19:55][FC]<Cirina Malqir> These macros though. What is wordpad?
[19:55]Quinn Solanum prays solemnly.
[19:56][FC]<Erdene Buduga> hmm?
[19:56][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Notice that their emote yells are very small, and cut off extremely short?
[19:56]Naois Lanbatal covers his eyes again.
[19:56]Quinn Solanum weeps in sorrow before A'nyaia Rhyd.
[19:56]Quinn Solanum shows A'nyaia Rhyd her utter disappointment.
[19:56][FC]<Cirina Malqir> It's because they're macroed. Which is WHY you don't macro big emote performances. It formats really ugly like that.
[19:57]A'nyaia Rhyd strikes a pose.
[19:57]Synnove Greywolfe claps for A'nyaia Rhyd.
[19:57]Ah'zhan Mistblade steps up to Aria and gives her a quick pat down just to be sure.
[19:57]A'nyaia Rhyd performs a Far Eastern dance.
[19:57]Acheron Moonchaser peers at the dance with curiousty.
[19:57][FC]<Erdene Buduga> ...my performances use macros ;_;
[19:57]Keltgeim Eyristyrwyn claps for A'nyaia Rhyd.
[19:57]Kogoeru Naosiene tilts her head curiously, murmuring to Elawyn..
[19:57]A'nyaia Rhyd performs an exotic Near Eastern dance.
[19:58]A'nyaia Rhyd performs an exotic Near Eastern dance.
[19:58][FC]<Cirina Malqir> It's good for lyrics, but look at those descriptive posts. The jolted nature from having to make so many divisions removes from the flow.
[20:19][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Wait you're actually performing at this shitfest? And here I thought people would actually have my back for once. :<
[20:19][FC]<Erdene Buduga> ???
[20:20]Proud Moss looks over to Jericho before shaking her head. "A-Anyway! Are ya doin' anything else tonight? Nothin' solo up there?"
[20:20]Elawyn Winddancer waves to Khloe Moshroca.
[20:20]Mirien Lahar flips through the menu
[20:20][FC]<Kiht Rallion> wait what happened?
[20:20]Ruinous Bear nodded as he sat down, giving a wave toward Arelania before turning to L'shome. "Seems we are sitting next to the performer Arelania herself."
[20:20][FC]<Erdene Buduga> Yes.... I was asked to
[20:20][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Their overly-SJW asses banned me from performing for them for absolutely no reason other than I don't like one of them.
[20:20]L'shome Luno nodded, "You had a lovely performance, I just know it!"
[20:20][FC]<Cirina Malqir> I'd like to think that the Rose's performers would actually have some solidarity against that.
[20:20]Quinn Solanum nods to Eses Fafa.
[20:20]Jericho Lapointe will not stand on a cushion like a cad.
[20:20][FC]<Sinon Zahra> Ashe asked Erdene :S
[20:20][FC]<Cirina Malqir> She didn't say -anything- to me at all.
[20:20]Mirien Lahar looks up from the menu. "I'd like the Lady of Bliss, please."
[20:20][FC]<Cirina Malqir> That makes it worse.
[20:21]Jericho Lapointe leans up, tiptoes and whispers into Moss's ear..
[20:21][FC]<Cirina Malqir> A lot worse.
[20:21]Quinn Solanum laughs at Eses Fafa.
[20:21]Jericho Lapointe smirks confidently at Proud Moss.
[20:21][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Welp. There goes my good mood.
[20:21]Alicen Forcina is just scratching at her wrists and healing the resulting marks up as she does... "Ogh, anxiety is killing me..."
[20:21][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Glad to know Ashe is STILL keeping shit from me, and people who want to be my friends really don't.
[20:21][FC]<Cirina Malqir> I mean.
[20:21]Gildart Eugene claps.
[20:22][FC]<Erdene Buduga> I don't think me performing was a secret
[20:22]Proud Moss nods, pausing for a moment to listen to his lover, elbow him softly, and return back to conversation. "Ah! Have y'thought about doin' anything on your own?"
[20:22]Synnove Greywolfe claps.
[20:22][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Have you guys noticed that NONE of BP ever shows up at our nights?
[20:22][FC]<Erdene Buduga> not true
[20:22]Of the 85 parties currently recruiting, all match your search conditions.
[20:22]Eses Fafa looks over to Elawyn. "Huh, someone from House Amlin?"
[20:22][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Okay, we get what? one person? two? How many leaders?
[20:22][FC]<Autumn Snow> 4-5 showed up on thursday
[20:22][FC]<Erdene Buduga> a few BP people come to our open house
[20:22][FC]<Sinon Zahra> thats not true, Bear is even wanting to use us for his date auction
[20:22]Tish Mihgo offers Ah'zhan Mistblade a humble greeting.
