Fuckin' up Hayley

Alexithymiaa: -Adam stood in his room, reaching inside his backpack to pull out one of his worn t-shirts, pitching it into the laundry basket in the corner of the room. He reached back into the bag to pull out another shirt, bringing it up to his face to smell before turning to toss it into the basket after the first one. Seeing his phone light up on the bed, he leaned over to grab it, reading the text from Nikki and quickly sliding his fingers over the screen to reply.-
Tsaaq: ((Gawd.))
Alexithymiaa: (bahahaha)
Tsaaq: Hayley pouted her lips while riding her bike towards the OCH, crashing into the bushes in the front of the porch. She winced as she got up, looking down at her scraped knees. She shrugged and climbed up the porch steps, pulling the front door open and just going upstairs without saying she was there or anything, and went towards Adam's CURTAIN, knocking on the wall beside the opening of his room.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam turned around to look toward his curtain with a raise of his brows, honestly not really sure who would even be knocking on the wall for him. "Yeah?"-
Tsaaq: "It's me." She replied as she peeked from behind the curtain at him. "I wanted to talk or whatever." Hayley shrugged her shoulders.
Alexithymiaa: -He smiled when he heard Hayley's voice, walking over toward the curtain to sweep his arm through it, throwing it back. "Hey. What's up? I thought you would have went back home to unpack." He turned back to walk to his backpack on the bed, sifting through it.-
Tsaaq: She crossed her arms over her chest. "Yeaaah, I tried to but I got distracted then I tried to take a nap. It was stupid." Hayley muttered as she went towards his couch bed to sit down. "Are you done unpacking?"
Alexithymiaa: "Almost." He picked the backpack up and walked it over to the corner, pulling his headphones out an setting them down on top of his dresser next to his computer. He turned back to face her, looking down. "What did you want to talk about?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley inhaled deeply and looked about the room, anywhere that wasn't his face. "Ummm." She began to say, pressing her lips together tight. "Well... I did want to talk about something but now that I'm sitting here with you I kind of don't know how to say it." Hayley sighed.
Alexithymiaa: -He frowned, moving to drop down beside her on the couch bed, sliding his arm around her shoulders and looking into her face all concerned and shit. "Just try. I'm listening. Just tell me what you want to talk about, Halo."-
Tsaaq: She looked up at him and let out another sigh. "I saw them, okay!" Hayley said quietly and made a face as if she had to force the words out of her throat.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam kind of just stared at her, not sure what she was referring to as all he did was repeat her words in question. "You.... saw them...?"-
Tsaaq: "Well I didn't really see them but I saw her name." Hayley muttered nervously. "You're still texting Nikki but that's okay or whatever cause you said you guys were in love so why wouldn't you still be texting her?" She started to ramble. "And it's totally okay. I don't even know why I wanted to talk to you about it-"
Alexithymiaa: -He stayed quiet for a moment before starting in. "She texted me... and I don't know, I just kind of responded. And then she replied back. I don't know..." he mumbled, dropping his eyes down away from her face. "I rpobably shouldn't have said anything back to her..."-
Tsaaq: She waved her hand at Adam and sputtered her lips. "No it's fine. I totally get it. You guys had something special and shit. Of course you'd want to talk to her and shit." Hayley tried to sound as devastated as she was.
Alexithymiaa: -He slid his glance over to her face, his shoulders slumping down as he spoke. "Are you upset?"-
Tsaaq: "No, why would I be upset?" Hayley lied and forced a small smile onto her lips. "As long as you're happy or whatever I don't care." She said in a smaller voice as she lowered her head.
Alexithymiaa: -He shifted to face her completely, pulling one knee up onto the bed. "You don't seem like you don't care.." He mumbled, cocking his head to one side. "I'm not happy. I want things to be like how they used to be. Everything was so perfect and now it's just... it's not."-
Tsaaq: She waved her hand at him agin. "I totally don't care." Hayley murmured then put her hands in her lap. "Well I fucking hate Nikki but I guess..." She shrugged her shoulders. "It's whatever you want. I get it. I don't even know why I brought it up."
Alexithymiaa: -He reached over and took her hand, giving it a small squeeze. "I can't have what I want. I just want everything to go back to normal and it's not going to happen and I know that."-
Tsaaq: "I don't know, you're not Jean Grey, you can't tell the future..." Hayley trailed off as she stared at her hands. "Well she can't tell the future either. Who can tell the future in X-men?" She looked up for a moment, poking out her lips while thinking. "Ugh. I don't know but you get what I mean. Besides you're a good person, good stuff happen to good people. Bad shit happens to piece of shit humans like me."
