SkyWolven Pack o/14/17 " Cara comes home"

Guest_jaxthewolf12: hello? is everybody afk?
Guest_jaxthewolf12: is anybody alive?
AisuSkyWolven: O.o
AisuSkyWolven: who wants to know? and how may we help you?
Guest_jaxthewolf12: just looking for some people to rp with **looks around, keeping his distance**
AisuSkyWolven: you might want to try Frozen Tranquility Pack
AisuSkyWolven: lots more people there
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **nods, trying to be polite** yes ma'am
AisuSkyWolven: if you post an entrance when you come in they'll join in
Guest_jaxthewolf12: ok
AisuSkyWolven: tc
Guest_jaxthewolf12: do you mind if i stay here?
AisuSkyWolven: aslong as you don't cause any problems ...you can stay for a little while
Guest_jaxthewolf12: i try not to cause problems ...
AisuSkyWolven: okay
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **sits on the ground in a far corner, his fur going partially transparent**
AisuSkyWolven: {are you on mobile?}
Guest_jaxthewolf12: ((yeah))
AisuSkyWolven: {{okay np}}
AisuSkyWolven: /me lookstohim nnoticing his fur going transparent "are you okay?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: ((he begins to carve something small into the wall, he carves letters until he has the word "insignificance", then he caves more untik he has "worthless", then "unneeded", the list goes on**
AisuSkyWolven: /me looks to him a little more curiously , then looks at the words he had carved  "seems like you have a lot on your plate ....did you ..need someone to talk to?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **shakes his head** no ... its just the words i favor the most **lower down on the list are "love
Guest_jaxthewolf12: "happiness", "joy" "laughter"
AisuSkyWolven: "may ask why do you favor them?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: i just do ...
AisuSkyWolven: o..okay
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **stops carving words into the wall**
AisuSkyWolven: "most people I know would have put love,  happiness, joy , and laughter above the other words"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: not me ...
AisuSkyWolven: "did something happen to possibly make you favor thos words over the others?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: ... yeah ... a lot actually
AisuSkyWolven: "if you care to talk...I'm a greatlistener"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: no, its ok
AisuSkyWolven: okay
Guest_jaxthewolf12: i wont waste your time with my babbling
AisuSkyWolven: okay..that's fine
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **his fur becomes slightly more transparent**
AisuSkyWolven: /me "sometimes if you talk some things over with others ....you might not completely disappear...I not here to judge you ...'m only tryingto help" she says with a genuinely warm smile
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **looks at her smiles and his fur becomes a visable but extremely dark blue**
AisuSkyWolven: "much better, if you don't want to talk about that we don't have to ,,we can talk about whatever you want"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: *looks at you** lets talk about you ...
AisuSkyWolven: /me "me?..okay ...what would you like to know?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: whatever your comfortable with me knowing
AisuSkyWolven: "umm okay shoot"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: shoot?
AisuSkyWolven: lol sorry
Guest_jaxthewolf12: its fine
AisuSkyWolven: my name is Aisu SkyWolven and I am the proud mother of 5
Guest_jaxthewolf12: congratulations
AisuSkyWolven: ty my Mate Schei and I are very proud of our little family
AisuSkyWolven: weare alsoAlphas to this pack
Guest_jaxthewolf12: **nods**
AisuSkyWolven: "and what about you? do you have a family?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: no ... i never really had a family
Guest_jaxthewolf12: my mother always hated me and my father died before i got to know him ...
AisuSkyWolven: I'm so sorry
Guest_jaxthewolf12: its fine ... i never loved her anyway
AisuSkyWolven: /me  "so tell me ...how long have you been on your own?"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: im 20 so ... 12 years
AisuSkyWolven: "okay"
AisuSkyWolven: "sotell me a little more about yourself....like...things you like to do for fun"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: fun? ... its been a while since if had fun
AisuSkyWolven: "aww come on ...surely  you've done something fun....played a new video game, watched a good movie, read a good book...something"
Guest_jaxthewolf12: not really
Guest_jaxthewolf12: just broke my leg, a few ribs, dislocated my arm ...
AisuSkyWolven: hello
AisuSkyWolven: "what have you been doing  for all that to happen?"
AisuSkyWolven: Hikari hun Koori is resting sweetie
HikariKosen: Please do not call me Hikari, its Raven now.
AisuSkyWolven: I am sorry love
HikariKosen: Not your fault.
AisuSkyWolven: come here please
AisuSkyWolven: /me pounces her love and kisses him very deeply "hi"
HikariKosen: /me he patted her head softly as he wrapped his arms around his love, seeing a very faint smile come across his face he would kiss her just as deep "Why hello there beautiful"
AisuSkyWolven: /me nuzzles his nose "I missed you"
HikariKosen: /me he licked her nose softly "Oh? is that so now?"
