Pastebin Monday on Wednesday 11/30/2016

This is another delayed pastebin.  I am trying to figure out what to write about here.  A lot of stuff has happened today, so first off I should talk about gender stuff.  I talked with several people who were very understanding and able to lend me an ear.  As I thought through the week, I realized how attached I was to being male.  And having people reassure me that there's more than one way of being a boy in society.  This is something I've actually brought into question earlier this year, but it came back.  I don't regret questioning my gender identity and glad that I thought it through.  It takes a lot off my shoulders.  So really I see myself as a feminine boy.  In the end, I needed that reassurance.

I'm going to be sticking with he/him pronouns.

Meanwhile, still figuring out my own sexuality, but at least I'm a lot more comfortable about it.  Going into detail will be for another time probably.

Life has been turning around for the most part.  Sure there are rough moments, but I'm sounding more confident these days.

I really wish I could stream and do speedruns more often, but life keeps me from doing so.  I'm still hoping I can find a way to make it work so I can do what I like again.  At the same time I could work on stuff offline and be productive.  Maybe that will relieve stress from living in a much smaller space with my family these days and having no choice but to share a room with my severely autistic younger brother.

I'm messing around with the idea of making an improved Hyper Princess Pitch TAS.  Like the one from 2011, it would be played on Reallyjoel's mom, the joke difficulty mode meant to be impossible.  What I aim to do here is to adapt the route I use in my speedruns to the new TAS.  Meaning I go through the same rooms as if I was playing on Combat Lady All Stages.  It will be interesting to see how much time I will improve over the old TAS.

Most of my gaming is on the backburner because I usually don't have the energy right now to play a lot of stuff.  Which means that it will take me a long while to get through Pokemon Sun.  Not that I mind.  Once I have the energy again, I want to get better in Smash 4.

I'm still deep into Mystic Messenger.  Yoosung is still a total cutie and I'm going for his bad ends before I finally go on another route.  Why is Zen so beautiful though?  I can't get over it.

I need Honey Butter Chips in my life.