Chaos 1

[16:16] Chaos Florence says, "I imagine.... this time though Asb- perhaps we should talk about this elsewhere"
[16:16] Eniel Daigal says, "It doesn't matter. You no longer need to go there. All you need is here anyways."
[16:17] Chaos Florence says, "There was a fight. It seemed personal "
[16:17] Eniel Daigal says, "Come along as well Hathor I can show you the book."
[16:18] Hathor says, "Soon, waiting for my daughter."
[16:18] Giara stared at Nyphadora for a moment, her little eyes squinting at the fae she'd heard a bit about.. A small buzzing sound came from her as she shrugged her shoulders.
(Giara)
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[16:18] Eniel Daigal says, "Very well I'll be at the Lab then"
[16:18] Chaos Florence asks, "Hathor has a child?"
[16:18] Eniel Daigal says, "Yes shes take to adopting children."
[16:18] Chaos Florence says, "Ah, i do recall hearing about that"
[16:18] Chaos Florence asks, "Whats this place about?"
[16:19] Eniel Daigal says, "Alright I need to decorate this place better..."
[16:19] Chaos Florence asks, "Wait is this your house?"
[16:19] Eniel Daigal says, "This place is where we Worship Belial. As well as where we will create the Crimson star."
[16:19] Chaos Florence says, "Oh... of course.. not a house."
[16:20] Eniel Daigal asks, "You didn't hear my annoucement in the square?"
[16:20] Chaos Florence asks, "i dont believe so?"
[16:24] Chaos Florence says, "Eniel i dont know if i have told you allready or not. But i think i found the answer to me blacking out."
[16:24] Chaos Florence says, "Atleast a huge piece"
[16:24] Eniel Daigal says, "And whats that."
[16:24] Eniel is moving things around with 10 people covered in head to toe with crimson robes and hoods.
(Eniel Daigal)
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[16:25] Chaos Florence says, "Im not sure WHAT by i think i know why... its not really power but rather im denying my Kitsune blood... according to others anyway. "
[16:25] Chaos Florence asks, "You are related to the Invidia family are you not? Cousins or somthing?"
[16:26] Eniel Daigal asks, "Denying your kitsune blood. Like you're attempting to become something else?"
[16:26] Chaos Florence says, "hm..."
[16:26] Chaos Florence asks, "I dont really know how to explain it... have you met Riyna Invidia?"
[16:26] Chaos Florence asks, "Or Valentine for that matter?"
[16:28] Eniel Daigal says, "Hm Yes I've met them before."
[16:28] Eniel Daigal says, "And yes we're related but not by blood."
[16:30] Chaos Florence says, "Well i was talking with Riyna and Asbel one night. Someone wanted to have a small party and invited the three of us. Asbel didnt want to go but the man insisted... thats when Riyna changed..."
[16:32] Chaos points to his eyes.

"here eyes changed color like mine. She became aggressive, it was almost as if she was a different person! I of course was both scared but also happy, I finally found what I was looking for!

According to the girl, Valentine would say the same thing if I asked. Apparently I'm blacking out because I'm dying this... other form... from coming out. Thus denying my Kitsune blood."

Chaos then points to his head.

"It would make sense, I have no memories of my past, but I hear voices every now and then. Especially when I'm getting ready to black out. They... it … says things that scares me though."
(Chaos Florence)
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[16:42] Eniel didn't really understand what Chaos was talking about but when it came to hearing voices he could relate in some manner. After all the stars spoke to him all the time.

After the decorating had been completed he let everything be as it was nothing was it was a good place to research and study the various effects of the stars and they could perhaps even build the star chamber somewhere around here.

After his work was done he allowed the other cultists to take a break and do as they pleased At the very least until he had another task for them. He'd turn towards Chaos looking him up and down before deciding how to respond.

"Do not fear what you don't understand. Do the opposite. Push past your fear and listen to the voices Find out what they say and how you can make whatever is going on with you your own power.. At least you've found a clue on what you can do. Kitsune are usually those who worship the Fox goddess of the sun. If you want to continue to deny yourself of your blood, and to enjoy the power that comes from it. Then join the Cult of the Crimson Moon. And you'll find power here. " Eniel had already been attempting to convert Chaos to his way of thinking. He only needed a few more pushes before he could become what he was meant to be not clouded by the divines

"From my understanding. You're attempting to break yourself free from the shackles of Haungzhou and the Divines and soon you'll achieve full Liberation and my lord Belial can help with that. He can reveal the truth to you however you want it. So you have choices to make. Do you want the memories you lost back? Or do you want to become something entirely different something more powerful than whatever you were before."