Alexithymiaa: "Hey!" He interjected quickly, moving his hand to her chin to jerk her head to face him, forcing her to look back at him. "Don't say that about yourself. It's a lie. And you shouldn't lie to yourself. Okay?"-
Tsaaq: Her eyes glanced at his face and she started to frown. "Okay." Hayley whispered and nodded her head at him. "I'll try not to do that anymore." She pouted again. "I'm sorry. I'm trying really hard to not care. But it's really hard."
Alexithymiaa: -He stared into her face, wincing slightly. "Why? Why is it so hard not to care?"-
Tsaaq: "I don't know! It just is!" Hayley blurted out as she looked away. "It's stupid and it's complicated I guess." She shrugged.
Alexithymiaa: "Well... try." He dropped her hand and pushed up to his feet, moving across his room toward the curtained opening before turning back to look at her. "I don't understand why you care so much whether or not I talk to her."-
Tsaaq: Her lower lip trembled as she crossed her legs. "Because I know you loved her and..." Hayley paused and sighed. "Nevermind, it's stupid. I should just shut up while I can." She muttered with a shake of her head. "I tried to put a hex on the bitch, I guess it didn't work."
Alexithymiaa: "You tried to..." He covered his face with his hands, letting out a deep breath. "Why would you try to hex her?"-
Tsaaq: "Because she cheated on you! And it was with your friend! She's a bitch!" Hayley stood up as she shouted. "And I care about you, and you were sad and I was tired of seeing you sad so I did a hex to get her to stop talking to you and it didn't work!" Hayley blurted out.
Alexithymiaa: "Well she did for a little while..." He said in a small voice, crossing the room back to stand in front of her. "Just because I answered her doesn't mean anything is going to happen, though. I don't trust her."-
Tsaaq: Hayley's eyes became teary. "It doesn't even matter." She sniffled a bit. "Because you'll probably get back together with her and it's fine because I know you'd rather be with her anyways so it's fine." She blubbered a bit. "Plus I'm with Tony so I don't even know what I'm doing." Hayley shrugged as she wiped her face.
Alexithymiaa: -He knelt down slightly in front of her because that bitch is short, reaching to pull her hands away from her face as he spoke gently. "I'm not going to get back together with her. Please don't cry, Hayley. I swear I'm not getting back together with her."-
Tsaaq: She did the motor sound thing people made when they're trying to force themselves not to cry. Hayley inhaled deeply then exhaled as she stared up at him. "But... You loved her." She whispered cause she's annoying.
Alexithymiaa: "So?" He stared down into her face, pain written all over his because woman tears. He gently tugged her forward into him, wrapping his arms around her back and squeezing her tightly. "Please don't cry."-
Tsaaq: "I'm trying not to." Hayley whined a bit and leaned into the embrace, still she whimpered anyways. "Okay, I think I'm okay..." She muttered and looked up at him while still in the embrace then leaned her head upward to try and kiss him on the lips. Hayley stepped out of their hug. "Oh my fucking god, why did I do that? Why am I so stupid? I'm sorry. Just pretend I didn't do that."
Alexithymiaa: (Wait, did she or did she not)
Tsaaq: ((SHE DID.))
Alexithymiaa: -Adam sighed as he felt her lips brush his, watching as she stepped away from him. "Hayley, calm down. This is... this is just..." He brought his hand up to push back through his hair, shaking his head. "This is why things are complicated when you're in a situation like this..."-
Tsaaq: She crossed her arms over her chest. "I'm trying really hard this time. I am! I don't want Tony to get mad at me. He said he hates sharing." Hayley whispered frightfully. "And I don't want to try stuff with you and then you turn mean like Ben and Connor did." She went to look at Adam with a pout. "I'm sorry. Please don't tell Tony. I promise I won't try to kiss you ever again." Hayley blurted out.
Alexithymiaa: "Hey hey hey, calm down." He moved to her again, stroking his hand behind her head and through her hair. "I'm not going to be mean. I'll never be mean to you, I promise. And I won't tell Tony, but you need to be honest with him." He dropped down to sit on his couch bed, scratching his fingers through his hair.-
Tsaaq: Hayley nodded his head. "I'm gonna tell him I kissed you because lying about stuff has gotten me no where." She muttered. "I'll tell him right now."  She sighed as she pulled out her cellphone. "I think if I spend the night I'll just cause more trouble for myself... I have to go home and take a cold shower." Hayley wiped whatever leftover tears had been on her face.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah... I think that's a good idea. A better idea." He corrected himself, stepping on the backs of his shoes to kick them off and across the room.-
Tsaaq: She pouted and sent the text and went over to hug Adam once more. "Night Abs." Hayley sighed as she pulled away. "See you in class tomorrow..." She trailed off as she went past the curtain, looking back at Adam one last time before jogging out of the OCH, getting on her bike and riding away.