Not Oakville

Bad timing for clerical issues I forgot to check I had so many things on my mind:
my housing homelessness situation
my safety
my security
my next meal
my hygiene
my family
my projects
my phone
my school
Because I’ve always been a slave I’ve never been in a relationship where I’ve had the choice to care for somebody without knowing they were letting me everything just feels like fucking slavery. Nobody’s asking me anything they’re just telling me things that’s why I’m just gonna leave not the situation this reality. I’m tired of people telling me things without asking me if I want to hear it, no they didn’t harass me in the same way if they harassed me in the same way, I harassed her it would it be as big of a deal they need to make it a big deal because this is how they make money do you think it’s equal to harass somebody by only text messages and then finally get the courage to call them after they tricked you into thinking we were dating so you call the person and then they register you for harassment when you just got the courage to call them for the first time since you’ve been celibate and haven’t been able to call anyone because of the trauma women always lay on you I don’t give a fuck about anything and I want to die because of this stupid b*tch that keeps harassing me and I’m gonna kill myself in front of her. She keeps trying me without telling me what the fuck she wants to talk about. Even the officer said they wanted to talk while pulling out tasers get the fuck out of here this whole  town is set up to make it look like I’m more crazy than I am because somebody they like got fuc*ed over for fucking with me

So these officers are forcefully putting me in a difficult situation by not speaking to me, and approaching me with aggression even if I don’t want to talk to forcefully, do whatever they can because they feel like they can get comfy with me and they’re comfortable touching me now so now because they know I’m gonna hurt myself. We can start hurting them because I don’t want to hurt myself and you’re gonna make me hurt you because I don’t want to kill myself, you know we’re gonna hang out now

You don’t understand how much it hurts, knowing what to do, but not being able to do it unless somebody confirms it’s enough to make me smash my head into pavementn
 But you know, and you do this on purpose because of the type of people you’d like to manipulate, and take advantage of

Don’t worry I got something for you. That’s why we have the Internet has anybody been nice to me or have they did things to confuse me because to be nice to me you would have to explain what you’re doing and nobody wants to explain anything they just want to fuck with me and see what happens and how I react you get the fuck out of here

Yeah, if somebody else tries to you can tell by the angle plus the catch a quick connect

Not waiting how am I gonna trust a temporary home? I’d rather take the beef of fighting people in a home that knows where I am all of them die for with me. I don’t care. I just lose housing every time that’s a good trade to isolate pieces of shit, I’ll sign up for another housing for people to move around with so I can expose and have them fuc*ed over. They move around me right move close to the witness just don’t get yourself hurt.