Dear Beloved PVCC members,

	Be warned. This contains True and Honest content that may be too spicy for those with weak stomachs or some type of humor failure. This may also be the ramblings of someone with skewed views and who is irrational without a clear head and everything else I’ve been accused of. ::trollface:: Actually, first I’d like to address that.
	No matter what was said, I was accused of being derogatory and rude, as well as insulting. It wasn’t my words, it was how I said them. Yet every time I try to swallow my pride I get called a drama whore or crazy in these threads by the very people who accused me of being insulting. As one of you said, Let he without sin cast the first stone.
	Let’s get down to it. Nothing is resolved. You won’t let it die. I’ve tried. I went into IRC, I went into Mumble. I didn’t want to. I absolutely did not want to, but I didn’t want PVCC to suffer from an attack on me. Let’s not be stupid. This was entirely not a “I said a different opinion” thing, as there are others who I know refuse to come forward who thinks the Alec saga is stale and sucks.  I even talked to canine again today in hopes that this would stop. Now I can’t even look at PVCC without getting angrier and angrier. I can’t do it. This is exactly why even if I left Mumble for IRL dealings, now I will be leaving because I am disgusted.
	Inner Circle does not exist, right? We’re just a group of friends, right? A group of friends who instead of PMing me or Skyping me decided to dog pile on me in a thread with “well thought out postings.” Because eye rolling isn’t insulting and it is well thought out to have red texts who come out of nowhere derailing a thread and calling it thoughtful. You need to realize that. You guys are never here. And then you rail on PVCC people who go “I disagree with this, because you guys upset the balance for seemingly no reason.” I wonder why. Because we surely see so many red texts from IRC/Mumble on at the same time and all in the same forum and same thread a lot, right guys? So, if we’re just a group of friends, this is how my friends are treating me? They’re not only failing in reading comprehension but also insulting me.
	Let us take the phrase in question. “This is shit.” What is this exactly? Is it Alec? Is it the call? No, it is the situation. But hypothetically, I could say you guys suck dicks all day and it should not matter. My opinion has no weight whether I am kacey or Gen or Higgle Dee Durf. Whether I think Chris is boring should not be an issue. I was told I can say Alec is the worst saga ever, I just can’t say it’s shit. WTF? Really?
	Look, apparently we’re going to have unknown red texts up the ass and telling us we suck and we should change things. So I did the first thing. As you can see, I am no longer a red text. I can’t make myself not admin, but I can not make it my default. I also removed my picklesuit. I’m not trusted and this is repeatedly said, so you know what. Fuck your admin ::dives out of Administrator Control Panel:: OH WAIT, YOU DON’T GET THAT, DO YOU, RED TEXTS? I dong bring up Georgeson. Oh wait you don’t get that either. You’d be clueless in the PVCC advice thread. You know why? Because you aren’t one of us. You miss all the private jokes and the fun. You stay in mumble and talk and video game and do whatever. We do the same thing here. I’m sorry if you disapprove of us or our trollsonas or anything. I’m sorry we’re so beneath you that we’re worse than krapplefags and EDF faggots. You know what, maybe that’s where I belong.
	Either way, I went to Mumble. Guess what. Nothing. I got told I was being ridiculous, blah blah. Ok, so you all miss me. Because coming to all attack me (oh wait, sorry, they weren’t all coming to attack me, this was all extremely coincidental and they all just happened to come at the same time to check this out…) So let me rephrase. Apparently my words had so much weight that everyone came of their OWN VOLITION to see. What am I, clyde?
	Either way, it boils down to I’m a drama whore and not trusted. This coming from MY FRIENDS. Does anyone really keep friends like that? NO. Also, after an apology and acceptance, and even retalking and even asking “This is going to stop, right?” I am still called these insults, but I GOT REAMED FOR SAYING A SITUATION IS SHIT. Oh wait, I’m sorry, I was insulting Alec, silly me! I am so glad someone was there to tell me how I feel.
	Tl;dr I’m fucking tired of this shit. I’m not pulling a hiatus. Ban me. Kiss my ass. The end. Because you know what? At the end of the day I’m going to have more school work to do to be successful, a busy demanding job, friends I go do things with, a loving boyfriend and tons of other things. I will not be remembered as Kacey or as part of the fictious Inner Circle. This is not going on my resume, nor is it what I will be known for when I cure AIDS or something.
	I will deeply miss most of you, and I encourage you to keep in contact with me, as long as this isn’t mentioned. I have a feeling a lot is in store for PVCC, and I will already be mourning one of my favorite places to go. I love you all. You have helped me in a trying time. You have helped me get some stress out. You have laughed and insulted me in a good way. I know for maybe a while I will miss you, and might even start to regret this decision, but I think it is best.  Our PVCC is gone.
	I wish I could have kept what I told canine, but this will not die. Until it dies, I am not a part of this. I have a feeling some of us will be going, some of us will be staying, and really, it’s everyone’s choice. But I will not sit here and be called shit and then told I’m crazy and these are my friends. So I am saying right now, if you guys didn’t want me banned or to leave, you sure did a shit job of ensuring it. You guys are the homos, you guys are the assholes, the end. YOU FUCKERS, on the other hand, can leave me the fuck alone. You are not my friends. None of you who participated. And you know what, I am very fucking disappointed in all of you.
	If you guys think Chris Chan is this important, then have fun. Because this isn’t about a saga, or whose saga is best, or even Chris Chan. Now it’s personal and I am taking my leave. You WILL NOT see me again in PVCC, IRC or Mumble. Inb4 LOL we are Gen’s friends, she’s just being overdramatic, LOL we weren’t attacking her, we miss her. BTW, fuck you. Maybe I was betraying you i.e. choosing them over you, because you know what, PVCC was there for me more than you guys were, and so fucking sorry I chose them over you, because you know what, it was easier, it was less stress, and they made me happy. Thanks for shitting on it. Inb4 gen was an ungrateful bitch. Don’t you dare call me fucking part of you again. I am not part of that bullshit.
	The people I will miss, I am sorry, but I know you can get my contact info from a couple people. Just ask. They will freely give it. Hell, I know this is a troll forum, but it doesn’t contain any info I need private. I’ll always be reachable at Kacey’s email, [redacted] and my skype is [redacted].
	I truly will miss you, but this shit is worse than chris chan. LOL I called something shit again. Whoops. Inb4 ban.
	Canine, I am truly sorry as I do miss you guys, and I did want to come back to Mumble and hang out, and not do the Chris Chan thing, but apparently I’m untruthworthy and a drama whore. So I’m going to go whore it up somewhere else. Kim, I’m also sorry. I hope to see you guys again sometime when I’m up north. No hard feelings. <3
	P.S. Liquid’s gone too. So have fun. I expect our names will be bastardized and raped for the lulz soon enough. I also keep my promise that no dox will be spread and I am in delete everything process. I ask that the same be done for me and Liquid. Also, I believe it was Cosmos who said admins are only people who have done something of note. Correct. I also fullheartedly agree with little to no admins, and maybe a few real mods. Stay classy, PVCC.
I mean, FUCK YOUR PVCC ::dives out of internet::