[10/13/2019]
19:51 [Dama#1356]: Hey man, I wanted to reach out and apologize for going in on you at the end of BoD.  Very uncool thing to do on my part.  It doesn't jive with who I was (before I got religious) and it jives even less with who I am now (after getting religious).
19:52 [Thwackdaddy]: Hey! So good to hear from you
19:52 [Dama#1356]: I still think about how I just went out burning as many bridges as possible, and decided I need to just apologize
19:52 [Thwackdaddy]: I know it was a rough time there.
19:52 [Thwackdaddy]: Thank you for apologizing. Really means a lot
19:54 [Thwackdaddy]: I hope everything is going well with you these days!
19:54 [Dama#1356]: So what's the deal, no kills in like over a month?
19:54 [Thwackdaddy]: we just got QC on thursday
19:54 [Thwackdaddy]: but yeah september was rough
19:54 [Thwackdaddy]: we were bleeding on average 3 raiders a week
19:54 [Dama#1356]: classic go all miley cyrus on you guys?
19:54 [Thwackdaddy]: to real life, not even to classic
19:55 [Thwackdaddy]: we didnt lose a SINGLE PLAYER to classic. straight wild
19:55 [Dama#1356]: September...end of summer vacation
19:55 [Dama#1356]: that's a thing
19:55 [Thwackdaddy]: yea
19:55 [Thwackdaddy]: its a good thing we over-recruited
19:55 [Thwackdaddy]: wouldnt have been able to maintain otherwise
19:56 [Dama#1356]: I'm glad you have been keeping the course
19:56 [Thwackdaddy]: thanks man!
19:56 [Thwackdaddy]: starting key, replies delayed
20:15 [Dama#1356]: Anyway, I had decided probably during mekka that I couldn't sustain another tier of staying up till 2-3am, but wanted to help finish out the tier + give some feedback/etc for moving forward, so killing Jaina was really the only thing keeping me, but I kept
20:17 [Thwackdaddy]: i hear that, def is a rough schedule when you have to stay up that late
20:19 [Dama#1356]: it to myself because I didn't want to mess with morale or anything.  Spending all that time progging on Jaina to miss out on CE just like, ignited my sense of pride and I went ham.
20:19 [Thwackdaddy]: you def went ham af. I am sorry it played out that way.
20:21 [Dama#1356]: Honestly, you guys probably got it because I wasn't in, and I knew it at the time, but wasn't happy about it, so I exploded.  I felt like I was sinking every possible moment into trying to get my output up, and it just wasn't happening, so...
20:22 [Thwackdaddy]: TBH I think we got it with you as well. Your p3 damage was on par for where it needed to be
20:22 [Dama#1356]: wife is getting pissed I'm spending more time playing than our agreement, I'm chronically tired for work, output still isn't there, and then I missed the whole reason I stook around in the first place as well
20:22 [Dama#1356]: so, something had to give, and I chose our relationship
20:22 [Thwackdaddy]: A good choice.
20:22 [Dama#1356]: which was a terrible choice
20:22 [Dama#1356]: lol
20:23 [Thwackdaddy]: I mean it was def preferable to fucking with your marriage
20:23 [Dama#1356]: nah it wasn't to that point
20:23 [Thwackdaddy]: (btw can i get reinv to the hold the door discord, i cant message kaykay since then)
20:23 [Dama#1356]: there is no HtD discord
20:23 [Dama#1356]: I disbanded it
20:24 [Dama#1356]: lol, I deleted everything dude
20:24 [Thwackdaddy]: the ALL IN
20:24 [Dama#1356]: unfortunately that seems to be the only way I can do anything
20:24 [Dama#1356]: for better or worse
20:25 [Dama#1356]: I do check up on you guys on wowprogress every friday morning though
20:26 [Dama#1356]: need to get yourselves back to page 1 imo
20:26 [Thwackdaddy]: agreed
20:26 [Thwackdaddy]: september fucked us hard
20:26 [Thwackdaddy]: rekilling orgozoa was rough week after week
20:26 [Dama#1356]: as pissed and crazy as I went
20:26 [Dama#1356]: I never stopped rooting for you guys
20:26 [Thwackdaddy]: thanks man!
20:26 [Dama#1356]: didn't want you to blow up or anything
20:26 [Thwackdaddy]: i konw that was never the goal
20:27 [Dama#1356]: I'm actually really sad that it announced I left the guild
20:27 [Dama#1356]: when I deleted my toons
20:27 [Dama#1356]: legit 100% didn't know that would happen
20:28 [Dama#1356]: anyway, I'm going to sleep, I thought I'd try to catch you on a slow night and apologize for being so ridiculous.
20:28 [Thwackdaddy]: thanks man really means a lot
20:29 [Dama#1356]: You can apologize to the other officers for me if you like, but I know I went after you personally.   If there's any guildies that still remember me, tell them to get their acts in gear and get it going again
20:29 [Dama#1356]: :)