[20:22]Jericho Lapointe nods to A'nyaia Rhyd.
[20:23][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Neat. And? They're actively prohibiting shit from one of our best performers. Why do we want to work with them if that continues to stand?
[20:23][FC]<Cirina Malqir> If they want to work with us, and vice versa, they can tear down that bullshit. Because I would have LIKED to perform for this.
[20:23][FC]<Kiht Rallion> woot!
[20:23][FC]<Sinon Zahra> thats a question for Ashe, tbh im slightly confused myself
[20:23][FC]<Cirina Malqir> But nobody even told me it was an option. Much less Ashe.
[20:23]Rheya Tayuun proceeds to mix sparkling white wine and ginger liqour, pouring it into an elegant wine glass. She then pours a thin layer of rosewater syrup onto the top and floats a candied hibiscus flower on top.
[20:23]Khloe Moshroca blinks as she hears Kiht's name called out.
[20:23]Rheya Tayuun hands over something to Mirien Lahar.
[20:23]Rheya Tayuun bows courteously to Mirien Lahar.
[20:23]F'hana Rihll chuckles.  "Just be glad.. you aren't performing blindfolded.."
[20:23][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Like, this is the FIRST I'm hearing of any of this.
[20:23]Mirien Lahar smiles at Rheya Tayuun.
[20:23]Garyn Almos claps for Kiht Rallion.
[20:24]L'shome Luno frowned slightly, "Right."
[20:24]A'nyaia Rhyd grins madly at Proud Moss.
[20:24]Jericho Lapointe shamelessly use's Moss's hand to guide Moss's drink to his lips and takes a sip.
[20:24]Kiht Rallion bows courteously to Skadi Woodward.
[20:24]Mirien Lahar bows courteously to Rheya Tayuun.
[20:24][FC]<Sinon Zahra> well it was no secret that Erdene was preparing a preformance, what else is new to you though?
20:26][FC]<Cirina Malqir> That I wasn't asked? That I wasn't invited? That as far as I know nobody even TRIED to fight for that to be different?
[20:26]M'teshi Rahz blinked as she looked to the male at the stairs. "Ah'zhan?" She laughed brightly. "Fancy the chances."
[20:26]Synnove Greywolfe looks back at the stage, 'oooh,' in delight.
[20:27][FC]<Cirina Malqir> That Ashe, once again, promises to be transparent and forthright to me, and seems to conveniently forget to tell me any of this for -however- long it's been in the works?
20:27][FC]<Sinon Zahra> im pretty sure she asked for you but you were once again barred from doing so? youll have to talk to her i guess cause thats the extent of what im aware of -_-
[20:27]Rheya Tayuun hands over something to Shirai Amariyo.
[20:28]Rheya Tayuun bows courteously to Shirai Amariyo.
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo motions joyfully to Rheya Tayuun.
[20:28]Ruinous Bear laughs at Arelania Malqir.
[20:28]Ah'zhan Mistblade stepped up to take the gun. "I treat every weapon handed over like it was one of my own. You'll be able to get her on your way out."
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo hands over something to Rheya Tayuun.
[20:28]Keltgeim Eyristyrwyn looks entirely impressed by the dance.  "Now -that- is talent."
[20:28]Tish Mihgo claps for F'hana Rihll.
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo winks at Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:28]X'teli Tenbe watches slackjawed.
[20:28]M'teshi Rahz smiled wide to Ah'zhan. "Thanks...we will have to catch up again some time."
[20:29]Kodie Durant nods to Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:29]M'teshi Rahz smiles at Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:29]Ruinous Bear smirked. "As long as I don't be stripping and showing off this battered body."
[20:29]Ruinous Bear bids farewell to Arelania Malqir.
[20:29][FC]<Erdene Buduga> I don't know the details involving you and BP, I was asked to perform, told that you were unable to due due to past circumstances, I did not dig into it for details.
20:27][FC]<Sinon Zahra> im pretty sure she asked for you but you were once again barred from doing so? youll have to talk to her i guess cause thats the extent of what im aware of -_-
[20:27]Rheya Tayuun hands over something to Shirai Amariyo.
[20:28]Rheya Tayuun bows courteously to Shirai Amariyo.
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo motions joyfully to Rheya Tayuun.
[20:28]Ruinous Bear laughs at Arelania Malqir.
[20:28]Ah'zhan Mistblade stepped up to take the gun. "I treat every weapon handed over like it was one of my own. You'll be able to get her on your way out."
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo hands over something to Rheya Tayuun.
