For T

Dear T,

It breaks my heart to see how you willingly threw your future away. I hope what you told me was a lie, but it has helped me to finally give up on the chance of having a future with you. I hope things get better for you, even though I doubt they will. I deserve the hell I'm in, and I'm sorry I brought you into it, but I will always cherish the good times we shared. I'm sorry for everything.

Love, J