 3:01 PM

Rue: pussyhat 3:01 PM

Fraylerin: She can laugh all she wants. I'm 30 years old. A kid playing troll in a chat room isnt exactly a big deal to me 3:01 PM

Rue: youre a god 3:01 PM

Fraylerin: Yes real, a 9 year relationship 3:02 PM

Felipe: Real.Is it good if i dont care about myself? 3:02 PM

Rue: im 30 years old and i spend all my time in a suicide hotline chatroom 3:02 PM

orchid: you're "reacting 3:02 PM

yuri from SKSlovakia joined the chat. 3:02 PM

Rue: lesbian 3:02 PM

Fraylerin: Orchid your more annoying than Rue. 3:02 PM

Mari: felipe you should care 3:03 PM

Rue: shes not annoying lmfao 3:03 PM

Felipe: Why Mari? 3:03 PM

Mari: cus people love you 3:03 PM

Real: Felipe. It isn't good, but when you're depressed, it's hard to take care of yourself. Depression has done that to me. I used to take care of myself before I had a mental breakdown. 3:04 PM

orchid: lmao too bad : ) 3:04 PM

Rue: all of you are mental omfg 3:04 PM

Mari: the only reason i am alive is cus someone told me not to do anything stupid 3:04 PM

Real: Rue. The first step is admitting you're mental. 3:05 PM

Rue: "SUICIDE ISNT COWARDLY" 3:05 PM

Felipe: The only reason i am its because of friends 3:05 PM

Mari: yh is rlly is 3:05 PM

Mari: same 3:05 PM

Rue: it is cowardly lmfao 3:05 PM

Real: Yes Mari. I've been depressed and anxious for years. I've had a couple of nervous breakdowns. It's not good. 3:06 PM

Mari: i realized that when i was 12 and i first tryed to kill myself 3:06 PM

Rue: its tried retard 3:06 PM

Fraylerin: Wow Mari that's young bless you 3:07 PM

Real: I've tried all sorts of medication and therapy and nothing works. 3:07 PM

Mari: thanks your like everyone else rue just leave 3:07 PM

Rue: excuse me 3:07 PM

Rue: no bitch tells me what to do 3:07 PM

Real: Mari. Take no notice of Rue. 3:07 PM

Fraylerin: It's a shame nothing worked for you real. 3:07 PM

Mari: thanks rue 3:08 PM

Rue: kys 3:08 PM

Felipe: Same real 3:08 PM

Real: Fray. The only thing that really worked for me was occupying my mind. Now I can't even do that. 3:08 PM