[20:28]Keltgeim Eyristyrwyn looks entirely impressed by the dance.  "Now -that- is talent."
[20:28]Tish Mihgo claps for F'hana Rihll.
[20:28]Shirai Amariyo winks at Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:28]X'teli Tenbe watches slackjawed.
[20:28]M'teshi Rahz smiled wide to Ah'zhan. "Thanks...we will have to catch up again some time."
[20:29]Kodie Durant nods to Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:29]M'teshi Rahz smiles at Ah'zhan Mistblade.
[20:29]Ruinous Bear smirked. "As long as I don't be stripping and showing off this battered body."
[20:29]Ruinous Bear bids farewell to Arelania Malqir.
[20:29][FC]<Erdene Buduga> I don't know the details involving you and BP, I was asked to perform, told that you were unable to due due to past circumstances, I did not dig into it for details.
[20:31][FC]<Cirina Malqir> It's just fair-weather friendliness, but I still get nothing but excluded and hated for every little mistake I've made and nobody wants to even fight for a change in that, because it's hard. Or because it hurts their standing. I'm just not worth it.
[20:34][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Yeah. Sure. Talk after. AFTER I'm once again discriminated and excluded. After once again nobody does a fucking thing for me no matter what I do or how good I am.
[20:36][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Oh god you're doing OoC music and representing the Rose with it why. Whyyyyy
[20:37][FC]<Cirina Malqir> oh god I am physically embarassed. And cringing. This is why I need to be consulted on this kind of thing. This is what the Rose is offering as a follow to -Arelania's- act?
[20:37][FC]<Autumn Snow> ciri shut up
[20:37]Tish Mihgo cheers Erdene Buduga on!
[20:38]Proud Moss takes a very very very long sip of her drink.
[20:38][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Why the fuck should I? Even when I'm nice and I do the right thing I still get nothing but shit on by everyone.
[20:39][FC]<Erdene Buduga> Im going to go raid... thank you for making that incredibly difficult, as I couldn't see my prompts due to you spamming me in tells. I'm going to go raid with my static.
[20:39]Jericho Lapointe cheers Erdene Buduga on!
[20:39]Synnove Greywolfe pokes Kelt's knee. "Stop ruining the fun of the thought."
[20:40][FC]<Autumn Snow> nice job erdene <3
[20:40]Thaeya Dresdyn pouts and nudged Kelt a bit not so softly. "Hush you."
[20:40][FC]<Kiht Rallion> this event was done MONTHS ago and was not held a secret you complained then ashe went with it anyway complain to her but dont you  DARE PICK ON ERDENE JUST BECAUSE IT STEPS ON YOUR WAY OF THINKING HE DID NOTHING WRONG!
[20:40]Eses Fafa lets out a cheer.
[20:40][FC]<Kiht Rallion> DID NOT MEAN TO WHISPER THAT
[20:42][FC]<Cirina Malqir> You know what? I was having a good night tonight too. I figured go and RP, have fun. But nope. Gotta find out that everyone is just nice to my face, and completely useless and limp behind my back. You'd think friends would support people, but where's help for me when I need it? Fucking nowhere. Yet who's always offering advice? Teaching people FC shit? Ferrying around for aether currents? Taking time out of my life and my day to help people. You'd think that'd get paid back somehow.
[20:43][FC]<Sinon Zahra> chill out, nothing can be done, when they dont want you preforming here, just please stop, take astep back
[20:43]Eses Fafa lets out a cheer.
[20:43]Akane Shizure cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:43][FC]<Cirina Malqir> And have I been an unpleasent person for the past... three weeks? No. I haven't. I sat on my hands and held my tongue and expected that turning myself around would turn everyone else around.
[20:44][FC]<Autumn Snow> well it's obvious with this that you never actually turned around but instead bit your tongue and thought it was cool to insult Erdene
[20:44]Alicen Forcina bows.
[20:44]Alicen Forcina motions in welcome.
[20:44]Garyn Almos beams with delight at Ulf Flameheart.
[20:44]Tish Mihgo claps for Alicen Forcina.
[20:44]Cerise Maylithos cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:44]Synnove Greywolfe cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:44]Akane Shizure claps for Alicen Forcina.
[20:44]Proud Moss cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:45][FC]<Cirina Malqir> I'm deeply apologetic that my criticisms and critiques are thought as insults. I speak my mind, and I'm blunt about it, especially when I'm not in a good mood. Bear with it.
[20:45]Jericho Lapointe cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:45]Gildart Eugene cheers Alicen Forcina on!
[20:45][FC]<Autumn Snow> i don't have to, and i won't.
[20:45][FC]<Cirina Malqir> Well, that's a you problem.