Eniel stood floating in the air looking at Chaos in the eyes making sure that the boy heardevery word he spoke.
(Eniel Daigal)
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[16:48] You learned the spell Hellstorm Overload.
[16:52] Chaos shook his head. He didn't think it was the memories. to his knowledge those were long gone. This seemed like something else to him.

"I think this is different. Its almost like a completely different personality. It only comes out during strong emotions or feelings... I'm only scared of it because normally, that emotion is anger.

Whenever I feel it begin to come out, I almost talk with it... it tells me to break free, let it out, or to even let it handle the issue. Sometimes I don't even resist. Sometimes I WANT to be angry."

Chaos looks down at his scarred hands, dried blood and dirt would be on them.

"When Hathor broke that bottle of Sake, I got upset. Not only was I angry but I was sad... it was a simple bottle of Sake though. Earlier on the bench, Hathor kept treating it like nothing, I was aware of what i was saying but it felt like... like I was in the backseat. Does that make any sense?"

Chaos points to his eyes.

"Its like my senses are pushes into overdrive, but all I can do is watch or get angry... I suppose its better than blacking out, but its not control."
(Chaos Florence)
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[17:00] Eniel's eyes slighted down towards him. Why wasn't he receptive...He stayed silent. Letting the boy speak of his own ideas.

"If you have all the answers why come to me? this isn't something I can help you with and you seem resistant to my methods so....What do you think I can do for you? " Eniel was beginning to get irritated himself.

" I offered to help you control whatever it is and you denied me...So I know not what else to do. My focus right now is on the projects I have to complete for Lord Sors and for Belial. If you don't believe you can help with that then I don't know much else to do regarding you. I'm no Kitsune expert after all." Eniel heard the story about the damn sake bottle again and he almost wanted to explode. It was all just so stupid.

"I don't givea damn about the bottle. Its not important...I thought Hathor was being unfair is the only reason I spoke up. But anyways...I don't think there's anything I can help you with here. You have to decide your path on your own. Everyone is given the freedom to do so but. I must follow my own destiny. I cannot have those who aren't walking the same path slow me down. I'm sure you understand."

Eniel would then stare at the boy for a little while a little irritated at the whole situation and he was honestly tired of the same old story. If Chaos didn't want his help then why did he keep coming to him..
(Eniel Daigal)
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[17:21] Chaos would stare at Eniel slightly confused. He didn't think he had done anything wrong. He joined the cult, followed the rules, and had been trying to gain his own freedom this whole time. his eyes would softly glow as he stared at his teacher.

"I don't have the answers... if I had the answers then I wouldn't be dealing with any of this! I wish to be useful to your plans and help not only Dawn but you! I cant do that if every time I get a little pissed I lose myself. "

Chaos felt his blood begin to warm up. He was angry, not at Eniel, not at the cult, not even at the stupid smashed bottle. He was getting mad at himself. With every word he spoke his eyes would glow brighter.

"What if I cant control myself and hurt someone? What if I KILL someone. I wouldn't know what to do with myself! Everyone is telling me different things. Some are saying to hide the anger others are saying to let it free, but what if when I let if free... I never come back?! "

Chaos felt the heat coming from his body. He was scared.

"I have already abandoned my past. I have already abandoned this "GOD" that all Kitsune apparently worship. I have even abandoned the one friend I held close to me, who as we speak is ROTTING in a prison cell. "

Before Chaos knew it his body had caught on fire, he obviously didn't realize what was happening. All he knew was that he was angry. He would clench his fists, nails digging into his palms as they grew.

"I don't want to go back... I want freedom. But I need help getting there. I trust you... I trust Belial... I just don't know what to do with myself... "
(Chaos Florence)
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[17:30] Eniel would look at the outburst from the boy he was so conflicted about what path to choose and never could Eniel feel more annoyed than in this moment. He let his anger consume him but had no control of it.

" Nobody has those answer but you. Stop trying to find the answers from someone else you have to decide for yourself who you want to be. Killing people is a common place here. You worry too much about the small details." Eniel sighed looking towards the Kitsune his voice was seething with a silent anger that only compelled him to flare his chaotic magics once more.

