trying to cap this dm was hell so have a pastebin

Okay, so. I enjoyed being part of the osmt fandom and being able to talk about problematic content (blmatsu) with other people. I don’t remember how I ended up becoming friends specifically with todokaras, but one day we became mutuals and continued talking.

Throughout our “friendship,” they told me how they were slandered and how horrible KF was. I was sympathetic, and I believed them. I’m naive and want to believe in people, and that’s how I became used — for emotional support, defending them in public against “antis” or “haters,” for money. They would always tell me how poor they were and how they couldn’t afford this or that for food, so I would send them money via PayPal. One time they sent me money back, but it was only $50 out of the $200 or so I had given them over the course of the time I knew them. They had promised to give me the rest of it, but obviously didn’t follow through.

They also told me that the reason they were fired from their job at Target was because they had been caught stealing food via security cameras. They told me they went to court for it, messaging me the entire time on the way there, and pleaded guilty to the charge. I can’t remember what happened after that or what the punishment was, but clearly they’re doing just fine even when they committed even more despicable acts afterwards.

Soon after they flew back home to be with their mother, claiming Niq and Neggy were treating them horribly and even their abusive parents would be better than this. They constantly made excuses for their shitty behavior when provided with evidence such as the pictures of the ruined apartment, and I kept blindly believing them.

They were incredibly manipulative without any of their close friends realizing. They even made it seem like their ex had fucked them over, when they had clearly been using them for shits and giggles just the same — as well as not sharing the relationship of their platonic partner with said ex for whatever reason, which after they broke up soon became romantic with the platonic partner. It was romantic from the beginning from todokaras’ side, but not the platonic partner until after the breakup with the previous ex.

They would whine about drama and then turn around and demand more of it in a very hypocritical. They claimed of being “terrified” that people would find them, and one time they told me their address and to call the police in case I didn’t hear from them in a certain amount of time.

Overall, they fucked me over and used me for my money and my want to see the good in everyone. I never want anyone else to be in this same position again, and people deserve to know how abusive their behavior is. There are victims out there beyond dogs.