Apologies

I did say I owed you all some apologies. I do, it's not gonna be long of a paste, but at least, let me say I'm sorry. Sorry for hiding so many things from all of you, and faking being okay and all fine as I am. I had some hard times lately, almost crumbled over my emotions and my fears. Yes, I have a fear, a phobia : athazagoraphobia. The irrational fear of being ignored / forgotten from someone in particular, usually close / dear to our surroundings. Yes, I'm that kind of person. But thankfully, I have an incredible best friend to hold on to, and also an amazing network of friends I made through Twitch and outside of it.

And to you, who reads that and follows what I do because you allow yourself to  grant me your time. And to all my precious supporters, friends, close friends, and my bestie. I apologize for being such a "hold it in" kind of guy, rather than a genuine open-hearted man. Sorry for being so secretive about what I feel and what I think most of the time. And on top of it all, verry sorry for not being truthful when faking being just alright on stream. I'll try and be more straightforward and genuine, and always speak the back of my mind whenever I feel it's crucial to do so.

In the end, I want to thank you all. Thank you for baring with me, for being patient with me, for appreciating me for who I am and not who I try to fake being on stream. Thank you all for your gentle words and the gentle thoughts you had/have/will have over me from here on then. Thank you for being you, y'all. I wish you all to take good care of you, to be the best people you can be, and to stay awesome.

I'll comeback this weekend, with a soothed mindset, an as chill runner as ever, and let's hope more good things will happen in the future for all of us. See y'all. Love y'all. Thanks again.

Leonis.