AisuSkyWolven: /me giggles and licks his back "mmhm"
HikariKosen: Heh ~He patted her head once more laying back as he looke d to the other "Whos he?"
AisuSkyWolven: someone that just neededto past the time and talk with someone
AisuSkyWolven: funny he instantly ledt and went offline
HikariKosen: Exactly.
HikariKosen: No one is allowed in here unless i know them personally. or they are family.
HikariKosen: I do not care whom they are.
AisuSkyWolven: okay okay  please calm down luv
AisuSkyWolven: I'm sorry
HikariKosen: Hm? Oh i am calm though, just being honest.
AisuSkyWolven: I'll have Koori perma block him just incase
HikariKosen: That's fine.
AisuSkyWolven: and we're putting a freezeon all recruiting until further notice
AisuSkyWolven: or doyou not recommend that?
HikariKosen: Hm, oh that is fine.
AisuSkyWolven: you're distracted..what's wrong?
HikariKosen: Oh im hunting is all.
AisuSkyWolven: o..okay
AisuSkyWolven: well what did you think of todays look?
HikariKosen: Looks beautiful on you my love.
AisuSkyWolven: ty baby
HikariKosen: No problem.
AisuSkyWolven: /me looks to him curiously as she cuddle him and rests her head on his shoulder
AisuSkyWolven: cuddles^
HikariKosen: :3
HikariKosen: Mine
AisuSkyWolven: Always baby..Mine
AisuSkyWolven: /me nuzzles her head onto his chest lightly tracing his tattoos with her tiny finngers
AisuSkyWolven: baby
AisuSkyWolven: /me showers him with tiny kisses
AisuSkyWolven: luv?
CaraXXSigma: mew mew -blinks wiggling ears reaching paws up -
CaraXXSigma: ^^
CaraXXSigma: ish hi hi
CaraXXSigma: -Paws at Aisu's hand gently -
CaraXXSigma: wuvs -droops ears -
CaraXXSigma: -Cutely leaves a blanekt over her and mews then pads over to Koori mewing -
CaraXXSigma: how ish chu
CaraXXSigma: ^^
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: -Nuzzles Koori purring -
CaraXXSigma: Amore cans  we pwease talks
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: hi hi
DragonicGhoul: ello
CaraXXSigma: hi hi
CaraXXSigma: long time
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: hows chu
CaraXXSigma: ^^
DragonicGhoul: im good
CaraXXSigma: -Hops in Ghoul's lap huggling him - ^^
DragonicGhoul: -hugs back-
CaraXXSigma: I misses Amore
CaraXXSigma: -Droops ears-
DragonicGhoul: im sorry
CaraXXSigma: -curls up in a ball looking at the fire -
DragonicGhoul: -gently pets her-
CaraXXSigma: I guesses she ish still mads at me
DragonicGhoul: idk
CaraXXSigma: ish misses meh family
CaraXXSigma: sadly to say I asked whatr was going on,, but never got a response back.
CaraXXSigma: with some crap
CaraXXSigma: lately it
CaraXXSigma: it's like if chur not in a group you don't get told anything even if chu ask
DragonicGhoul: i know how it feels
CaraXXSigma: instead you make a mistake of a name suggestion to another person without knowing whats going on and you fire fired at for it.
CaraXXSigma: Then I found out Raven got all upset thinking I was kicked from a room . I was not even kicked . I left because I was asked too
DragonicGhoul: -sighs- thats my bratty nephew as ill tempered as ever
CaraXXSigma: yeah
CaraXXSigma: try being the one in the cross fire of it
CaraXXSigma: and no one listens
DragonicGhoul: little one you are talking to the lord f trouble
DragonicGhoul: f*
DragonicGhoul: of*
CaraXXSigma: and adam sandler must be Luke's father
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: XD
CaraXXSigma: ish misses meh home and cuddles
CaraXXSigma: -Looks down-
DragonicGhoul: -picks you up- come with me
CaraXXSigma: -Meeps and wiggles paws being picked up -O_O
CaraXXSigma: wheres we going?
CaraXXSigma: <.< >.>
CaraXXSigma: -Pops a confetti balloon over Koori -
DragonicGhoul: -watches-
CaraXXSigma: -Mews and sets a fish next to Koori's head and a bowl of milk for her filled with hearts -
AisuSkyWolven: -slowly opems her eyes-is everything okay uncle?
DragonicGhoul: idk
CaraXXSigma: mew mew
CaraXXSigma: ish hi hi
AisuSkyWolven: hi Cara
CaraXXSigma: -Mews and pads over to her reaching up -
CaraXXSigma: ish misses chu ^^
AisuSkyWolven: -picks her up and sets her on the seat next to her-
CaraXXSigma: -droops ears looking down -
AisuSkyWolven: /me looks to her "what's wrong?"