Invoking a seething rage that was deeper within him more deeper than anything the Kitsune could strum up."You're being an annoyance. Stop resisting it and just let it happen damn it. Stop worrying about the outcome and embrace what it is. The more you resist what it can be the more you'll never truly acquire what ever it is your looking for. And...you'll forever be trapped in the shackles of your own making. Meaning you'll be useless to everyone. Choose now. Stop saying you don't know and pick. Stop saying you don't understand and find out. You have the options you're just too damn afraid to find them."

Eniel removes a book from his coat. The sudden drop of pressure in the room became more apparent this book contained vile secrets and it was almost as if it whispered to whom ever was near.

"I risked my life for my answers. Nearly died countless times doing things that would help me accomplish my goal. Stop complaining and fucking do something. Nobody can help you decide who you are or what you become besides yourself. So decide what your gonna do and stick to it."
(Eniel Daigal)
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[17:32] Eniel Daigal says, "Being so worried about killing others you hide in fear of it...Is a pointless mentality. OWN IT. OVERPOWER IT. "
[17:33] Eniel Daigal says, "If not then let it kill you."
[17:53] Chaos's eyes glowed a deep bright red. He would stare at Eniel directly in the eyes. There was no movement from the boy, other than the flames that danced on his body.

"You want me to decide for myself? So be it... I think ill stay"

The boys words were not normal. They were far colder, far darker than how Chaos had ever sounded. Before what had stood in front of Eniel was an angry and confused child. Now stood one who looked completely calm and collect. Chaos would stare at his hands, the once visible blood and dirt now burned off, the small holes from his nails, now healed.

"May those who get in my way suffer... may those who try to harm Dawn burn."

For only a moment would Chaos move, grabbing his wrist tightly before letting go. He would then turn and smile at Eniel, one not of innocence and joy. But loyalty and rage.

"I hope this proves to be useful for us. I hope this can help make us stronger... for Belial."

Chaos would give a deep bow before looking up again. Waiting for his teachers response.
(Chaos Florence)
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[18:03] Eniel nodded, Good he understood that much at least. Everyone must choose to kill the weakness within them at some point. It was something everyone must decide for themselves it wasn't something that could be gifted.

"Aye and they will burn in glorious flames. Master yourself. Master this power use the flames to burn away not only their lives but their desires. Learn to burn their soul until it smolders."

Eniel enjoyed the realization of whom he was and what he could become there wasn't anything else holding him back now his shackles were beginning to loosen and his path had been turned for the betterment of Belial.

Eniel opened his arms and spread them wide Eagal."Welcome to the Cult of the Crimson moon. New member what is your name? I assume it is different than the one you once had? Under the light of the Red Moon Belial will usher you towards Freedom. Embrace hi m and he will give you the power of "Liberation." So you may burn it into the souls of our enemies forever more. " Death and rebirth. Something all people of Dawn had known well. Those who practices the darkness that was involved with Belial knew it well, thus if the Kitsune had chosen a new name it would be the perfect symbol of his being born a new.

"Liberation of Belial. Or Liberation of Death. We choose no other options here. Become faithful become free. Take orders from no one. And let your passions drive you to whom you are supposed to be. " Without any more words Eniel would move to study the book he had been given The Grimoire of the Chaotic one.

"Ah yes we were supposed to begin your initiation ritual tonight with the others. I hope you're prepared. All of you will have to show your faith and dedication to the cause justas you have. Do so once more under the moons light and you will feel his embrace and become free. "
(Eniel Daigal)
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[18:09] Chaos nodded. He was more than prepared to prove himself under the moons light. He looked at the flames burning free on his arms and smiled.

"I will keep my name... but I will make sure to live up to it... I will drive chaos into the minds of all who appose me... all who try and shackle me."

Chaos would close his eyes, the flames putting themselves out. When he reopened them the light that once shined bright would become dim. Though still there.

"I must get back to Dawn, someone awaits an answer from me... I think I have it."
(Chaos Florence)
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[18:09] Eniel nodded. " Very well then."
(Eniel Daigal)
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[18:10] {Item} You drop Grimoire Of The Chaotic One.
[18:11] {Item} You picked up Grimoire Of The Chaotic One. Dropped by Eniel Daigal. .