CaraXXSigma: -Looks at her  sniffling -
DragonicGhoul: she is upset
AisuSkyWolven: /me finds a soft cloth in her satchel and gives to her "tak=lk to me Cara"
CaraXXSigma: ish misses Amore , ish misses the bond of family
CaraXXSigma: the loyalty of others
CaraXXSigma: A true family ish hasn't been around in  along time
CaraXXSigma: and was looked at like the bad person for  a name change seggustion then leave it on the mary way.
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: -sits there sobbing -
AisuSkyWolven: /me uses the clothe to wipe away her tears and tries to comfort her "you weren't looked at as the bad person at that time.....I was in a very dark place and hurting very badly..and just thought at that time it would have been easier for us not to have been friends or even be around each other..the love Rven and I had for one another was nothing short of a miracle and the day he left us was basically the day my life ended"  slowly looks to uncle and then back to her "that day Amore was going to cease to exist ...she had a vial of poison that she was going to drink that would instantly kill her"
CaraXXSigma: mew -Looks down-
CaraXXSigma: buts ish blocked
CaraXXSigma: waits
CaraXXSigma: nvm
DragonicGhoul: -looks at them holds a small locket-
CaraXXSigma: -Mews and paws at her lap mewing and looking to her -
CaraXXSigma: ish didn't help meh she dids that
AisuSkyWolven: /me places her on her lap and gently pets her "I discovered it would just be better to do a name change  and to start a new from there"
AisuSkyWolven: /me "I am sorry that I hurt yourt you , but I was hurting very badly too"
AisuSkyWolven: hurt*
CaraXXSigma: -Mews and hops down looking down and becomes distant shutting down  with her ears drooped down -
AisuSkyWolven: /me "my family as I knew it had been shattered and at the time I didn't know what to do to fix it"..."Cara"
AisuSkyWolven: /me "I guess in a way we are related now...so if you want to start coming back around...you can"
AisuSkyWolven: /me looks to uncle curiously "what's in the locket uncle?"
CaraXXSigma: ish just makes it harder, once attached to the name and family then it dissapears . It makes it difficult..
CaraXXSigma: very difficult
AisuSkyWolven: "how"
CaraXXSigma: it's the name
CaraXXSigma: once I know the name and become content with it then it gets wiped . it becomes unsettling and upsetting, a leader of pure will would get the family to keep going even after any tragedy, it shows the pure will of integrity to keep going
AisuSkyWolven: /me picks her up and gently cuddles her  "would you like to become SkyWolven too?"
AisuSkyWolven: a*
DragonicGhoul: im going to head to bed night
CaraXXSigma: ni ni
AisuSkyWolven: nini
CaraXXSigma: no, ish has to keep Sigma
AisuSkyWolven: oh..I see
CaraXXSigma: ish a name a friend gave me years back in T.D.O.I. pack
AisuSkyWolven: understood
CaraXXSigma: I went from a Utherane to Sigma as a family/ friend told me as a good will token placed to me to keep around. A sister in an old pack room told me to keep going as Sigma  in a to keep going and the name stayed.
CaraXXSigma: mew
CaraXXSigma: So I'm pretty much the legacy
CaraXXSigma: left
AisuSkyWolven: /me "it was like Koori said...we had never been told that you were Ravens' daughter....I mean I had always treated you as one of my own anyway  but it still kinda hurt knowing yjere was another DireWolf out there....considering we were told that we are DireWolf,,,at the time of finding that out ..I felt a little betrayed and wasn't quite sure which Raven was your parent?"
CaraXXSigma: I wasn't sure either and I was very tired when it happened
CaraXXSigma: so my memory was completely shot beyond a tiring day at work
AisuSkyWolven: "and you still could have kept Sigma ...CaraXXSigmaSkyWolven...it would have fit...barely"
CaraXXSigma: mew mew
AisuSkyWolven: I really hope we can put this all behind us and start over
CaraXXSigma: Trust and time will only tell
AisuSkyWolven: we are the same people the only difference is our name
CaraXXSigma: ish has to teach myself to trust again, mew
CaraXXSigma: thats hard
AisuSkyWolven: well we'll make sure to keep lenty fis, milk and suddles for you
AisuSkyWolven: cuddles*
CaraXXSigma: mew mew
CaraXXSigma: -Puts a bow on Koori's tail and mews then wiggles paws yawning -
AisuSkyWolven: /smiles and offers her a warm pelt
CaraXXSigma: -Pads over to her and mews reaching her paws up purring kitten eyed -
AisuSkyWolven: /me scoops her up and covers her with the pelt as she snuggles her
CaraXXSigma: -Purrs and curls up in a ball wiggling paws and suckles on a paw being cuddled-
AisuSkyWolven: -gently strokes her fur-
CaraXXSigma: -Wiggles her nose and mewls falling asleep -
AisuSkyWolven: /me nuzzles her as she soon dozes back off as well
CaraXXSigma: ni ni time
CaraXXSigma: nini , mew